To be….or not to be….

To be….or not to be..To Be…. or not to Be?

There are a thousand whispers and nuances in life that we often fail to hear in our search for life and life more abundantly on this planet…

The more the searches for love becomes an occupational hazard for some, the more they seek it outside themselves…. outside validation: acknowledgement, acclaim, wishing to be completed by another, etc.

The strange thing that happens, is the more we look OUTSIDE of us, for validation, or completeness, of the filling of that void, that never-ending something, the more we will end up feeling in-complete…. un-whole…

I have found that a lot of people expect their partners to fill that hole, the emptiness and when they don’t they simply go on to the next one… until that one too, leaves the hole unfilled…. and then the next and the next…

I often ask people what they are searching for in the Love of their lives…. Now the lists come out:  long lists of what they want…. and most often that list will contain somewhere:-  “I want him or her to love me – so that I feel at last I am home – complete…”

The funny thing is that once the infatuation stage disappears and with it sometimes the passion, then the eyes are already on the next one, who can bring that self-same rush of adrenaline back.   Casanova was a classical example… the more the merrier, and never getting enough…. Always searching… searching… searching…

What exactly IS the SEARCH all about?

I am going back to that:  FEELING COMPLETE….

As long as you are looking for someone to complete you, then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. ….  For the only person who can complete him or herself is: – YOU!

You cannot expect another person to make you happy, for you as about as happy as you choose to be!

The fact is, that your Creator, the Divine, CREATED YOU AS WHOLE.  He/she does not create imperfections!  In the greater Cosmic Whole, there are no half-made, incomplete, or flawed creations!  ALL IS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE…

So, where does this void, this whole, this longing for completeness stem from?

It mostly stems from our own beliefs IN BEING SEPARATED FROM THE DIVINE AND FROM ALL THAT IS!

The fact is that most people run away from pain – they don’t want to experience pain, and they don’t want to experience a-lone-ness, or having to path their path a-l-one.

If you go back to the moment that your soul chose to incarnate onto planet, you will see that it discussed your whole life, in fine details, with your Guardian Angels, those Beings who guide you through your life, and the Divine.  Together you look at your DIVINE BLUEPRINT, which is yours, and yours alone.  This of it as a kaleidoscope pattern…. it has its very own geometrical shape.  That synchronizes perfectly with your SOUL NAME, AND YOUR SOUL GROUP NAME.  SO THE THREE ARE IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER, AND TO COMPLETE THE TRIANGLE THERE IS A COMPLETE CIRCLE, THAT IS THE DIVINE MOTHER, who holds you in your womb.

You then, look AT WHAT SOUL LESSONS YOU NEED TO EXPRESS, as you UNIQUE GIFTS, TALENTS AND ABILITIES, and what lessons you wish to LEARN OR TO MASTER, and WHAT YOU WISH TO EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU HAVE INCARNATED ON PLANET EARTH, TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGHT, ABILITIES AND SOUL EXPRESSIONS…. FOR THIS IS THE GREATEST SCHOOL THERE IS! 

This Planet is one of the most popular planets to incarnate on, to hone one’s inner strengths and abilities – for IT CHALLENGES YOU TO CORE!

WHEN YOU ARE THUS BORN, TO THE PARENTS YOU CHOSE YOURSELF, (because of the soul lessons they bring you) YOU ARE PERFECTLY MADE: – YOUR WINGS ARE SHAPED PERFECTLY FOR YOU TO FLY!

It is just, that as we grow, from baby and into adulthood, we forget this, and then we wish to take on the wings of sparrows, and then wonder why we cannot master the art of flying…. when all along we have the wings of an eagle – and an eagle cannot fly with the wings of a sparrow!

In the process of growing up, we assume that other’s wish to bring us pain…. often we withdraw from this… or later on in life, we truly run from one relationship to the other, in order to find someone who will truly validate us.

The funny part of this is, that you TEND TO DRAW OR ATTRACT TO YOURSELF, SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THE OPPOSITE OF YOU AND MIRROR ALL THOSE ASPECTS OF YOURSELF BACK TO YOU THAT YOU HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH, OR ARE TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM.

 Sometimes, because we assume the wings of a sparrow, we are too timid to set healthy boundaries for ourselves, or too overbearing, because we demand too much….

For see, there ARE THE SOUL LESSONS that YOU CHOSE TO MASTER THIS LIFETIME, COMING TO HAUNT YOU: – THOSE DRAGONS THAT YOU ARE SO SCARED TO FACE, THAT BRING YOU PERCEIVED PAIN AND DIS-COMFORT AND STRIFE…

There is a lovely children’s film that I watched recently:  “HOW TO TAME A DRAGON”…. That about says it all.

As long as we are scared of those dragons, as long as we are at-war with them, as long as we FEAR them – they will PERSIST.  We can change partners as much as we like: – they will grow again and again and become BIGGER and BIGGER, UNTIL WE LEARN TO SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH THEM AND ASK THEM WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TEACH US!

One of the dragons we have that loves tormenting us is:  IF ONLY.

IF ONLY likes your weak spot, in fact hones in on it.  (Please note dragons, as I will name them, have NO GENDER.  THEY MERELY ARE!  So if I use HIM or HER, the TWO ARE INTERCHANGABLE FOR THEY HAVE NO GENDER!).  IF ONLY likes to tell you that if you get rid of Mr. or Mrs. So and so, you will have a much more peaceful and complete life.  So, you start looking over the fence…. Hmmmm…. that one looks so juicy… Hmmm…. no bad hair days…. no nagging…. no screaming….. Hmmmm, IF ONLY….

IF ONLY loves telling you, that the grass is greener on the other side…. IF ONLY has a companion called REGRET….  REGRET comes in and tells you that you should have done things this way or that way…. REGRET loves honing into all your weak or troubled spots and then in comes dragon number three:  BLAME.  Because, of the inherent fires the others are now blazing into Beingness, blame loves finding something or someone to blame for the pain and unhappiness:  parents, siblings, spouses, governments, conspiracies, bankruptcy, war, calamities, etc.

These three love dancing in tune, and then they use their ability to stir fires and before you know it there is this raging fire deep inside of you, causing you more and more pain.

The fact is these dragons, are actually very peaceful, loving and lovable souls.  All they ask of you is to sit down and talk to them.  To ask them, what it is they are trying to teach you.

IF ONLY, says she is there to teach you, that the grass is not greener on the other side.  IF ONLY, says she wants to show you, that all the answers to all your pain, all the questions you ever had, LIE WITHIN.  

REGRET jumps up and down, and says he is there to teach you, that past is past, and gone is gone.  You cannot do anything about it, except to release it, so that the past can no longer hold you chained up, but if you take out your sword and start cutting yourself free, you will find that a lot of what you regret has long served its purpose….

Now BLAME is joining the conversation:  See, he/she says, the longer you go and blame everyone, the longer you will battle to set yourself free.  For, know this, these people, places, events, all show up in your SOUL CHART, and the SOUL CONTRACT you made BEFORE YOU WERE BORN…. AND YOU AGREED TO IT TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGTH… AND YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL OF THAT!  The longer you blame everyone, INCLUDING YOURSELF, the longer you will have all of us for company, and then made war against us…. WE DON’T WANT WAR – WE ARE TIRED OF WAR:  WE WANT PEACE!  WE WANT TO SPREAD OUR WINGS AND TEACH YOU TO FLY!

When all three have finally convinced you that you have let go of all of this, then Dragon number FOUR arrives:  PAIN.  Pain, looks fierce some….. You look at him, and you want to run away…. Yet, go and look into his eyes and you will find great love and compassion there…. FOR PAIN IS A GREAT TEACHER.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE FOREVER, THE TIME IS NOW.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT DEATH IS A GREAT TEACHER – IT TEACHES YOU THAT YOU HAVE ONLY SO MUCH TIME ON THIS PLANET – USE YOUR TIME TO LEARN TO UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  PAIN TEACHES YOU THAT THE LONGER YOU HOLD ONTO TO GRUDGES, SELF-BLAME,  BLAME OTHERS, IF ONLY, AND REGRET TO LONGER YOU ARE TAKING TO HEAL AT A DEEP SOUL LEVEL AND TO MASTER YOUR LESSONS.

PAIN SERVES YOU!  PAIN HONES YOUR INNER STRENGTH AND RESILIENCE.  ONCE YOU LET PAIN SOOTHE YOUR SOUL WOUNDS AND HELP YOU TO HEAL, YOU CAN MOVE ON AND INTO LIFE WITH GREATHER STRENGHT, RESILIENCE, SOUL GROWTH AND THAN HELP OTHERS WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS.

YOU CAN TEACH THEM TO CONFRONT THESE DRAGONS AND TO LEARN TO EMBRACE AND LOVE THEM FOR THEY ARE GREAT TEACHERS!

