She loves into the Unknown

 

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She is thrown ever deeper into the unchartered,

The Unknown,

The Deepest deep of Love and Loving.

So many times she tried to run away from feeling so deeply

From having the core of her heart and soul ripped open

And then some more

And then, she sought the high places

The sanctity of silence

Of inner contemplation

As she nursed her wounds…..

She then had no option but to find her wings and fly higher

Higher than ever before

For the call to Highest Service was greater than the sum total of herself….

If she could not understand the depths of her love

Then she would move out and be the love-in-action and Being

For all whom she encountered,

Whether physically, or in other energy spaces of realms…

For first and foremost she was here to serve

Her highest soul purpose and calling

And if her Beloved could not do that with her

Then she had to fly all on her own.

Yet, there were hidden secrets and hidden knowledge waiting for her

In those moments when she allowed herself to just serve

And to seek out the Face of the Divine

In all and everything she encountered

But more than this, in the very depths of her own soul.

So often she stood there before the counsel of 12 and 24

Of the Divine

And she begged them for assistance and clarity

And then they would show her the cosmic picture,

The total perfection of the Divine’s Masterplan

And she would be refreshed and renewed

And then would get on with the business of life

And asking that her heart would not close

But that she would be brought to ever higher levels of love…..

Then, when she least expected

Love found her again….

And she knew the depths of forgiveness,

True forgiveness

And she was reminded of how her soul brother

Said that forgiveness has to be 7 x 7 x 7 and

Then into the even the highest degrees…

Perhaps Love teaches that the heart stays open

Even if forgiveness has to go to the core of the soul

And then dissolve  and put  all back together again…

She stood in places in the last few months,

Where she had to dissolve collective memory banks

After memory banks

Of lifetimes one at a time…

She saw herself in all those Personas

All those roles

And with him…..

And then to move into releasing,

Back into the heart, soul and feeling

And to let go….

Often the tears would flow

For the depths of those moments

Where too much sometimes….

The woundedness….

But then she would find the connection to the Divine

Flowing into her

Filling her

And she could rise all above this

And just find that Love

Which in truth was Her.

She knew that her soul could not stop loving

Nor could her soul ever not be

She knew that to experience life in all its forms

She had to be ALL of it,

The depths of the Despair

And the heights of ecstasy

And the moments of hate and anger

And then find that in essence

They bring one back to balance point

To the moment when crystal clear clarity

Arises that there is just LOVE.

The deeper she delves into the depths of Love

And being Loved

The more she does not understand

But she feels

And she feels that infinity rests

In the deep INNER knowing

That Love has no bottom

And had no lid

It possibilities are infinite

And as the mind is finite

Into cannot stretch into infinity

And it will find a thousand reasons

Not to love,

Not to be stretched

And it conjures up fears

And insecurities

And separation

Yet the heart, the soul

Is there in infinite space

It is already ever present

In the here and now of Eternity,

For it needs not the physical body

To express itself

And therefore love

Loves into infinity

And beyond even that

And beyond all human beings

Have a concept of….

It has no end and no beginning

And it existed of yore beyond yore…

And will exist beyond the beyond, the beyond…

So, here she stands

Delving deeply into the unknown and unchartered….

Can she stop loving?

No, for she is LOVE.

And perhaps,

Through all this endless delving,

The endless exploring

The endless feeling

To the depths of her soul,

She can teach and show others the way,

Even if she cannot see sometimes for seeing,

And only can feel her way through it all…

And she smiles through the tears….

She has found bliss beyond bliss….

She has found ecstasy, euphotia…

Moments when all dissolved into the Divine Fires

And beyond even that….

For the Fires are Sacred

When soul meets soul

With love, in love,

And then, she has experienced

The depth of the pain

Of seeming losing,

Of being ripped apart,

Where pain goes beyond pain

And there is just gaping hole of pain after pain…..

That is love

Ever expanding into even greater levels of love

Ever finding itself

Through it all

And infinite knowing

That Love is the glue

Which eternally binds the whole of Creation together…

Without love

It all falls apart at the seams….

Such is the Power of Love…

To love into the Unknown and Unchartered

It to truly love indeed…

She is Love.

Love.

Love into infinity and beyond even that.

And she thanks her Beloved

For ever bringing her to be stretched

In love

And beyond love

For in the end all is serving her soul

As she is serving his soul

Soul within Soul

The GIFT

Love’s Gift quietly descends

Unfolds in the GIFT…..

