She – Fullness of Goddesshood


She is no longer looking at men to validate her worth

.She is no longer begging to be loved for her soul, and all of her being, for she understands that her soul is infinitely connected with All-that-is.

She feels deeply and profoundly, for she is that heart-felt Being, who creates with great love, and all whose lives she touches can drink from that eternal fountain and find the love that is expressed in trillions of millions of ways.

She loves what she does, and she does what she loves, and she is not waiting anymore for the approval of others, for she understands that she is unique and special, and needs to live what she is truthfully and from her heart and soul.  Whether others understand this, or not, is none of her business – her business is to live her life as best she can, with all that she is and aspiring to be.  The rest she leaves in much Higher Hands.

She embraces abundance in all its forms, and she knows there is more than enough for all and she applies the law of equal giving and receiving and counts her blessings every single day, and blesses all whom she encounters and all the earth and sky.

She is not afraid to be Other-worldly for she always knew that this planet was not her home, and that she belonged between the galaxies and stars and in infinite abodes, where earthlings have long forgotten they dwelled.

She converses with the Angels, Archangels and so many of the unseen worlds, for she knows that they exist just as the physical earthly denser realms exist and are just as real.  For she knows deep in her heart and soul those times when she shed quiet tears deep in her own heart and inner chambers and in her own space, which no-one has ever seen.  There were times when she depth of despair called out the deep nights of the soul, when she had nowhere to go to, nobody to confide in, nobody to share this with, but her guardian angels, God and all of the Archangels, and her higher guides were there to assist her and she will always remember this.  So she does not wait for the down times to come, she asks them every single day to be with her, to guide her every step of the way.

She knows things which men will never know nor understand, and she trusts her inner knowing, her inner seeing, hearing and intuition, for it always is right.  She has long since learnt when she ignored it; she would get herself in trouble.  Now she just trusts what is given, even if sometimes she cannot see the bigger picture as yet.

She knows things and has that insight and vision, the wisdom of All Ages deep within herself, and she has loves delving ever deeper into the mystical, the magical and infinite wonder of life and that which is beyond what is just of the earth.  She wants to know the inner workings of the all that is, and what lies beyond, and she is not afraid to explore beyond the norm, and then to trust that whatever is given her, is the truth, for she searches for her own truth, the truth of her soul and what rings true to her.

She has started loving herself, for ALL that she is, and she is learning to love every curve, every sinew, muscle, wrinkle and cell, for she is finally realizing the gift of the Sacred Temple that is God/Goddess given, and she is grateful for ALL of it.  And she gifts herself with self-pampering time, inside and out, and she is not snoop with allowing herself ME-TIME, time to just be!

She feels vibrantly alive, and filled with the very gift of life, and she stops looking at that propaganda,  the false hype, the false images of what a woman should look like, and be,  stops comparing herself with others and beating herself up, and looks rather deep into her own soul for what is truthful, authentic and real for herself and she honors her body as sacred, special and unique in its own beautiful way.  For everyone is beautiful in their own way, and all was created unique and nobody is better made than the other – God/Goddess made them all perfect, whole and complete and nothing is missing.

And when the men (and women) try to make her fall into the trap of competition with others then she quietly smiles and goes her own way.  She is the Goddess after all, she spans dimensions and outer space with her inner Being, and she knows that in all the cosmos there is enough room for everyone, and nobody has to compete for attention, for their own place under the Central Suns: – for God/Goddess created the vast firmaments of the heavens and what is even beyond all of this, and her soul knows no competition there, as everything slots in perfectly where it should be.

She is very aware now, and discerning about her own sacred space, her womb, her most treasured and most beautiful womanhood, as a sacred gift to herself and to love.  She loves herself, nurtures herself, and she does the inner healing work and releases all the emotional negative cords, hooks and ties, and she asks Archangel Michael to cut all of these, and she frees herself of all the emotional baggage, and refuses to drag the past and all the past lives, and all the ancestral baggage any longer with her.  She is learning to fly unencumbered and free.

And she knows that she loves deeply, profoundly and when she loves she gives it her all, because she can do and be no other: – but she refuses to allow anyone to use her as a doormat to wipe their feet on, and she refuses to be treated like second, or third class, or even like someone without a soul, for she has learnt that boundaries are healthy, and she has mastered the fine art of self-respect, self-worth and self-love.