The more you learnt TO LOVE YOURSELF, TO FIND COMPLETENESS WITHIN YOURSELF, TO LOVE YOUR OWN COMPANY, AND BE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN SKIN, and AURA, IN ALL YOUR BODIES – THE MORE YOUR WINGS START GROWING … EAGLE’S WINGS AND ONE DAY YOU FIND YORSELF ABLE TO FLY LIKE AN EAGLE AND NOT LIKE A SPARROW ANY MORE!

The only thing is, and I am warning you now, it the minute that you start soaring higher and higher, the more others will start taking notice, because YOU SHINE!  YOU RAISE OUT AND ABOVE ALL THE OTHERS!

So then, what happens?  Guess who start appearing?  Hello, Dragon number five:  JEALOUSY/INSECURITY/ENVY.   Lucky for you, this is not your dragon, but those who cannot stand your flying high and free…. Yet, this dragon, loves testing you…. She loves finding your resilience to keep on learning to fly higher and higher, and not be distracted nor deterred by the opinion of others, nor the arrows they tend to shoot at you.  For the more you shine you light, the more your spot-light is going to fall on all the other FOUR DRAGONS IN THEIR LIVES THEY HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH…

So, you see:  LIFE IS A NEVER-ENDING CIRCLE….. What goes around comes around…. The trick is, is to develop A NEW AND GREATER CIRCLE and then TO OURFLY THE OTHERS!

It might be a tat lonely up there, with no company…. But guess what, by you flying higher and higher, and discovering new worlds, vistas, etc. suddenly others want to follow and see for themselves…. For you are the pioneer, the trail blazer and when you allow yourself to blaze a new trail – others will follow!

Then one day, you see that there is another eagle flying with you, and you start frolicking, dancing and having a ball.  And then you start talking to that eagle…. you start sharing stories, comparing notes…. and you find, that both of you had to confront the same dragons, both of you have scars to show it…. BUT FUNNILY ENOUGH YOU ARE NOW BOTH ABLE TO FLY AT THE SAME HEIGHTS AND VIBRATE AT THE SAME FREQUENCY.  YOU RECOGNIZE A SOUL MATE, A KINDRED SPIRIT AND THEN, SUDDENLY, WITHOUT YOU WISHING FOR IT (FOR YOU WERE HAPPY WITH YOUR OWN COMPANY AND WITH WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE!) YOU FIND TRUE LOVE!

And you find, then that by ADDING YOUR WHOLENESS TO HIS OR HER WHOLENESS, ANOTHER CIRCLE FORMS AROUND YOU:  THE CIRCLE OF AT-ONE-NESS, THE SACRED DIVINE!

THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF ALCHEMY AND THE ALCHEMICAL DANCE…. THE SACRED DANCE OF AT-ONE-NESS and finding the ultimate KEYS TO MASTERY – YET ONLY THE FIRST OCTAVE OF THIS!

What happens there-after is a story for another time…. another space….

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To be….or not to be….

To Be…. or not to Be?

There are a thousand whispers and nuances in life that we often fail to hear in our search for life and life more abundantly on this planet…

The more the searches for love becomes an occupational hazard for some, the more they seek it outside themselves…. outside validation: acknowledgement, acclaim, wishing to be completed by another, etc.

The strange thing that happens, is the more we look OUTSIDE of us, for validation, or completeness, of the filling of that void, that never-ending something, the more we will end up feeling in-complete…. un-whole…

I have found that a lot of people expect their partners to fill that hole, the emptiness and when they don’t they simply go on to the next one… until that one too, leaves the hole unfilled…. and then the next and the next…

I often ask people what they are searching for in the Love of their lives…. Now the lists come out:  long lists of what they want…. and most often that list will contain somewhere:-  “I want him or her to love me – so that I feel at last I am home – complete…”

The funny thing is that once the infatuation stage disappears and with it sometimes the passion, then the eyes are already on the next one, who can bring that self-same rush of adrenaline back.   Casanova was a classical example… the more the merrier, and never getting enough…. Always searching… searching… searching…

What exactly IS the SEARCH all about?

I am going back to that:  FEELING COMPLETE….

As long as you are looking for someone to complete you, then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. ….  For the only person who can complete him or herself is: – YOU!

You cannot expect another person to make you happy, for you as about as happy as you choose to be!

The fact is, that your Creator, the Divine, CREATED YOU AS WHOLE.  He/she does not create imperfections!  In the greater Cosmic Whole, there are no half-made, incomplete, or flawed creations!  ALL IS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE…

So, where does this void, this whole, this longing for completeness stem from?

It mostly stems from our own beliefs IN BEING SEPARATED FROM THE DIVINE AND FROM ALL THAT IS!

The fact is that most people run away from pain – they don’t want to experience pain, and they don’t want to experience a-lone-ness, or having to path their path a-l-one.

If you go back to the moment that your soul chose to incarnate onto planet, you will see that it discussed your whole life, in fine details, with your Guardian Angels, those Beings who guide you through your life, and the Divine.  Together you look at your DIVINE BLUEPRINT, which is yours, and yours alone.  This of it as a kaleidoscope pattern…. it has its very own geometrical shape.  That synchronizes perfectly with your SOUL NAME, AND YOUR SOUL GROUP NAME.  SO THE THREE ARE IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER, AND TO COMPLETE THE TRIANGLE THERE IS A COMPLETE CIRCLE, THAT IS THE DIVINE MOTHER, who holds you in your womb.

You then, look AT WHAT SOUL LESSONS YOU NEED TO EXPRESS, as you UNIQUE GIFTS, TALENTS AND ABILITIES, and what lessons you wish to LEARN OR TO MASTER, and WHAT YOU WISH TO EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU HAVE INCARNATED ON PLANET EARTH, TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGHT, ABILITIES AND SOUL EXPRESSIONS…. FOR THIS IS THE GREATEST SCHOOL THERE IS! 

This Planet is one of the most popular planets to incarnate on, to hone one’s inner strengths and abilities – for IT CHALLENGES YOU TO CORE!

WHEN YOU ARE THUS BORN, TO THE PARENTS YOU CHOSE YOURSELF, (because of the soul lessons they bring you) YOU ARE PERFECTLY MADE: – YOUR WINGS ARE SHAPED PERFECTLY FOR YOU TO FLY!

It is just, that as we grow, from baby and into adulthood, we forget this, and then we wish to take on the wings of sparrows, and then wonder why we cannot master the art of flying…. when all along we have the wings of an eagle – and an eagle cannot fly with the wings of a sparrow!

In the process of growing up, we assume that other’s wish to bring us pain…. often we withdraw from this… or later on in life, we truly run from one relationship to the other, in order to find someone who will truly validate us.

The funny part of this is, that you TEND TO DRAW OR ATTRACT TO YOURSELF, SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THE OPPOSITE OF YOU AND MIRROR ALL THOSE ASPECTS OF YOURSELF BACK TO YOU THAT YOU HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH, OR ARE TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM.

 Sometimes, because we assume the wings of a sparrow, we are too timid to set healthy boundaries for ourselves, or too overbearing, because we demand too much….

For see, there ARE THE SOUL LESSONS that YOU CHOSE TO MASTER THIS LIFETIME, COMING TO HAUNT YOU: – THOSE DRAGONS THAT YOU ARE SO SCARED TO FACE, THAT BRING YOU PERCEIVED PAIN AND DIS-COMFORT AND STRIFE…

There is a lovely children’s film that I watched recently:  “HOW TO TAME A DRAGON”…. That about says it all.

As long as we are scared of those dragons, as long as we are at-war with them, as long as we FEAR them – they will PERSIST.  We can change partners as much as we like: – they will grow again and again and become BIGGER and BIGGER, UNTIL WE LEARN TO SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH THEM AND ASK THEM WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TEACH US!

One of the dragons we have that loves tormenting us is:  IF ONLY.

IF ONLY likes your weak spot, in fact hones in on it.  (Please note dragons, as I will name them, have NO GENDER.  THEY MERELY ARE!  So if I use HIM or HER, the TWO ARE INTERCHANGABLE FOR THEY HAVE NO GENDER!).  IF ONLY likes to tell you that if you get rid of Mr. or Mrs. So and so, you will have a much more peaceful and complete life.  So, you start looking over the fence…. Hmmmm…. that one looks so juicy… Hmmm…. no bad hair days…. no nagging…. no screaming….. Hmmmm, IF ONLY….

IF ONLY loves telling you, that the grass is greener on the other side…. IF ONLY has a companion called REGRET….  REGRET comes in and tells you that you should have done things this way or that way…. REGRET loves honing into all your weak or troubled spots and then in comes dragon number three:  BLAME.  Because, of the inherent fires the others are now blazing into Beingness, blame loves finding something or someone to blame for the pain and unhappiness:  parents, siblings, spouses, governments, conspiracies, bankruptcy, war, calamities, etc.

