Reborn – the Time of New Beginnings….

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In these last few weeks massive shifts have come and are now moving in at an enormous rate.  This is the force, the Creative force now moving in, as embodied with the Divine Feminine.  It is the Creative Force of Creation.

It brings with it the opening up of the heart on all levels.  It will crack open the heart, and then some more, and move us into the state where we stand vulnerable, naked, like a newborn baby.

 For this is the rebirth – after being crucified the New Man or Woman arises.  She/he is not the old Adam or Eve anymore, but still not quite formed.  There is the intense vulnerability of the new born babe having to adjust to a New World, and a New Way of Life.

Therefore, do not panic if you do not know the way forward.  Do not go into deep lamentation if your life seems to be moving into a type of chaos, and the world moves into this state as well.  Chaos has to occur before the new can be created into patterns and forms.  First the seeming chaos, that dissolving, those birthing pains of the mother, and the baby now being born….

With the new baby a new future is emerging – your Future-Self.

That Future-Self will look and act very differently, from the self you are now, as in this moment, and in this embodiment.

With this then transformation at its core – but this is positive and new and it is that growing of the baby into the toddler state, then crawling and then finding its feet and starting to walk, but still stumbling and falling over….

It is best at this time, to allow your heart and soul to be cleaved open.  Allow yourself to feel deeply, profoundly, intensely.  This is love coming to reside in your heart, and your heart needs to crack open, break, dissolve, in order to be so filled, that is becomes greater, more, expands to become one with the cosmic heart, and all of creation – infinity.

In that you heart is open, you start moving into a higher state of conscious awareness.  Because of this intense reborn state, you feel at the core of your heart.  You feel into your most sacred parts, and into your own womb area, and into that which makes you a woman and makes you a man – your inner heart-felt Being as express through your sexuality, with union in such state erupts  the sublime, the bliss and into the state where you are one with LOVE – in all its expressions, and creative forms.

In moments of sheer union, where the heart is so open, (that is- has cracked, opened, and then some more), the body opens more.  Tenderness reigns… vulnerability…. If true love enters, into the male and female hearts, and all is cracked open, then room is made for the sublime, the bliss then ecstasy which comes from a fully cleaved open heart.  It is the merging beyond merging.  It is when the Beloved becomes so beloved, that you ARE the Beloved, and the Beloved is YOU = there is no difference, there is no mind (the mind dissolves) and there is just ONE LOVE, ONE BEING, ONE SINGLE STATE OF SUBLIME BLISS – CONSCIOUSNESS.

Waves and waves upon waves of pure sublime LOVE!

In this it becomes that moving into wholeness, into equilibrium, in that perfect balance within and without.

We are not quite there yet, and of course there will be times, when we are pulled back into the old, for the old wants to hold onto form and not dissolve into chaos.  But remember, the law of free will and remember the truth of whom and what you are!

The more you step into your higher soul self, and into the truth of your soul and are in higher alignment with it, the less you want to stay in the old world, and the more you start claiming your cosmic citizenship, and claiming your true inheritance as a Son or Daughter of God.  You cannot shrink back in to the state of forgetfulness, of separation, of lostness…. For you know that is a lie and not true…..

Yes, we are babies being reborn….

But babies learn to trust.  They learn to allow that being nurtured and simply allow life to flow within them and into them.  They feel safe in the knowing, that they are being cared  for and loved and  trust that they will grow up into the magnificent Being they in truth are.

As yet, we are then being reborn and re-formed into the new – as yet, this is painful, yes, but also makes for amazing new experiences to emerge, as our third eyes open up,  and our own cosmic transmitters become more and more activated.  We start tuning in cosmically, and we start LIVING that. 

We honor the Earth and we are atone with her, for she gives us bodily form, but we also honor and merge with the Divine Goddess, the Creator, the Divine Feminine, and we merge with our cosmic soul self, as this is the truth of our Being.  We become expanded Beings – for our thinking, our feeling, our living, expands.  We cannot shrink back into the 3D – for it is too small, we have grown bigger and taller and far more complex.  We have embraced the 5D and we do not wish to go back.

Such is the amazing gift of this time.

Open your arms and heart to receive.

Welcome her in, the Divine Feminine, and allow her to come and reside there deep within you and allow her to recreate you.

Ahhh, what a gift – sublime gift!

(My soul readings assist you to remember the truth of who and what you are soul level and what you have come in to express and to be:

(Judith Kusel)

Diving into the Abyss of Love…..


We are all transformed at some profound level, when what we have been programmed to believe as the truth, dissolves before the very flames of Divine Truth and whatever is hindering our higher soul selves from seeing the truth has been removed.

In no other timeframe in human history is this more applicable than now.

For many thousands of years the truth has been severely repressed.  It forced a lot of those who were the custodians of the truth to go underground and to try and hide the truth in sacred geometry, in architecture, or in hidden lore. 

