Frequencies and vibrations and the higher octaves of being…

Since I have been seriously reconnecting with the frequencies and vibrations and understanding dimensions and the octaves of BEING, I have been inspired.  I cannot help but get up every morning with the idea, that  I have to consciously fine tune myself for the day ahead, and then, when I get a bit upset, like today, to start fine-tuning myself, take a deep breath and then get myself back into equilibrium once again.

I was thinking of it this morning.  There are so many options awaiting mankind to tune into, once he and she has stepped past the portal of 2012 and then into the new possibilities of life unfolding beyond all of that.

When I opened a massive portal about three years ago, it was the first time ever that I came into SEEING what the powers are of inter-dimensional shifts. 

I was, while I was at that place, immediately in contact with the wild horses.  I have the ability to tune into animals, since I was a child.  I am not scared of them, and maybe because of my family having a proverbial zoo.  Also, growing up in Africa, does that to one – you cannot live in nature and wide open spaces, without coming into contact with animals, in one form or another.  In a higher sense, animals were and are my best friends – they often come to guide me, and I have been told by those who can see, that I have quite a zoo looking after me too.  

Anyhow, my soul has strong connection to horses, as in previous lifetime I used to be able to ride them bareback and could outride anyone.  These however were wild horses, and there was a filly that simply came and greeted me, kissing my nose.  Since that day, she and I became great friends and these horses, would simply appear through the mist and then guard me.  When the mist got too heavy, they would gently guide my steps, until I could see where I was going once more.  The locals in the hotel were warning me constantly to not wander alone in the mist as this was a strange place, with huge caverns underneath, and if you fell into once of holes between the massive rocks, you could disappear forever.  Yet, I knew no fear – for I knew I was there for a higher reason and I was protected too.

It was through these horses, that I was shown where the portal was.  Horses come from Lukuna and they have always been gentle and beautiful creatures, and there to be mankind’s companions and friends.  I first had to get permission from the Keeper of the Place and the chief horse guardian, before I could gain entry there.  I saw steps coming out of the mist, and the Eye of HORUS, which is everywhere there and then I knew that I was in the correct place.

Then I was totally alone and shrouded by the mist, which now became and swirling and twirling vortex-like energy.  The next minute I was told where to stand, and having my walking stick in my hand, I was told to sit-lean on a massive boulder and then this stick became like wand.   I first had to call in all the stuck souls at that portal, and then there were masses of them….. Some were half-human and half-animal, some were the slave species created by the Nabiru, some were very tall, spanning 12 foot giants, and then some very small, pigmy like.  They all knelt in a circle there, surrounded by this massive vortex-like energy.

I was then told to stand in my HIGHEST MASTERY.  It was strange, for I knew then that this was my HIGHER AND IMMORTAL SELF – the one that had no years, but was there from the very beginning of all time.  I somehow was much taller than I am and I shone – and then I asked these souls if they wished to be released.  They all started crying and asking to be released.  Then the angels and Archangels surrounded us, and the great craft from the Mothership above started beaming in masses and masses of blinding white golden light.  The whole scene became this – white golden twirling swirling vortex-like energy, yet just outside that circle, there was heavy mist and it was raining. 

Then, when the whole souls had been sucked into this energy vortex, the sun appeared, and the whole scene was lit up – and where-as total silence had reigned before, suddenly the birds were there singing, the elementals were dancing with joy and the horses were there, frolicking and neighing…. It was the most amazing scene….

It took me a while to adjust to my lower self again and my denser frequencies, and then I was accompanied home by the horses.

By this happening to me, I finally understood, that we all have this capacity to step totally into our HIGHEST MASTERY – into that SOUL-SELF which is ageless and has all the abilities, the power and the immense knowing that comes from many lifetimes.  When we start going up in dimensions, in frequencies, then we start tapping more and more into the vast Library of our soul and into the Halls of Records of our own SOUL GROUP.  We then have the ability to TRANSCEND our own limited scope that we have on this planet, and step INTO THE TRUTH of who and what we ARE!

Merlin had this ability and so had Thoth and all the great Masters who ever walked this earth.  When you stand in your highest MASTERY, that is when you can literally create miracles, for you are then stepping out of this limited form and into the immensity of BEING that you truly ARE!

This is what is awaiting us with the shift in consciousness.  We then move up in the octaves of BEING and the more we do that, the more the veils start lifting form our eyes and our inner seeing and knowing increases.  When we step into the higher vibrations of LOVE and LIGHT, there is a type of frequency switch, which enables us to then BECOME one with all and everything.  We can tap into the higher frequency bands and we can access to information we cannot have access to in limited form.

This is the most amazing thing.  When I do soul readings for instance, I step into my HIGHER SOUL SELF, and then I ask that I be used as a crystal clear channel of the Divine and then in HIGHER SERVICE.  I cannot do this in my normal state, only in my Higher STATE switching frequencies and then another aspect, which is that my SOUL WORKS at these RECORDS.  In other words, the soul part of me NOT incarnated works there fulltime. 

