The greatest step towards rediscovering my soul, was the day that I decided to hand in my resignation…. Little did I know that the process would lead me to rediscover aspect of myself that I had lost in veils and mists of time….
With this abilities and talents started to emerge, which I had always dreamt of having but never OWNED.
I remember reading books on Edgar Cayce, and marvelling at his ability to read soul records while asleep. Little would I know that I had the same latent abilities, but hidden and unexplored, mainly because of being brought up in a very conservative family, where one simply did not discuss such things….
In the process of rediscovering and reconnecting with my soul, I have had to shed lots of skins of my previous self… that self that had formed from my childhood, into puberty and then, into adulthood.
It was only much later, that I happen to read a passage about the Rites of Life, where it stated that High Priesthood only came or was given to women, once they had reached past the age of 36/40/45 and then the next few years would be the rites of Passage into the Collective Consciousness of High Priesthood.
It suddenly made sense to me. In your puberty and in your twenties, you are too busy trying to find you own niche in life… to simply deal with hormones, with love and with the intricies of relationships, jobs, and whatever, to truly learn the finer nuances and whispers of life.
In your thirties, you suddenly start finding yourself. You are less worried about what other people might think or say and you start a stabilizing phase. In your forties and beyond, you finally have the time and the ability to understand that there is a nagging void or persistent feeling that there is more to life, than being a woman, wife, career junkie, mother, or whatever else. You suddenly are wanting to know what that void is there for and why you are restless, unfulfilled and why your relationships seem to drain you….
Mostly because you simply learn that you do not need the approval of others in order to live and to be, and you truly wish to be the empowered, by whatever that void stands for…
Wisdom in most women comes to the fore in their LATER years… for here, they truly start to turn INWARDS and INTO THE WOMB of REBIRTHING once more.
That nagging void, is a PHASE OF BECOMING AND GROWING INTO SOMETHING ELSE… OR SOMEONE ELSE… that whispered someone, that has been the other face in the mirror for so long, and then unacknowledged….
So, what happens the day, you decide to go inwards and outwards on a journey of discovery of that void… and your true soul self..
Well, first of all, you have to be reborn. For suddenly, when you start doing just that, all those people who have always put you into a neat little box of comfort, find themselves confronted with someone who is willing to step out that box and burn it – forever. They start resenting this, for now they have to start looking at their own mediocre life, and realizing the void within too. Deep within, they hate your guts – they just don’t want to admit it!
The Ancients had RITES OF PASSAGE for women, and these were always associated with the REBIRTHING process. In order for you, to be trained into the Priesthood or the High Priesthood, you had to be over the age of at least thirty, and had been through the sexual upheavals of the early years…. Then, you had to go through a series of different TESTS, each one stirring your INNER CONSCIOUSNESS, until you passed through the lot, and then could be truly attain the STATUS OF INITIATE.
Once you attained that status, you had to go through more tests and severe ones, to enter the Priesthood. AS HIGH PRIEST/ESS you had to go through the most severe and stringent tests that are imaginable, in order to test your commitment to INTEGRITY, PURITY OF INTENT, PURITY OF HEART AND SOUL and more than that WISDOM, INSIGHT, VISION AND QUEST FOR HIGHER SERVICE.
SO INITIATION RITES WERE IN ACTUAL FACT CLEANSING RITES. What did they purify or cleanse? THE BODY, MIND, SPIRIT AND SOUL, as WELL AS THE AURIC FIELDS, THE ENERGY FIELDS and THE VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY…
So, you had to go through all these tests, in order to be considered MATURE ENOUGH TO BECOME A HIGH PRIEST/TESS. This was not for sissies, nor the faint-hearted. You simply had to be a few octaves HIGHER than the rest, in order to be considered eligible for such an important responsibility in Higher Service!
With the INITIATION RITES CAME THE PURIFICATION RITES. Before you were allowed into the inner sanctuaries of the Temple, you were serving in, you simply had to cleanse yourself every single day, and more over, you had to go through purification processes to be allowed into the holiest shrines.
Why? During the course of your day, you get into contact with a lot of people, of lower vibrations than yourself. Some places have negative energy. Some people even more so… So, in the course of your day and night, you are getting into contact with other vibrational frequencies, WHICH TEND TO ATTACH THEMSELVES TO YOUR AURA AND ENERGY FIELDS WITHOUT YOU KNOWING IT!
THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT THE SEXUAL ACT THAT VERY FEW PEOPLE HAVE EVER UNDERSTOOD, BUT WHICH THE ANCIENTS DID UNDERSTAND: –
EVERY TIME YOU ALLOW SOMEONE INTO YOUR SEXUAL ENERGY FIELD, YOU ALLOW THEM TO TAP INTO YOUR LIFE FORCE – THE VERY LIFE FORCE THAT STEMS FROM THE DIVINE MOTHER/FATHER…. MALE/FEMALE…
NOW, IF YOUR SOUL IS NOT IN ALIGNMENT WITH THE PERSON YOU HAVE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE WITH, ONE WILL STEAL THE ENERGY FROM THE OTHER. WHAT IS MORE, THEY WILL FEED ON YOUR SEXUAL ENERGIES AND THEN USE THAT TO EMPOWER THEMSELVES.
THERE IS ANOTHER SLING TO THIS: ESPPECIALLY IN WOMEN, EVERY SEXUAL PARTNER WILL TEND TO HOOD HIS ENERGY INTO YOUR PELVIC AREA AND THEN THAT HOOK WILL STAY THERE … SO YOU ARE ATTACHED TO THIS PERSON KNOWINGLY OR UNKNOWINGLY AND THEY CAN PSYCALLY TAP INTO THIS ANYTIME THEY WISH TO.
IF YOU DO NOT CONSCIOUSLY CLEAN UP, AND GET RID OF THOSE HOOKS, YOU ARE GOING TO FEEL YOUR ENERGIES ARE BEING DEPLETED, DEPRESSED FOR NO RHYME NOR REASON… AND MOST OF ALL, YOU WILL GET PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS THAT AFFECT YOUR PELVIC AREA AND MADE YOU ILL!
If you VIBRATIONAL FIELD is NOT IN PERFECT SYNCH with your SEXUAL partner… IF LOVE, MUTUAL RESPECT, TENDERNESS AND FEELING FROM THE HEART ARE NOT IN PERFECT HARMONY… IF YOUR SOUL VIBRATION DOES NOT BALANCE PERFECTLY: – IMBALANCE OCCURS AND ONE OF YOU WILL STEAL THE OTHER’s ENERGY WITHOUT YOU CONSCIOUSLY BEING AWARE OF IT!
This is valid for MALE AND FEMALE. A man can just as much feel USED, like a woman does. They might just not consciously be open enough spiritually to understand and acknowledge this. For example: I have had women telling me that they only have a husband, or boyfriend, not because they love him (normally if you listen to their conversation they will soon tell you they hate or detest him in some way or another, or laugh at him behind his back) but because of the STATUS or MONEY, or simply having a man by their side.
I often sit back and watch the interplay when the two are together, and I immediately can read who is depleting the sexual energy field of whom…. There are huge and ugly hooks in the sexual area and sometimes these become slimy black tenticles, which can grow large in size….
These hooks, if not dealt with and removed, can carry over into other lifetimes, with the result that the two will do the same thing over and over again – with the same results! So talk of causing misery and injury to one another!
The best thing for women to do, is to take a long salt bath, and in meditation ask Archangel Michael and Raphael, to please go into your pelvic bowl, and to remove all tenticles, hooks and other items that your sexual partner(s) might have left and to sever them, clear them and then give to waiting angels to transmute with the Violet Flame of Transmutation.
After this salt bath, let all the water drain out, and then shower or re-bath with fresh water and thoroughly cleanse yourself. You might also wish to be the pelvic bowl meditation and pelvic bowl healing every second or third day.
With men, I suggest that you do the same thing. Your attachment will grow groin area and this will result in prostrate cancer and other maladies, erection problems etc. if not cleared out.
We simply do not understand enough, that most of our greatest challenges in this lifetime, is to clear out and get rid of old patterns of behaviour which no longer SERVE our highest good.
The Sexual area is one of the greatest areas that will need cleansing and with it, the whole spectrum of relationships. Most of the pain in life is caused by people not understanding that the physical is interconnected with the SOUL and if the SOUL does not get healed, the physical patterns will persist!
The initiation rites of the Ancients ensured that all the debris of harmful patterns would be removed and the soul purified, so that it can then vibrate at a much higher frequency and then enjoy the physical from that point… So the sexual intercourse would then become one with soul mates and twin flames, so that the vibrational frequency matched and with this came ecstasy, bliss and higher octaves of orgasms etc.
When I do soul readings, I will see the soul of the person, as the double helix flame with multiple coloured strands of light, forming a distinct pattern. What I then see, is the like muck or debris in certain areas, where they have not been cleansed or healed from soul and emotional scars and other things that they have not resolved. All of this, then, pulls their vibrational frequency down.
When we start consciously working with the soul, and start clearing the blocks, then that flame start burning brighter and brighter, going up in octaves of frequency, until it then is totally in line with the COLLECTIVE soul vibration.
This is essentially why one has to clean and purify… and this is now going to come to fore more and more, as we move from the old world and its patterns, into the new…