Because she now honors her own soul and her inner soul radiance, and her most sacred space, she is very fussy and discerning about whom she allows into her most sacred space.  She no longer is begging for crumbs, she refuses to change and lose herself for any man, and to allow anyone into her energy fields who is not on the same wavelength and same frequency band as herself.  She has finally learnt that she is capable of walking her path alone, and with strength, rather than allow herself to become disempowered and give her power away, to someone who does not see her inner beauty, and does not wish to stand there, as she is willing to, stripped naked and vulnerable to her core soul, with her heart and soul open, nowhere to hide.  If he cannot open himself in the same manner, then there is imbalance, and she at last understands, that where one is too much, and the other too little, imbalances cause pain.

It is not that she is not willing to be in relationships: – it is just that she finally understands the fullness of her womanhood and the fullness and power of her Goddess hood.

She has been through the mill and been grinded into the finest of dust, been reassembled, reinvented and through it all, and she finally understands that her power lies in her authenticity, her truthfulness, her faith, her inner strength, her inner beauty, her loving heart, her ability to ride out the storms and still come out of it all in one piece.  There never was a time when she ever was without a roof over her head, a bed to sleep on and food on the table, for she has been carried on the wings of the angels, and she knows for sure, that she never ever is abandoned, nor alone.

Now she claims her full Goddess hood, and she claims all that she is, and she no longer shrinks away from the power of womanhood, but she embraces it all.  She stands there fearless, and stands firmly rooted in Mother Earth, as she is firmly rooted in the Divine Cosmos, and all that is, and will ever be, and she does not need to be validated for who and what she is!  SHE IS ALL.

Therefore, she will love fiercely, loyally, and with her whole heart, mind, soul, spirit, body and being the man who is fearless in loving her too.

 The man who is willing to love her totally, complete, and not shrink away from her power, but stands fully in his own manhood and power too.

She does not want a half-man, or an unconscious man, she wants him to be there fully conscious with her, whether he understands her or not.

Love needs not to be understood, but best felt and lived every moment with every single breath and beyond all of this, into the mystical where one has to chart new journeys and cleave open new ways of relating and being, and therefore true love.

When she stands in the fullness and glory of her own womanhood, yet open, vulnerable, authentic, real, honest, and in her higher soul love, and he in the fullness, glory, vulnerability, authenticity, realness, honesty, without masks, then they both are there in their innermost soul and the magnificence of their soul beauty, and then they can finally meet as equals, as partners, in balance and create something extraordinary together.

And finally they see that they are not in competition with each other, they are not at war, they are not pulling each other in different directions, not causing each other pain: – but they are finally realizing that their soul calling and purpose is greater than the sum total of all, and when they are  able to find each other on so many levels, that they are meant to work together in tandem, in partnership, outwards into the same direction, sharing the same vision to raise the consciousness of Being, and to work towards the greater good of all.

At last there is the freedom to create new and greater levels of love in relationships, without the one being overwhelmed by the other, but each one equally empowered and in love.  Walking in love, talking in love, partnering in love.  This does not mean that there will not be fireworks, thunder and lightning, and times when the rain washes away all at the seams: – rather that one is mature enough, to ride out the storms, and to truly harness that inner soul strength and then to find that in the end all has knitted one closer together and one finally understands the immense gift of TRUE LOVE.

She finally has come home to a deep resting place, deep inside herself.  She has lost all in the process, her work, her home, her family, her friends.  The old life has disintegrated at the very core.  Yet, she has found a deep inner belonging, a deep inner peace, a deep love, which spans all dimensions and forms.

She is realizing that happiness is something deep inside herself, and she no longer looks for it outside herself.  She knows that she is whole and complete, and therefore there is no neediness to find someone to fill up the void – for the void is no longer there.

Now she can love with a love deeper and more profoundly, for it is soul love. And she can be all whom she wishes to be and more.

And she is learning to fly high like an eagle and to soar even higher than that, into the galactic and cosmic spaces.  She knows no bounds.

And one day, he comes, her eagle, her mate, and they fly and soar and do the mating dance.  And she finds they are equally matched – and then, she flies high above him, and he below her, and she closes her wings and free-falls: – and he catches her with his wings, as she has trusted him to do.  Then they reverse the process and he free-falls and she catches him with her wings.

