The Eternal Search for Wholeness, Unity

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The Eternal and restless search for wholeness and unity in loving relationships, is in truth the greatest search for meaning and purpose in our lives.  It is the search for something greater than the sum total of ourselves, which brings us into wholeness again.

One of the greatest reasons why human loving relationships fail, and often turn into war zones, is that we want the Other to fill the deep void inside of ourselves up, so that we can finally be WHOLE.

We sometimes can glimpse that eternal wholeness in a moment of profound, loving, deep union with our Divine Other, in those moments of ecstasy, bliss, euphoria.  But that stage is short-lived, as everyday life encroaches upon us, and the little jackals, those little things, which irritate, which jar, then grow into monsters, which tend to sow division, fights, bickering.

Interestingly, it is that UNWHOLENESS in the partner, which most reflects our inner un-wholeness, brokenness, separation, for in truth the partner is reflecting all unloved, unacknowledged parts of ourselves, back to us.

So many people flit from one partner to another, one love to another, like adrenalin junkies.  As soon as the infatuation wears off (which was mistaken as the THE LOVE, THE ONE AND ONLY), and reality sets in, the flaws of the partner become too much.  Whereas once one loved those flaws and found them interesting, or even cute, or lovable, now become a source of immense irritation. The seeming flaws remind us of our own brokenness, our own un-wholeness, of the void, deep inside of us, which is so longing for unity, oneness, and then being whole again.

Interestingly the more we seek wholeness, and unity OUTSIDE of ourselves, the more we will find our own void, our own brokenness reflected everywhere.

I was reminded of this, when I was going through a stage where I was critical of my Divine Other, and only saw what I wanted to see.  More than this, I had my own ideas, fantasies and whatever about the how, when, where.

It took me one day, of intensely missing him, of feeling that if I did not go deep inside myself, and felt into my WHOLENESS and LOVED MYSELF INTO THAT WHOLENESS again, I would not be able to love him into his wholeness.  I decided there and then, that I would seek wholeness within and without myself, wholeness within him and wholeness in our relationship.  I also decided that I would live in the here and now, and allow the past to dissolved.  All of it.  All the past lives, and parallel lives and whatever else.

I asked God and Goddess to show me his soul, in its highest truth, and innocence, that soul which was created as my own soul, as in the beginning, when we were first born as souls.

When I finally saw this, something deep within me shifted.  I started sobbing.  Not tears of woe, or sadness, but rather tears of awe and wonder.  I could not find words.  I could not find expression for what I was witnessing at SOUL level.  I just saw the PERFECTION of God/Goddess’s creation, and realized, nothing was ever missing, nor wrong.  For God/Goddess does not create imperfections.  All was ONE unity, one symphony of perfection embodied in soul and creation.

My heart and soul opened up, and my body, mind, spirit, soul.  My emotional body just released something immense.

I was then shown was true love was all about.  How the Divine Love, and Divine Sexuality, could flow through the souls, with joy, delight, exultation, creation, and ultimate wonder of unity, in the highest and most profound sense, when there was NO-thing to distort, nothing to separate, nothing to break the illusion of ONENESS.  It was a light-heart-ted-ness, a profound awesome gift of Love, which had no boundaries, no bounds, was infinite and was always present.

What that taught me, was that the negative ego distorts.  The illusions we have of what partnerships should be like – and most of this is false programming which has come over many generations.  Generations who often enforced marriages for dowry reasons, for political and land issues, even for tribal peace.  Generations, where the un-wholeness of union, was carried over generation by generation, and therefore then more un-wholeness, rather than wholeness and unity.

To me this time is all about finding unity.  Unity WITHIN oneself, the marriage between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine WITHIN.  Yes, we all have the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within ourselves.  Sometimes even they are at war with themselves, like we often want to cut out the shadow, and only see and acknowledge the light within us.  The more we ignore the shadow, the more it will manifest into form, and mostly in the most intimate of relationship, where that shadow often bursts out in words one slings to each other, or uses like weapons of war.  Words can leave scards which are the hardest to heal, mainly because they act like daggers in our emotional bodies, and need to be removed.

When the inner soul self finally seeks the union within itself, it will find the union outside of itself, for Divine Law AS WITHIN, SO WITHOUT, is valid cosmically.  More, than this, to finally allow the deepest expressions of love, to manifest in whatever form this may take, is a huge step towards empowerment at relationship level.  If one is totally dedicated to express love, in its purest forms, then love will express itself, in exuberant ways, without wanting pay-off, or anything else in return, but love, itself.

It is when one finally steps past the negative ego, and into the higher soul self, that the expectations are gone, the demands, the give-me symdrome, and then one finally allows love to sprout forth unencumbered.

Love has no conditions.

Love has no boundaries.

Love has no demands.

Love does not perform nor does it seek to measure performance.

Love does not compete, for in truth, there is no competition.

Love loves the seeming flaws, and sees only the perfection of soul lessons in love to be mastered.

Love has no: “If you do that, I will…..”

Love has no “I want this and that, and I want you to…..”

Love has no “You did this and that and I can give the second, the minute, the date when this and that happened…..”:

Love has no slings for slinging and slanging matches…..

Love does not keep score.

Love does not exchange for money, status, physical control, and whatever else.

Love is not bound by legal contracts, nor by divorce laws, no by what is owed nor owned.

Love loves.

Love Blesses the Divine Other.

Love is grateful.  Love is grateful for small and little things, for the small and big gestures, tokens, expressions of love, and love in all its myriad of forms and disguises.  Love is grateful for the blessings of love, and blesses love, and through the blessings, love multiplies.

When we finally step into full maturity as souls, as will work at finding unity within ourselves, before we seek union anywhere else.  It is a process.  It means having the guts to face the woundedness, the un-wholeness within, and therefore to seek that profound unity with the Divine, before this can manifest in true union with one’s Beloved.

Love asks the Beloved for an anointment of Blessings and Love, and then to understand, that each union, each coming together, has its own blessings, and its own love-in-expression-feeling-and-Being.

Sometimes one moves heaven and earth, and it is earth-shaking.

Sometimes it is pure tenderness and that deep soul connection that goes beyond words.

Sometimes it is pure comfort of feeling each other, being there for each other, in so many ways.

Sometimes it is delightful, playful, joyful and sometimes steeped in tears.

Sometimes one can span dimensions, and one can literally melt into the Infinite wonder of All-that-is.

Sometimes it is fiery and charged.

Sometimes it is a gently lapping brook, tranquil, peaceful and steeped and flowing with love.

Embrace Love, in all its forms and expressions.

Allow.

Just allow.

Love.

And one day, you will find that love has gently been set alight in your heart, soul, and Being, and has found a nesting place there, and indeed, that nesting place, has always been there with the Divine Other, for it is a deep homecoming, and UNION, and deep feeling of safety, of ONENESS, which has never left.

It has always been there, eternally, and will always be there eternally.

And then the Divine Other, in a moment of great love and tenderness says:  “Only with you.  Only with you.”

And you smile.

Yes, only with you, my Beloved.  For you are home to me, and I am home to you, and we both a Athome with the Divine, where we eternally belong.

The Void of Humanity

There is a general lost-ness in the human race which in truth was of their own making, when they collectively went against Divine Cosmic Laws, and in essence against their own core creation.

The lost-ness is most found in the way most yearn to be complete again, to become whole, and more than this to find true love which is lasting and not just a fleeting dream.

Deep down the Collective Consciousness reaches out to remind us of what we once had, and what we are now so desperately trying to regain.  In truth we never really lost it, nor lost ourselves, we just lost the key connections and the know-how to plug ourselves into the cosmic wholeness once again, and reclaim our wholeness WITHIN.

I work with the Super Consciousness Energy fields, and what I have come to realize is the everything which is conscious and aware, has been programmed into these vast energy fields.  Every single energy field is connected to one of the 12 Great Central Suns, and therefore then in a sense then plugged directly into its Energy STORAGE systems, which are like a huge pulsating, spiralling hub.

They are the CENTRAL Brain or Mind or Telos if you like of the Cosmos and then directly plugged into the ULTIMATE SUN which is the Divine Source itself.  However each Super Conscious Energy Field, is BOTH SOUL AND MIND – therefore the HEART/MIND connection is in balance and harmony and thus it pulsates at the frequencies of LIGHT, LOVE, SOUND AND BREATH – All of these components form the CHI or QI, the Life Energy Force which is there in every single living organism and living particle, atomic particles and sub-atomic particles and every single living cell and DNA structure Cosmically.

Every galaxy is one conscious Energy field and every single solar System and the planets attached to such system is one living Energy Field, and therefore CONSCIOUS and AWARE.

When souls incarnate onto this planet they normally are born conscious, but then through the process of growing up, are shut down by old fashioned methods of teaching, of societal structures and in the general programming which has ruled humanity since the first Fall.