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(Judith Kusel)

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My soul has loved you through it all…..

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True intimacy means the cleaving open of the heart and soul, into the very depths of Being: – where there are no hiding places any more.

The masks have come off.

The Pretence.

The love me.

Now all has changed.

Everything has been stripped off.

The “’I” stands bare, naked, open.

The heart is cleaved open.

One stands there vulnerable, like a little baby, new-born in the highest truth of the soul, yet in the power of the SOUL.

The SOUL itself, has been ever present, lifetime after lifetime, in all expressions of life and forms of life of the soul in the vastness of its home galaxy, in its journey across the cosmos.  It is not power-less, it has infinite power.

At the core is has programmed into the keys and codes of all it has been created for in great Divine Union, and therefore is infinite at the core, amplified by the Soul Group itself.

It is when we finally have guts to be stripped naked to the core, and stand in front of our Beloved, without pretence, without projections, without the role-playing we so easily assume on this planet, that we finally stand in our highest TRUTH.

One does not beg to be loved.

One does not try to manipulate, control, not play games at love and being loved.  One is not in competition with others, one is not an extension of the Beloved, nor is one more than the Beloved.

ONE JUST IS!

ONE IS SOUL!

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Intimacy in truth means, that I stand here before you as my SOUL.  Not as a persona, not as a projection, not as I so many times pretend to be, but JUST AS I AM.

My soul loves you, and has loved you for many lifetimes, some good, some bad, some even horrific, and some euphoria and bliss.

My soul has loved you through it all.

There were times when I shook my fist to heavens and ask in the deepest trauma and pain:  WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME?  There were times when I hated you and cursed you.  There were times when just could not meet with love, but met in hate and anger, fear.

My soul has loved you through it all. 

The times when created beautiful music together and were inseparable.  The times when we shared laughter, and joy.  The times when we found each other on so many levels, and we experienced the Divine through our union as equals, as whole, and therefore experienced the transcendental – the sublime!  There were times when I so loved you, that I felt myself becoming ONE with you, and yet never lost myself, but retained all of myself, as did you, and therefore we could co-create in immensely powerful ways. Our love for each other expanded infinity!

My soul has loved through it all.

The times when we first came here to this planet, splendid in our true Son and Daughtership of the Divine.  We were like Gods, you and I, and we frolicked in this knowing, and we stepped into this role of co-creatorship, counting our blessings, and loving and serving the Divine with all that we had.  Our love for each other had no bounds.  It great and ever greater and more intimate and loving.

We did not lie to each other, for our thoughts were written on our foreheads for all to read.  We did not need the masks, the pretence.  We did not need to beg for attention nor love, nor even trying to find common ground.

We were blessed to the core, of the infinite wonder of love and union, and then held within the Divine Fires, the Sacred Fires of union, and we knew how to co-create as ONE.

My Soul has loved you through it all.

I stand here now, naked, vulnerable.  I had to release lifetime after lifetime – all the personas, all the trauma, all the pain, the ecstasy, the bliss.  I stood in places where I remembered as I was cleaved open, and I saw myself in all these roles, and I saw you in all these roles: – we were actors on the grand stage of life surpassing even Hollywood.  Yet how we hurt each other, how we played power games, and control games, manipulation games, competition games, political games, property and possession games, ruling games, and sometimes even Russian roulette.

Whatever for?

My soul has loved you though it all.

As I there stood watching all of this, I could have gone to back to the eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth: – but I could not.

My soul has loved you through it all.

I only saw love and poverty of love.

I only saw love and the false expressions of love where we lost ourselves in the actors’ roles and forgot who in truth we are!

My soul has loved you through it all.

So, here I stand.  Open, vulnerable, just me.

I.

The I AM I have been since our first creation.

Me.  Yet, me, with all my insecurities, the false programming I am trying so hard to de-program with all the inner releasing work I have done, and yes, I know I am not an angel, I have my shadow and my light, here on earth particularly.

The Cosmic Me, knows and is intimate with another YOU – the cosmic version amplified, as our souls are infinitely ONE.

My soul has loved you through it all.

I have left the why’s, the how’s and the why not’s behind me.  They have served me not.

I have left the accusations, the finger pointing, the accusing, and whatever else behind me and I have thrown them into the violet fires of transmutation.  I do not want this anymore.

I have left the pain, the trauma all transmuted and forgiven, forgotten and all I have left are tears of gratitude for all the immense SOUL LESSONS you have taught me.

My soul has loved you through it all.

