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She loves into the Unknown
She is thrown ever deeper into the unchartered,
The Unknown,
The Deepest deep of Love and Loving.
So many times she tried to run away from feeling so deeply
From having the core of her heart and soul ripped open
And then some more
And then, she sought the high places
The sanctity of silence
Of inner contemplation
As she nursed her wounds…..
She then had no option but to find her wings and fly higher
Higher than ever before
For the call to Highest Service was greater than the sum total of herself….
If she could not understand the depths of her love
Then she would move out and be the love-in-action and Being
For all whom she encountered,
Whether physically, or in other energy spaces of realms…
For first and foremost she was here to serve
Her highest soul purpose and calling
And if her Beloved could not do that with her
Then she had to fly all on her own.
Yet, there were hidden secrets and hidden knowledge waiting for her
In those moments when she allowed herself to just serve
And to seek out the Face of the Divine
In all and everything she encountered
But more than this, in the very depths of her own soul.
So often she stood there before the counsel of 12 and 24
Of the Divine
And she begged them for assistance and clarity
And then they would show her the cosmic picture,
The total perfection of the Divine’s Masterplan
And she would be refreshed and renewed
And then would get on with the business of life
And asking that her heart would not close
But that she would be brought to ever higher levels of love…..
Then, when she least expected
Love found her again….
And she knew the depths of forgiveness,
True forgiveness
And she was reminded of how her soul brother
Said that forgiveness has to be 7 x 7 x 7 and
Then into the even the highest degrees…
Perhaps Love teaches that the heart stays open
Even if forgiveness has to go to the core of the soul
And then dissolve and put all back together again…
She stood in places in the last few months,
Where she had to dissolve collective memory banks
After memory banks
Of lifetimes one at a time…
She saw herself in all those Personas
All those roles
And with him…..
And then to move into releasing,
Back into the heart, soul and feeling
And to let go….
Often the tears would flow
For the depths of those moments
Where too much sometimes….
The woundedness….
But then she would find the connection to the Divine
Flowing into her
Filling her
And she could rise all above this
And just find that Love
Which in truth was Her.
She knew that her soul could not stop loving
Nor could her soul ever not be
She knew that to experience life in all its forms
She had to be ALL of it,
The depths of the Despair
And the heights of ecstasy
And the moments of hate and anger
And then find that in essence
They bring one back to balance point
To the moment when crystal clear clarity
Arises that there is just LOVE.
The deeper she delves into the depths of Love
And being Loved
The more she does not understand
But she feels
And she feels that infinity rests
In the deep INNER knowing
That Love has no bottom
And had no lid
It possibilities are infinite
And as the mind is finite
Into cannot stretch into infinity
And it will find a thousand reasons
Not to love,
Not to be stretched
And it conjures up fears
And insecurities
And separation
Yet the heart, the soul
Is there in infinite space
It is already ever present
In the here and now of Eternity,
For it needs not the physical body
To express itself
And therefore love
Loves into infinity
And beyond even that
And beyond all human beings
Have a concept of….
It has no end and no beginning
And it existed of yore beyond yore…
And will exist beyond the beyond, the beyond…
So, here she stands
Delving deeply into the unknown and unchartered….
Can she stop loving?
No, for she is LOVE.
And perhaps,
Through all this endless delving,
The endless exploring
The endless feeling
To the depths of her soul,
She can teach and show others the way,
Even if she cannot see sometimes for seeing,
And only can feel her way through it all…
And she smiles through the tears….
She has found bliss beyond bliss….
She has found ecstasy, euphotia…
Moments when all dissolved into the Divine Fires
And beyond even that….
For the Fires are Sacred
When soul meets soul
With love, in love,
And then, she has experienced
The depth of the pain
Of seeming losing,
Of being ripped apart,
Where pain goes beyond pain
And there is just gaping hole of pain after pain…..
That is love
Ever expanding into even greater levels of love
Ever finding itself
Through it all
And infinite knowing
That Love is the glue
Which eternally binds the whole of Creation together…
Without love
It all falls apart at the seams….
Such is the Power of Love…
To love into the Unknown and Unchartered
It to truly love indeed…
She is Love.
Love.
Love into infinity and beyond even that.
And she thanks her Beloved
For ever bringing her to be stretched
In love
And beyond love
For in the end all is serving her soul
As she is serving his soul
Soul within Soul
The GIFT
Love’s Gift quietly descends
Unfolds in the GIFT…..
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(Judith Kusel)
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My soul has loved you through it all…..
True intimacy means the cleaving open of the heart and soul, into the very depths of Being: – where there are no hiding places any more. The masks have come off. The Pretence. The love me. No…
My soul has loved you through it all…..
True intimacy means the cleaving open of the heart and soul, into the very depths of Being: – where there are no hiding places any more.
The masks have come off.
The Pretence.
The love me.
Now all has changed.
Everything has been stripped off.
The “’I” stands bare, naked, open.
The heart is cleaved open.