These three love dancing in tune, and then they use their ability to stir fires and before you know it there is this raging fire deep inside of you, causing you more and more pain.

The fact is these dragons, are actually very peaceful, loving and lovable souls.  All they ask of you is to sit down and talk to them.  To ask them, what it is they are trying to teach you.

IF ONLY, says she is there to teach you, that the grass is not greener on the other side.  IF ONLY, says she wants to show you, that all the answers to all your pain, all the questions you ever had, LIE WITHIN.  

REGRET jumps up and down, and says he is there to teach you, that past is past, and gone is gone.  You cannot do anything about it, except to release it, so that the past can no longer hold you chained up, but if you take out your sword and start cutting yourself free, you will find that a lot of what you regret has long served its purpose….

Now BLAME is joining the conversation:  See, he/she says, the longer you go and blame everyone, the longer you will battle to set yourself free.  For, know this, these people, places, events, all show up in your SOUL CHART, and the SOUL CONTRACT you made BEFORE YOU WERE BORN…. AND YOU AGREED TO IT TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGTH… AND YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL OF THAT!  The longer you blame everyone, INCLUDING YOURSELF, the longer you will have all of us for company, and then made war against us…. WE DON’T WANT WAR – WE ARE TIRED OF WAR:  WE WANT PEACE!  WE WANT TO SPREAD OUR WINGS AND TEACH YOU TO FLY!

When all three have finally convinced you that you have let go of all of this, then Dragon number FOUR arrives:  PAIN.  Pain, looks fierce some….. You look at him, and you want to run away…. Yet, go and look into his eyes and you will find great love and compassion there…. FOR PAIN IS A GREAT TEACHER.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE FOREVER, THE TIME IS NOW.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT DEATH IS A GREAT TEACHER – IT TEACHES YOU THAT YOU HAVE ONLY SO MUCH TIME ON THIS PLANET – USE YOUR TIME TO LEARN TO UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  PAIN TEACHES YOU THAT THE LONGER YOU HOLD ONTO TO GRUDGES, SELF-BLAME,  BLAME OTHERS, IF ONLY, AND REGRET TO LONGER YOU ARE TAKING TO HEAL AT A DEEP SOUL LEVEL AND TO MASTER YOUR LESSONS.

PAIN SERVES YOU!  PAIN HONES YOUR INNER STRENGTH AND RESILIENCE.  ONCE YOU LET PAIN SOOTHE YOUR SOUL WOUNDS AND HELP YOU TO HEAL, YOU CAN MOVE ON AND INTO LIFE WITH GREATHER STRENGHT, RESILIENCE, SOUL GROWTH AND THAN HELP OTHERS WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS.

YOU CAN TEACH THEM TO CONFRONT THESE DRAGONS AND TO LEARN TO EMBRACE AND LOVE THEM FOR THEY ARE GREAT TEACHERS!

The more you learnt TO LOVE YOURSELF, TO FIND COMPLETENESS WITHIN YOURSELF, TO LOVE YOUR OWN COMPANY, AND BE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN SKIN, and AURA, IN ALL YOUR BODIES – THE MORE YOUR WINGS START GROWING … EAGLE’S WINGS AND ONE DAY YOU FIND YORSELF ABLE TO FLY LIKE AN EAGLE AND NOT LIKE A SPARROW ANY MORE!

The only thing is, and I am warning you now, it the minute that you start soaring higher and higher, the more others will start taking notice, because YOU SHINE!  YOU RAISE OUT AND ABOVE ALL THE OTHERS!

So then, what happens?  Guess who start appearing?  Hello, Dragon number five:  JEALOUSY/INSECURITY/ENVY.   Lucky for you, this is not your dragon, but those who cannot stand your flying high and free…. Yet, this dragon, loves testing you…. She loves finding your resilience to keep on learning to fly higher and higher, and not be distracted nor deterred by the opinion of others, nor the arrows they tend to shoot at you.  For the more you shine you light, the more your spot-light is going to fall on all the other FOUR DRAGONS IN THEIR LIVES THEY HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH…

So, you see:  LIFE IS A NEVER-ENDING CIRCLE….. What goes around comes around…. The trick is, is to develop A NEW AND GREATER CIRCLE and then TO OURFLY THE OTHERS!

It might be a tat lonely up there, with no company…. But guess what, by you flying higher and higher, and discovering new worlds, vistas, etc. suddenly others want to follow and see for themselves…. For you are the pioneer, the trail blazer and when you allow yourself to blaze a new trail – others will follow!

Then one day, you see that there is another eagle flying with you, and you start frolicking, dancing and having a ball.  And then you start talking to that eagle…. you start sharing stories, comparing notes…. and you find, that both of you had to confront the same dragons, both of you have scars to show it…. BUT FUNNILY ENOUGH YOU ARE NOW BOTH ABLE TO FLY AT THE SAME HEIGHTS AND VIBRATE AT THE SAME FREQUENCY.  YOU RECOGNIZE A SOUL MATE, A KINDRED SPIRIT AND THEN, SUDDENLY, WITHOUT YOU WISHING FOR IT (FOR YOU WERE HAPPY WITH YOUR OWN COMPANY AND WITH WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE!) YOU FIND TRUE LOVE!

And you find, then that by ADDING YOUR WHOLENESS TO HIS OR HER WHOLENESS, ANOTHER CIRCLE FORMS AROUND YOU:  THE CIRCLE OF AT-ONE-NESS, THE SACRED DIVINE!

THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF ALCHEMY AND THE ALCHEMICAL DANCE…. THE SACRED DANCE OF AT-ONE-NESS and finding the ultimate KEYS TO MASTERY – YET ONLY THE FIRST OCTAVE OF THIS!

What happens there-after is a story for another time…. another space….

Clearing of past life residue and collective trauma.

When we feel ourselves called to step into a Higher State of consciousness, all of this get noticed by those guardian angels, Archangels and the Higher Ranking Masters, who are in charge of the Rebirthing of Planet Earth and also the Higher Levels or octaves of Consciousness that our soul aspires to reach.

Planet Earth is known as one of the harshest schools in existence for soul growth, and before we are born our soul CHOSES to have certain challenges etc. so that it can experience pain etc. and then GROW in consciousness.  For the more our soul is put under pressure here, the more it contributes to our SOUL GROWTH and MOVING UP IN CONSCIOUSNESS or DIMENSIONAL states of Being – once we return to our TRUE SOUL STATE of existence and are reunited with all our other soul parts – which are in service elsewhere.

When the Higher Ranking Masters who watch over the Rebirthing process of this planet and our Universe, sense our intent, they will first ask our soul’s permission to put us through INITIATIONS – this is to purify our souls and our intentions – as we can only rise into higher frequency bands, when the heavier stuff that is pulling us down, or holding us back have been released and dissolved.

This often leads to more painful experiences, as relationships tend to break up, job losses occur, and we simply start losing the old way of life – one section at a time – and in the cases of those of us, who are highly evolved souls and have MORE soul commitments, these all might come more or less at once!

What is really happening is that with each octave that we rise into or up to, has a higher VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY – much like the TV stations we tune into, via satellite.  With each adjustments, some other stuck particles or memory banks, have to be released, so that we can become more and more freed up and able to step into higher and higher frequency bands.

A lot of us, who are now awakened, still have past life residue we have to deal with. 

Some of us had been CATHARS for instance, or where involved in the Albigensian Crusade, either as active Cathars, as Knights who burnt, raped and killed, as Priests of the Inquisition, as the ones burnt at the stake by the Inquisition. 

 In this case, the TRAUMA or the COLLECTIVE PAIN needs to be cleared.    

For some that pain goes over into reaction to the church and all it stands for, and also war and the calamities of war, and the freedom of speech and expression.  Some still have the fear of speaking up, or the fear of leadership, for the soul knows the consequences of doing that.   Some have a fear of fire, or of smothering to death, etc.    Some were put on torturing racks, and where literally pulled into pieces – so will have recurring back pain etc. that needs clearing.

In cases where souls were involved in war – in ANY form – those memory banks need to be cleared – whether they were active in the war or merely the ones who felt the brunt of it, e.g. bombs, starvation, etc.

I had to teach children from Palestine last year, and I had a boy in my class who was a classic example of what constant war does to the psyche of a child.  He was obsessed with weapons of war: machine guns, tanks, and he simply could not learn.  One day I asked him about his background, and suddenly the boy started opening up and was telling me about the horrors of war – and most importantly, that his own brother had been a suicide bomber, and that this boy’s greatest ambition in life was to follow suit. 

I am not here to talk about the right or wrongs or war – merely about the SOUL WOUNDS inflicted in times of great trauma and especially war.  The wounds to the soul are very very deep and will carry over into life time after life time if not cleared.