On total trust, respect, and a deep honoring of the soul in each other, they now mate on higher and greater levels before:  not because of all the scars, the dark nights of the soul, and all else, but rather in spite of them all, and because those battle scars where hard won and served their souls in immense ways, to finally be able to love on a far deeper and more profound level, and experience the transcendental, Universal love, of the Divine Male and the Divine Female, and ultimately the true state of bliss.

And then, one day, she stands there, on the high mountain, and she thanks Mother Earth for giving her life, for giving her this body for an eyewink in eternity and to experience life on planet earth.   She thanks the Goddess for teaching her to stand in her own power, and for reveling and dancing in her own beautiful and profound womanhood, and for giving her the opportunity to finally understand the immense gift of life in this form.

As she raises her hands to the heavens and lifts her face to the sun, waves and waves of love energies run through her and radiate out into the cosmic whole.

She has finally come home.




(Judith Kusel)

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Stargate opening: The greatest Epoch in human history and gathering together of triads within soul groups.


Mankind at certain times have always stood before immense epochs in their history, where the collective stood before the portals of the next dimensions and then had to either step through this portal, or were left behind.

Whether this was in the civilizations before Lemuria, and Atlantis of afterwards, there were always times when the higher paths, and the higher evolutionary states could have been reached, but then the self-destructive tendencies which haunted mankind since the first time, would re-emerge.

Therefore it has been declared that this time round this would not be allowed to happen.  It was declared that this time round enough Light workers would be activated who could step through those portals, and then bring in those necessary octaves of rising which would allow the New Earth to truly settle in, without outside interference.

A lot of souls therefore, who were highly evolved then volunteered to assist the planet through this new epoch and ensure the full anchoring in and blossoming of the New Golden Age.

The transition phase then has now begun – the phase when the old is making way for the new and therefore now the frequencies and vibrations of the planet are undergoing immense upgrades and with it the upgrading of mankind is simultaneously happening.

These upgrades have then come through the continued blasting of solar flares from the sun amplified by those from the Great Central Suns and therefore also from the Inner Sun of the inner world. Even more so, the Photon belt has moved in, and is helping to amplify the energy shifts even more.

As this moves the earth into much higher octaves of frequencies and vibrations,  this will affect all life and life forms.

It needs to be known that some call this ascension, but ascension means essentially that one switches from one octave of Being, into higher octaves of being, each octave consisting of 12 tiers of dimensional states, with the 13th the platform to obtain the keys and codes and the momentum to carry one through the next portal into the next octave of Being.

It is therefore imperative now to become aware of the soul and its higher role within this whole revamping of mankind.  As much as a soul is pure energy, it carries within it certain frequencies and vibrations which form the soul patterns, and vibrate at a certain tonal chords and soul colors.

When these then are amplified up to a certain level, the soul is then ready to step up in frequency and vibration, by starting to tap into ALL its other soul parts, and unite as one, and then step up even more to unite with its entire monad, or Soul Group, and then even more amplified.

Some Soul groups, form part of a greater Over-Soul group or Cluster, and these then form 144 000 of such soul groups within the central soul octaves = one could liken this to a type of confederation of soul groups who work in tandem or conjunction with each other and form part of an overall cosmic pattern within the greater framework of the cosmic creative Soul patterns.

It is therefore no accident that twin flames are being pulled together for immense higher service work at this time and this will be amplified in the next few months and years.  It is the call to step up in much higher service, and one which is truly there in selfless service and never to self-service.

It is also no accident that soul families are being pulled together, and those souls who have always worked together within the nucleus of special assignments.

For example:  Some of these nucleus not only includes the triads form within one soul, as of 12 to 13 flames, but also forms the nucleus of the triad within the triad within the triad.

This is the sacred triad on which the whole of creation is based:  Isis, Osiris, Horus.

These triads are considered immensely sacred and holy and have incarnated to bring about massive shifts in the octaves of consciousness on this planet.  They have been drawn together in the last few years, and will start working together; the twin flames within these triads now combine their sacred flames in total dedication to higher service.

The soul group most involved with this is the Illumined Ones, and they are the nucleus of souls who have immense service work to do here.

They work in tandem with the Loving Ones, and the Graces, and these in turn form a triad for these soul groups form a triad within the greater 144 000 soul groups.