One stands there vulnerable, like a little baby, new-born in the highest truth of the soul, yet in the power of the SOUL.
The SOUL itself, has been ever present, lifetime after lifetime, in all expressions of life and forms of life of the soul in the vastness of its home galaxy, in its journey across the cosmos. It is not power-less, it has infinite power.
At the core is has programmed into the keys and codes of all it has been created for in great Divine Union, and therefore is infinite at the core, amplified by the Soul Group itself.
It is when we finally have guts to be stripped naked to the core, and stand in front of our Beloved, without pretence, without projections, without the role-playing we so easily assume on this planet, that we finally stand in our highest TRUTH.
One does not beg to be loved.
One does not try to manipulate, control, not play games at love and being loved. One is not in competition with others, one is not an extension of the Beloved, nor is one more than the Beloved.
ONE JUST IS!
ONE IS SOUL!
Intimacy in truth means, that I stand here before you as my SOUL. Not as a persona, not as a projection, not as I so many times pretend to be, but JUST AS I AM.
My soul loves you, and has loved you for many lifetimes, some good, some bad, some even horrific, and some euphoria and bliss.
My soul has loved you through it all.
There were times when I shook my fist to heavens and ask in the deepest trauma and pain: WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME? There were times when I hated you and cursed you. There were times when just could not meet with love, but met in hate and anger, fear.
My soul has loved you through it all.
The times when created beautiful music together and were inseparable. The times when we shared laughter, and joy. The times when we found each other on so many levels, and we experienced the Divine through our union as equals, as whole, and therefore experienced the transcendental – the sublime! There were times when I so loved you, that I felt myself becoming ONE with you, and yet never lost myself, but retained all of myself, as did you, and therefore we could co-create in immensely powerful ways. Our love for each other expanded infinity!
My soul has loved through it all.
The times when we first came here to this planet, splendid in our true Son and Daughtership of the Divine. We were like Gods, you and I, and we frolicked in this knowing, and we stepped into this role of co-creatorship, counting our blessings, and loving and serving the Divine with all that we had. Our love for each other had no bounds. It great and ever greater and more intimate and loving.
We did not lie to each other, for our thoughts were written on our foreheads for all to read. We did not need the masks, the pretence. We did not need to beg for attention nor love, nor even trying to find common ground.
We were blessed to the core, of the infinite wonder of love and union, and then held within the Divine Fires, the Sacred Fires of union, and we knew how to co-create as ONE.
My Soul has loved you through it all.
I stand here now, naked, vulnerable. I had to release lifetime after lifetime – all the personas, all the trauma, all the pain, the ecstasy, the bliss. I stood in places where I remembered as I was cleaved open, and I saw myself in all these roles, and I saw you in all these roles: – we were actors on the grand stage of life surpassing even Hollywood. Yet how we hurt each other, how we played power games, and control games, manipulation games, competition games, political games, property and possession games, ruling games, and sometimes even Russian roulette.
Whatever for?
My soul has loved you though it all.
As I there stood watching all of this, I could have gone to back to the eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth: – but I could not.
My soul has loved you through it all.
I only saw love and poverty of love.
I only saw love and the false expressions of love where we lost ourselves in the actors’ roles and forgot who in truth we are!
My soul has loved you through it all.
So, here I stand. Open, vulnerable, just me.
I.
The I AM I have been since our first creation.
Me. Yet, me, with all my insecurities, the false programming I am trying so hard to de-program with all the inner releasing work I have done, and yes, I know I am not an angel, I have my shadow and my light, here on earth particularly.
The Cosmic Me, knows and is intimate with another YOU – the cosmic version amplified, as our souls are infinitely ONE.
My soul has loved you through it all.
I have left the why’s, the how’s and the why not’s behind me. They have served me not.
I have left the accusations, the finger pointing, the accusing, and whatever else behind me and I have thrown them into the violet fires of transmutation. I do not want this anymore.
I have left the pain, the trauma all transmuted and forgiven, forgotten and all I have left are tears of gratitude for all the immense SOUL LESSONS you have taught me.
My soul has loved you through it all.
I stand here naked, stripped to the core of my heart and soul.
I have no-thing left to lay on the altar of Divine Love.
I am emptied.
I have no more of the moreness which I so often assumed.
I am emptied to the core.
My soul is loving you through it all!
And here I am, LOVE.
Love.
No-thing.
Love infinitely vibrating in the highest frequencies of Love.
Just LOVE.
I love you!
My soul is loving you through it all!
Please forgive me for all I have ever done – or not done.
I am sorry.
I love you.
My soul is loving you through this all.
My soul is loving you truly through this all.
My soul knows only love, for it was conceived, and born from the purest love between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine and the Sacred Fires of the Divine, as their beloved daughter, as you were born onto them as their beloved son.
I am love.
You are love.
Love loving Love.
My soul is loving you through this all.
My soul loves you ad infinitum.
I thank you for Being the LOVE which I AM.
You are another me.
I love you.
(Judith Kusel)
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