A lot of the Earth’s energy portals are clogged up with all the negative, black collective EMOTIONS of mankind:  I was called in to clear up a portal in South Africa, and I will always remember what creatures, trauma and pain came to the fore.  For the first time in my life I saw Half-man, half-beasts, (like half horse/half man), experiments with human, ape and Alien DNA that looked horrendous, and I was told, that when man CREATES a cross breed of half animal/half man, he has to forsake parts of his or her OWN SOUL – and that is traumatic to both the one who creates these half-beings and the half-being itself!  So there one heaps tremendous trauma onto oneself and whatever one creates – for it goes against the LAW-OF-ONE!

I was also confronted with a nuclear war there on the site, which had occurred when two brothers started warring between them – not only was a whole region destroyed in the process, but also the souls of both humans, animals, plant life. 

In the moment before all of this was cleared, there were thousands of Beings, gathered on the spot, and they all had to be asked if they wished to be released.  Once they had agreed to this – by their own free will – only then could the whole be cleared away, and it was…

The clearing of such energy, can only be done by those SPECIFICALLY CALLED UPON TO DO SO.  The Higher Ranking Masters KNOW who those soul are, and they have been especially prepared for this task and mostly they are monitored for PURITY OF HEART, SOUL AND INTENT.

  If anyone should attempt to do this work, without permission and without being called upon to do so, they will simply disintegrate or accidents will befall them – for this is work that only very high ranking souls are called upon to do, for various reasons, which I will not attend to here.

There are however other ways of HELPING to clear the trauma in and around certain places of war.  One of them is to planet clearing crystals in the ground, others are merely sending in the GOLDSILVERVIOLET flame of TRANSMUTATION (note here the VIOLET FLAME has BEEN UPGRADED to the GOLDSILVERVIOLET FLAME – this is the flame of Archangel Zadkiel and St. Germain.)  This flame clears energies within us and wherever it is needed.  We may ask to send it in, but not what is has to clear specifically for we must first ask PERMISSION to do so.

As with everything, we must ask permission first, as we are not allowed to intervene with a soul or souls FREE WILL.

The same is for healing karma and karmic links – we have to be willing to have these released and for the cords to be cut and cleared.  We cannot do this without permission, and the greater the trauma, the more the Higher Masters will only give permission for this to be done, if the TIMING is right and if the collective CLOGS in the COSMIC WHEELS allow this to be done – otherwise imbalance starts occurring.

There are other reasons as well, which I will not give here as I am not allowed to give this information at this time.

As with SOULS, the Great Mother Earth is ALSO A SOUL, and she FEELS, and she simply is in the process of healing herself – so we have to ask her permission as well, in the process of clearing up energies – as well as the Cosmic Masters and the Great Mother/Father God.

However, at this moment in time, it is of the utmost importance that the SELF is healed first, before the COLLECTIVE can be healed.  For in healing ourselves, we heal others and then the collective starts getting affected.    It has a ripple effect, for the more we light up from within, and step into higher frequency bands, the more we start raising the frequency bands all around us, and then that has a ripple effect.

This great clearing will take place between 2012 and should be completed by 2024.  It is only then the true New Golden Age will be anchored in.   So in a sense then 2012 – 2014 will be the catalyst that puts the rest in motion – and this is already happening: – in personal lives and in the COLLECTIVE WHOLE.

Soul GROUPS, NAME, MATE and TWIN FLAME

Soul Names, Groups, Mates and Twin Flames:

When the Divine created all – in that first moment when the Great Divine Mother gave birth to all of Creation and since then (for Creation is an ongoing process… every single second new souls and new constellations, star systems, planets are being birthed) she gave birth to a GROUP of souls.  

The first GROUPS of souls that were birthed numbered 12 in all.   It matched the birthing of the first 12 galaxies and then also, specifically these soul groups were matched with a certain COLOUR RAY, that they emit, A UNIQUE FREQUENCY AND VIBRATION and a UNIQUE EXPRESSION OF SOUL – OR GIFT – OR CREATIVE FORCE – that the DIVINE WISHED TO EXPERIENCE IN MULTIPLE PHASES – as he/she desired TO KNOW WHAT IT IS TO FEEL AND EXPRESS THESE SPECIFIC GIFTS/TRAITS/TALENTS/ABILITIES AND SOUND/TONE.

The SOUL GROUP EXPRESSION REFLECTS BACK TO THE DIVINE, WHAT THE DIVINE WISHES TO EXPERIENCE ABOUT THE LIFE FORCE ITSELF!

These 12 forms the CORE GROUP of SOUL GROUPS and it is from these that for instance the ILLUMINED ONES stem from.

Since the Divine has created more SOUL GROUPS, and so there are the older Soul Groups, the CORE, and then other younger Soul Groups, yet all have been created to EXPERIENCE A CERTAIN TALENT, TRAIT OR FEELING, EXPRESSION that the Divine Source wishes to EXPERIENCE VIA THE SOULS IT HAS CREATED.

At this moment in time, a lot of soul from the CORE group of 12, have incarnated, as THEY WERE INVOLVED WITH THE CREATION OF THIS PLANET FROM THE START AND HAVE LAID DOWN THE WEB OF LIGHT AND HAVE HELPED TO ESTALISH LIFE FORMS, ON TO THIS PLANET.  They are here FOR THE SPECIFIC REASON FOR HELP TO ASSIST WITH HOLDING THE LIGHT STEADY AND FOR HELPING WITH THE SHIFT OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND THEN ALSO, THE HEALING OF MOTHER EARTH – FOR WITHIN THEIR SOULS AND SOUL GROUPS SPECIFIC CODES HAVE BEEN ENCODED AND KNOWLEDGE THAT WILL BE ACTIVATED MORE AND MORE SO THAT THEY CAN BE OF HIGHER SERVICE TO MANKING AND HELP TO ANCHOR IN THE NEW GOLDEN AGE.

These are OLD SOULS and they have had one or more incarnations on this planet – most often in the Elysium/Avalon, Lemuria, Mu, and Atlantis.   Some of them are highly evolved souls who HAVE BEEN ASKED TO RETURN TO THIS PLANET AT THIS TIME AND SOME CHOSE TO INCARNATE WITH THE THEIR TWIN FLAMES – SO THE THAT COMBINATION OF THEIR FLAMES COULD BE USED TO ASSIST PLANET EARTH’S HEALING AT THIS TIME.

Each SOUL GROUP then consists of 144 000 SOULS.   To recap:  EACH SOUL GROUP HAS A UNIQUE NAME, VIBRATION, FREQUENCY, COLOUR, SOUND, TRAIT, And CREATIVE EXPRESSION. 

Each individual SOUL within a SOUL GROUP has A UNIQUE SOUL NAME.  The SOUL NAME WILL HAVE IN IT THE SAME NAME VIBRATION, FREQUECY, SOUND, TRAIT AND CREATIVE EXPRESSION, AND THEN A UNIQUE GIFT(S) OR SOUL EXPRESSION WITHIN THAT SOUL GROUP.

For instance:   There is a soul group with the soul name of:  GRACE.  They have a their own FREQUENCY, VIBRATION, COLOUR, AND SOUND and their SOUL EXPRESSION, IS TO EXPERIENCE GRACE AND TO GIVE OUT GRACE and to LEARN AND LIVE ALL THAT IS CONNECTED TO GRACE – the whispers, nuances, and life experiences associated with the EXPERESSION OF GRACE.    So, a soul in this soul group would have a name more or less like this:   HE WHO HAS TO LEARN TO LIVE GRACE AND BE GRACEFUL…..

Now, look closely.   The GROUP is learning all about EXPRESSING GRACE, and the SOUL is learning to LIVE GRACE: –   his life on this planet will more or less be a learning to give grace in all its various expression of that – he might find himself challenged to forgive others who hurt him – so that he can forgive them – give them GRACE.  HE VIBRATES VIA HIS SOUL NAME, on a VIBRATION THAT EMITS MORE OF LESS THE SAME VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY AS THE SOUL GROUP, AND WILL HAVE THE SAME COLOUR RAY WITHIN HIS OWN COLOUR AND THE SAME SOUND WITHIN HIS OWN SOUL SOUND/TONAL CORD.

He will act as a magnet to all souls who are alive on this planet, who all VIBRATE ON THE SAME FREQUENCY, COLOUR, RAY AND SOUND! 

During this time – when SOULS ARE BEING PULLED TOGETHER TO WORK AS ONE SO THAT THEIR INNATE TALENTS AND ABILITIES CAN BE USED TO HOLD THE LIGHT AND HELP HEAL THE PLANET, RAISE THE CONSIOUSNESS etc.  HE WILL MAGNITIZE TOWARDS HIMSELF THOSE WHO ARE ON THE SAME FREQUENCY BAND AS HE IS, AND EMIT THE SAME COLOUR RAY AND SOUND AND SOUL EXPRESSION, which in this case is: GRACE!