I stand here naked, stripped to the core of my heart and soul.

I have no-thing left to lay on the altar of Divine Love.

I am emptied.

I have no more of the moreness which I so often assumed.

I am emptied to the core.

My soul is loving you through it all!

And here I am, LOVE.

Love.

No-thing.

Love infinitely vibrating in the highest frequencies of Love.

Just LOVE.

I love you!

My soul is loving you through it all!

Please forgive me for all I have ever done – or not done.

I am sorry.

I love you.

My soul is loving you through this all.

My soul is loving you truly through this all.

My soul knows only love, for it  was conceived, and born from the purest love between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine and the Sacred Fires of the Divine, as their beloved daughter, as you were born onto them as their beloved son.

I am love.

You are love.

Love loving Love.

My soul is loving you through this all.

My soul loves you ad infinitum.

I thank you for Being the LOVE which I AM.

You are another me.

I love you.

(Judith Kusel)

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The New Frontier: Maturity

 

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We are asked now to remember that whatever has come before, has been an immense learning for the whole of humanity, that if one does not honor the highest within oneself, that infinite One-ness with the Divine, that one then will self-sabotage in some way, and end up sinking ever further into the seas of forgetfulness, as one has severed that intimate connection to the Divine.

Within the subconscious programming of humankind, lies the fear of abandonment, the infinite pain of separation from the Divine, which was caused by the humanity’s own choice to go against the Divine Laws, and then to wilfully create outside of these laws.  With that then creating chaos and self-destruction, unceasing wars, and with it a deep mistrust of each other, and even a mistrust of the Divine and its intentions.

The shift now is coming from deep within every single soul, for when the soul has reconnected with its highest truth and with the Divine, all feelings of separation and alienation are resolved.  When the soul has fully reopened the higher transmitter channels to the Divine, and is firmly able to anchor in the soul’s highest mission into planet earth, it has a ripple effect on the rest of humanity: – whether the soul is conscious of this or not.

When the soul has stepped into full maturity and therefore taken full responsibility for all his or her actions, or inactions, it will not and cannot blame anyone or anything anymore for its circumstances, nor the way he or she lives their lives.

It is maturity which knows that the Universal Laws of cause and effect means that every single act has a ripple effect, and every single moment of inaction, has ripple effects too.  Whatever one puts out there – returns, whether in blessings or in whatever negative energy one put out there in the first place.  Indeed one lives the life one creates inside oneself!

Maturity takes full responsibility for every single word it speaks, for it knows that words create too, and have send out ripple effects.  The energy which is poured through the mouth and vocal chords can pollute or lift and inspire. The tongue can be used as a sword to cut down and kill, as much as it can be used to spread love, joy, laughter, and good, positive vibes.  The choice is yours.

Maturity is in charge of its thoughts and its thinking.  It knows that whatever is churning inside will manifest in chaos outside, for thoughts manifest almost instantly now.

Maturity takes responsibility for its own inner wellbeing, and therefore does not look outside itself for validation, worth, for its very existence.  It knows that all the answers lie deep within himself or herself and therefore it is fully reconnected INSIDE to the Divine and seeks the highest guidance, insight and wisdom which is greater and more profound than anything it can know or foresee.

Maturity seeks ever the highest pathways of love, light and service.  It can do and be no other than pure love with the purest intent to serve the Divine and its soul purpose and mission, from the depths of its heart, soul and Being.  It does not wait for approval of others – it only ever seeks to serve in the highest possible way, for the highest good of all.

Maturity ever seeks the roads less travelled, the highest pathways of the soul, and therefore that which serves its highest soul growth and purpose.  If knows that the true Master must be willing and can walk the path alone if needs be, for true Mastery does not need the applause of others, nor the adoration of the masses, for it knows its fickleness and how all can change in one single eyewink, and therefore knows that the loftiest empires have come and gone, and what is here today, will be lost in the memory of tomorrow.

Maturity has been called a fool by others, but maturity would rather be called a fool, than succumb to what is not the highest truth for its soul and therefore will not compromise his or her truth for anyone or anything.  Even during the greatest challenges, maturity will stand firmly anchored in its highest truth and integrity and refuse to become less than what he or she is and the work he/she has come in to do.