Once we start understanding this, we start truly becoming MASTERS.  Like the MASTER MUSICIAN is then able to tap into the HALLS OF MUSIC and MUSICAL SCALES and then start creating music, from the cosmic music of the spheres… ALL IS THERE – waiting for us to step up in frequencies and vibrations and start understanding that we are far MORE than we ever were giving ourselves credit for.

Such is the amazing time we are living now and stepping through the portal of 2012, will activate these abilities more and more.

The opening up of the Lion Portal…

The immensity of Being is upon us now, as we are stepping through the Lion Portal, 8-8-2012, and then into a new state of being.

The lion is there to remind us of dignity, honour, integrity and the loving of self – not as in arrogance, but the true belief in one’s greater soul abilities and one’s own calling to greatness.

As this year progresses, we are called upon to open up, not only the portals of the earth, but the cosmic ones are opening up as well – and then we have to step past our normal, or rather what we perceive as normal, lives, and then step into the new.

The way is opening up for the UNEXPECTED and the bringing of the soul back to its TRUE PATH… to its own truth and then to LIVE that truth and bring this in immensely flowing gifts into being, here on planet Earth.

The OLD IS MAKING WAY FOR THE NEW.

A lot of people have great fear of stepping over the threshold of such openings, for they fear that doing so, will force them to leave the old and familiar paths that they are clinging to for dear life.

Have you ever been in a place where traditions hold sway – and anyone who dares question these traditions, or the status quo, is marked a rebel.  You get the old guard who love being stuck in that – the old.  That is where their own sense of security lies: “This is the way things have always been done and so it will stay!”

As much as these people will want to cling to this narrow-mindedness, and their own fears of change, they will be forced out of it, as all the world changes rapidly and the old ways have to go.

A lot of people love labelling all and sundry: – as soon as something does not fit the narrow boxes where they put all into – then it is marked as evil, or satanic, or anything else….. What they really fear is fear itself.  It is not that darkness does not have power – yet when you fear the darkness, that is when darkness has a hold over you.  WHAT YOU FEAR YOU ATTRACT!

At the moment the portals which are opening up, are forcing us, to confront our own shadows, and most of all, to stop lying to ourselves and others, and to become REAL! 

So many are hiding under masks, and living lives which are lies, and then fear of being discovered as frauds.  It often becomes a matter of keeping up with the Joneses and then to follow the herd.  “If everyone else is being corrupt, and doing these things, and it leads to success, then I will do it.  If it works for them – then it works for me.”  When the inner souls and voices start screaming at them, that they are selling their own souls into slavery, then they simply shut the windows and doors, and put up a sign:  “DO NOT DISTURB!”  Often this will carry on for ages, until one day, all that they tried to hide, starts revealing themselves and then they feel exposed to the core.  That is what lying to yourself does, and more so, lying to others.

The New Energies and the cosmic portals opening up are demanding TRUTH, INTEGRITY and LOVE. 

When we start owning up to our own lies, (and most of all lying to ourselves), and we start accepting our own shadows – that means OWING the lies, and OWING the shadows, and stop being fearful of staying naked and exposed to the very core – then something funny start happening: – We start accepting ourselves, loving ourselves, and then we find that we do like lying any more: – WE ARE GETTING REAL!

Here the opposite sides of our own core soul start marrying each other – learning to dance in harmony and being in tune.  The one does not lead the other – they dance as ONE!

It is in this marrying of the opposites within OURSELVES, when the third force starts happening – we open ourselves up to UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!  We learn to love the shadows, as much as the light – and we start dancing now to the cosmic tunes, and then WITH the DIVINE…..  We start loving life and we love authenticity, we love being truly ourselves! 

A strange thing happens then: – we start attracting like-minded people, who are authentic, and true to themselves, and have learnt to love themselves unconditionally too.

It is in truly embracing ourselves, loving ourselves and our own Creator, that we start allowing ourselves to be vulnerable, to be confused sometimes, to being not perfect… but to find the hidden blessings in the perceived imperfections and to see the perfection of life!

In those moments, we are at peace.  We start cultivating serenity, and then whatever else happens: – we are centred and anchored in LOVE. 

I am reminded her of a certain master, teaching his students the art of staying calm and serene in the midst of opposing forces.  He took up his normal meditation pose, and then challenged his students to forcefully try and remove him.  They shoved and pulled and tried everything:  the master had become an immovable object and nothing and no-one could disturb his posture, nor serenity, calmness and pose.  When asked how this is possible, he said that when the master, masters himself to such an extent, and stays in the state of peace or inner calm, then nothing and no-one can move him – because he is firmly anchored in the life-force itself!

This is what we are learning to master at this time!