His SOUL MATES will be from the SOUL GROUP CALLED GRACE AND HIS TWIN FLAME (if incarnated) WILL ALSO BE OF THIS SAME GROUP!  What is more:  his TWIN FLAME will ENHANCE THE QUALITIES OF HIS OWN NAME – MORE OR LESS MATCH IT OR ENHANCE IT!

For with TWIN FLAMES, they each are a double or multiple FLAMES – WHEN THEY COME TOGETHER MIND, BODY, SPIRIT AND SOUL THEY BECOME ONE FLAME – and thus emit a very potent ENERGY SOURCE OR FLAME!

This is not to say, that when you are of one soul group, you cannot love someone from a different soul group – it is just to say, that a SOUL MATE or TWIN FLAME union, is far more likely to succeed – especially at this time – BECAUSE THEIR COMBINED VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCY THEN IS STRONGER AND MORE ANCHORED INTO THE SOUL GROUP VIBRATION FREQUENCY and THUS WILL BE CLOSER AND STRONGER AND MORE POTENT, HAPPIER and MORE CONTENT – BECAUSE OF THEY ARE IN TUNE WITH EACH OTHER AND THEN CAN MAKE BEAUTIFUL MUSIC TOGETHER – AS ONE!

We human beings have failed to understand this – or have forgotten how important it is to FLY WITH THE SAME WINGS as your partner – and not have one having the wings of an eagle and the other one the wings of a sparrow!  For that is what happens when you go an link up with someone who is not on the same vibration frequency and soul expression as you are!

I smile when I see magazines like “Cosmopolitan” blaring out headlines about endless and exotic sex positions and whatever else they are trying to let you buy into, when all of that is not going to help you one bit, when you’re SOUL is out of tune with partner!

For when the HEART is not engaged, WITH THE MIND, SPIRIT, SOUL AND THE BODY, then all relationships are bound to fail in one form or another!

WE ARE STEPPING IN HIGHER STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND IF YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS LEVEL DOES NOT MATCH UP WITH THAT OF YOUR PARTNER, YOU ARE LIKELY TO SOAR IN HIGHER DIMENSIONS AND HE IS LEFT DRAGGING HIS FEET IN THE LOWER ONES…..

In Ancient Times (and we are RETURNING to this) when you wished to link up with someone,  you went to the Temple of Love, and the High Priestess would READ YOUR SOUL RECORDS AND THAT OF YOUR PARTNER TO SEE WHETHER YOUR SOUL MATCHED IN SOUL GROUPS, YOUR VIBRATIONAL FREQUENCIES, SOUNDS, COLOURS MATCHED, AS WELL AS YOUR AURA!  When all were perfectly matched then blessing was given to the union – for now whatever was done would be in LOVING HARMONY and AS ONE!

Children were conceived in BEAUTIFUL HARMONY and the sexual energy was USED FOR HIGHER PURPOSES – for used in the right manner it becomes TRANSCENDENTAL – IT CONNECTS YOU TO THE HIGHER STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND THE DIVINE SOURCE – IT BECOMES LIFE-ENHANCING…. YET ONLY IN THE HIGHER STATES OF LOVING UNION – TOTAL UNION: – MIND, BODY, SPIRIT, SOUL.

I don’t say we have to go back to having the blessing, like they did, but simply to understand that when we match up with someone, and we truly wish to have make beautiful music together, we should be a tat more discerning about how we go about things.

We are not simply here by random.  We are here because of SOUL CONTRACTS and because we have certain qualities to express here.  When we start combining that with loving soul unions, we start truly stepping into the Higher States of BEING and then we learn a TOTALLY NEW WAY OF RELATING WITH AN OPEN HEART AND SOUL – and A HIGHER WAY OF LOVING EVOLVES OUT OF THAT.

It is up to us to choose the lower or the higher road…. I chose to travel the road less travelled and I am being blessed with Love, such as I have never been blessed with before….

When I do soul readings, I am astounded at what information does come through – and how our soul names indicate the Higher Roads of Life…. It is up to us to LISTEN to beat of our own inner music…. and find a companion who listens to the same tune…and then we can dance, BLENDING AS ONE!

The Rarest Diamonds are formed under severe pressure!

I was amazed in this week, by how threads in my life, seem to be linking up and how all is starting to seemingly make sense, that I did not quite understand before….  What is more amazing is that Facebook has opened up the infinite possibilities of us being able to link up with people who are living on the other end of the world – and yet we, as souls, have had woven long stories together – and the Web of the Internet, is now pulling us together, so that we can WORK AS ONE to start healing this planet, and helping each other along the pathways to Higher States of Consciousness….

In these next few months, this is going to happen more and more, as we are being led to being at EXACTLY the right places at the right time. 

Those of us who are energy healers, and who work with healing others via energies, or with the help of crystals or plants, in whatever form we are HEALERS OF THE BODY, MIND, SPIRIT AND SOUL, are going to find that we are being pulled to those souls who have always worked in tandem with us, and who have been doing this kind of work with us over thousands of incarnations.

We are going to pulled back into the supporting SOUL GROUPS that we belong to, as we start linking up with SOUL MATES and TWIN FLAMES – so that we can POOL our talents and abilities and COLLECTIVELY WORK AS ONE to heal the inner and outer Earth.

For from deep within the core of this Planet, there is a HOLLOW EARTH, and from the depths of this a great activation of energies have begun, and with the beaming down of the COSMIC energies, this then forms a potent energy field, which is starting to heal PLANET EARTH FROM WITHIN AND WITHOUT….

In the process we, AS SOULS ARE GETTING ACTIVATED….

THE OLD WAY of LIFE IS LEAVING US…. WHAT IS STILL ACCEPTABLE TODAY WILL SIMPLY NOT BE ACCEPTABLE FOR TOMORROW – for we have hurt this planet far too much and we will have to start finding ways of healing not only ourselves, but the planet as well – there simply IS no other option!

Yet, as with ALL HEALING PROCESSES, there HAS TO BE AN INNER SHIFT – AND INNER HEALING BEFORE THE OUTER CAN HEAL.

SOUL WOUNDS ARE THE HARDEST TO FIND, TO ADMIT AND TO CURE.  This is because most of us, once we have been hurt, start burying the slights and hurts deep down inside of us…. All resentment, pain, hurt, anger, hatred, envy, etc. have within them, a type of dark sticky mass…. the more of these denser energies we carry around within us, the greater the ball becomes, until it is like a dark and dense sticky mass….

WE LITERALLY START KILLING OURSELVES WITH LUGGING THIS DARK AND DENSE STICKY BALL WITH US, AND THE OLDER WE GET THE MORE HURT AND RESENTMENTS, ETC. TEND TO BE ADDED ….

What is happening WITHIN the EARTH and as the Earth starts freeing herself from all the dark sticky mass … so this is happening WITHIN us as well, for the higher frequency energies, will start working on all those things in your life THAT NO LONGER SERVE YOUR HIGHEST SOUL GROWTH – the nowhere is this more true, that with that dark, and dense ball that you lug around within you….

Life has a way of dealing us WAKE-UP calls, and sometimes it take near-death experiences to wake us up – or sometimes, it is financial loss, loss of jobs, loss of income, loss of those we loved…. breaking up of relationships, illness, etc.

Instead of resenting all of that, and trying to cling to the status quo for dear life, it is time to simply ask yourself:  IS THIS SERVING ME?  OR, HOW DOES THIS SERVE ME?  WHAT IS THIS TRYING TO TELL ME?  WHAT AM NOT TAKING NOTE OF? 

So often we have inner alarm systems going off everywhere, and it is fear that is keeping us from sitting down quietly, and GOING DEEP WITHIN. 

One of the greatest fears we have is LETTING GO.  Letting go of old resentment, anger, hurt, pain, for deep down we get a pay-off of this.  We sometimes like keeping other’s hostage because we refuse to forgive them: “I will not forgive you, because on (date, time, place) you did that and that to me!  And now you shall suffer because to that!”

The strange thing is, that the other person has long moved on, and have gotten on with their lives, with or without our forgiveness, and the one who is suffering IS NOT THE OTHER PERSON, BUT OURSELVES!  WE ARE HURTING OURSELVES MORE BY REFUSING TO LET GO OF THAT DARK STICKY MASS BALL INSIDE OF US, THAN ALL OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT WE ANGRY WITH OR WHO WE BELIEVE HURT US!

This type of anger and hurt can go on for GENERATIONS – especially if there was war involved.  I know that from my own family – my grandmother, was a child in during the Anglo-Boer War, and as a three-year-old ended up in one of the worst concentration camps that the British Forces had, in Lord Kitchener’s Scorched Earth Policy.  I remember the hair-raising stories she told us – and she refused to speak one work of English for the rest of her life.  Her anger, went over into the next generation – until that finally got watered down in the third …. (although it is still rive in some parts of the community, where the resentment between the Boer and Brits still exist!)