I am gaining more and more respect for the human cell and its memory bank, for indeed, our whole ancestral history, plus dis-eases and trauma are more or less programmed in there and therefore humanity has to learn to deprogram this, in order to truly rise into the highest conscious awareness.  For while the physical body is being constantly upgraded now, we still do not know how to wipe the cell memory banks clean – like one would wipe out the memory banks of a hard drive of a computer and then reprogram it completely, or invent higher and better/faster computers and brains.

When humanity remembers how to do this (for it can be done and is done cosmically), then we will finally have the physical body in highest alignment with the Soul and the Divine Source like we had in the very beginning. The secret key to longevity, lies within our own souls and the cells structure of the physical from we adopt for but a single eye-wink in eternity.

What hinders humanity is mainly old and warped thinking and belief systems, outdated technology and science which is still soul-less, and therefore does not acknowledge the science of the soul as a vital component to a vibrant, radiant and fully empowered life and therefore the sacred key to Love, life and all BEING.

More than this, it is the old fear programming which is haunting us, via the ancestral programming, and the devastation of self-destruction which has been our own creation time and again.  It is almost like we are bent to self-sabotage at some stage, when we step up in knowledge and technology – and then tend to blow ourselves up.

Nowhere is this more reflected than in the area of relationships, whether these are intimate or social or whatever else.  We cannot even live in peace and harmony in our own home, never-mind the rest of the world.  Add to this that most people are not even at home with their own inner soul selves, and therefore at war within themselves!

Humanity is driven by the search for meaning, union and wholeness and the ultimate state of pure love, harmony, and balance.

  • Deep down within all of us is the yearning, the quest, the search for higher meaning and purpose. If our lives and way of living and loving has no meaning, we flounder in the quagmire of no-thingness and void.
  • Add to this the search for wholeness and completion.
  • The void exists within all of us, as does the distinct remembering as programmed into our souls and physical bodily cells, that once there was wholeness and that ultimate state of harmony and balance when the planet was first created. Our whole life is spent trying to bridge the void and find wholeness and completion once more.  This is in truth what CONSCIOUSNESS is and means.
  • Victor Frankl in his book “The Search for meaning” goes deeply into the very void. While in a concentration camp he asked the question why some seem to survive, while others did not and then comes to a very important conclusion that those who survived had a purpose, and calling GREATER than the sum total of themselves to fulfil and thus survived.
  • Herein lies a secret key to all of life:
  • Without purpose and a calling greater than the sum total of self all life is a void and devoid of meaning, and thus empty.
  • Most seek this wholeness, the filling of the void, in relationships, yet most never ever find that wholeness, only more desperation, loneliness and void, even in the most committed of relationships. In fact, just being in a relationship will not fill the void, will not fill the longing, so the void within will haunt us:  WHY?

  creativityfrommotherearthandfatertime333outer-space-planets-fantasy-art-artwork-wallpaper-3Because the void was created by man and woman and not by the Divine. 

 To be continued.

(Judith Kusel)

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The Divine Masculine with the Return of the Divine Feminine

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As the Divine Feminine has truly returned and is being anchored in, the Divine Masculine is feeling this change to the very core of his being.  He must now adjust to a new way of life, living, and expression thereof and therefore often is deeply confused of his own role within the change.

Sometimes he feels threatened to the core, for the structures and forms he had set into motion during the time of Avalon, and truly implemented during the time of Atlantis, is suddenly not working anymore.  In that as much as he tries to regain control, he is losing control faster than he knows what to do with it.

His confusion is mostly within the mind – and then with the heart/mind opening the immense portals of consciousness everywhere, he is in a constant battle between his mind and his heart.

More than this he is confused within the whole structure of love, loving and commitment, and it is almost like he does not quite know what to make of the Divine Feminine, and yet is deeply fascinated by the very depth, the mystery of her.

He has always been fascinated by the very depth of her, the feeling part of her, and her all-knowing which he has to force sometimes, while she just KNOWS.  He cannot fool her, for all her honing systems are already sensing, what he is trying to hide from her.

And hide from her he does.  He loves going into that cave, that ivory tower he has created for himself, when the world gets too much, and he kind of shrinks away from her.  He invented the corporate world for himself, so that he could build the massive ivory towers, the towering penises/phallus (Skyscrapers) everywhere, as this is his power symbol, penetrative, hard  – it is almost like he is ashamed of being bendable, pliable.  No, he thinks he must be that hard, edged, and in control.

When he is in control of himself, his feelings, and his own created world of power, he feels safe.  Yet, there comes the Divine Feminine, and somehow, his ivory towers don’t work anymore, and deep down he so yearns to have that deep depth of knowing, that deep feeling within his own structures, for it gets mighty lonely in that cave, in that bastion, with all its defenses, and structures of what he feels makes him the man he is.

Only thing is, when he sits there cushioned, safe and secure in that ivory tower, the hard penis he has constructed for himself, he suddenly is left alone with himself.  He might control the whole world, all in it, but deep down he feels an immense VOID.  Something is drastically wrong, and missing.

Go back to the creation story, and there Adam has it all. He is in paradise, and has everything God created for him, but he is MISSING SOMETHING!  He has a VOID.

So, he, in this state of deep void, disgruntled, goes to the Divine and asks him to remedy that, to create something or someone who would FILL HIM UP, or the VOID INSIDE of Himself.

So, God created the FEMALE, the Divine Feminine and therefore the first LILITH and then Eve.

Now, Lilith was a free spirit if ever there has been there.  She was vibrantly alive, sensuous, feeling, and had a will of her own.  She loved to explore, to create, to dance wild and free, and she did not like him to be on top of her when they had union, she also wanted to be on top of him sometimes, and play with him in ways where he felt he was losing CONTROL.   He feared losing control more than anything else. Interestingly Lilith was the True Expression of the Divine Feminine, in her exuberant vibrant and totally empowered form – but Adam could not handle her.

His hands and his mind were too small.

So, he again complained bitterly to God, and so he divorced Lilith and then came Eve.  Eve, he could control and Eve was pliable, soft and yielding, compassionate and therefore more to his bidding. But deep down Adam was not happy:  – for he missed Lilith in his own way, and to be quite honest, he kind of found Eve too boring, for she was too pliable, too loving.

This story, like all the stories of creation, has an eternal truth hidden within it.  It seemed that Adam, could not find himself compatible, with any form of the Divine Feminine God created for him.  Somehow, no matter in what form she appeared, something deep inside of him wanted more.  It was exactly this DISCONTENTMENT, WHICH CREATED THE FALL OF MANKIND.

So no matter what God created for Adam, it never seemed good enough.  Adam wanted more.

Let us pause for a minute here, and then look at the traits of the Divine Masculine (and I will list them here)

As YANG:  Heaven, Sun, Fire, Movement, Consciousness (Shiva), Form, warm, active, outward and surface, Expanding, Light and day, Ascending, Fast

As Masculine:  Emptiness, Mental, Mind, No-thing, Purpose, Penetrative, Protective, Order and focus, Direct, Control, Initiates, Integrity, Competitive, Rational, Witness, Simple, Directing, Solitude, Conquering natures, thrives on challenge, Goal orientated, Penis, Hard and angular.

The Divine Masculine when fully empowered, creates STRUCTURES, FORMS, MATHS, SCIENCE, ORDER out chaos, Builds and destroys, likes to neatly label and calculate, formulate everything in his mind and put them in neat little boxes. He wants to protect his own castle and therefore puts all the bastions in place, he wants to build empires, construct, and therefore wants to rule supreme, and control everything.

But look closely now, that when the DIVINE MASCULINE HAS AN OPEN HEART AND THIS WORKS WITH HIS OPEN MIND he will not create anything which is not in highest alignment with the DIVINE WILL AND PURPOSE, and the DIVINE COSMIC LAWS.  He will construct, and build, and therefore structure and form all under the heavens, in a manner which ENHANCES life, and therefore which brings  balance and harmony into being, if he is deeply in touch with his own SOUL and therefore heart.

When the FEMALE, the FEMININE is denied entrance, or not acknowledged deep within himself, he will invariably self-destruct,  be destructive, for he cannot function just from the mind, devoid of the heart.  The VOID WITHIN HIMSELF, the void ADAM felt, was the void of the FEMININE WITHIN, the HEART/SOUL connection.

Interestingly he NEEDS that heart/soul connection, to step into the highest and most empowered version of himself!

When he becomes SOUL EMPOWERED, he can, in merging with his feminine counterpart, allow his own upper transmitters channels to open, and then he can truly step up into the highest version of the Masculine Divine, and into the highest version of co-creatorship.