When we truly wish to link up with our twin flames, then we first of all have to learn mastery of ourselves… of loving ourselves unconditional – of accepting the fact that we are made WHOLE – that the Divine does not create mistakes!

When we allow ourselves to become loving towards ourselves, and then open our hearts and souls for the Divine Love to flow in and out of us, unencumbered, then we will be reunited with our twin flames – who had to master this by themselves.  That is when we are ready for true union.

If the one is still hovering and unsure and lost within, then there is IMBALANCE.  In creation all flow in harmony and as one.  Where one is too much, and the other too little, there can be no state of balance and then love eternal cannot flow in a magnificent and glorious stream. 

The lesson of the Lion Portal is to stand in your own true majesty, dignity, integrity, mastery, truth and magnificence and to shine by being serene in the knowing, that all is perfect, whole and complete!  Nothing is missing….

 

This principle applies to ALL of life and this is the greatest of all lessons to master as 2012, starts drawing towards its final chapter in the history of mankind.

Love is the answer and here unconditional love and acceptance of self.

Buying into illusion – negative or positive?

I have been on a journey of discovery in the last few years… and in a sense it is a continuing one, for on the journey through life one will encounter a lot of things, people, places and experiences – which in the end leads one every further into the realms of the body, mind, spirit and soul that you would never encounter, when staying stuck in the same place, the same milieu, the same old routine and habits.

It is not that all that sameness is bad in itself – the danger simply is, that one gets stuck in the comfort zones – where one simply does not make the effort – for making the effort takes up energy – and energy is something one does not wish to extend.  Or it can be scary stepping out of the familiar and into the unknown….

To me the legend of the Grail, sums this journey up to a Tee.  The knight sets off on a journey into the blue wild yonder, in search for the Grail.  In the process he encounters all kinds of obstacles, has to conquer dragons and rescue maidens in distress… all in search of the ultimate… the Eternal Prize…

Joseph Campbell says that all Myths and Legends, such as the Grail, have the same central theme – the theme of FOLLOWING YOUR BLISS… for the search of for the Grail, is in fact the Search for the Mythical and Mystical, which is really a search of the Keys and Codes of SOUL in all of life and life in its many multiple and intricate forms.

To me this journey has been from one of intense pain and confusion – from the world that I saw as hostile and corrupt, into the world where I am finding the Keys and Codes of life itself and with it delving ever deeper and deeper into the very Mysteries of who and what life really is and the immensity of BEING….

For following your Bliss always entails setting off on the INNER journeys – the realms not so much there – as not explored by the masses – for a lot of people are scared to dig deeper and deeper into the realms of the mind, spirit and soul – for the fear of finding too much that they can’t understand or deal with.   Once the incessant chatter of the MIND gets switched off and the realms of the spirit and soul are embarked on, then one steps into the mystical and magical world of life ETERNAL – life immeasurable – life in bountiful and gifted BEINGNESS….

To me this is where I have found the greatest keys.  First of all, the tools for knowing that the law of cause and effect is Eternal, and whatever you reap – you sow.  What you believe is your own reality – is the reality that you live.

A lot of people believe that BAD – they see only the bad, the harmful and ugly in life.  They buy into sensation, into judging and criticizing and love it when someone makes a mistake – then gossip flares up, for as long as I can rejoice in the badness, the perceived mistakes of the OTHERS, I do not have to look deeper inside myself.

I have had to deal with this aspect in the last few weeks, as here was a case of someone who simply lived in the dark world, she has set up for herself.  To her, all of life is conspiring to kill her.  She lives in fear of all and everything.  She cannot discern between those who genuinely love her and are concerned for her – for she sees them as part and particle of the monsters who wish to do her harm.  Even the kindest of gestures is answered with rapier-cut sarcasms and dagger-like intent to hurt.

To me she answered the question herself, when she said she LIKES being classified as being bi-polar.  What she was really saying is, that being the way she has been classified as, it a wonderful tool, for not having to take RESPONSIBILITY.  Hiding behind, creating fears, creating a dark and hostile world was SERVING her.  She would not buy into this illusionary world, if it was not SERVING her in some deeper way.

In all of this alarm bells are going off elsewhere.  To what intent and purposes is this person still sane?  Does one dope her, institutionalize her, or does one simply let her destroy herself – because that is the perceive result of her actions….

I sat down and wondered how does one classify a person sane or insane?  How does one react to all the darkness she is feeding on inside her own fears and mind?  Or does one simply try to classify a soul a mentally unstable and then feed her with drugs, which do not solve the soul problem and does not really get to the heart of the matter….

The SOUL itself is not DARK – IT IS THE ILLUSION SHE FEEDS HERSELF MENTALLY IN THIS LIFE WHICH IS CREATING HER OWN WORLD AND HER PERCEPTIONS OF IT.