AS THE NEW EARTH IS BEING BIRTHED RIGHT UNDER OUR FEET, we are asked to simply let go of all anger, fear, hurt, and resentment…. all that NO LONGER SERVES OUR HIGHEST SOUL GROWTH!

FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HAS EVER PUSHED YOUR BUTTON, MADE YOU ANGRY, HURT YOU AND DID WHATEVER YOU BELIEVE THEY DID TO YOU: – IS REFLECTING SOMETHING BACK WITHIN YOU THAT YOU HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH DEEP WITHIN YOURSELF OR HAVE NOT ACKNOWLEDGED ABOUT YOURSELF!

Other people are like a mirror reflecting your own shadow back to you.  It is not use DENYING that shadow – for YOU HAVE BOTH: – THE LIGHT AND THE DARK!

THIS WORLD IS NOTHING BUT A SCHOOL OF LOVE; – OUR RELATIONSHIPS, WITH OUR HUSBAND OR WIFE, WITH OUR CHILDREN AND PARENTS, WITH OUR FRIENDS AND RELATIVES ARE THE UNIVERSITY IN WHICH WE ARE MEANT TO LEARN WHAT LOVE AND DEVOTION TRULY ARE! (Swami Muktananda)

WE ARE HERE TO LEARN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND ACCEPTANCE OF OURSELVES AND OTHERS.  

There is no easy way, no quick fixes, the only way to healing, is to acknowledge that big black sticky ball, and to start examining what is inside of it, and then to take out sticky bit by sticky bit, and then to start forgiving those things that we believe others did to us, and what we believe we did to ourselves, and then letting go by throwing that piece into the very depths of the ocean where there is a huge sign:  NO FISHING ALLOWED!

When you truly wish to forgive someone, first of all, ask yourself:  What is it that pushed my buttons most?  Write down that TRAIT:  e.g. ARROGANT, CROOKED.  Then go and hold up that mirror and ask yourself where you have that same trait in your own life – yes, you do!  And then ask yourself: – by displaying this trait, how did this person SERVE me…. By being arrogant, he might have spurred you on to go and do things on your own – without his help….

FOR EVERYTHING IN LIFE THERE IS A LESSON THAT WE HAVE TO MASTER, AND ONCE WE BECOME GRATEFUL FOR THE LESSON THEN THE LESSON MOVES AWAY….

As we are stepping into a totally new way of life, we cannot HAVE all the luggage anymore… we have to GET LIGHTER – LIGHTEN UP literally.

I have lost all that I had in the last few years: – my job, my income base, my home, literally everything, because I CHOSE THE HIGHER ROAD.  I simply took back my own life.  In the process though I HAVE GAINED TO MANY THINGS AND HAVE GROWN BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS.  I HAVE LEARNT NOT TO HANG ONTO PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS ANYMORE, BUT TO SEEK WHAT SERVES MY HIGHEST SOUL GROWTH AND TO HELP OTHERS AS BEST I CAN – AND THEN THE REST SIMPLY TAKES CARE OF ITSELF….

The more we release the more we are blessed with a REBIRTHING and a healing, mind, body, spirit and soul.

It is then that miracles start happening… It is then that we link up with other kindred souls, and we see that our journey has been remarkable similar… that they have been through much of the same stringent initiations, the letting go, that we have had to go through… yet, all of us have grown so much more in empathy, understanding, love, light and simply are stepping into our highest power and higher Soul Calling.

This is what we have come to this planet for at this time – there simply is no other option anymore:  THIS IS IT!

THE PHOENIX HAS RISEN FROM THE ASHES!  TAKE HEED AND GROW INTO YOUR HIGHEST SELF AND STEP INTO THAT – THE TIME IS NOW!

THE SOUL WOUNDS SERVED US TO AWAKEN AND TO BECOME THE WOUNDED HEALER – AND TO THEN TRANSCEND THAT AND BECOME THE EMPOWERED HIGH PRIEST AND HIGH PRIESTESS.

  THE MORE WE HAVE HAD TO COME THROUGH, THE BRIGTER OUR LIGHT SHINES – FOR THE PUREST AND RAREST DIAMONDS ARE FORMED UNDER SEVERE PRESSURE!

Heart at work: Heart-centered Living…

There is moments in life, where one is simply confronted with the whole vista of one’s life…. Sometimes it is all those parts that are simply not working anymore… those parts that are challenging one towards taking decisions, finding new path-ways to trod and new ways of becoming….

It can be very scary to stand at the edge of a cliff… behind you, pushing you into action, is the old life… the one that no longer serves your Highest Good… the old hurts, anger, pains, fears and resentments….  You can keep on standing where you are, and try hanging onto the edge for dear life, or you can chose to surrender, all of it: – the fears, the pain, the anger, the hurts, and decide to trust your wings and fly!

“Who would attempts to fly with the wings of a sparrow when the mighty power of an eagle has been given him/her?”

We are now stepping and being pushed into a totally NEW WAY OF LIFE and it is the WAY OF THE HEART!  HEART-CENTERED LIVING!  

We are stepping out of the out-dated way of making all our decisions, our way of life, out of MIND alone, rational thinking and rational living – and into the new way opening up – the way of the heart…..

WHEN YOU START DOING AND LIVING FROM THE HEART, YOU ARE INFUSING ALL THAT YOU ARE DOING WITH LOVE AND LIGHT – FOR YOU ARE BRINGING YOUR HIGHEST VALUES, YOUR HIGHEST VIBRATIONS AND YOUR HIGHEST BEINGNESS INTO WHATEVER IT IS YOU ARE GIVING AS TALENTS, ABILITIES AND CREATIONS TO THE WORLD….

So often we chose paths, or careers, because of the high income, the prestige, or whatever it is we can GET out of it – and then wonder by there is this niggling feeling of something being wrong…. a type of pain, a void that is there – haunting us…

I heard a wonderful story once from a friend which kind-of describes this best.  She was married, had a top-notch executive post in the United Kingdom, and had everything her heart desired.  Yet, she was into drugs,  for that is the way she chose to get rid of the void, that inner emptiness that no matter how successful she became, she simply could not fill… 

One day, she woke up, after a hard night of partying and taken drugs, and for the first time looked at herself in the bathroom window:  REALLY LOOKED AT HER HERSELF AND WAS HORRIFIED AT WHAT SHE WAS SEEING THERE!  It was as if her own wildest nightmare was looking back at her and she suddenly realized what she had BECOME!  In that split of a moment, she realized that she was living on the edge and that she was busy killing herself with the drugs and lifestyle she was leading…. She packed her bags and simply left – having no idea where she was heading and why….

I will not elaborate on her story here, but it took her a while to slowly but surely find herself and start listening to her own heart and soul… and after nearly destroying her own body and self, she has ended up being a healing practitioner and is now helping others to heal – in their bodies, yet also in their souls…. AND SHE IS SIMPLY BLOSSOMING – GLOWING AND HAPPY, CONTENT!  ‘I never want to go back to being what I was – I don’t earn as much as used to do – I am bringing up kids on my own – but I have my soul and my life back, and I am doing what I LOVE DOING and this is worth more to me,  than all the glitz and glamour I have had before!”

We all have unique talents, abilities, creativity and gifts to bring into this world.  Yet, sometimes we succumb to the whims of others and to society and by simply trying to keep up with the Jones’s, when in reality we are selling ourselves short and have to live life with this immense nagging feeling that we are losing out on something and something big….

“It is useless to waste your life on ONE path… especially with that path has no heart!  Before you embark on a path, ask yourself the question: “DOES THIS PATH HAVE HEART?  DOES IT MAKE MY SOUL SING, MY SPIRIT SOAR, DOES IT MAKE WE WANT TO DO THIS WITH EVERY FIBRE OF MY BEING?  If the answer is no, you will know it, and then you must chose another path.  A path without heart is never enjoyable.  You have to work hard even to take it.  On the other hand, a path with heart is easy…. It does not make you work at loving and liking it!”  (Carlos Castaneda – with some adaptations from me).

“When you die and go to heaven, our Maker is not going to ask:  “WHY DIDN’T YOU DISCOVER THE CURE FOR SUCH AND SUCH? WHY DIDN’T YOU BECOME THE MESSIAH?”  The only question we will ever be asked in that precious moment is:  “WHY DID YOU NOT BECOME YOU?”  (Elie Wiesel:  Holocaust Survivor)

You are ONE OF A KIND.  THERE HAS NEVER EVER BEEN, AND NEVER AGAIN WILL BE A HUMAN BEING LIKE YOU! THERE IS NOTHING ORDINARY ABOUT YOU!  IF YOU FEEL ORDINARY, IT IS BECAUSE YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO HIDE EXTRAORDINARY PARTS OF YOURSELF FROM THE WORLD.  MAYBE YOU HAVE EVEN FORGOTTEN THAT THEY ARE THERE… BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINGCE YOU HAVE LAST SEEN THEM….