When his upper transmitter channels, and heart-center are blocked, he will experience immense discomfort in his own sexual area.  It will be like he wants so desperately to tap into the Feminine Power, that immense depth, that mystery, which he so feels as VOID, and then he seeks to abuse his own penis to penetrate as many females as he can, (or abuse them), to feed his own sexual energy centres and ego. There is a deep discomfort, anger, and in some hatred, but interesting this reflects back at the core within himself, he has not owned, nor made peace with.  He becomes addicted to adrenalin rushes, in whatever form this may be, for his very competitiveness, makes dating and womanizing a competitive sport or he adds them as trophies, or as symbols of his own powers.  Yet, in the process, no matter how many females he puts his penis into, he cannot get rid of the VOID WITHIN, and then also deep feeling of self-loathing, self-hate, and self-punishment come to the fore, which often will manifest as prostate cancer.

It is like his penis is controlling him, instead of him controlling his penis.  In that then often putting his penis as a type of GOD, but then dissociating from the same in his mind.  He therefore almost goes out of his body, and looks himself performing an act, and therefore measuring his power through this member, which makes him masculine, but then somehow shuts down his own HEART/SOUL FEELING capacity.  That is why the masculine can do the sexual act, without feeling, for his mind shuts down his feeling centers.

To him it is all about PERFORMANCE.  In that he performs, the female he is with, feels violated, for deep down, she feels that he is not honoring the sacredness of her inner temples, but more than this, he has no respect for the sacredness of his very own!

When the masculine starts opening his heart and soul, a beautiful shift starts to happen, as he is reintroduced to the beautiful sensitivity of his penetrative organ.  When he is present within himself, and is there deeply connected to this heart and soul, he cannot violate her – for he respects himself and her, too much. Indeed his prime bodily member, becomes AN INSTRUMENT OF LOVE – therefore of giving delight, or creating new life, and therefore a wonderful fully loved-tuned instrument to co-created wonders with her!  There then is a deep desire within him, to make her FEEL his great love for her, and how much he wishes to connect to the beautiful depths, the beautiful mystery of all which makes her FEMALE, for she ENHANCES him in so many ways.  It becomes his way of showing her how much he loves her, and how much he wishes to gift her with ALL of what is there deep inside his heart and soul. So often what he cannot express in words, nor put voice to, will speak through the way he makes love to her or does things for her.

She is a mystery to him – yet it is the very mystery of her, which opens up the mystic within himself at the deepest soul level. It is the eternal dance between the Yin and Yang, which created the whole cosmos and all within it, indeed she holds the sacred Grail within the very depths of ALL her Being, if she is true to her own soul, and lives, loves with truth and integrity.

The Divine FEMININE GIFTS him with Fullness, Sensuality, Body, Everything, Being, Receptive, Nurturing, Chaos and Spontaneity, Subtle, Surrender, Sustains, Radiance, Co-operative, Emotional, Expressive, Colorful, Inviting, Social, communicating with nature, thrives on praise, Process orientated, Vagina, Soft and curvy, and the deepest Mystery, the keys and codes of CREATION lie WITHIN her.

It is not that these are not found in the Divine Masculine, for we ALL have the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine WITHIN ourselves in some measure, but rather that we finally realize that we NEED BOTH!

Life is not one-sided.

The Scales of Balance have both the Masculine and Feminine – the BALANCE LIES IN THE MIDDLE.  Therefore, when the Male and Female are equally empowered, they enhance each other and therefore bring out the BEST in each other.  Most often when there is imbalance, the worst!

The path to full empowerment lies via the SOUL and the HEART.  When the mind is divorced from the heart and soul, the masculine can get totally out of control and therefore his destructive side emerges, more than the structuring side.

When the masculine finds the depth of his heart and soul, and marries this to his mind, he moves into the Full empowerment of the Masculine Divine.  He will start to first go into his GUT feeling, and then use his mind – so that his upper transmitter channels open.

He will also then get in conversation with his own penis.  That means he will start forgiving himself for the times he just used that sacred temple for his, for self-gratification, and therefore then to conquer and to take.  He will start loving himself so much, that he starts to see this beautiful masculine part of him as the sacred GIFT that the Divine Masculine was given to penetrate, to fit beautifully into the Divine Feminine, and therefore to soulfully enter the most SACRED temple of her whole soul heart and being.  When he is touch with his own sacredness, and therefore with the full intent, to gift her with ALL THAT HE IS, as a man, his heart, soul, mind and BEING, then he is gifting her with more than all the power and money in the world, will ever bring her.

She then will FEEL this, and will open herself in a new and more amazing ways to him, and she will RETURN this gifting with interest and with so much love, that in that very moment two become AS ONE, and therefore the sacred FIRES ignites, where BOTH NOW ARE GIFTED WITH THE MYSTERY OF THE DIVINE GODHEAD ITSELF!

That goes beyond words.  It goes into the deepest mystery of creation itself.  Such experience truly is heaven.  For it become transcendental.

The beautiful blossoming of the Divine Masculine with the Divine Feminine, brings balance and harmony and truly is the return to the fullest Son and Daughter ship of the Divine.  It is the supreme gift of God/Goddess for it reflects their own union within the Godhead.

The empowered Divine Masculine is just as much needed now, as the fully empowered Divine Feminine.

When both are equally empowered, then the full co-creatorship will be returned to humankind and therefore the full powers of the 5th to 7th dimensional state.

A profound healing needs to take place WITHIN both the male and female, in order for this to happen from deep within.

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She loves into the Unknown

 

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She is thrown ever deeper into the unchartered,

The Unknown,

The Deepest deep of Love and Loving.

So many times she tried to run away from feeling so deeply

From having the core of her heart and soul ripped open

And then some more

And then, she sought the high places

The sanctity of silence

Of inner contemplation

As she nursed her wounds…..

She then had no option but to find her wings and fly higher

Higher than ever before

For the call to Highest Service was greater than the sum total of herself….

If she could not understand the depths of her love

Then she would move out and be the love-in-action and Being

For all whom she encountered,

Whether physically, or in other energy spaces of realms…

For first and foremost she was here to serve

Her highest soul purpose and calling

And if her Beloved could not do that with her

Then she had to fly all on her own.

Yet, there were hidden secrets and hidden knowledge waiting for her

In those moments when she allowed herself to just serve

And to seek out the Face of the Divine

In all and everything she encountered

But more than this, in the very depths of her own soul.

So often she stood there before the counsel of 12 and 24

Of the Divine

And she begged them for assistance and clarity

And then they would show her the cosmic picture,

The total perfection of the Divine’s Masterplan

And she would be refreshed and renewed

And then would get on with the business of life

And asking that her heart would not close

But that she would be brought to ever higher levels of love…..

Then, when she least expected

Love found her again….

And she knew the depths of forgiveness,

True forgiveness

And she was reminded of how her soul brother

Said that forgiveness has to be 7 x 7 x 7 and

Then into the even the highest degrees…

Perhaps Love teaches that the heart stays open

Even if forgiveness has to go to the core of the soul

And then dissolve  and put  all back together again…

She stood in places in the last few months,

Where she had to dissolve collective memory banks

After memory banks

Of lifetimes one at a time…

She saw herself in all those Personas

All those roles

And with him…..

And then to move into releasing,

Back into the heart, soul and feeling

And to let go….

Often the tears would flow

For the depths of those moments

Where too much sometimes….

The woundedness….

But then she would find the connection to the Divine

Flowing into her

Filling her

And she could rise all above this

And just find that Love

Which in truth was Her.

She knew that her soul could not stop loving

Nor could her soul ever not be

She knew that to experience life in all its forms

She had to be ALL of it,

The depths of the Despair

And the heights of ecstasy

And the moments of hate and anger

And then find that in essence

They bring one back to balance point

To the moment when crystal clear clarity

Arises that there is just LOVE.

The deeper she delves into the depths of Love

And being Loved

The more she does not understand

But she feels

And she feels that infinity rests

In the deep INNER knowing

That Love has no bottom

And had no lid

It possibilities are infinite

And as the mind is finite

Into cannot stretch into infinity

And it will find a thousand reasons

Not to love,

Not to be stretched

And it conjures up fears

And insecurities

And separation

Yet the heart, the soul

Is there in infinite space

It is already ever present

In the here and now of Eternity,

For it needs not the physical body

To express itself

And therefore love

Loves into infinity

And beyond even that

And beyond all human beings

Have a concept of….

It has no end and no beginning

And it existed of yore beyond yore…

And will exist beyond the beyond, the beyond…

So, here she stands

Delving deeply into the unknown and unchartered….

Can she stop loving?

No, for she is LOVE.

And perhaps,

Through all this endless delving,

The endless exploring

The endless feeling

To the depths of her soul,

She can teach and show others the way,

Even if she cannot see sometimes for seeing,

And only can feel her way through it all…

And she smiles through the tears….

She has found bliss beyond bliss….

She has found ecstasy, euphotia…

Moments when all dissolved into the Divine Fires

And beyond even that….