To me, and what I am discovering more and more on my journey towards the Grail, is that one’s soul is a vast and immense BEING.  It has many talents and abilities, and it was created to express a certain TRAIT or TRAITS and this is what truly makes to content and happy, when you living your live in synch with your SOUL NAME AND TRAITS.  FOR THIS IS EESENTIALLY WHERE YOUR HOLY GRAIL KEYS AND CODES LIE.  This is where you are weaver of alchemical magic, and where you truly step out as the CREATOR self.

When we incarnate onto this planet, some souls, in the process of encountering the very unbalanced state of life – which tends to sometimes lean more to the darker side of life – the woes, pain, lies, violence, wars, etc. than to the lighter side: beauty, joy, happiness, contentment etc.    Sometimes the soul, simply is bewildered, and in its bewilderment, starts SHRINKING AWAY from life.  This is where the tendency to seek methods of ESCAPING LIFE takes the form of using alcohol, drugs, substance abuse, binging, anorexia nervosa, etc.  All of this to try and run away from the PERCEIVED IMPERFECTIONS of LIFE, AND THEN PERCEIVED IMPERFECTION WITHIN ONESELF!

YET THE SOUL HAS NO IMPERFECTIONS – ONLY DESIRES TO MASTER SOUL LESSONS AND TO REFLECT ITS EXPERIENCES BACK TO THE DIVINE SOURCE. 

A lot of souls, who are inherently very unhappy inside of themselves, tend to blame the government, the state, conspiracies, family, parents, upbringing, circumstances, etc. for the state their lives are in.  What blame does, is it passes the buck – when your blame others, then you are denying your own responsibilities towards creating life in its multiple forms.

A classic example to me here is found, in my own country.  In 1994 this country stepped past the drama of Apartheid, into what it termed as “FREEDOM FROM OPPRESSION.”  Yet, in 2012, all that calamities, corruptions and woes of society are STILL BLAMED ON THE REGIME WHICH EXISTED ALL THOSE YEARS AGO.  IT HAS BECOME A CONVENIENT SCAPE-GOAT TO NOT TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ONE’S OWN INACTION OR ACTIONS!  As long as you can blame others for your own faults, then that takes the responsibility off you, to have to examine yourself!

I have learnt in the last few years, that I have a choice:  I can blame all and sundry for what has happened to me in my life – or I CAN CHOSE TO LET GO OF THE EMOTIONAL CHARGES AND FREE MYSELF OF ILLUSIONS!   I have long time learnt to thank those who cost me my job, and who threatened to kill me – and to thank them for giving me my life back.  If they had not done that, I would have still been stuck in the same old job, and the same old rut that I was in before.  I would never have discovered the amazing things I did, I would never have gotten in touch with my own soul and its abilities, and I would never have GROWN in the way I did grow, in the last few years!

For in every single pain, there is a hidden blessing.  In every calamity, there is a blessing in disguise.  In every single moment, where something is happening that is causing you pain; there is someone or something bringing you blessings and happiness. 

If someone judges you or blames you for something, ask yourself:  “WHERE DID I BLAME OR JUDGE SOMEONE?”   Dig deep and it is there.   Then ask yourself:  “HOW DID THIS PERSON BLAMING OR JUDGING ME, SERVE ME?”  Dig deep and it is there.  Friends might have rallied to defend you or support you.  Maybe Angels were there to hold you in their arms and comfort you. 

WITH EVERY PAIN THERE IS BLESSING AND WITH EVERY JOY THERE IS PAIN. 

Whatever you do to others is returned to you. 

Yet, what I have learnt more than this is that there is BEAUTY, LOVE AND LIGHT EVERYWHERE – it is there in and around us. 

I have learnt that in the deepest slums there is love… and in the greatest splendour there is pain.  Even the Queen of Britain has had what she termed “HORRIBLE YEARS”, and I have been the greatest smiles and joys in the poorest communities.

When I do soul readings, I am always kind-of amazed at the beauty of the SOUL NAMES, which describe the BEAUTIFUL TALENTS, TRAITS AND GIFTS the SOUL BRINGS INTO ALL OF THIS INCARNATIONS.    This is what the SOUL IS MEANT to EXPRESS IN THIS LIFETIME – WHAT IT IS MEANT TO GIVE TO THIS PLANET AS INSPIRATION – AS WORK AND ABILITIES!  They are truly beautiful creative gifts!

Yet, somehow we lose that – we do not LIVE it – and we forget who and what we truly are and what we are capable of being!

Life gives us manifold blessings, joys and happiness every single day.  There is beauty in manifold forms all around us, within us, and in multiple faces.

WE CAN CHOSE WHAT WE SEE AND WE CAN CHOSE WHAT WE CREATE.  I CHOSE BEAUTY, JOY AND INSPIRATION!   I CHOSE TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULL!  I CHOSE TO BE HAPPY!