Often the truth was embroidered into stories, into legends, into a masked type of storytelling which had many multiple levels of meaning – you literally had to un-wrap the whole, in order to find understand what was being told and if you were not an initiate you would not even bother to dig deeper.

It is therefore then no accident that  when we become awakened at some level, and seek to become an initiate of the higher teaching and learning, and even higher healing, that we have to go through an intense deprogramming.

  It literally means that the programs in our subconscious hard drive, which has been programmed into us from the moment we were born on this planet, via our parents, grandparents, teachers, education systems, etc. will have to smashed and scattered at some level.  The original Divine hard drive, the original Divine blueprint, has to be reintroduced and with the Divine programming.

We will often be led to the truth only once we start questioning.  At some level we will find that we start awakening, because we feel that there is more to life than meets the eye, we feel a deep longing, a wanting to truly know why we were born on this planet, and why things seem to happen in our lives.  We have a yearning to go and delve deeper and deeper, until we find whatever we are looking for: –  deep down we know that what we are looking for is not going to be found in the status quo, but somewhere else.

In itself this becomes a journey.  It becomes a journey of rediscovering ourselves and find our truth on multiple levels.  

The moment that awakening dawns, the inner journey will start on many levels.  The deeper we delve within, the more we have to release – for there are many things which happened to us during lifetimes which we have deeply buried in our soul memory banks, and in order for us to raise our consciousness at this time, we will have to release all of these, for they no longer serve our higher soul growth.

Nowhere is this more applicable than in the field of loving relationships.

In lifetimes before this we might have created negative patterns with souls whom we were married to, had as lovers, and some of us were forced into sexual slavery or some kind of abuse, and will attract the same souls into our lives – for we have old soul patterns to dissolve and to heal, to bring into higher alignment with, so that we can heal on many levels.

The deeper the love, the deeper the delving into those patterns will be.  For our souls are energetically linked through time and space.  Higher healing can only come, when we are prepared to delve ever deeper into the patterns and into the pain.  Where did the pain start?  Where did the distrust start?  Where the blocks, the hindrances?  Why am I allowing myself to react like this to the other?  Why do I allow this to happen time and again?  What is hindering me from delving deeper into this relationship?  What are my deepest fears and why do I fear? 

I have found that when I had the guts to face my own shadows, and delve ever deeper into my soul wounds and the pain, that I was always led back to LOVE. 

Love for myself – Love for the other – Love for the Divine.

In intimate and especially Twin-flame relationships, those patterns and soul wounds can go very deep.  Don’t think that the pain will go away, the blocks, the hindrances, the challenges, unless you are willing to delve ever deeper into the pain, and find the truth about where the feelings and emotions, the reaction come from.  For the triggers are there buried deep inside of you.

It brings one into the higher states of LOVE.

The realization dawns, that when I move into the immense depth of love that I have for another, and especially a Twin-flame, there comes a moment when you feel, I cannot love more, I cannot love more deeply and more profoundly.  Being reunited on any level, is sublime but beyond words.  Yet, it also moves deeply, so deeply into the core depth of our souls, that it is excruciatingly painful – because of the depth and breadth of love. 

Maybe the ultimate state of Love is where one is so cleaved open to the very core that one can do no other than LOVE in its ultimate and most exulted form.

It is RAW love, pure Love – it the intense feeling, energy, and BEING which goes back to the first of Creation.  PURE LOVE.  LOVE AS IT IS IN PURE MOVING ENERGY.

It the energy of love without scope, without form – it is moving into a formless abyss.

Maybe in order to truly experience the ultimate and sublime love with another, is to allow yourself to be pushed into this formless and endless abyss and overcome your own fear of being drowned in it or to lose yourself totally within it.

One is not just a particle within this vast abyss and energy – ONE IS LOVE – ad infinitum!

There is not one particle held within the abyss not filled with love, and LOVE. 


When we allow ourselves to dissolve into abyss of love we find that we can never be separated from LOVE.  WE ARE LOVE.  We are the abyss we delved deeper into and we are ONE.

It is only through dissolving totally into abyss of LOVE that we can transcend the ordinary consciousness state and span dimensions.  We enter the Super-consciousness fields – the cosmic consciousness fields, the Divine consciousness fields.

It is only by having come through this abyss, that you can truly love the other, beyond what is humanly possible – for you are now ONE with LOVE and in that ONENESS the other is ONE with you.  You have entered the supreme state of Love, beyond all possibilities and the impossible, where all you can see and find in the other is LOVE, the same Love which is you and the same Love which is held within all of Creation.  ONE.



Love – Ad Infinitum!


Love is so profound, such a deep mystery in itself, that the deeper we delve into the cosmic realms of Love, the deeper we dive into the realms of Infinity.

How do you explain Infinity?