For the Fires are Sacred

When soul meets soul

With love, in love,

And then, she has experienced

The depth of the pain

Of seeming losing,

Of being ripped apart,

Where pain goes beyond pain

And there is just gaping hole of pain after pain…..

That is love

Ever expanding into even greater levels of love

Ever finding itself

Through it all

And infinite knowing

That Love is the glue

Which eternally binds the whole of Creation together…

Without love

It all falls apart at the seams….

Such is the Power of Love…

To love into the Unknown and Unchartered

It to truly love indeed…

She is Love.

Love.

Love into infinity and beyond even that.

And she thanks her Beloved

For ever bringing her to be stretched

In love

And beyond love

For in the end all is serving her soul

As she is serving his soul

Soul within Soul

The GIFT

Love’s Gift quietly descends

Unfolds in the GIFT…..

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(Judith Kusel)

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She has finally come home to herself…

 

She remembers her true cosmic home

And how often she felt herself intensely alone

Confused, and at sea here on this planet called earth….

She  wondered at human beings

So very different from the ones in her own galaxy

Her own star systems.

She cringed when she heard people fighting and bickering.

She could read their minds

And saw how their actions and what they thoughts did not correlate

For they lived lies

And lied to themselves and others,

Which saddened her and sometimes, frightened her.

Her huge open heart and her natural love, made her want to love

All and everything,

But she soon found that not all human beings liked to be loved

And some growled at you when you came too close….

So she sought solace with her dogs, animals, angels,

And in nature, for there she felt herself loved unconditionally.

She never could understand competition

And so often when she was in school

She knew that what the teacher was teaching was not the truth

And so she slept through school

And just withdrew more and more into herself,

And often in her sheer confusion,

Found herself in experiences where she did not know how to react to

As human beings seemed to play games with each other

and she did not know the games nor the rules

and this often brought deep painful feelings

of shame and guilt

for she just did not fit in…..

It took her so many years

To finally realize

That instead of what was wrong with her

(which she often asked)

Was actually RIGHT with her.

She slowly but surely let go of the guilt and the shame

And she forgave herself

And forgave others

For in truth they did not know what they were doing

For they had sunk into the seas of forgetfulness….

She realized that she had to live her highest truth

No matter what other people said, did or expected of her.

She could not live a lie!

She now chose to be authentic, truthful and real

And stand in that truth no matter what

And it was all right.

Indeed it was the only way she chose to live!

She finally broke free of all the restraints

And she vowed to be true to herself

To live her life deeply empowered from the depths of her soul

And the cosmos Being she in truth was.

It did not matter anymore if others applauded – or not.

It did not matter if she had to walk her path alone if need be.

It did not matter if others did not understand.

What mattered the most was that she stayed true to herself

And loved herself so much

That she honoured the depths of her feelings,

The depth of her inner knowing and  which made

Her the true Daughter of God and Goddess

Cosmically!

She stopped trying to please everyone

And realized that no matter how hard she tried

She could not fit into the moulds set by others.

She had to be simply herself

And that was more than enough.

She found that when she finally loved herself

That her whole life changed for the better

And she started to feel at home deep within

And at home on the planet

For she could span dimensions and forms

And be the truth of her cosmic self

Expressing through life on earth.

She understood that she was truly loved

And that love came in many forms and existences

And that her cosmic man was with her day and night

Even if earthly man’s hands and arms were often

Too small to be able to hold and love all of her….

Yet she is open to love

In whatever form this comes

And she is open to the man

Who will finally have hands, arms, and mind, heart and soul

Big enough to embrace ALL of her:-

He indeed, will find himself loved and blessed

Beyond anything he has ever experienced before

For when she loves

She loves with all heart, body, mind and Being

With ALL that she is!

She has finally come home to herself

And the Love she is in depth of her own soul

Her own being.

She is in truth a celebration of life!

(Judith Kusel)

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Very important first ever seminars: if you miss this you miss immense happenings.

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The Sacred Awakening of the Hidden Keys and
Codes of Illumination: Languedoc, France
24 August — 2 September 2016

These keys and codes have lain dormant and carefully hidden for millions of years. Languedoc is the womb of the Goddess and has held her secrets for an eternity. It is time to remember. It is time to heal with the collective of mankind. It is time for the 7th Central Sun to rise again over Languedoc — and with it the lasting legacy of Avalon — and what has been before.

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Please note that Judith Küsel does not belong to any order, nor group — all of her information for these seminars comes from cosmic sources and not from earthly ones.

Image 1This program consists of 7 seminars given over 10 days in two Units. Unit One contains three seminars and Unit Two contains four seminars. They work together as a whole, activating immensely important keys and codes within and without which are being returned to planet Earth at this time. As each seminar will activate its own particular set of keys and codes, you may choose to attend only Unit One, Unit Two, or both. It is your own free will and choice.

If you choose to attend the entire program, both Unit One and Unit Two, you will receive a special discounted price.

Each seminar is limited to only 25 people, so it is wise to book well in advance as the interest in this program is global.

In the days in between the two seminars, there may be tours and healing work held at those places which need to be reactivated. Please note beforehand that some of these sites are NOT well known, and therefore not overcrowded. The tours, if Judith is guided to do so, will be announced during the seminars. Priority for the tours will be given to those who have registered to attend both seminar Units One and Two.

If you are attending the entire program — both Unit One and Unit Two — it would be wise to book accommodation in the area for at least the entire 10 days. The area itself is centrally located, making it easy for seminar participants to explore interesting sites on their own as well.

The seminars that are grouped together are meant to be attended as a whole.

Unit One

Seminar 1

This First Seminar in Unit One — Twin Flame Reunion — will cover the following topics:

  • The Hidden Path to true and lasting love.
  • In the beginning: the creation of your soul.
  • Soul Groups.
  • Twin Flames
  • Soul Mates
  • The twins arrive on planet Earth and their involvement in the first civilizations.
  • The legacy of Avalon: Matriarchy and female dominance.
  • The legacy of Lemuria and Mu: Androgyny.
  • The legacy of Atlantis: Patriarchy and male dominance.
  • Imbalance occurs and the Goddess withdraws her energy.
  • The Challenge of the Twin Flames.
  • The Ecstasy of the Twins.
  • Outward, into the same direction.

Seminar 2

The Second Seminar in Unit One — Sacred Union — will cover the following topics:

  • The Mystery Schools of the Ancients: what was before Atlantis.
  • Atlantis goes insane and the teachings and knowledge go underground.
  • The Mystery Schools of Egypt and Languedoc.
  • The Hidden Mysteries – the hidden path and highest calling.
  • The Sacred Rites and the Hidden Initiations and higher teachings, with special reference to the Sacred Temple of the White Flame, etc.
  • The High Initiations and the Fires of Illumination: Ra-A-Ra-Hu, A-Y-S-I-S-Ra-Hu-A.
  • The Serpent (Spiraling) Energy, the inner initiations, and the Crystal Pyramids.
  • Isis, Osiris, Ra in Egyptian remembering.
  • The Essenes.
  • Mary Magdalene and Jesus Christ – in context of what was ALREADY THERE long before they came and why they came to Languedoc.
  • The highest pathways of initiations and highest service work – the New Age arises!
  • True Love

Seminar 3

The Third Seminar in Unit One — Feminine Core & Womb — is described below:

This seminar, with meditations, is a deep and profound journey into reconnecting with the Goddess and into the very mysteries of All-That-Is. This day is for both men and women.

It is a journey into the Ancient Knowing, the very depths of the heart and soul and the immense hidden knowledge which was sealed and hidden.

As we reconnect at an immensely deep and profound level with the Feminine Divine and open our hearts, our souls, our Being, we are then led into the hidden teachings of the Sisterhood and the return of their sacred service to humankind.

We open up the thousand petal rose of our hearts and souls.

We work intensely with the higher healing of our sacred womb – our own powerhouse, as we work on cleansing, clearing, thereof and profoundly connecting with our own inner Divine Feminine Core and the Goddess herself – within and without.

We release all past life vows, oaths, pacts, etc., and all which no longer serves our highest soul growth and good.

We celebrate the initiations and passages of life – our whole life, all that we are.

We activate that Goddess energy within and without and the Sacred Keys and Codes of the Sisterhood of Rose, the Serpent and the sacred Chalice.

This is done in preparation of the final rites and passage at the end of this 7 day journey of the Holy Fires of Illumination.

The Womb of the Goddess and the Sacred Seat and Seals, Keys and Codes of Creation, Languedoc: the 7th Central Sun Returns

In Seminar Session Two, which consists of Seminars 4—7, I will delve deeply into the long forgotten history of mankind, into the very core moments when the Earth was co-created, the deeply hidden and unrecorded history of this region and planet earth (which never was recorded in writing, as we know it, because it was not necessary to use such primitive forms of communication at that time).