The more my journey continues into the realms of rediscovery energy centres and working with the healing of souls and the soul of the planet – the more I stand in awe of creation and the more codes and keys of the Grail, are being revealed to me.

Whatever you chose to journey into – is what you will find!

Life is amazing and beautiful – and what a tremendous gift it is to be alive and well and on planet Earth at this time!

 

Spanning dimensions: – The Crystal Pyramid Temples….

I have had the most amazing experiences these past few years… travelling a lot and simply following my inner guidance and honing system, in order to find and get reconnected with the Crystal Pyramid Temples of aeons ago, and the energy places and grids, spread all over Southern Africa.

It has in many respects become my own FOOL’S JOURNEY, for I invested all I had to reach for my dreams and inner promptings and calling of my own soul.

All of this started, by asking, in the darkest nights of the soul, I had ever experiences, as to why I had been born in Africa.  In my wildest dreams I would never have even thought about the possibility that by getting answers to this, by finding out my own soul, what soul group I belonged to, and who and what my soul REALLY was… With it the other memory banks started opening up – as I started tapping into the Ancient codes and codex that I myself, in other lifetimes, had hidden there….

In the process I have gone through a tremendous transformation – not only being healed from the dark nights of soul and immense soul wounds, but also from being trapped in a box, to expanding, and out-of-box thinking and exploring…

I sometimes felt like one of those early pioneers who had to go and explore the unknown… the uncharted maps and then stepping past all of this and really going deeper and deeper into my own heart and soul, and then found the answers as they came up.

I had been in one of those places, living there for 6 months, when I finally was guided to right spot – which I had been seeking all along. (It is by no means the only one – for there are more, but I am using this as an example.)  After some rain, I was walking and revelling in the beauty all around me, when I was nudged to sit down in a quiet spot and simply let myself go into a higher state of consciousness – which I find quite easy to do, for I do have the ability to span dimensions and to tap into ancient memory banks (not the Akashic Records – but a higher level of records kept in a different form, which, as said, I have encoded myself)……..

As I did that, I could see it the Temple – and there was such joy to be reunited at soul level with the Crystal Pyramid Temple that I have long soul connections to.

I will not elaborate on all of this – for it is far too complicated for a short piece like this…. It is merely to pin-point one of the amazing experiences I have had.

Through my travels, I suddenly could see what this part of world looked like in ancient times… and the history of the planet would simply flow like a stream as I was travelling along…

I was called upon to open up a massive portal during this journey – again being led to do so….. And then being aided by the invisible Higher Guidance and the presence of the Unicorns …..

I am merely sharing this – just to give you a glimpse of the way of life we are stepping into.  The higher your frequency rises, the higher you soul vibration and the Earth’s vibrational field, the thinner the veils between the dimension get…

This is because of the HIGHER SOUL FREQUENCIES – and then assuming a lighter – crystalline body, or form.  Your aura tends to become brighter, yet with the softer ethereal colours, and then your chakras, or energy systems within and without your body (if your 12^th chakra of STELLAR GATEWAY) is fully activated.  The faster these spin, the higher your frequency becomes, the more Light you emit…

The other day, I experienced the Higher Masters, working with the energy system, which are held in each vertebra of my spinal cord.  It was the most amazing experience.  I could literally sense, feel and see how each vertebra was cleared out, and then how the COLOUR CHANGED… as the colour changed the SOUND one which each vertebrae vibrates, then become crystal clear – the nearest I can come to a sound which resembles this – are the crystal bowls.

This is SUPERSONIC sounds, and dolphins and whales emit these high frequency sounds… so it simply kind-of resembles this.

When you truly start to CONSCIOUSLY ACKNOWLEDGE AND WORK with these higher frequencies, and truly allow them to start working with your own body and its energy fields, then you start to open up your own inner hearing, seeing, sensing and transmitting frequencies – so you suddenly find that you can step into higher dimensions and you can easily step up or down into the various states of BEING.

What really is happening is that the new chakras, like the Stellar Gateway, have the high frequency Cosmic Light pouring through them.  6^th Dimensional chakras have a silver pearlescence pouring through them.  7^th Dimensional chakras have a gold essence.

At present humanity is interconnected, like cogs on a wheel, so if one wheel is ready to go faster and emit higher frequencies, they have to push all the others faster too. 

When more and more of us, start vibrating at high frequencies, we pull up the others – as they will sense your Light and be encouraged to rise to where you are.  They may not understand but they will follow your path.

In fact the affirmations of the 7^th Dimensional Beings, affirm the following:   I witness. I decree.  I love. I empower. I enfold. I support.  I AM.

The 6^th dimensional Beings affirm the following:  I AM one with the Cosmos.  I AM the Voice of the Cosmos.  I AM the Cosmic Heart.  I AM cosmic wisdom.  I AM love and wisdom in perfect balance.  I AM love.