It is then that all of these souls have to awake to that which is there deep inside of them and they have to work towards stepping up in service work and in higher soul activation and they hold collectively immensely important keys and codes which need to be used in those higher octaves of Being.

Again, no more so than the Illumined Ones, who hold the central keys and codes and are there is one group in particular who have taken upon themselves immense work in this regard.  It takes on the responsibility of leadership; it takes on the mantle of integrity and truth and absolute purity of intent.

It is therefore in general then that these souls will know if they fall into these categories for something deep inside of them will resonate with this.

The New Golden Age is the Age of SOUL-FUL living, and truly living from within the heart and soul.

It is imperative that a soul wakes up to their own soul self, and to its highest soul mission and purpose, if it has not already done so.

The more the soul is activated from deep within, the more the heart energies open up and the sun of the Heart is activated.  It in turn is activated by the Central Sun bringing in the higher octaves of frequencies, transmitted via the cosmic heart and into the earth heart and into the soul heart.  Again, here the Cosmic Heart, Earth heart and the human heart energy centers form a sacred triad.  Heed ye this!

The Golden Age has at its core heart the SUN – the heart-sun.

Awaken ye then to the immensity of the Epoch – the greatest Epoch in human history!

Such-like has never happened before and is bringing in mass rising in frequencies and vibrations such as this earth has never known!

(Judith Kusel)

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The Sacred Emerging – sacred and sanctified union…..

378983_10151114672161139_2090262415_ndouble-en-1The Bride is ready and opening up for the union with her Bridegroom- the one she has been waiting for and preparing herself for.
She has been initiated into the Ancient Rites of Womanhood and she has been anointed by the Divine Mother Herself. She epitomizes womanhood in its true and beauty empowerment and therefore her symbol is the serpent – yet not the serpent in the sense of a true one, but rather the double meaning and that of sacred energies and the sacred sexual rites.
In the magnificent moment when a woman truly stands in her own power, she is deeply and profoundly connected to her own heart and soul. She has reconnected to her own inner core Being, which has been there since time began, and when, in an act of sacred union, she was first conceived and then birthed as soul.
She knows her own soul name, and she LIVES it with all that she has. For she joyfully and exuberantly expresses the Divine Essence in all that she is and does, for she knows that her true beauty comes from deep within.
She is connected to the greater Whole, to the Divine and therefore to the Cosmic Heart – and more so to the Cosmic Womb. For she knows with a deep knowing, that she is as much part of the womb of the Divine Mother, as she too is her own womb. And she nurtures her womb, for she knows this is the most sacred and most powerful part of herself. It is here, that she has her innermost sanctuary, that part of her, that has always been and it is here that she FEELS the most.
Her womb and her heart center are intimately connected, and when she has empowered herself in all her four bodies, the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies, then she also has empowered herself from deep within. She is ATONE with all that is, for deep down she IS creation and she is the creative force.
It is here, deep down, in the depths of her soul, her heart and her womb, that she feels. She feels intensely and her beautiful sensitivity and her joy of life, extends to all Being. It is here that she wishes to create and to bring that creative love, that creative joy, and that creative POWER to the world, yet always tempered with love. Hers is not the brash and harshness of the conquering spirit, but rather that tempered loving strength, that knows to stand her own ground if needs be – and it can become that of a lioness defending her cub, if she has to defend what is hers to the Tee.
She is connected to her womb, for she has worked through all the stuckness of emotions and feelings in there and she got rid and cleansed out what no longer serves her highest soul good – wishing to fly free and unencumbered and to be her own immense and powerful self.
She has done her inner work and the shedding of skin, until she stands naked and stripped to the core – yet here her true beauty reveals itself, and it brings in the greatness and beauty – that immense Mystery of what womanhood entails, for here she is powerhouse, it is here she ignites and it here thather innermost sanctuary lies.
When she is in synch with her own root, she glows with that inner seductiveness which gives her that radiance which comes from deep within.
When she stands there in her true beauty and power, she awaits him who will enhance her in all that is. She knows that she does not need a man to fulfill her, for she is already filled up from within.
Rather, she looks for a man, who will honor her womb, and who will honor her deepest core heart….. Yet, more than this – she seeks him, whom she can truly let into the innermost sanctuaries of her womb – her powerhouse, but then, that she can open up herself, and all those parts of herself, she has never opened up before – not even to her closest friends and confidants…. She opens herself up to the sacredness of HER.
For she can only truly love with heart open and filled with TRUST – trusting that he can delve into the depths of her being, and not betray her nor invade her – but joyfully MERGE with her AS ONE!
And when he thrusts with the immense beauty, magnificence and splendor of his true and heartfelt manhood, she gathers him around and within her, yet opening up and up, until there is just the merging of LOVE and energies and the intense moment of joyful releasing and gathering up and being filled up to the brim…. And tears of intense joyful bliss find her as she finds herself reflected in him and he in her….
And when she finds him, her Divine Other and there is that deep honoring there, she forgets all that she has ever been before. She joyfully welcomes him in and this then, his body, his mind, his emotions, his spirit, but more than this, the vibration and energy of him.
For she understands that this Bridegroom, then stands in his own sacred core and his sacredness is what is filling her, is the sacredness of himself.
When he brings his glorious manhood, his heart opens up to the very core = then she trusts and knowingly she opens herself up, and their energies merge AS ONE. The power of sacred union becomes unleashed, and then the vortex energies rises to fore, and this becomes then an act of immense importance – but losing themselves now in sacredness of the sanctuaries of the Divine – they merge and fuse into that ultimate state, where there is nothing but ONE single Flame of existence and the flame then becomes the three-fold flame of the Divine.
It is a deep and profound honoring, that sharing of loving energies, which spans time and space, yet, is comes from deep within, from the core being, and this is what makes it take flame.
For it is not and never has been about the gratification of SELF, it has been the mutual giving and receiving of the sacred nourishment of the energies which are the very energies of creation – that immense force which is the life giving force itself.
Such is the sacredness of union – when the truth stands in truth, and love stands in love, and there is no space or breath in between…….
It transcends then into the most amazing force – which has the power to change life to the core.
(Judith Kusel)

