Life on this planet has always had a will and unfolding of its own. It has been different from the other planets in this solar system, in that it was an EXPERIMENT, to which 866 000 souls aspired to, and to which they did sign soul contracts. In this they pledged themselves to be volunteers to see how human and human-like beings from other star systems and galaxies would adjust to such a dense and physical planet as this – although in the beginning she was in the 7TH dimension.
In the meantime, through various reasons, she, through the misdoings of human kind, is the only planet in the whole solar system who has managed to fall from the 7th dimensional state into the 3rd. It is this error, or rather deliberate misjudgement which needs to be rectified now, and is in the process of being adjusted as we are collectively evolving into the 5th and back into the 7th dimensional state.
Most of the souls, barring a handful who have never incarnated onto this planet ever before and have no links with it, have been involved with this planet in one form or another, have incarnated here at one stage, and thus, during those lifetimes, have added karmic personal soul links and then also COLLECTIVE karmic links to this planet.
Most of karma is accumulated via the breaking of the Divine Cosmic Laws and the most important of all of these, then is Law of CAUSE and Effect. It is basically – what you sow … you reap. Thus is you murder someone, in the next life you are the one who will get murdered. That is how it is supposed to be under the baser understanding of the law, yet the Law of Grace and under forgiveness and unconditional Love, a lot of the karmic ties and links may be resolved.
At this time, particularly the karmic ties and links from other lifetimes will come to haunt us. As we are moving up in the dimensional scale, these links are pulling and tugging at us, and we cannot move forward into a higher state of evolvement and being, if we are being pulled back by unresolved issues which have come over lifetimes.
There are TWO aspects coming to the fore now: The one is the PERSONAL LOVE RELATIONSHIPS, which involved SEXUAL ties, and then family cords and ties. The second is then the COLLECTIVE ties, which involved the TRIBAL connections, or the people of a country or region. If these ties link us to a place where mass exterminations and crimes to humanity were committed, then these now need to be COLLECTIVELY cleared and let go of.
I will relate my own story to you today, and it is the first time ever that I am sharing this. However, as I am picking up more and more souls in my own soul readings, who are going through similar experiences and have to cut and confront these karmic links, I will now speak openly about what has happened to me in the past 4 to 7 years and what I have had to deal with, in order to be free to truly step up into the higher states of consciousness and to find inner peace, serenity and contentment.
As long as I can remember, (even when working in the Library) I have had a fascination for France. Yet, having been born in Africa, and coming from German Pedigree Stock (nor quite that, for via my mother Celtic), I had little to do with the French and France. Later on, working in the Library, I found that for some or other reason, though; I shuddered when I picked up picture books of France…. Indeed, I could quite happily look at pictures of Paris, but the minute I got to a certain part of France, cold shivers would have me fleeing – literally running away.
It so happened that during these last years, a man, much younger than me, wanted to have a love relationship with me. I was okay with his friendship – albeit luke-warm, but I was not interested in the way he wished this to be. It so happened, that one day, we had an argument, in that instant he attacked me – and as he did so, his face changed, and something deep inside of me was triggered. For some reason, as he had taken my car keys, I remained calm, calling in my Angels, and then he backed off, threw me my car keys and left.
I was shaken by that incident, and that night I had a terrible dream. I saw myself, being tied to a stake with 5 Knights Templar’s, recognizing one of them as my brother in this lifetime, and then, I saw that the man who had just attacked me, in the brown habit of a Priest, standing there, with the Bishop at his side, chanting ,praying and reading from the Bible in his hands, while I and the 5 Templar’s were being burnt on the stake. This vision subsequently changed my whole life! I wanted to know what this was all about, and then, I realized that in that lifetime this same man had wanted me, and in the end fanatically burnt me, because of something that I and the others had, that the church wanted.
Slowly but surely, as vision, after vision arrived, the whole story of that lifetime started coming back to me. I have subsequently met quite a few of those with whom I was involved and family member from that lifetime and my ex-tutor and lover. That lifetime was in Languedoc, as the youngest daughter of the Raymond Roger, Count of Foix, whose sister Esclaremonde of Foix, was a pioneer – highly educated who became a Cathar Parfait and who opened up the first shelter for women, schools and boarding establishment in Dur in the Pyrenees. It was this same family who held Monsegur and had to see their own people burnt en masse at the stakes, with 22 000 people burnt alive in Bezier and at other places, by Simon de Montfort and his crusading army, while priests where cheering them on.