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Seminar 4

The first Seminar in Unit Two — Seminar 4 — Languedoc Womb of the Goddess:

The Creation of Mother Earth and the 12 Master Galaxies.

The 7th Central Sun of Illumination.

The 12 Crystal Pyramid Temples, the Crystalline Energy Grid, and the Lightning Rod of the Earth – the very firmaments of the Heavens recreated plus the Tree of Life.

The 12 High Priests and the 12 High Priestesses.

The 12 Rainbow Tribes.

The 12 Crystal Skulls and keys.

The Sun Discs.

The Spiraling energy of the Goddess, the Mysteries of Creation, the Tree of Life.

Elysium – the crown jewel of creation.

The Wars of Heaven.

The Lion Kingdom – and France/Spain.

The Brothers at war – the whole rearranged.

The rising of Avalon, the Celtic Kingdoms, the Red-haired Giants and the Spiraling Energy.

The Guardians and Keepers of the secret keys and codes.

Languedoc – Southern France and Northern Spain and what has sunk offshore etc.

The Matriarch roots herself in Languedoc – the Goddess, the womb.

The Hidden Central 7th Sun – Ra-A-Ra-Hu an, A-Y-S-I-S-Ra-Hu-A, the sun discs, the Crystal pyramids.

The Ancient Ones, Agartha, inner Earth.

Avalon, the Druidic High Order of High Priestesses – the High Order of the Rose, the Serpent and the Grail.

The High Order of the Bards/Troubadours/Minnesängers and the Sacred Sounds and Circles

The High Order of the Alchemists and the High Order of Merlin and Esclaremonde.

The Chief High Druidic Titles: Merlin and Esclaremonde.

The Sacred Groves and Stone Circles, Pyramids.

The Lyre, the Laurel Wreath and the Grail.

The Hidden Teachings of the Grail Mystery School of the Pyrenees.

The Fall of Avalon, the rising of Atlantis – the patriarchy starts its stranglehold – the Goddess goes underground.

Seminar 5
Please note that Judith Küsel does not belong to any of the organizations or societies mentioned here and she has no earthly connection with them. This seminar is solely the work of Judith Küsel and, therefore, even the Sisterhood of the Rose she works with is not of the earthly planes.

The second Unit — Seminar 5:

The links between Avalon, Languedoc, Ancient Egypt, Greece, Haran, etc.

Apollo, Artemis, and the Oracle of Delphi and Monsegur.

The Treasures of Delphi.

Pythagoras arises.

The Ancient Mystery Schools of Languedoc, far more Ancient than those of Egypt, etc.

The Roman Empire and the rising of Christianity.

Mary Magdalene and Jesus come to Languedoc.

The Cathars and their hidden roots.

The Troubadours ignite the fires.

Knights Templars: Their origin, their legacy, their connection to the Cathars, the Mystery Schools, Jerusalem, Essenes and Hermetica.

The Inquisition and the Crusade

The Truth about the 7th Temple of the Central Sun and the infinite womb of the Goddess herself – Monsegur – the Temple of Illumination.

The Caves of in the Sarbathes mountains and their connection to the Ancient Ones.

The True Secret Treasure of the Cathars

The Truth reveals itself.

The 12 and 24 return.

The Laurel Wreath rises again.

Seminar 6

 

The Sacred Sisterhood of The Rose, the Serpent and the Grail have requested a deep and profound higher healing of the whole of Languedoc, and so this day will be dedicated to the higher healing of SOUL of Languedoc, of the WOMB of the Collective, men and women.

As we reconnect in an immensely deep and profound SOUL level with the Feminine Divine and Masculine Divine, we will open up the thousand petal ROSE of our hearts.

We will move into the higher healing of our wombs, men and women, for with men this is their prostrate area.
We will move into the higher healing of the infinite SOUL of the womb of the earth, of Atlantis, or Avalon, and what went before.

We will bring our inner man our inner woman into beautiful harmony and balance once more.
We open up our soul keys and codes and whatever comes to the fore, as we are guided.

We open our inner Suns – the Sun Grail, the Inner energy systems and reactivation of the infinite connection to the Sun of Illumination – the Sacred Fires, the highest Consciousness of pure radiant Christedness.

We activate our Lightning Rod, the Tree of Life, the Rivers of Life, Higher Transmitter Channels to the Divine, and the 7th Central Sun.

We will read the Cathar Gospel of love. We will call in the fires of illumination and purification and we open our hearts to unconditional love.

We end the day with a special ceremony of celebration and dedication. We commit ourselves to the highest service.

Seminar 7

 

The Grand Finale: The Celebration of Sacred Union and return to Wholeness: The Masculine Divine, The Divine Feminine At-one-ness: Unconditional Love
The Sacred Ceremony of the Rebirth – Languedoc reborn as the Fires of Illumination return, the Goddess womb is opened up, the chalice reactivated, and the Rule and Rites of Pure Love return.

The Sacred Ceremony of the Sacred Womb of the Earth – The Power of Love.

The Sacred Ceremony of the Full Reactivation of the Fires of Illumination and the reactivation of the keys and codes of the Great 7th Central Sun of Illumination.

We celebrate with music and song, as we all raise our voices, to sing the Sacred Hymn of the Cathars in unison and celebration.

We remember the legacy of the Troubadours, the Cathars, and all which has come before them.

We celebrate the return of the full activation of the Womb of the Earth, the Sacred Fires of Illumination to Languedoc.

We celebrate our return to wholeness.

We give thanks to the Great Divine Feminine and the Great Divine Masculine, and the immense love which overflows from their sacred union and into us.

We celebrate the immense Power of Love.

We honor the very heart and soul of Mother Earth and the Divine.

Free concert

A Special Evening with Ani Williams

Harpist • Singer
Songwriter • Author
Sound Therapist
Pilgrimage Guide

Ani WilliamsAni Williams is one of the most celebrated harpists and singers of her generation, with dozens of recording credits to her acclaim. A pioneer in the field of women’s sacred music, she delights in performing her original instrumentals and songs at sacred sites all over the world.“—PJ Birosik, Musik International Corp.

With her harp and song, she gives a voice to the Sacred Feminine, The Goddess, the Ancient Spiritual Traditions and Mystery.

Since 1985 she has performed internationally and she also leads Pilgrimages in France, Spain etc.

As a Sound Therapist she developed Songaia Sound Medicine, a beautiful healing tool.

Ani Williams’ website: www.aniwilliams.com

Seminar pricing

PRICING: All pricing is in Euros. The Seminars will be held at: Château des Ducs de Joyeuse Hôtel, Allée Georges Roux, 11190 Couiza, France.

UNIT ONE (3 Days) – Lunch Included
24 August — 26 August €1,290.00

UNIT TWO (4 Days) – Lunch Included
30 August — 2 September €1,720.00

If you book both UNIT ONE and UNIT TWO, you receive a 20% discount.

UNIT ONE & UNIT TWO (7 Days) €2,408.00
24 August — 2 September 2016

BOOKING: Since there is global interest in these Seminars, we suggest you Book Early! The cut-off date for booking is 15 July 2016. Each Seminar is limited to only 25 people. Preference will be given to those booking both seminars.

To Book: Email your request to info@judithkusel.com

Upon confirmation of your booking request, you will receive an invoice from PayPal for the cost of the seminar you are planning to attend. Credit Cards are accepted for payment. You will also receive a detailed list of nearby accommodations, restaurants, airports and transportation options to and from the airports.

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She has come home to her self….

She has come home to herself

To ALL of herself: – Her physical, emotional, mental, spiritual and soul self

She nurtures soul, her inner self, and she is intimate with ALL that she is, all which was before and is yet to come.

She embraces her physical body, in its entirety and she refuses to negatively compare herself with others.  She rejoices in the fact that it is her own sacred temple, and therein is the perfect expression for her soul, in this incarnation and in this perfected form.  She refuses to buy into what others want her form to be, nor is what society thinks the ultimate: – she knows that she chose this vessel in this lifetime and therefore it is perfectly made for her.

She refrains from judging her body, nor hating it, nor having hang-ups about it.  It is her temple, and she honors the gifting, and she honors its worth, and therefore she is very careful about whom she lets into her energy fields and more importantly, it’s most intimate places.  For it is her sanctuary, her powerhouse, that which ultimately is sacred to the Divine who created her.  She honors the Divine within, and she honors the vessel, the chalice and form – for her soul is choosing to reside in there, and therefore it is sacred and sanctified.

She moves past her own fears of food, and realizes that all food is but a life sustaining force and therefore empty of connotations – whether positive or negative.  She learns to listen to her own body and its reactions to whatever she digests, and if this does not agree with her, then she knows this is not for her.  She also understands that as her energy and frequency rises that her body will wish to have energetic frequency substances of higher values and therefore adjusts her diet accordingly.

She is learning to love herself, warts and all, and in all that she is.

