She is thrown ever deeper into the unchartered,
The Deepest deep of Love and Loving.
So many times she tried to run away from feeling so deeply
From having the core of her heart and soul ripped open
And then some more
And then, she sought the high places
The sanctity of silence
Of inner contemplation
As she nursed her wounds…..
She then had no option but to find her wings and fly higher
Higher than ever before
For the call to Highest Service was greater than the sum total of herself….
If she could not understand the depths of her love
Then she would move out and be the love-in-action and Being
For all whom she encountered,
Whether physically, or in other energy spaces of realms…
For first and foremost she was here to serve
Her highest soul purpose and calling
And if her Beloved could not do that with her
Then she had to fly all on her own.
Yet, there were hidden secrets and hidden knowledge waiting for her
In those moments when she allowed herself to just serve
And to seek out the Face of the Divine
In all and everything she encountered
But more than this, in the very depths of her own soul.
So often she stood there before the counsel of 12 and 24
Of the Divine
And she begged them for assistance and clarity
And then they would show her the cosmic picture,
The total perfection of the Divine’s Masterplan
And she would be refreshed and renewed
And then would get on with the business of life
And asking that her heart would not close
But that she would be brought to ever higher levels of love…..
Then, when she least expected
Love found her again….
And she knew the depths of forgiveness,
And she was reminded of how her soul brother
Said that forgiveness has to be 7 x 7 x 7 and
Then into the even the highest degrees…
Perhaps Love teaches that the heart stays open
Even if forgiveness has to go to the core of the soul
And then dissolve and put all back together again…
She stood in places in the last few months,
Where she had to dissolve collective memory banks
After memory banks
Of lifetimes one at a time…
She saw herself in all those Personas
All those roles
And with him…..
And then to move into releasing,
Back into the heart, soul and feeling
And to let go….
Often the tears would flow
For the depths of those moments
Where too much sometimes….
But then she would find the connection to the Divine
Flowing into her
And she could rise all above this
And just find that Love
Which in truth was Her.
She knew that her soul could not stop loving
Nor could her soul ever not be
She knew that to experience life in all its forms
She had to be ALL of it,
The depths of the Despair
And the heights of ecstasy
And the moments of hate and anger
And then find that in essence
They bring one back to balance point
To the moment when crystal clear clarity
Arises that there is just LOVE.
The deeper she delves into the depths of Love
And being Loved
The more she does not understand
But she feels
And she feels that infinity rests
In the deep INNER knowing
That Love has no bottom
And had no lid
It possibilities are infinite
And as the mind is finite
Into cannot stretch into infinity
And it will find a thousand reasons
Not to love,
Not to be stretched
And it conjures up fears
Yet the heart, the soul
Is there in infinite space
It is already ever present
In the here and now of Eternity,
For it needs not the physical body
To express itself
And therefore love
Loves into infinity
And beyond even that
And beyond all human beings
Have a concept of….
It has no end and no beginning
And it existed of yore beyond yore…
And will exist beyond the beyond, the beyond…
So, here she stands
Delving deeply into the unknown and unchartered….
Can she stop loving?
No, for she is LOVE.
Through all this endless delving,
The endless exploring
The endless feeling
To the depths of her soul,
She can teach and show others the way,
Even if she cannot see sometimes for seeing,
And only can feel her way through it all…
And she smiles through the tears….
She has found bliss beyond bliss….
She has found ecstasy, euphotia…
Moments when all dissolved into the Divine Fires
And beyond even that….
For the Fires are Sacred
When soul meets soul
With love, in love,
And then, she has experienced
The depth of the pain
Of seeming losing,
Of being ripped apart,
Where pain goes beyond pain
And there is just gaping hole of pain after pain…..
That is love
Ever expanding into even greater levels of love
Ever finding itself
Through it all
And infinite knowing
That Love is the glue
Which eternally binds the whole of Creation together…
It all falls apart at the seams….
Such is the Power of Love…
To love into the Unknown and Unchartered
It to truly love indeed…
She is Love.
Love into infinity and beyond even that.
And she thanks her Beloved
For ever bringing her to be stretched
And beyond love
For in the end all is serving her soul
As she is serving his soul
Soul within Soul
Love’s Gift quietly descends
Unfolds in the GIFT…..
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