Maturity is not scared to explore beyond the norm, beyond what seems humanly possible nor impossible and it loves to delve ever deeper into the unknown, the Mystery, the depths of the secrets which the Cosmos holds.  For Maturity knows that there is so much more to life than meets the eye, and that the greatest and most important frontiers which the human beings now need to conquer, lie in what cannot be seen, nor measured, nor taped, nor held, nor framed into too narrow boxes of thinking: it knows that the soul can stretch where the mind boggles and goes into overdrive!

Maturity has stepped fully into the soul’s All-Knowing, All-Seeing, All-Being Eyes, and it can see way beyond and it stretches itself into the bound-less, the end-less and allows itself to be stretched even more, and to dissolve if need be, into no-thingness, where all which is under the Central Suns, is known.

Such is Seeker now seeking the truth, and only the truth, the utmost of truth, that is cannot allow itself to be other than the truth of its highest soul self and that of its infinite eternal connection to the Divine!

(Judith Kusel)

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The High Path of the Mystic Rose

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The High Path of the Mystic Rose is one of the most challenging paths of the soul, which can be chosen by an elect few.

It is the most challenging path of the true Mystic, the one who seeks the unfolding of a very deep connection with the Divine, but also the knowledge of all which is there to know under the immensity of the vast knowledge banks of the 12 to 24 Central Suns, and then in depth walk the path of the Central Sun in which they original were created as SOUL.

It is a depth of seeking which goes beyond words, and it is a path which seeks absolute purity in both embodiment and form, as well as soul and then, also that of spirit.  It seeks perfection, reflection of Divine perfection, and therefore is one of the highest pathways to experiencing Divine within itself, within the soul and its sojourns all over the cosmos in parallel lives, in cosmic existences and therefore then, in multiple forms and expressions.

The High Path of the Mystic Rose, is one which few are able to walk because it works with the Fires of Illumination and 7th Central Sun.  Therefore, these self-same fires will burn away all the dross, all which is impure and not in highest will and embodiment of the Divine.  It seeks ever the inner heart and soul of the Divine, in its Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine expression and therefore it seeks the embodiment of Divine in all that is.

The soul is called to allow itself to be cleaved open to the very core, which often is a path of intense pain, as most often such a soul is extremely sensitive, and will feel intensely, for it will feel itself in expression of all of life.  It cannot do and be other, for the Rose itself feels into every single petal of the soul, and it expresses the soul through every single living cell and DNA strand, when in embodiment.

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In the light-body form it will seek to express itself in the way the soul works cosmically.  The soul will therefore seek expression in the mystical, that which is veiled, that which expresses the depth of the inner world of the Divine, the heart, the soul, the mind, the spirit.

The Mystic is one who will seek to know beyond the veil, beyond the norm, beyond all knowing, and all feeling, and all spirit, and all mind: – into the very core of creation.  Yet within this seeking it will have to go through the Fires of Illumination itself.

More than this, it has to allow itself to  become so engrossed in this path, that if it has to die onto itself many times, and allow itself to literally dissolve into shards of fire, and then put back together again, in alchemical fusions of soul energy, merging with Divine energy, and then to move into Super Quantum energy fields, which are pure fire – the fires of Creation itself.

For the All-knowing is FIRE and it works with the fire element.  It is, when forged within the fires of Illumination, that the purest white-gold is formed, the alchemical purity of the rarest green-gold liquid of the All-Knowing-Eyes as the Fires of Illumination form the billion petals of fires of the Mystical Rose of the Divine.

On this planet there have always been a few, a mere handful who did incarnate to follow this highest path and therefore to hold the Fires of Illumination as held within the Mystical Rose in highest custody for humankind.

They often were severely persecuted and had to hold this Fire steady during intense chaos, darkness, and when all was disintegrating around them.

To step into the highest paths of Illumination of the Rose, they had to go through intense and very painful initiations in the INNER planes, to be purified to do the work.

They took on intensely challenging lifetimes, knowing that they will go through the Fires of Illumination and therefore must allow themselves and their lives to disintegrate totally during this journey, for the mystic cannot cling onto anything and anyone.  The highest path is often that of the one who is alone – for there are but a handful of the same Ilk on this planet right now.

They know that the path alone is not alone at all.  For the deeper the Mystic delves into the depths of the All-Knowing-Eye, the more the inner journey of the soul unfolds, and therefore the work will grow more intense.  It must allow itself the space and time to bring this work into embodiment on planet earth, and it cannot be done with a partner who is not on the same wavelength and highest soul path.  For anyone of a lower of vibration will tend to shut down the ability to dissolve into the work, and will hinder and block its process, for there will be no understanding for this highest path and the discipline and dedication it takes to allow oneself to be constantly forged by these fires.