And how do try to even phantom the depths of Love?

Love is eternally there.

It cannot shrink.

It is not a tap one can turn on and off.

Whether a soul is embodied or not –  it does not matter, for the soul is pure ENERGY.  It therefore has many forms and multiple existences simultaneously in different parts of the cosmos.  There are 12 flames of YOU that make up your soul, and the other parts of you are all over the cosmos.  There are 144 other souls just in your own soul group.

So love comes in immensely different expressions and experiences of forms and energies.  To even try to pinpoint this into one single experience here in one fraction of a moment in the cosmic whole: – is like trying to put eternity in a little box and then stick a label onto it.  The box cannot hold infinity and therefore will pop into little pieces and dissolve……

With some souls, and twin souls we have experienced many lifetimes, in many different forms and dimensions, expressions of life.  So, life on this planet might just have been one single strand in lieu of millions such strands.  Yet, take those strands back to its Source, and you will find that love was there from the very beginning and love will be there eternally – for love is immortal.

With some souls we have such a close bond, that even if there seems to be something not kosher, something blocking or hindering, or seemingly out of sync, the love is still there.  It is just that we sometimes have to look past the illusions spun on this planet and elsewhere and get back to the very core – and then love will reveal itself.

 Once we have loved past the illusion, we cannot but take the other in our arms, hearts and souls and say:  “I love you – I have always loved you, and I will love youAD INFINITUM!”

I was reading this by Dr. Victor Frankl this morning and I am sharing it with you because I thought it was most applicable to LOVE and relationships in all its forms:  “The problem is not the problem; the problem is your attitude about the problem.”

I had an experience the other day, when I was delving ever deeper into the layers of what I had to release in order to clear certain energy centers in my body.  I was brought back to the state of fear and a type of mistrust I had for a soul with whom I have had many lifetime together.  In that I loved this soul immensely, I just could not seem to get past some of my own blocks.  I had to find the blocks, in order to heal, and then to get to the state of pure love.

In this I was brought back to a lifetime where this person had to initiate me.  The initiations in the Ancient Mystery Schools and Temples were severe.  They not only tested the endurance of the acolyte to the very core – they literally threw you into the underworld of Hades, and expected you to come out of it alive.  It was really all about overcoming fear in all its forms – in such moments of being severely tested, a soul often had mystical experiences, which in reality then pulled the soul through. When the soul had nowhere else to turn but to the Divine for help, then the soul would continue to do so, even in the most adverse situations.

Well in this instance I was thrown in a snake pit – pitch dark with cobras and vipers.  Well, in the midst of inexplicable horror I managed with the help of my angels and higher guidance to get onto a ledge and out of reach of these writhing snakes.  In this event hovering between two worlds, the latch opened and this soul pulled me out of there – barely alive.  In that moment of doing so, he was crying.  Sobbing.  It was then that I finally understood that he loved me so much, and always had, and in having to put me through all of this, he was suffering just as much.  It was then that I could see past all my own fears and hang-ups, and into the depth, the beauty, and awesomeness of the heart and soul of this man!

It was then that I understood that hatred, when delved into deep enough, always forces us back to the state of pure love, for indeed it dissolves within the Power of Love.  When Love dissolves hatred, anger and fear, it moves into the state of utter pure love.  It is then that one can stand before this soul, and just have tears of gratitude running down your cheeks, and a heart overflowing with love, for here the lessons are far greater and more profound.

It brings the honing back to the infinite core of LOVE – the Source Love itself!

I am merely sharing this, for I want to just bring you back to the point that you understand that love takes on many forms and expression.  Love sometimes is tough and sometimes it is joy, and at other times it is intense and utter pain.  Indeed, there can be no greater pain than loving someone so much that one cannot even put into words the depth of that love.  Words seem to be a sacrilege!

When we get to the core heart and soul of every living Being we will find pure love.  It cannot be other – for the Divine created the loving energy as being part and particle of all souls.  There is not one single soul in existence in the cosmos that has not love within its very make-up and form.  It forms part of the soul energy!

When we get to core of love – and feel this intensely, then we can only be grateful for the profound lessons that love brings.

  “No matter what I have done, or not done, I am worthy of Love!”  (Dr. John Demartini)

When the heart is opened up so much, as is the soul, we can only see LOVE within the other soul.  All else fades into oblivion!

It is soul and love energy connecting and uniting with soul and love energy.

There are no physical bodies, and no human emotions, no illusions, no stories coming in the way anymore: – there is just total and Divine SOUL LOVE!

It is soul energy fusing with soul energy.

It is heart fusing with heart.

It is soul flame merging with soul flame.

Interestingly when this happens, the Holy Spirit flame is ignited.  The flame of Eternal Love, Power and Wisdom = yet the access to this flame only comes in total ONENESS.

When one experiences such total love, one is brought back to LOVE in its creative form.