When we reach these dimensional states, then we shimmer – literally shimmer and shine all our chakras glorious…. We purify our light bodies for greater service in the Cosmic Whole.     We then have access to the 7^th dimension where our light bodies are completely activated and we vibrate at very high and potent frequencies.  This is when we almost become invisible to the naked eye – or we can, do just that, if we so desire.

As the Crystal Pyramid temples are rising from the seabed, and the ones on land get reactivated (most are still hidden as they have been – under shrub and earth), and inside the earth, they will lift our frequencies even more. 

You may, in meditation, ask to be taken to the Crystal Pyramid Temple that you soul is connected to.  For each of these, vibrate at a certain frequency and emit certain vibrations, of colour and sound.  You may sit under the apex of the Temple and simply see the tremendously high frequency light, twirling and swirling around you, reactivating your own energy centres that you own soul vibrates to. (That is why it is quite necessary at this state to find out your soul name, soul group name, your tonal cord, for all combines AS ONE and this is the Higher Healing of yourself, stepping through.)

 The colour of the Pyramid will immediately resonate deeply with you – as you recognize the colour or colours that your own soul vibrates on.  (One of reasons I love doing soul readings, is that I can reconnect you to remembering all of this).

I do this regularly, and I find it works in myriad of ways to awake our latent talents and abilities and our way of SEEING and SENSING.

Just a word of caution here:  IF YOU WISH YOU RAISE YOUR OWN FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS, THEN KNOW THAT THE OLDER AND DENSER FREQUENCIES THAT YOU ARE STILL HOLDING ONTO, AND THE ALL THE HURT, PAIN AND ACCUMULATED MUCK, ALL THOSE THINGS AND RELATIONSHIPS THAT NO LONGER SERVE YOUR HIGHER SOUL GROWTH, WILL START DISINTEGRATING.

YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE RITES OF PURIFICATION – YOU CANNOT STEP UP IN DIMENSIONS AS LONG AS YOUR ESSENCE IS NOT PURIFIED….

For this is when your initiation into the higher dimensions truly starts.  It can be excruciatingly uncomfortable and painful at times – mostly when you cling onto the old life and lifestyle with fear.  It is mostly fear of unknown, which stops most people from moving higher up in the evolutionary scale.

As the Crystal Pyramid Temples rise, more and more information will be released, to empower humanity into the next raising phases of the consciousness shift.  With it the energy centres INSIDE the earth and just under surface will get more and more unclogged – the result will be earthquakes, tsunamis, etc. as the earth is cleansing her, inside and out!

I find that the more I work on rediscovering the Ancient Knowledge and then write it down… that the more I am reconnecting to my soul and soul essence, my heart centre and to the Cosmic heart.  The more I do this, the more I can span the dimensions and the more I do this, the more I realize, how much of this planet and life on it, is simply ILLUSIONARY!

To be….or not to be….

To Be…. or not to Be?

There are a thousand whispers and nuances in life that we often fail to hear in our search for life and life more abundantly on this planet…

The more the searches for love becomes an occupational hazard for some, the more they seek it outside themselves…. outside validation: acknowledgement, acclaim, wishing to be completed by another, etc.

The strange thing that happens, is the more we look OUTSIDE of us, for validation, or completeness, of the filling of that void, that never-ending something, the more we will end up feeling in-complete…. un-whole…

I have found that a lot of people expect their partners to fill that hole, the emptiness and when they don’t they simply go on to the next one… until that one too, leaves the hole unfilled…. and then the next and the next…

I often ask people what they are searching for in the Love of their lives…. Now the lists come out:  long lists of what they want…. and most often that list will contain somewhere:-  “I want him or her to love me – so that I feel at last I am home – complete…”

The funny thing is that once the infatuation stage disappears and with it sometimes the passion, then the eyes are already on the next one, who can bring that self-same rush of adrenaline back.   Casanova was a classical example… the more the merrier, and never getting enough…. Always searching… searching… searching…

What exactly IS the SEARCH all about?

I am going back to that:  FEELING COMPLETE….

As long as you are looking for someone to complete you, then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. ….  For the only person who can complete him or herself is: – YOU!

You cannot expect another person to make you happy, for you as about as happy as you choose to be!

The fact is, that your Creator, the Divine, CREATED YOU AS WHOLE.  He/she does not create imperfections!  In the greater Cosmic Whole, there are no half-made, incomplete, or flawed creations!  ALL IS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE…

So, where does this void, this whole, this longing for completeness stem from?

It mostly stems from our own beliefs IN BEING SEPARATED FROM THE DIVINE AND FROM ALL THAT IS!

The fact is that most people run away from pain – they don’t want to experience pain, and they don’t want to experience a-lone-ness, or having to path their path a-l-one.