The highest initiates are those who know that when one allows oneself to dissolve totally, that is when one truly can co-create with the Divine, and one can have access to the Highest and most hidden Mysteries.

If one is not prepared to die, to dissolve, to disintegrate totally, without negative ego and fear holding one back, then one has that inner purity, the inner soul ability, to open the billion petals of the Rose of the Fires of Illumination itself, and therefore one is a living Mystical Expression of the Divine.

Few however, have the discipline and dedication for this path.  Very few souls have the purity of intent, to use the knowledge and insight they have gained for the highest good.  This is one of the reasons why such highly evolved souls often choose this planet as the ultimate test of their commitment to this path.

For when one falls into the Illusions that humanity spins around you,  one gets lost in the fray of the many.  For the many, and the most crowded paths are appealing as they take and demand the least effort.

It is only with the intense purity, the dedication, the utter commitment to this highest path of soul paths, that the true Mystic of the Rose is reborn into the highest soul self and then it can do no other than serve with the highest and purest INTENT and total dedication.

For only total dedication, and total unity with this ultimate path will ever bring more to the fore in mystical experiences and mystical insight, and gaining of knowledge, via the billion petals of the All-Seeing-EYE of the Fires of the Illumination itself.

Let those who understand…. Understand.

Let those who know…. know.

Let those who are blind, stay blind.

Let those who are all-seeing…. See more.

(Judith Kusel)

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She has finally come home to herself…

 

She remembers her true cosmic home

And how often she felt herself intensely alone

Confused, and at sea here on this planet called earth….

She  wondered at human beings

So very different from the ones in her own galaxy

Her own star systems.

She cringed when she heard people fighting and bickering.

She could read their minds

And saw how their actions and what they thoughts did not correlate

For they lived lies

And lied to themselves and others,

Which saddened her and sometimes, frightened her.

Her huge open heart and her natural love, made her want to love

All and everything,

But she soon found that not all human beings liked to be loved

And some growled at you when you came too close….

So she sought solace with her dogs, animals, angels,

And in nature, for there she felt herself loved unconditionally.

She never could understand competition

And so often when she was in school

She knew that what the teacher was teaching was not the truth

And so she slept through school

And just withdrew more and more into herself,

And often in her sheer confusion,

Found herself in experiences where she did not know how to react to

As human beings seemed to play games with each other

and she did not know the games nor the rules

and this often brought deep painful feelings

of shame and guilt

for she just did not fit in…..

It took her so many years

To finally realize

That instead of what was wrong with her

(which she often asked)

Was actually RIGHT with her.

She slowly but surely let go of the guilt and the shame

And she forgave herself

And forgave others

For in truth they did not know what they were doing

For they had sunk into the seas of forgetfulness….

She realized that she had to live her highest truth

No matter what other people said, did or expected of her.

She could not live a lie!

She now chose to be authentic, truthful and real

And stand in that truth no matter what

And it was all right.

Indeed it was the only way she chose to live!

She finally broke free of all the restraints

And she vowed to be true to herself

To live her life deeply empowered from the depths of her soul

And the cosmos Being she in truth was.

It did not matter anymore if others applauded – or not.

It did not matter if she had to walk her path alone if need be.

It did not matter if others did not understand.

What mattered the most was that she stayed true to herself

And loved herself so much

That she honoured the depths of her feelings,

The depth of her inner knowing and  which made

Her the true Daughter of God and Goddess

Cosmically!

She stopped trying to please everyone

And realized that no matter how hard she tried

She could not fit into the moulds set by others.

She had to be simply herself

And that was more than enough.

She found that when she finally loved herself

That her whole life changed for the better

And she started to feel at home deep within

And at home on the planet

For she could span dimensions and forms

And be the truth of her cosmic self

Expressing through life on earth.

She understood that she was truly loved

And that love came in many forms and existences

And that her cosmic man was with her day and night

Even if earthly man’s hands and arms were often

Too small to be able to hold and love all of her….

Yet she is open to love

In whatever form this comes

And she is open to the man

Who will finally have hands, arms, and mind, heart and soul

Big enough to embrace ALL of her:-

He indeed, will find himself loved and blessed

Beyond anything he has ever experienced before

For when she loves

She loves with all heart, body, mind and Being

With ALL that she is!

She has finally come home to herself

And the Love she is in depth of her own soul

Her own being.

She is in truth a celebration of life!

(Judith Kusel)

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