She understands that every single thought will manifest in her life, and therefore she learns to reprogram herself, to not allow those negative thoughts, feelings, etc. to run her life, but that she runs her thoughts and expressions.  She learns to manifest what she truly deserves and what she would love in her life, and therefore she embraces life and life more abundantly.

She releases her hang-ups about money, and releases all vows of poverty, and begging bowl syndromes and the idea that a man should be her provider.  She understands that all that was false programming, and that it kept her subservient and therefore also disempowered.  She understands that money is energy, and whatever she projects onto it will manifest in her life.  The minute she starts claiming her own worth, and therefore her right to open her arms to abundance, to prosperity, to the fullness of life and being – which has always been there at the core – her whole life shifts and at last she gains in understanding that the Divine created her as an abundant Being, and wishes to gift her with the very best.  However is she constantly rejects the goodness of life in offering, she will attract what she believes she is worth.  She reclaims her own worthiness and loves herself enough to empower herself on all levels of life and therefore to create the life of her dreams.

She has embraced her emotional body, with the full understanding, that whatever she hangs onto in grudges, anger, hurt, pain, (and sometimes with every single detail in place), victim mentality, nurturing old hurts and pain, and remembering everything which ever came to hurt her, she is poisoning herself, and her physical and soul bodies.  She learns to release all the emotional baggage, to free herself, and then to truly let go of all the inner noise – and to find that when she in  balance in the emotional body, her physical body becomes rejuvenated, become vibrant, healthy and filled with energy and the life force itself.  So, she know does cleansing and clearing of the emotional body, and her energy fields in and around the body every single morning and night, so that she can sleep soundly and that she can wake up in the morning feeling vibrantly alive and well and raring to get on with her soul purpose and calling with the fullness of being itself.  This is the greatest beauty treatments she can give herself and it adds years to her life and rejuvenates her.

She embraces the inner calm, the inner love, the inner balance – knowing that what is within herself will manifest outwardly.  When her inner self is calm and serene, then the storms of life can come and all with it, but she is anchored inside in the eye of the storm and allows all to rage outside, but not within.  In that way she can weather all storms and whatever else, in the knowledge that she is deeply anchored WITHIN, in the Divine and her soul, and that all else playing out around her is but a test, an illusion, an initiation, every honing her inner soul strength and purpose and always bringing her back to herself and her soul..

She embraces her mental body and she is there reprogramming it.  For her heart center is open and she knows that to FEEL into her heart is most important, as is listening to her intuition, her inner knowing, more than to her mind.  When she carefully harnesses her heart and soul to her mind, she steps into the fullness of her powers as a woman, and more than this, into the true powers of her own co-creative abilities, where she cannot mentally and with her mind, create anything which is not in highest alignment with her own soul and within the Divine Laws.

She also knows that every single thought and every single word she utters has ripple effect – therefore she is very conscious of her thoughts and her words and uses the latter sparingly, so that every word will be empowered with love, wisdom, and a deep inner knowing and therefore create more balance within and without.

She prays that whatever she thinks, speaks, or puts out there in ripple effect will contribute towards the greater good, the great whole and therefore the return to the fullness of Being, the balance, and ultimate return of the Garden of Eden to earth.

She is very much in sync with the spirit and soul and all her energy bodies, for she knows that she is soul energy manifested into form – but for an eyewink in the infinity of Being in cosmic space continuum.

Therefore she loves to work with own energy fields and she is aware and conscious of shielding herself and more of this, to not allow others to zap her energy, nor to put holes in her auric field.  She is aware of what and whom she lets into her energy fields, and she is discerning in whom she associates with.

She seeks from the depth of her heart and being the truth – and she know that the truth will ring true within her, and she is not afraid to stand in her truth, integrity, purity and therefore ultimate dignity.  She seeks that nobleness of spirit and soul, the purity, and highest pathways of the soul, and therefore she will not allow anyone to contaminate what is hers truly within.

She walks her truth, she walks her talk, and she is not afraid of challenges.  She is fearless and she is true to herself, and the Divine, no matter what.  She will not compromise her integrity, her inner truth, and she will not allow anyone to disempower her anymore.  She realizes that if she does not empower herself, then someone else will disempower her.

She seeks to stand on her own two feet and will not apologize to anyone for her right to live and to be.

She stands as a true Daughter of the Divine, and she knows that she is loved unconditionally and that worthiness is something deep inside of herself she has to find, and is nobody else’s’ business.

She is aware that at the end of her sojourn here, she will stand there in her highest soul truth and stripped naked to the very core of her soul, and then she will not be able to blame anyone for not living her soul purpose and calling to the very full.

She has learnt that blaming and shaming, and nurturing hurts and pain, serves no one, least of all herself.  She rather wipes off all and everything, so that she can stand her, in her truth and integrity, with clean hands and a clean conscious and with the knowing that she did her very best: – she might have fallen down flat on her face in the dust more times than she cares to remember, she has been through the grinding mills and back again, she had joys and sorrows, and the scars to prove it, but she never ever gave up.  She always stood up again, dusted herself down and got on with business of life – more powerful, and more worldly wise than before, and often with shaking knees and with not knowing from where help would come next – but help always came, and she always had food and shelter and always angels appeared out of nowhere to help her.  It just strengthened the inner connection of the soul and her trust and faith in the Divine and more than this, unconditional Love.

She is therefore growing now into the highest truth of her own being.

She is taking responsibility of her own life and for all that she is and growing into.

She is learning to stand in her own power and use that for the highest good of all, and never for self service and never to hurt or to harm.

She is truly opening her heart and learning to love herself totally, completely utterly and to find all the answers within.

She is stepping into the full soul empowerment and into her highest soul purpose and calling without looking over her shoulder who is following and who is not.

She does not seek approval, or acknowledgement.  She is not in competition with anyone – for there in truth is no competition but merely one’s soul path to live to the full.

She is open to the Divine Masculine in whatever form he appears, as her Divine counterpart.  She refrains from shame and from blame, but accepts him in his entirety – with his wounds, with his triumphs, with his inner child and with all the entire Being he is, knows that as she heals within, she is allowing him to heal within, in his own time and in his own way.  She gives him the freedom to be.

She is not a victim – she stands in the victory of her own inner self and false belief systems, and she claims her own worth and refuses to be shamed anymore nor treated as if she was soul-less, life-less, and without feelings to be used and discarded.  She knows her own worth and she will not settle for anything less than what she worth.

For in the end this is the time when the masculine and feminine with has to come into balance and within the empowerment of the soul.

Therefore she knows that she is not the judge, nor the one bestowing justice, for in judging she is merely judging herself.  Therefore she gives him the freedom to find his own balance and his own soul, while she goes all out to empower herself.

In this as she heals, and she empowers herself, and she loves herself unconditionally and claims her own worth and blazes new trails for humanity – she is paving the way for the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine to at last find each other again, and for the sacred union to finally bring wholeness to all of Mother Earth.

Such is her calling – she LIVES this with every breath that she takes.

SHE IS.

SHE BECOMES.

SHE GROWS.

SHE LOVES.

Her own worthiness shines!

(Judith Kusel)

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She is the spiralling dance of Creation

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She is no longer disempowered.

She is breaking out of the shackles, the too narrow confines, of the boxes she was forced in too long.

She is awakening to the depths of her soul, her Being.

She is born to the spiraling dance deep within her, anchored into her womb, her very core power, her womanhood.

She is the virgin, the independent, the questing, the fearless, the strong, the woman who breaks all the norms and bonds of society.

She is the mother, who is born with questing spirit and soul, which refuses to have her offspring squashed at the very core of their soul, by education systems which break the natural creativity of the soul.  She is protective of the young, and she allows them to blossom into the genius they were born into as soul.

She is the eternal wisdom keeper, the knowing which comes from deep within her.

She knows things of yore and beyond even that, and she rides the winds of infinity, cosmically.

She is not bound by convention.  She laughs at the men and society who try to force her to look like this, to be like this, to squash her into physical forms which take away her natural curvaceous and luscious form and then laughs, at the way they cheapen sexuality, and make women slaves of the whims of mortal man. She knows the dance of her own body, and she loves every curve, everything which shows she is woman – totally woman – and she loves and honors her own body – and revels at her own uniqueness of form.

She uses precious oils and perfumes, for they speak to her core feminine soul and she surrounds herself with beauty.  She surrounds herself with high energy crystals, and is in tune with Mother Earth. She loves walking barefoot and grounds herself firmly into the Mother who sustains her with her life force.

She only allows high frequency people into her life – the ones who are on the same wavelength as she is.  She is no longer allowing her own frequencies to be jammed, and then zapped away.  She is protective of her own space, and more than this her core inner sacred places, which she will share with no one but him who is worthy of her.

She knows that music is healing balm for the soul, and she allows the whole cosmos to sing through her.  She is the sound of all which reverberates throughout the cosmos and it is sound of the spiralling dance within and without and in all.