BUT LISTEN…. THEY ARE CALLING YOU…. VOICES FROM VERY DEEP INSIDE OF YOU… CRYING TO BE RECOGNIZED…. TO BE REUNITED WITH ONE ANOTHER… CALLING YOU HOME TO THE TRUTH OF WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE!  “Set us free…” they whisper “and we will show you the way back home to wholeness… to the heart… and living and being from the HEART!”

You have heard the call; you have felt the movement… So understand that the time has come:

                                 Look at what you LOVE to do…

                               Look at what brings you JOY…..

                               Look at what brings you PEACE….

                 THERE IS YOUR CALLING…. WAITING FOR YOU TO EMBRACE IT!

You have been given your unique and particular gifts, talents and abilities so that you could do your particular and unique work and bring those as blessings and healing to this planet.  IT IS NOT AN ACCIDENT!

YOU HAVE EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED TO FULFILL YOUR PURPOSE HERE.  YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN ALL THE TOOLS, THE KNOW-HOW, THE INHERENT TALENTS GATHERED OVER LIFETIMES….. YOU VOLUNTEERED TO BE ON THIS PLANET AT THIS TIME TO BRING THESE TO THE WORLD AND FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF ALL! 

YOUR WINGS ARE SHAPED PERFECTLY!

The New Pathways are unfolding before our very eyes…. The NEW WAYS TO RELATE, TO LOVE, TO LIVE and to BE! 

From now on people will do what they love doing and find new ways of sustainable living, in sharing their talents and abilities and living empowered lives…. A new financial system will be rising and new ways of fair exchange, so that all are living FROM THEIR HEARTS and in doing so ARE HEALING AND HELPING THE COLLECTIVE WHOLE!

The Old ways are leaving us…. the New is stepping in! 

IT IS TIME TO FLY AND FOLLOW THE CALLING OF YOUR HEART AND SOUL!  WHEN YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO DO SO… YOU WILL PAVE THE WAY FOR OTHERS TO DO THE SAME AND THUS BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD!

THE CLARION CALL TO WAKE UP!

Break through the portals and step into the New…. Let go of the old which no longer serves your Highest Growth and learn to shimmer and glow… to expand and to BE, in ways you have never let yourself feel, experience and grow before!

See how the signs are all around you… look at what the planet is trying to tell you and the Higher Ranking Masters from within, around and all above you…. The Divine Source is trying to show you, to teach you… to expand your vision and growth!

You are no longer the old forms of life that existed for thousands of years, slowly evolving in the 3^rd dimension and then simply spending the time to destruct, destroy and then rebuild again…. All the old empires have come and gone and they never were able to step past a certain frame, before falling into decay and obscurity once more…

Yet, now look what is happening!  Read the signs, and then if you are still confused as to what to do, do not look at what all the media are telling you, and the lies that you read in the mainstream every single day…. You get bombarded with negativity, war, crime and destruction and you think that brute force conquers all! Switch off the TV, the play stations and endless entertainment, which feed you violence, more violence and war!

That time are gone…. they have spilt themselves out…. they have done what they could to destroy your world… now they are pulled into realms where all of that is outdated, outmoded, and serves no purpose at all…

For the new Power, the new WAYS, are those OF  THE HEART and with it is the Inward Revolution, the shift beyond the physical forms and into the realms where the soul and spirit are in tune with the heart, and the mind then follows the heart and the body, when this state is obtained will simply adjust itself, as DNA strands are activated and more into Higher Vibrational States….

This is the beauty of the New Golden Age, which has now dawned on men… the Age of BALANCE and Harmony is now being birthed and here there cannot be wars, no destruction for here once learn to LIVE LIFE TO DIFFERENT CODES and to adhere to Cosmic Laws, not the those man tries to invent and to enforce….

For when the heart is speaking, eating the drinking in Love and eats beauty, thinks beauty, BECOMES BEAUTY, then it can ONLY CREATE BEAUTY…. For a beautiful mind is fed by a beauty heart and a beautiful heart reflects the inner sanctuaries of the soul… and soul reflects the DIVINE… Circles within circles…. swirling twirling energies intertwined….

It is time to truly open your hearts and let minds find rest in the heart…. And then go forth and listen to what your soul is trying to tell you and what is there for you to understand from your deep within the Soul’s connection to ALL…. For the SOUL in intricately linked up with the OVER-SOUL of SOUL GROUP it belongs to… and those Higher Ranking and more evolved souls within this group over-lights and assists you…. Yet, you have to ASK, for they will not intervene with your own free will…

Just as the OVER SOUL then in linked to the DIVINE, for its true SPARK and ITS TRUE ESSENCE and BEING is always PART AND PARTICLE OF THE DIVINE MOTHER, WHO GAVE IT BIRTH AND IT IS BOTH THE FATHER AND MOTHER, FOR IT INCORPORATES BOTH!

ASK AND IT SHALL BE GIVEN!  When you do not ASK, then how can you learn?

It is like having electrical plugs and appliances, and then never bothering to plug them into the sockets that are fed by the Electrical Power Supply!

There are GREAT TEACHERS and HIGHLY EVOLVED MASTERS amongst you, who have been trained by the Divine, and their Over-Lighting Masters, since they were born.  They are here to teach and guide you, to teach you to OPEN YOUR HEARTS! Yet, they are not the ones you see in the media hypes and the mass is hysterical for!

These Master SOULS are now awakening to their TRUE POWER AND POTENTIAL and they have the ability to ANCHOR IN THE HIGHEST VIBRATIONS AND FREQUENCIES OF LOVE AND LIGHT.  They can bless you in ways that you cannot even imagine!  THEY ARE THE WAY-SHOWER SOULS AND THE HAVE COME HERE TO SERVE AS GREAT BEACONS OF LOVE AND LIGHT!

Then, why don’t you listen and why don’t you learn…. Always you say, TOMORROW WHEN I HAVE MONEY, TIME, OR WHEN I FEEL LIKE I CAN… I AM TOO BUSY, TOO BROKE… TOO UNHAPPY…. TOO BUSY WATCHING TV OR RUNNING THE RAT RACE OR TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE LIFESTYLES OF OTHERS…

Yet, too busy… while THE GREATEST MOMENT IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND UNFOLDS AND THE PLANET IS BEING REBORN UNDER YOUR FEET!  The day that catastrophes strike and the earth starts shaking and burning under your feet – when you have no food to eat and no shelter – will you then HAVE THE TIME TO LISTEN AND LEARN?

For then you will be like lost sheep, looking for shepherds, and find that you have been led astray all the time!  You heeded not the wake up calls that came to you – you heeded not the moments to PREPARE yourself, and to seek out those who can help you to UNDERSTAND and TO RECONNECT WITH YOUR HEART AND SOUL?

The TIME IS NOW – not TOMORROW, not the days after that!  The harvest is already there and in place, while you are still struggling to seed from the last seeds of the previous years, and cannot grow between untended soils and ground that is so hard, and dry, the seed cannot sprout!

If you do not tend the ROSE GARDENS of you own HEART AND SOUL, then how are you going to find the TOOLS that you need, to EVOLVE?  If you do not learn to HOW TO MANAGE AND ASSUME A LIGHTER CRYSTALLLINE FORM, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO BE ABLE TO TAP INTO THE HIGHER FREQUENCY LIFE AND LIFESTYLES TO COME?  For the lower your frequency and the lower your own physical bodies’ density, the less able you will become to survive……

It is NOT FEAR that will get you there…. nor is it a matter of FORCE… for the doors of the heart only OPENS TO LOVE AND UNCONDTIONAL LOVE AS IT IS!  It is a gently and beautiful awakening that comes from deep within and it whispers….

Sometimes the whispers become shouts of pain and there comes more and more of it, until you are ready to learn to let go, AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL.  THESE ARE THE WAKE UP CALLS OF YOUR SOUL!

Once you learn to open your heart, there comes a NEW WAY OF LIFE and it becomes a TREMENDOUS AND BEAUTIFUL UNFOLDING…. LIKE THE MOST EXQUISITE ROSE UNFOLDING PETAL BY PETAL UNTIL SHE STANDS IN HER TRUE MAGNIFICENT BEAUTY AND MAJESTY – EMPOWERED AND TRUE!

Listen to your heart and your soul….  Once you start doing that, you will be guided towards those who can assist you to open and grow…. 

Yet, as with all things in life, ALL EPIC JOURNEYS START WITH THE FIRST STEP!