If you go back to the moment that your soul chose to incarnate onto planet, you will see that it discussed your whole life, in fine details, with your Guardian Angels, those Beings who guide you through your life, and the Divine.  Together you look at your DIVINE BLUEPRINT, which is yours, and yours alone.  This of it as a kaleidoscope pattern…. it has its very own geometrical shape.  That synchronizes perfectly with your SOUL NAME, AND YOUR SOUL GROUP NAME.  SO THE THREE ARE IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER, AND TO COMPLETE THE TRIANGLE THERE IS A COMPLETE CIRCLE, THAT IS THE DIVINE MOTHER, who holds you in your womb.

You then, look AT WHAT SOUL LESSONS YOU NEED TO EXPRESS, as you UNIQUE GIFTS, TALENTS AND ABILITIES, and what lessons you wish to LEARN OR TO MASTER, and WHAT YOU WISH TO EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU HAVE INCARNATED ON PLANET EARTH, TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGHT, ABILITIES AND SOUL EXPRESSIONS…. FOR THIS IS THE GREATEST SCHOOL THERE IS! 

This Planet is one of the most popular planets to incarnate on, to hone one’s inner strengths and abilities – for IT CHALLENGES YOU TO CORE!

WHEN YOU ARE THUS BORN, TO THE PARENTS YOU CHOSE YOURSELF, (because of the soul lessons they bring you) YOU ARE PERFECTLY MADE: – YOUR WINGS ARE SHAPED PERFECTLY FOR YOU TO FLY!

It is just, that as we grow, from baby and into adulthood, we forget this, and then we wish to take on the wings of sparrows, and then wonder why we cannot master the art of flying…. when all along we have the wings of an eagle – and an eagle cannot fly with the wings of a sparrow!

In the process of growing up, we assume that other’s wish to bring us pain…. often we withdraw from this… or later on in life, we truly run from one relationship to the other, in order to find someone who will truly validate us.

The funny part of this is, that you TEND TO DRAW OR ATTRACT TO YOURSELF, SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THE OPPOSITE OF YOU AND MIRROR ALL THOSE ASPECTS OF YOURSELF BACK TO YOU THAT YOU HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH, OR ARE TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM.

 Sometimes, because we assume the wings of a sparrow, we are too timid to set healthy boundaries for ourselves, or too overbearing, because we demand too much….

For see, there ARE THE SOUL LESSONS that YOU CHOSE TO MASTER THIS LIFETIME, COMING TO HAUNT YOU: – THOSE DRAGONS THAT YOU ARE SO SCARED TO FACE, THAT BRING YOU PERCEIVED PAIN AND DIS-COMFORT AND STRIFE…

There is a lovely children’s film that I watched recently:  “HOW TO TAME A DRAGON”…. That about says it all.

As long as we are scared of those dragons, as long as we are at-war with them, as long as we FEAR them – they will PERSIST.  We can change partners as much as we like: – they will grow again and again and become BIGGER and BIGGER, UNTIL WE LEARN TO SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH THEM AND ASK THEM WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TEACH US!

One of the dragons we have that loves tormenting us is:  IF ONLY.

IF ONLY likes your weak spot, in fact hones in on it.  (Please note dragons, as I will name them, have NO GENDER.  THEY MERELY ARE!  So if I use HIM or HER, the TWO ARE INTERCHANGABLE FOR THEY HAVE NO GENDER!).  IF ONLY likes to tell you that if you get rid of Mr. or Mrs. So and so, you will have a much more peaceful and complete life.  So, you start looking over the fence…. Hmmmm…. that one looks so juicy… Hmmm…. no bad hair days…. no nagging…. no screaming….. Hmmmm, IF ONLY….

IF ONLY loves telling you, that the grass is greener on the other side…. IF ONLY has a companion called REGRET….  REGRET comes in and tells you that you should have done things this way or that way…. REGRET loves honing into all your weak or troubled spots and then in comes dragon number three:  BLAME.  Because, of the inherent fires the others are now blazing into Beingness, blame loves finding something or someone to blame for the pain and unhappiness:  parents, siblings, spouses, governments, conspiracies, bankruptcy, war, calamities, etc.

These three love dancing in tune, and then they use their ability to stir fires and before you know it there is this raging fire deep inside of you, causing you more and more pain.

The fact is these dragons, are actually very peaceful, loving and lovable souls.  All they ask of you is to sit down and talk to them.  To ask them, what it is they are trying to teach you.

IF ONLY, says she is there to teach you, that the grass is not greener on the other side.  IF ONLY, says she wants to show you, that all the answers to all your pain, all the questions you ever had, LIE WITHIN.  

REGRET jumps up and down, and says he is there to teach you, that past is past, and gone is gone.  You cannot do anything about it, except to release it, so that the past can no longer hold you chained up, but if you take out your sword and start cutting yourself free, you will find that a lot of what you regret has long served its purpose….