The Return of the Feminine Divine… Energies and Higher Healing….

The Mother of all… and receiver, the birther and ultimately the greatest energy source of all is now returning to this planet in full force…

In the very beginning she reigned on this planet… and all her creatures lived in harmony and they were happy and content…. They honoured her in the forests and trees, in the cyclic nature of the turning seasons and tides….

They honoured her sacred oak groves and those sacred energy places of this planet, which reconnected them with the Feminine Divine… the Mother of all Creation… the Great Mother, who in one moment of utter and complete union with the Father of All, in ecstasy and bliss that only perfect union expresses, she gave birth to the galaxy and stars, and most of all of all life and life forms, visible and invisible…

In those days the women held the offices of the nurturers, the Keepers of Life and Death… They held the Crystal Keys as High Priestesses, and from in perfect harmony with their male counterparts… yet, they reigned the regions and energies of the HEART, the COSMIC HEART and most of all, they acted as the TRANSMITTERS of COSMIC TRUTH, LAW AND MOST OF ALL the COSMIC BIRTHING AND NURTURING OF ALL LIFE.

Thus they held the Crystal Pyramid Temple of Love, a vast Rose quartz Temple, and the WHITE FLAME of PURITY, The HALLS OF RECORDS AND WISDOM, for the Divine Feminine always held the KEYS OF WISDOM,  the EMERALD Temple of HIGHER HEALING, and they held the VIOLET FLAME, of Higher Magic and TRANSMUTATION,  The Temple of the INITIATION RITES and RITES OF PASSAGE, the Temple of UNITY, and BIRTH AND REBIRTH…. The Temple of Astrology and Birth charts….

In those days the women held the power of the earth and sky, as their male counterparts were the administrators, the rulers, the ones who put into place such policies as were determined by the Greater Counsel, consisting of the 12 High Priests and High Priestesses of the Crystal Pyramid Temples over which they resided…. Each Temple having both a Male and Female counterpart as High Priest and High Priestess.

 The men were the Keepers of the Crystal Skulls and thus held the power of administer, while the women held the power the Crystal Keys and over the energy centres and the ultimate Higher Wisdom and Knowledge to hold the powerbases of the earth and sky…. the nurturing of the its animal and plant life and the nurturing and unfolding of all life forms and the wisdom and manifestation power that stems from the heart and soul.