As memory, after memory bank was triggered, there was intense pain – pain such as I had never experienced before. I remembered how I had to safeguard the hidden secrets of my people, while the men were at war…. How I was hunted down in the end, like an animal, often having to take refuge in the high mountains of the Pyrenees…. feeling immensely lost and alone. In the process I lost my lover, my three children, and most of those I loved dearly.
With the memory banks being cleared and released, one by one, I suddenly understood why a lot of my life in this lifetime had taken a certain pattern or path. It was there, at Monsegur, in one moment of utter despair and pain, that I cursed those who did this to my people and I vowed that I would never marry, nor allow children to be born via my own womb, as long as men had forgotten who they are and wreak trauma and death in amidst my beautiful and beloved mountains and the people dear to my heart and soul.
In this lifetime, I have never married and cannot have children. I had to release those vows and curse, and I have had to extensively work at opening my heart to my ex lover, forgiving him – understanding at last that he had not forsaken me, but had seen that our children were brought to safety in his own country, in Leon and Aragon, and that our daughter got to Ireland. One son became the Count of Foix as my brother claimed him as his own son, and the other later married and became King.
My lover, with the help of the Templars, took valuable manuscripts from my father’s Library to Italy and that later became of course, the Renaissance. The did the same, with the aid of the Templars, and often had to do some of it on my own. However, most of it was never written down and was handed on verbally.
All of this lead me to do extensive research. I would not rest until I had proof that what I remembered, was true and fact, and then when I found the evidence, I would often burst into tears, knowing that in this lifetime I would be called upon to bring a lot of the Ancient Knowledge and Teachings back to this planet – but this time, I chose to be born in Africa, far away from the Pyrenees, but linking up with my first soul links to this Planet, and the continent of Elysium. This is essentially what my soul is doing now.
During this whole process, I have started to understand that we have to work through the trauma of past lives, especially if we died violent deaths and if there was great pain involved there. I know for instance that I felt no pain, for I had a ring with poison in it which I drank before going to the stake. It was the pain INSIDE of me, which was greater than the pain of the flames
. As I started remembering, I would write it down, research and then I would find the next would arrive. Yet, with each one, I could now release the pain, learn to let go, and learn to release the pain and let the soul free.
With my lover, this has been a journey in itself, and I have finally gotten to the stage, where I know that our love is eternal, and has been a massive lesson in unconditional love – but greater and more profound than ever before.
The strange thing though, is that I am picking up more and more souls coming to me for soul readings, who have had such karmic links, trauma and pain in their past lives and relationships. Funnily, a lot of them were Cathars and with it, the confirmation has come, that as these memory banks are now opened up and released, there were vows and prophesies make, that the Cathars would rise again and that Languedoc would be cleared.
This is certainly happening, for the collective will now have to truly work at releasing the trauma in that region, as this is region is ancient and is linked via its Pyramids, to the oldest civilization on Earth, sunk under the sea; Elysium/Avalon and Atlantis. The Ancient Ones have held the Light steady for thousands of years in the Pyrenees and they desire that this now happens and that the Divine Mother is honoured in her desire there for Love to return.
There is no easy journey through something like this. Past Life Practioners can help you, but in the end it is for you to find that deep and abiding love from within your soul, to release the souls and then to find the space of unconditional love. Most of this can only be done by asking Archangel Michael and Raphael to assist you and then to lay it upon the inner altars of the Divine Source – and ask for the trauma, pain, etc. to be transmuted and then to bring in healing love as healing balm to the soul
. What stands for the individual, stands for the collective too. When we truly desire to be healed, then healing does come and then the karmic ties and links do get lifted, because the Lords of Karma, are now willing to release these – as we have to be free to move into a totally different way of life – and cannot bring all this accumulated baggage into the higher dimensions into which we are moving.
I have found, that when I remembered, and could understand what had happened, then I could deal with the issue and then release it. However, I do not know how I will react when I ever go back to France in person, and especially to the Bishops Palace in Urgell, Andorra, where I was burnt with those 5 Knight Templar’s – men who could have gone free, but refused to, because of their loyalty to me and my family and their own higher calling.
I also do not know what could happen when I see my beloved Foix once more, the castle where I grew up in and most of all – my beloved mountains.