Now BLAME is joining the conversation:  See, he/she says, the longer you go and blame everyone, the longer you will battle to set yourself free.  For, know this, these people, places, events, all show up in your SOUL CHART, and the SOUL CONTRACT you made BEFORE YOU WERE BORN…. AND YOU AGREED TO IT TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGTH… AND YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL OF THAT!  The longer you blame everyone, INCLUDING YOURSELF, the longer you will have all of us for company, and then made war against us…. WE DON’T WANT WAR – WE ARE TIRED OF WAR:  WE WANT PEACE!  WE WANT TO SPREAD OUR WINGS AND TEACH YOU TO FLY!

When all three have finally convinced you that you have let go of all of this, then Dragon number FOUR arrives:  PAIN.  Pain, looks fierce some….. You look at him, and you want to run away…. Yet, go and look into his eyes and you will find great love and compassion there…. FOR PAIN IS A GREAT TEACHER.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE FOREVER, THE TIME IS NOW.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT DEATH IS A GREAT TEACHER – IT TEACHES YOU THAT YOU HAVE ONLY SO MUCH TIME ON THIS PLANET – USE YOUR TIME TO LEARN TO UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  PAIN TEACHES YOU THAT THE LONGER YOU HOLD ONTO TO GRUDGES, SELF-BLAME,  BLAME OTHERS, IF ONLY, AND REGRET TO LONGER YOU ARE TAKING TO HEAL AT A DEEP SOUL LEVEL AND TO MASTER YOUR LESSONS.

PAIN SERVES YOU!  PAIN HONES YOUR INNER STRENGTH AND RESILIENCE.  ONCE YOU LET PAIN SOOTHE YOUR SOUL WOUNDS AND HELP YOU TO HEAL, YOU CAN MOVE ON AND INTO LIFE WITH GREATHER STRENGHT, RESILIENCE, SOUL GROWTH AND THAN HELP OTHERS WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS.

YOU CAN TEACH THEM TO CONFRONT THESE DRAGONS AND TO LEARN TO EMBRACE AND LOVE THEM FOR THEY ARE GREAT TEACHERS!

The more you learnt TO LOVE YOURSELF, TO FIND COMPLETENESS WITHIN YOURSELF, TO LOVE YOUR OWN COMPANY, AND BE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN SKIN, and AURA, IN ALL YOUR BODIES – THE MORE YOUR WINGS START GROWING … EAGLE’S WINGS AND ONE DAY YOU FIND YORSELF ABLE TO FLY LIKE AN EAGLE AND NOT LIKE A SPARROW ANY MORE!

The only thing is, and I am warning you now, it the minute that you start soaring higher and higher, the more others will start taking notice, because YOU SHINE!  YOU RAISE OUT AND ABOVE ALL THE OTHERS!

So then, what happens?  Guess who start appearing?  Hello, Dragon number five:  JEALOUSY/INSECURITY/ENVY.   Lucky for you, this is not your dragon, but those who cannot stand your flying high and free…. Yet, this dragon, loves testing you…. She loves finding your resilience to keep on learning to fly higher and higher, and not be distracted nor deterred by the opinion of others, nor the arrows they tend to shoot at you.  For the more you shine you light, the more your spot-light is going to fall on all the other FOUR DRAGONS IN THEIR LIVES THEY HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH…

So, you see:  LIFE IS A NEVER-ENDING CIRCLE….. What goes around comes around…. The trick is, is to develop A NEW AND GREATER CIRCLE and then TO OURFLY THE OTHERS!

It might be a tat lonely up there, with no company…. But guess what, by you flying higher and higher, and discovering new worlds, vistas, etc. suddenly others want to follow and see for themselves…. For you are the pioneer, the trail blazer and when you allow yourself to blaze a new trail – others will follow!

Then one day, you see that there is another eagle flying with you, and you start frolicking, dancing and having a ball.  And then you start talking to that eagle…. you start sharing stories, comparing notes…. and you find, that both of you had to confront the same dragons, both of you have scars to show it…. BUT FUNNILY ENOUGH YOU ARE NOW BOTH ABLE TO FLY AT THE SAME HEIGHTS AND VIBRATE AT THE SAME FREQUENCY.  YOU RECOGNIZE A SOUL MATE, A KINDRED SPIRIT AND THEN, SUDDENLY, WITHOUT YOU WISHING FOR IT (FOR YOU WERE HAPPY WITH YOUR OWN COMPANY AND WITH WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE!) YOU FIND TRUE LOVE!

And you find, then that by ADDING YOUR WHOLENESS TO HIS OR HER WHOLENESS, ANOTHER CIRCLE FORMS AROUND YOU:  THE CIRCLE OF AT-ONE-NESS, THE SACRED DIVINE!

THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF ALCHEMY AND THE ALCHEMICAL DANCE…. THE SACRED DANCE OF AT-ONE-NESS and finding the ultimate KEYS TO MASTERY – YET ONLY THE FIRST OCTAVE OF THIS!

What happens there-after is a story for another time…. another space….