It is Love without boundaries.

It is cosmic love.

It is eternal love.

It is the truth of love.

In its true form, as it was first created.

(Judith Kusel)

Karmic Links and Ties in Relationship Patterns


A marriage is God’s gift to a man and woman.

It is a gift that should then be given back to Him.

A marriage can be a blessing on to the world, because it is a context in which two people might become more than they would have been alone.

(Marianne Williamson)

In my Twin Flame soul readings, which mainly deal with relationships, and in my own life, I have come across certain karmic patterns which have been created over many lifetimes here on earth.

In essence this is not about Twin flame relationships per se but rather about patterns that were created between two souls in context of a relationship – whether they were married in a past life, or lovers, or in whatever form.

There are positive and negative patterns.

I was shown today, that positive cords and patterns created have a beautiful and profound spectrum of pure love and light.  Within these sacred geometrical patterns created, the flower of life itself looks like it has been lit up from deep within, and it looks like a star-filled galaxy with all the color spectrum of light beaming through it.  These are loving cords and loving ties, which were form in moments of pure and utter love.  Moments when the ego disappeared and true oneness made itself felt, on multiple levels.  Such pattern can be uplifting and eternally there, for they were created from the purity and essence of Love, in its most beautiful Divine essence.

However, dark patterns, and those infused with trauma and pain, betrayal, jealousy, lust, control, ownership patterns, are filled with dark strands.  Some of those cords and ties are slimy black things, and some look like dark tentacles hooked into some area of the body, and then tie two people together for lifetimes.  Some look like spider’s webs and are filled with this dark and sticky matter.  That is how I have seen and sensed them in myself and others.

To me these patterns between two souls reflect the collective consciousness of mankind, since the balance between the masculine and feminine was distorted, and ownership became the norm.  Often marriage was a matter of dowry, so someone was literally sold to another party, because of political and property alliances and had nothing to do with love.  Others were enslaved and used as concubines, or eunuchs, or merely were seen as possessions with no feelings and no soul.

The problem with such relationships which were formed is that because of karmic links and ties two souls will be drawn together, for those marriage vows, those sale contracts, or political alliances etc. are still in place in the ethers.  So soul meets soul and still feels they OWN the soul and therefore can demand the right of ownership in this regard.  Unless these vows and contracts are released, the angels administering these vows will keep them in place.

Often because of soul contracts these soul will be drawn into relationships, even if negative patterns were created, for they now have a window of opportunity to release these outdated vows and pacts etc. and finally dissolve these unhealthy patterns.  Yet, some souls get so caught up in a love/hate relationship that they tend to repeat this pattern.

This pattern is exasperated when the man in question had a harem at some time in his lifetime.  So now he has this ego of owning more than one woman, and they might appear in his lifetime.  So, there is this idea that he owns more than one, and then wonders that the women concerned are not very amused by all of this – indeed in some lifetimes these same women might have been very jealous of each other, for there was a lot of intrigue in such harems, as a lot of the alliances again were political.

If you think of your soul therefore as having had multiple existences and in various forms, then you will realize that you might not only have had relationships with one soul, but with many souls, and at some time in this lifetime you will meet up with them.  Then there is that instant attraction, and that sense of familiarity – because of what happened in past lives.

Yet all relationships at the very core have amazing lessons to impart, and maybe the greatest lesson of all is to never give one’s power away to anyone nor anything.

To me this just is one of the most amazing things which is happening now: – as the feminine Divine returned to the planet, women now have at last the opportunity to step out of that slave, that political or property pawn stage, and enslavement and claim their birthright.  That means that we now have the opportunity to cut those negative cords and attachments and free ourselves up from old vows, contracts, enslavement etc. and become free in more than one aspect.

This does not mean that we have to throw the baby out with the bathwater – rather to we take our own power back, and grow in love and a loving state.  When we do the inner house cleaning, the collective consciousness rises, and the new woman emerges, who is not allowing herself to become a pawn nor a slave anymore.  Yet, she does not go overboard and then returns like with like by enslaving men – rather she moves into the heart of compassion, where she forgives the past and lets go of the pain and trauma and empowers herself on all fronts.

Her power is different from a man, for it is heart-centered and at core compassionate.

This does not mean that men were never enslaved nor owned – of course they were and a lot of men are embracing the feminine side of themselves, which is leading to more balance.

I am merely here pinpointing to something which going to come to the fore more and more, as the higher energies come in and more cleansing and clearing happens, and nowhere will this happen more obviously then in the relationship framework.

I see this as stepping into the powerful role of CO-CREATOR, where we now have the opportunity to dissolve old unhealthy patterns and create positive and uplifting new ones, which will be the foundation of the new way of life now emerging and the higher states of consciousness.

What a beautiful and profound gift this is!  Wow!

(Judith Kusel)