She knows and treasures her infinite Divine connection to her own Father and Mother God.  Her love for them knows no bounds.

She surrenders her life, her being, to the highest possible service.  She thrives in doing just that but she keeps crystal clear boundaries, which will not allow others to take advantage of her, nor to abuse her natural kindness and generosity, her loving soul and spirit and to zap her dry – or to stress her out.  She knows that she only serve, if her own inner soul is fully there, and present, and fully charged.

She is a free spirit.  Her soul has no boundaries, she is infinite and cosmic.

She consciously works at dissolving the emotional baggage, the pain.  She thrives on Grace and Forgiveness, and she knows that the more she sheds of the emotional pain, the more rejuvenated and younger and reborn she becomes.  She knows that inner harmony and peace, work better than any beauty treatment, to cure, and that when she is brought back to the very core of her soul, her being, her own inner guidance and knowing always pull her through.

She breaks the norm.

She stands her ground.

She becomes immovable in her determination, her bravery, and her sheer dedication to speak her truth.  So long she often could not voice the unspeakable which was happening to her.  So often she had to shout her pain and abuse to the heavens, and she was made the scapegoat, the one who had to suffer for the untruths being told about her.

She shines in her truth, her integrity, her refusal to wear masks.  She is authentic and real.  She has no need to hide her own inner soul self.  She shines her light and love everywhere.

She is growing in her greatness, and she is no longer shrinking from truly living her highest soul purpose and calling, with ALL that she’s got.

She is glowing.  She is prospering.

She is validating herself.  She is learning to love ALL of herself, totally, completely, utterly and she thrives being whole and complete.

She no longer wishes for a man to validate her, nor does her neediness beg him to love her.   She now consciously chooses to rather walk her path alone,  not live lies, nor give her own power away.

She prays for a man – a real man – a soul-empowered man, who is whole and complete, deep within himself.  One who will not cringe away from the Goddess within her, nor from the God within himself?  He is whole and complete within himself, as she is whole and complete within herself.

She knows that when two wholes meet at last – and God/Goddess how she is looking for him! –  That their coming together will be that which heals mankind at the very core.  For at last, they are finding the mystical, the hidden truths, the hidden meaning, and the hidden alchemy, which is only granted those who truly know themselves at the core.  They have finally conquered their own inner dragons; they are courageous, powerful, and true.  Yet that power is carefully harnessed, and the ego is under control.  Ego has no place in the core of the greatest love between God and Goddess, as they merge into ONE and the same, in balance, harmony, and profound exquisite beauty – way beyond what mankind understands – for they lost the greater knowing a long time ago.

She rises.  She dances the spiraling dance.  She is the free spirit, the haunting music, the energy which brings about the rebirth, the renewal, the creative force.

She is the pure unconditional love.

The brilliance of the Fire of Illumination.

The catalyst.

The Force.

The very Soul of the first Soul, the Soul-force of Creation!

She is now!

She is now!

She now!

She is pure, purer than pure.

(Judith Kusel)

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Mystical Marriage – the ultimate union

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There is a deep and profound union, which truly is that of the body, mind, heart and soul, which is the ultimate alchemical fusion and transcendental transmutation of the mystical ocean and the deepest deep of that which one can experience in the union between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine.

 

In the Ancient Mystery Schools this was understood, that the Divine Masculine  was in its purest form, it was as proactive force, a force which brought the action into being, as well as all the cosmic equations, the order, the movement, the firmaments, and that which is then the foundation on which the cosmic order is built.  It is the higher mind infused with the Higher Heart Energies which truly creates the concepts, the formulas, the engineering, the architectural, the structures – and puts the firmaments, the cosmic whole into place and positions it.

The Divine Feminine is the receptive and creative force.  When She stands in her highest empowerment, she is that which creates from the core.  She receives the incredible structuring and inventiveness of the Divine Masculine into herself, and CREATES it into being.  In other words, she is that which manifests into being, what he envisions the cosmic order should be like with his higher heart/mind, and she is the creative force which anchors this or creates the metamorphosis.  She is that which can shape shift into anything she wishes to, for she IS all creation and creation is her.  Without her, the male cannot complete cosmos – he needs her to bring in the balance and harmony and through her it creates form.

More than this, she takes his wholeWHOLE into her, and she then ENERGIZES IT.

He gives to her, she receives and then she energizes what he gives her, and gives it back to him in creative energized form!  In the end what they thus co-created, brings new creations into energetic forms and conscious expansions thereof.

Together they fuse into the GODHEAD itself, where the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine are ONE and in oneness there emerges the ultimate, the third force, which is sometimes called The Holy FIRE, or Holy Spirit, or Holy GOD-SOUL, and therefore the true GOD ENERGY, is has both the masculine and feminine equally within it, amplified by the Sacred Fire.

When all are present the whole of creation moves, for such union is the mystical union, the ultimate infinite source ENERGY which no-one can define, but it is there, manifesting into myriads or forms and that which is form-less.  It is that which no mind can comprehend – it is that which moves through the soul energies and into that which is the true union between the heart and mind, and then into the EXPERIENCING thereof, which is then the mystical itself.

So, in these Mystery Schools the male and female acolytes where carefully screened, in order to find those souls who would be prepared to be dissolved, dismantled, and then put back together again, with the greatest purity of intent which grows through it all. They often had to go through severe initiations, and tests, in order to gain deeper understanding of the mystical, the transcendental, and therefore to hone their inner soul connections and the soul empowerment from deep within.

Within such experiences the mystical would take on new form and meaning, each one to his or her own, and as the mystical is indeed deeper than the deepest depths of all-that-is, it was a continuous quest to delve ever deeper and deeper into this infinite void – or realm or that which one cannot name – but only EXPERIENCE.

One could only step into the priesthood and later the High Priesthood, if one was prepared to the ultimate in the experiencing of the Mystical itself.  For through the mystical God/Goddess reveals his/her face in millions of ways, and therefore one has to move past all veils of illusions and move ever deeper into the realms of not-knowing, not-being, the no-state, in order to dissolve completely and allow oneself to become reassembled again, in a much greater and higher form.

Very few ever made it to that ultimate state, for they lacked the deep courage, the utter commitment to walk this path, to go on this Quest for the Higher Meaning and Purpose of the Grail, and to truly allow themselves to be opened up, vulnerable, and cleaved open, and then to experience the mystical in sublime forms.

The Mystical Marriage then was that which was given to those who were already in higher insight and understanding, that one could only truly experience true love in its ultimate forms, if one was prepared to go through the process of being reborn on multiple levels. 

One was prepared to allow the self, the ego, that negative part which always is tripping us up in some form with the illusions of fear, of self-service, self-sabotage, and whatever else, and move into the state where one ALLOWED the mystery, the ultimate Life-force energy, the cosmic Ultimate energy flow to move through one.  One became a CONDUIT and TRANSMITTER for the Divine Masculine Energy and Divine Feminine Energy, for in this union, one BECAME GOD AND GODDESS.  Therefore it was considered holy and sanctified, sacred to the very core.

It was within this sacred union, that the third force, the Holy Fire is then activated and it this ultimate energy force, which then brings out the highest and amplified soul frequencies and vibrations, to the fore, which enable both partners to EXPAND their own energy fields and their OWN HIGHEST SERVICE TO THE DIVINE, and therefore amplified BOTH THEIR SOUL MISSIONS.

So what it did, it amplified their own soul energies and soul calling and purpose, and therefore then also the power and impetus this would have on the greater whole.

Their union was then that of total dedication to SERVE in this manner, in order to create the SACRED ENERGY FORCE, which would AMPLIFY their own soul purpose and mission and then create that energy field which would sent ripple effect down the whole cosmic matrix energy fields, or in our case the earth’s energy fields, and also that of the collective consciousness energy fields and the Super consciousness Energy fields.

Yet the latter was only reached at a certain maturity in those partners, which was a total dedication to higher service, but also a true love for the Divine Other, which was such that the love-bond between them was unbreakable. 

Therefore it was known after the fall of mankind, that very few souls would ever be able to regain this sacred mystical union, for most did not have the guts, nor the discipline, nor the compulsion to delve deeper into the mystical union, because they got sidetracked by their baser instincts and the need for instant gratification and also for always looking for self-gratification.

True love is seldom found if one is not prepared to go through the grinding mills together.  Love bonds deepen and ever deepen through having to move through the deepest shadows and the greatest light, in order to experience the mystical in profound ways.

One can only understand the depths of darkness and despair, by going into the Underworld of Hades and then emerge into the Higher High of the Heavenly Light of the Central Cosmic Suns and their blinding light of Illumination.  Both serve in their own way to hone the inner awareness of the soul and then to allow it to experience the transcendental, and then delve into the experience of the mystical itself.