Love – learning to make beautiful music together

The greatest music that has ever been written, has come from the heart and soul of composers like Mozart, Bach, Handel etc.   Mozart for instance openly admitted that he simply would wake up with a melody, or the theme of a concerto or symphony playing in his head and he would simply be compelled to write it down…

I was once listening to a friend of mine playing the most beautiful and haunting piece on the organ.   As I sat listening to her, I was so moved that tears were rolling down my cheeks.  I then asked her, what she was playing…..” That was not Bach or Mozart?”  She simply smiled and said, no, it was something that she had woken up with herself, and had simply quickly jotted it down and then proceeded to play it so beautifully that morning…

We are all in the process of creating MASTERPIECES in our lives… whether these come in the form of books, of music, of art, of some kind of genius we are sharing with the world… most of all it comes in our RELATIONSHIPS, and in the WAY WE VIEW THE WORLD, OUR REACTIONS TO THIS…. WHATEVER WE DO FROM OUR HEART AND SOULS IS WHAT WE CREATE!

I was asked yesterday, how does one CREATE LOVING relationships that reflect the HIGHER STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS?

As with all CREATIVE ART, it first of all starts FROM DEEP WITHIN US….  My whole life is a WORK OF ART, a MASTERPIECE… It has been so from the very moment I have been born and with each and every single breath I take, with each emotion I experience, with each thing I do… how I act, react and AM…. My Masterpiece takes on new forms, whispers and nuances of BEING!

The Masterpieces of our lives are simply CREATED BY WHAT WE EXPRESS, WHAT WE CREATE AND WHAT WE SEEK TO KNOW AND EXPERIENCE IN OUR LIVES….

The Quest for Higher States of Consciousness is never a journey for the faint-hearted and those who wish to cling to the STATUS QUO… For it is in a sense a JOURNEY OF INITIATION and it will strip all those unwanted, unnecessary and un-used parts of you off… It will ask you take off all the baggage that you have created, in the way of emotions like anger, hurt, hatred, fear, etc.  It will demand a NEW WAY of LIFE and strip off the OLD LIFE and LIFESTYLES WHICH NO LONGER SERVE YOU!

The Higher your AWARENESS of the DIVINE SOURCE becomes, the more you tune into the Vast REALMS of SPIRIT AND SOUL, where the mind is ruled by the HEART and not the MIND ruling the HEART…. You tend to FEEL MORE INTENSELY than before, but now your feelings become aligned to the fact THAT YOU ARE PART AND PARTICLE OF ALL- THAT- IS AND TO HARM ANYONE IS TO SIMPLY HARM YOURSELF….

For your soul is now learning to MAKE BEAUTIFUL MUSIC! 

I read an amazing account once where a man was make to listen to EXACTLY THE SAME PIECE OF MUSIC by Beethoven, (the 9^th Symphony, the ODE to JOY), yet played by two DIFFERENT orchestras.   To his amazement, he found he could listen to the one recording over and over again, and felt uplifted and simply transported into another world by the music… whilst in with other, there was a jarring feeling, and he immediately wanted to switch the recording off.

He asked his friend, what was happening here… The friend simply smiled, and said that the jarring piece was recorded by an orchestra which FEARED its conductor, as the man was a perfectionist, and never was satisfied with anything his musicians could produce…

Whilst the other recording, the one he wanted to listen to over and over again, was made by an orchestra where the conductor encouraged the musicians to FEEL the music from the HEART AND SOUL and then simply FLOW with whatever EXPRESSIONS CAME….

SO THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THESE TWO RECORDINGS SIMPLY CAME IN THE EXPRESSIONS FROM THE HEART – THE ONE FROM THE SPACE OF FEAR AND ANXIETY AND TO OTHER FROM THE SPACE OF TOTAL INSPIRATION AND THE HEART/SOUL EXPRESSION!

When we start living from our heart space we simply cannot go back to living our old lives because we have inherently CHANGED….

The more we open our hearts and simply let the Power of Love flow through us, our fears and our inhibitions seem to take flight for the Power of Love flows where it wills…

I know, for instance, when I am in a creative flow, I will simply find myself in a different world…. it is a time-frame only I can access and then I literally don’t mind if the world goes down…. the CREATIVE FORCE AND I ARE ONE!

It is the same with LOVE and LOVING…. when we truly love from the heart and soul, and add to this MIND and SPIRIT then that love become TOTAL….

The strange thing is THAT WE CULTIVATE THE OPENING OF OUR HEARTS, OUR SOULS, and BRING THEM IN ALIGNMENT WITH SPIRIT AND MIND…. then we tend to ATTRACT LIKE-MINDED SOULS…

This is because of our FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS GOING UP IN OCTAVES OF CONSCIOUSNESS…..

It is like a BEACON OF LIGHT AND LOVE IS EMITTING CERTAIN CODES FROM WITHIN US AND OUR SOUL VIBRATION AND WE WILL ATTRACT THOSE WHO ARE ON THE SELF-SAME PATH AND ON THE SAME SOUL VIBRATION AND FREQUENCY…

Think of it like this… I love listening classical music and soothing music that speaks to my soul, for instance.  Now someone who does not like this type of music but loves heavy metal will simply not be able to listen to what I am listening to, BECAUSE WE ARE ON DIFFERENT WAVELENGTHS!         They will automatically withdraw into their own space!

The more you become AUTHENTIC AND TRUE AND THE MORE YOU START DANCING TO YOUR OWN INNER SOUL MUSIC, THE MORE LIKELY YOU BECOME TO ATTRACT A PERSON WHO IS IN TUNE AND IN STEP WITH YOUR OWN SOUL MUSIC!  WHEN YOU THEN START DANCING IN TUNE AND STEP YOU START CREATING BEAUTIFUL NEW MUSIC AS ONE!

YOU START PLAYING EACH OTHER, LIKE A MASTER VIOLIONIST WILL CARESS HIS VIOLIN AND HIS FINGERS WILL CARESS THOSE STRINGS, AS HIS HEART AND SOUL WISHES ONLY TO CREATE SOMETHING SO EXQUISITE, SO BEAUTIFUL, SO UNIQUE THAT THIS BECOMES THE EXPRESSION OF THE PROFOUND INNER MUSIC OF WHAT IS VERY DEEP WITHIN THE FOUNTAINS OF HIS OWN BEING!

 A TRUE CHERISHING – A LOVING…. A DIVINE CREATION SPRINGS FORTH AND THEN TOUCHES, ENCHANTS, AND BECOME SOMETHING TRANSCENDENTAL AND MYSTICAL!

We cannot truly love another, without truly loving and cherishing ourselves first of all!  We cannot create beautiful music with another without having that BEAUTIFUL MUSIC DEEP WITHIN OURSELVES!

ALL CREATION OF LOVE AND EXPRESSION THEREOF COMES FROM VERY DEEP WITHIN OUR OWN HEARTS, SPIRITS, MINDS AND SOULS!  IT STEMS AND FLOWS FROM THE VERY CREATIVE FORCE WHICH IS THE DIVINE SOURCE AND THE MORE WE START TAPPING INTO THIS VERY SOURCE, THE MORE WE START VIBRATING AT THE SELF-SAME FREQUENCY, BUT THEN WITHIN THE FREQUENCY OF OUR UNIQUE SOUL EXPRESSION WITHIN THE SOUL GROUP VIBRATION WE BELONG TO!  THIS IS A COMBINATION OF COLOUR, SOUND AND LIGHT FREQUENCY.

WE WILL START BECOMING LIKE A MAGNET FOR THOSE SOUL COMPANIONS THAT ARE CONTRACTED TO SEEK US OUT WHEN OUR SOUL VIBRATIONS AND FREQUENCIES MATCH UP – FOR THEN WE CAN CREATE SOMETING BIGGER AND GREATER THAN THE SUM TOTAL OF OURSELVES!

This, then is the DIVINE OTHER!

THE GREAT MYSTERY, KEYS AND CODES OF LOVE AND LOVING LIE DEEP WITHIN OURSELVES, AND THEN LINK UP WITH THE ONE WHO HAS THE OTHER HALF OF THE SELF-SAME MYSTERY, KEYS AND CODES!

THIS IS TWIN FLAME LOVE!  THE HALVES OF THE SAME FIT IN AND ENHANCE EACH OTHER, YET EACH ONE IS A PERFECT WHOLE!  NOTE: NOT A HALF, BUT A WHOLE AND THEN THE TWO COMBINE OR UNITE TO FORM A GREATER WHOLE!  THIS GREATER WHOLE IS ALWAYS A CREATIVE FORCE WHICH CREATES SOMETHING TOTALLY NEW! 

THUS IT BECOMES A TRANCENDENTAL UNION IN GREATER SERVICE TO THE DIVINE SOURCE – HOLY UNION – SACRED AND CONSECRATED!

Until BOTH partners are ready for this, this union cannot occur on ALL levels, mind, body, spirit and soul…. This is both the CHALLENGE and the BLESSING OF TWIN FLAME LOVE!

As with the making of ALL music, when one instrument  is off-tune of not in-tune, there can be no created harmony……..

THEIR GREATER MISSION IN LIFE IS TO LEARN TO CREATE BEAUTIFUL AND ENCHANTING MUSIC AS ONE = A NEW MASTERPIECE!

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