Women have always had the power to heal the soul…. while the men held sway in the power of the mind…. and the mind-driven expertise of building and administration… the general running and working of things…

All of this created an ultimate BALANCE, as both the male and female, worked in tandem and then in a state of complete harmony, ENHANCING each other.

Yet, what happened was that over time, men started fearing the power of women… and this is the form of the SEXUAL power…. and the power of heart creations….

A certain element of the Black Magi started infiltrating the planet, and with it, the minds of men…. As men started to use the power of their minds and then with it, the brutal power of their superior strength, they started to remodel society and started to use force to establish the rule of Men over the planet….

With time, men and women forgot the equality of the two genders, and forgot to dance in tune with each other, as one started to reign over the other, and started to rape and abuse women and sell them in slavery… or being forced to marry for dowry or political power…

In the new way of life, what men feared more than anything else, was the women’s SEXUAL power…. For the Ancients had used certain Rites of Sex (which have since been removed from the planet, with the demise of the Feminine Mother and which will only be returned once the shift of consciousness returns – I am not talking about the Rites of Isis or any other such rites as might be remembered… nor tantric sex….) to help to empower both the male and female aspects…. When both are empowered in the correct way, then this energy helps to bring balance and equilibrium back to all of life and life-forms on this planet, as it is LIFE ENHANCING and a truly beautiful form of pure energy….. (When there is mutual respect and mutual love and loving kindness involved, as well as other aspects which I will not mention here….)

We are entering a RITES OF PASSAGE, and have been for the last few years, when the FEMININE DIVINE is being returned to this planet.  With this will be a shift in relationships, and with it, will come the OPENING UP OF THE HEART CENTER. 

When the heart truly opens up it brings with it an opening up of the sexual centres of both the male and female and this enables the sexual union to go up in intensity by a few octaves.  This is most felt between twin flames and soul mates… for here their energies blend and when enhanced even further by certain elements, this brings about a state of euphoria and bliss which is immensely powerful and beautiful….

This is a true dance of love… as a dance of cosmic energies….

We are simply asked to open up our hearts to the new energies released, and then to simply not cling to the old relationships anymore, which no longer serve our highest good.  This is not to say that both partners cannot go through a period of adjustment and then move closer to each other…

 It is just, that the female aspects of life, as expressed by the female body, will undergo a certain change, as these energies work with the PELVIC BOWL of women and open up certain hidden DNA structures within their ovaries and womb.  Even if the womb or ovaries have been removed, the energies work with their ethereal parts and some women might even have these grow back or being repaired in the next few years….. Even the sexual hormones are being reactivated.

For women in particular, it is important in meditation to ask for beautiful golden light to clean out and cleanse the pelvic bowl area and to simply learn certain ancient techniques of doing nurturing this aspect of self.   You can also simply imagined twirling swirling light cleaning, rejuvenating and activating this area… for herein lies the essence and BEING of all womanhood.

This exercise will also clean up tension in this area, and pain associated with sex, child birth or any other discomfort felt in that area since puberty.

You might also, simply during the day, put your hands around this area, and send healing energy into this area, via your hands.    Simply hold yourself, as you would hold a child, when pregnant, and then send in healing light.

I have found that some men, feel the Feminine Divine, and are asking for assistance, as they say they have no male role models to follow anymore, as the macho type of man, who simply takes what he wants is fast disappearing, as the more nurturing side and open hearts of men appear.

For them, it will assist them, to consciously work at opening their heart chakras and simply allowing light to flow into and out of the heart.   They can also then, push this energy up through their throat chakra, and up to their third eye, and then down again for a few times.  This will open up the energy centres in their brain, for so long suppressed and then help them to start feeling more and being less in the mind….(It won’t decreased your analytical or other abilities, merely enhance them to get more in tune with the GREATER COSMIC HEART, CREATIVE AND NURTURING ABILITIES).

Most of all, walking barefoot, and getting grounded into Mother Earth, feeling the grass under your bare feet, sand, and earth, will help you to ground these energies.  This is most important, for when we start using the sexual energies for the HIGHEST good once more; we need to be properly grounded and not floating somewhere between earth and sky….

These are truly beautiful colours and rays the Divine brings…. and as our hearts open up more and more… so will the natural abilities and the life giving force return to this planet and our lives!