It is a hero’s journey in itself.  For in order to truly experience mystical Love, first of all there has to be BALANCE.

The Masculine Divine is fully empowered, and so the Feminine Divine.

One is not too much – and the other too little.

They are EQUAL PARTNERS.

They walk hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, OUTWARDS INTO THE SAME DIRECTION.

The SOUL MISSION AND PURPOSE IS THE SAME.

They are very much alike – but also total opposites.  Yet the opposite is needed in order to bring about the Divine Spark, the electrifying effect if you like, the BALANCE.

In is in the paradox that true wisdom is found.

There has to be a positive and negative pole in order to create electromagnetic power.

The sacred union works on the same principals and chemical reactions, as those of the rest of the cosmos, for we were all created from one and the same ENERGY SOURCE.

The ultimate Mystical Union is neither for sissies, nor for those looking for quick fixes or adrenalin rushes or looking for new partners, new experiences, and excitement.  This is not at all what this is about.

If one is not prepared to walk this path with total dedication, and with an open heart, mind, and soul, and then be prepared to be taken apart, dissembled and reassembled, time and again, then this is not for you.

For every time the soul allows itself to go through the highest initiations, it is enabled to experience true love at a much deeper and profound level.  It is also then that the mystical will reveal her face in a myriad of new experiences and forms, which is transcendental.

Yet true love, within the sacred mystical union, is always amplified and empowered to delve ever deeper into the realms of that which is sublime, which cannot be put into words nor form, but is there to be experienced and then to incorporate into oneself and then radiate forth. 

It is the ultimate enlightened state of BEING which emerges from such union, and therefore is then the highest possible path.

Let those who have the innate understanding – understand.

For this is speaking to them.

(Judith Kusel)

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The Magdalene and the higher Mysteries of Initiation.

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Mary Magdalene is perhaps the most discussed woman in that she has been recorded in the past and present as both sinner and saint.  The underlying reason for the continued fascination with the Magdalene, is that she in so many ways epitomizes what women, as a collective have had to go through within Atlantis and then in the aftermath of Atlantis.    She stands for what has been rejected and suppressed, as well as that which has been resurrected and brought into the openness and Light she deserves to stand for.

She, in a sense is that Mystery which embraces all of life, and perhaps more than we realize the fact that with the fall came the judgments, the labeling, and therefore then most often the persecution of what one does not understand, because one is of a lower vibration, and cannot comprehend the higher pathways and calling in life.

I won’t go deeper into the mystery and revelation of Mary Magdalene here, as I was led a path since even before 2008, when my true initiations took on a much higher form, but I have found her popping up in so much of my reading and research, since I can remember, and then just being led to books in which she was mentioned.  She was but like a catalyst who brought about my own inner awakening to the Goddess energies, and the higher meaning of certain hidden things, that she, with Isis, herself became like a guiding light in my journey.

I personally could never relate to Mother Mary, as much as I could relate to these two remarkable women, and in that then immensely glad to finally have to the two put together, like I had already done, and confirmed in the book by Tom Kenyon:  “The Magdalene Manuscript”.  This is then again, as Tom himself states, not a book for those who seek quick fixes, nor do not wish to delve deeper into the mysteries, and just want to have their curiosity fixed.  It was as if finally my own initiations and my own path, and all that I had had in recalls, and knowing in the inner planes, were not only confirmed, but I started to trust my own inner guidance more, and started to trust what has happening to me in ways I could not have before.

All I can say is that there have always been women, like me, who have incarnated and purposefully chose the highest pathways and byways, and therefore had to follow the path of the highest purity.  It was a soul choice and therefore one which the uninitiated will never understand.

It is a path which will lead you into delving into the Mysteries in ways which no ordinary human being can ever understand.  My Mystery Schools were not earthly ones, but they were just as real as what people perceive as real.  There are many dimensions and forms of life existing simultaneously even within the earthly planes, and then I am not even mentioning the cosmos.

As each initiation took me ever deeper into the Mystery of Womanhood, and Goddesshood, I started to grasp an innate understanding that life here on this planet is but an illusion, and that the truth of the soul will always lead to experiencing life on many levels.  Yet, most people will never understand this, and will seek their salvation and their happiness totally in the material world.  Yet the material world is but one single strand in the immense tapestry of interwoven life within the cosmic whole!

I am often asked about sacred sex and the sacred sexual rites, and I have been initiated into the higher mysteries of these, but again, in ways which human beings will not understand.  So many people get stuck on the physical, when the sexual energy transcends just the physical, and is an energy source within itself.  It can be used in animal ways (and even animals do not abuse this energy so much as human beings do) and in higher creative ways, which transcend time and space.

The uninitiated will look at sexual performance, the size of their penis, techniques, having the adrenalin rush, become sex junkies, and all will just add to their being stuck in the denseness of the 3D world.  This is because there is the self-seeking, the self-serving factors here.  It is the “I WANT” factor which is never ever satisfied and will always look over the fence to new excitement and new ways to exploit the energy.  That is what fall of humankind was all about.

The deeper one delves into the Mystery itself, the more aware one becomes of POWER.  Any power, as energy, is like a two-edged sword: – it is neutral within itself, but it can be used in baser ways, or in the highest possible way.  The baser way always brings pain, while the higher way opens the portals to the ultimate state of transcended BEING.

In Ancient Mystery Schools, there were many ranks of initiates, and only those who passed the severest tests of inner resilience, truthfulness, character, and the highest quest for purity, ever made it into the High Priesthood.  Most never even made it to the first initiation into the priesthood, for they simply could not move past their own baser nature, their lower self, and step into their Higher Soul Self.

The Higher Soul self is always connected to the Divine Heart and Mind.  However the Divine heart and mind are EQUALLY empowered, thus the mind does not overpower or rule the heart.  Indeed, the heart is the central hub, or powerhouse of all existence, and therefore the heart brings the balance to the mind, and not the other way round.  When something is HEART-FELT, it moves in with intuition, truth, with authenticity. 

One can have all the knowledge in the world, but what use is it, if the heart-soul is not engaged?  One can only step into the higher states of consciousness, and co-creatorship if the heart and mind are equally empowered and BALANCED. 

It is the same with those higher sacred sexual rites, for here the soul connects in a million ways to the expression of the love it holds within itself COSMICALLY.  This is something which very few human beings understand, nor wish to explore, for delving deeper into themselves, and stopping the incessant chatter of the mind, scares them.  So they rather stay stuck in the baser self, and then play games of manipulation, of control, of using the baser emotions, like jealousy, degrading, etc. in order to make the other party prey to their own desires.

The higher pathways of initiations will always lead you back to your own soul, and your own inner core being.  To deny your soul, and your heart, in anything, is to deny half of your own existence. 

If your intention is true, then it will be that you will have to be willing to walk your talk, to truly be able to walk alone if need be, for most will not understand your path, for they are not able to tune into the higher pathways in life. 

What they do not understand, they ridicule or persecute.

There have always been women, like the Isis, like the Magdalene, who have followed this highest pathway and paid the highest price for it, within this world.

Yet, for those who are highly initiated into the highest Sisterhood of the Rose (and this NOT an earthly one), will always understand the meaning of the thorns, as much as the higher meaning of purity, integrity, authenticity, as well as a total heart-soul connection to the Divine Goddess herself.    She cannot sacrifice herself into the lower nature – she can only follow the highest path – for she has a vow of purity which she cannot transcend.  And therefore this path of utter purity will test her to the very core – and that is her initiation.

That is why, when one finally understands the context of the immensity of this, that it is the greatest irony that Mary Magdalene was remembered in the Bible as a prostitute and a fallen woman: when in reality she was purity itself, for she would not have ranked as she did, if she had not gone through stringent initiations, and therefore the highest rites of purity of the Rose.

Therefore in the context of the ancient sexual rites (as mentioned in Tom Kenyon’s book and in a higher sense I am referring to, but not all of it as that I know):  it demanded the highest pathways of purity and intent, and therefore the male and female both had to go through stringent initiations, in order to finally be able to stand in the total purity, and nakedness of SOUL, and therefore that union was then transcendental, and it was then that of pure love.

They therefore enhanced each other; activated immense power in both of them, and therefore the union became a fire of enlightenment, and the anchoring in of the highest forms of consciousness, which was totally transcendental.  They were as one, and therefore then able to create a greater power energy source which would add more impact onto and into the work/energy they were creating together in balance and harmony with each other.   Therefore they were working in tandem for the greater good of all. 

It  is loving sacred union infused with Divinity, which is the highest kind of love.

The negative ego and the baser animal nature, has no place there.

Let those who have understanding – understand.

Let those who seek truth – know.

Let those who hear with the inner ears – hear.

Let those who seek the higher pathways know that that the highest pathways always go through the SOUL, and therefore one cannot ever take the soul out of yourself, nor anything else.

(Judith Kusel)

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