She searched for her Beloved
From the minute she was born
Yet somehow he eluded her….
And with it, came a Quest
To know, more than anything else,
The hidden Truth,
The Hidden Mystery of Mysteries,
That which had no voice,
Was not tangible,
Yet which whispered there
In the deepest depths of her soul…..
She remembered him when she was seventeen
In the visions, the dreams
Which came out of nowhere….
She knew his face…
She knew his voice…
She knew him intimately…
Yet, not where she walked
As she searched for him everywhere….
As he eluded her
She searched for the ultimate
In deeper knowledge,
The hunger inside her to know
Was more than anything else…
She devoured the books,
She prayed for a Higher path
A deeper Experience
As she then served
The masses with all that she had…
The men ….
The paupers and Kings….
It mattered not to her what titles they bore
For she saw the souls that were lost
So she became the words of Love
And often through her own tears
She became that light in the darkness
For she expended herself
Ever in highest service
For she knew no other path
But that of her soul
And highest calling thereof….
Then one day, all which she had so carefully constructed,
And spend so many hours putting together
All fell apart….
As she saw how her work simply disintegrated
She threw herself before heavens
Lamented and ask: “What is this?
Why me? Why?”
And she was asked to let go
Take leaps of faith
And to learn to fly like an eagle
With wings perfectly fit to fly….
And shown thousands out there
Needing her to learn to do just that…
So she took flying lessons,
And she dreamed of the day
When she would meet her eagle
And could finally do the mating dance
And they would fly higher and higher
And then she would fold her wings,
And he would be there, catching her…
And then reversed…
And she met her beautiful eagle
She recognized his face
And his soul..
It was there in his eyes…
It was as remembered
As Energy exploded
Within and without….
But within her was a torrent,
Something she could not voice
And more than this, a deeper and higher calling
Which she knew she had vowed to fulfil…
And somehow that calling was bigger
And greater than the sum total of self…
For that hunger inside of her
To know deeper and more
And to return what was lost,
The Mystical call,
Was greater than even him at the time…
So she went and followed that call,
Never realizing until years later,
That indeed it was the call of her soul
To go and do what needed to be done,
For she did not only do this for herself
And the Quest,
But for the greater humanity….
In the midst of this
Love came to greet her
But she was not ready to open her heart and soul
To embrace her Beloved
For still there were memories,
And deep pain,
Which she could not voice,
Yet had a voice,
It was unspeakable
She had to relive that
And to release it
And more than this
To forgive him
And all men
For the past lives
Had the trauma
Of burnings, of shame, of being persecuted
To the death and beyond…
And as the releasing came
Something deep inside of her shifted
And she felt that deep Love
To connect once again,
But this time,
Her prayer became the prayer of her soul,
To love ever deeper
To have the heart open no matter what
And to experience ever deeper levels of love
And being loved
And More than this
That her sexuality,
Her sacredness as woman
Would open up more and more
So that she could finally love
With all that she is
Beyond the beyond…
And she was taken to the Temples of Love
In the Sacred Halls of the Divine
And prepared for her Beloved
Anointed with Rose Oils
And with the Preciousness
Which cannot be voiced…
She was shown the beauty
The exquisiteness of her Beloved
Him she has loved of yore,
And whom she loves
A new birth arose
And with it
deepening of love
Which goes beyond love
Where the cosmos expands
To become the ultimate
As linked to the 7th….
And with it love deepens
As the thousand suns within suns
Of all Wisdom and Knowledge
And all That lies hidden
Within the Centrals Suns
Now finally made itself known….
Within you I find
That ultimate State of Being
I have searched for so long…
Only with you!
You are my Sun
You are the Soul
Of my Soul
You are the infinite Book
In which I lose myself
Only to find that with each page I turn
I find more to explore
And to love
To unite with within….
Sun of my Sun!
You fill me…
I fill you…
And we are the filling
Love always seeks to expand upon itself, to ever delve deeper into the depths of All-Loving, and seeks that mystical and sacred union with the Beloved in ever deeper and more profound ways.
There is a highest pathway of the True Mystic, which seeks the alchemical Marriage, that Divine Sacred Union, which goes beyond the norm and stretches into the very Mystery of Mystery, the infusion and the working, the co-creation with the Sacred Fires and the Kundalini or Serpent Energy.
Only the highest-ranking Initiates could catch a glimpse of the deepest inner mysteries in the Ancient Mystery Schools as held in the Pyrenees, and Southern France, in the most hidden and sacred, secret places, and then they had to go through stringent initiations, and training, before they could delve into these mysteries of Mysteries.
There was a very sacred, secret Order, the of Rose, the Serpent (Kundalini) and the Sacred Chalice/Cup/Grail. Those who belonged to this secret Order identified each other via the symbols imbedded on the SOUL self, and on the forehead, for they could read with via the inner seeing and knowing. Most of these souls belong to this sacred and sanctified order in the inner planes and thus always serve together in some great way. It is the call to the highest service to the Divine and thus the bestowal of co-creatorship in a deeply alchemical and mystical way, which has made them stand out in so many lifetimes, parallel lives and Universes, as the very highest and most evolved of the Illumined Ones.
The true Mystic seeks to delve ever deeper into the Unknown, the Unchartered, the Unrecorded and to seek to experience the Divine through this alchemical and mystical union. It is therefore in essence not self-seeking, or ego driven, or that self-gratification, but goes beyond the self, into the ALL. In fact, if one is not willing to totally dissolve, disintegrate and therefore be transmuted into a much higher version, creative, mystical, ALL, thus dissolving into the vastness of the Divine Energy Fields itself, one could not be reborn into the highest Mysteries of the Mystery itself.
The moment that one dissolved into the No-thing, one became Every-thing: You became the same intelligent and unified Energy field, the Spiralling and Creative Energy force (Highest Kundalini/Serpent Energy Energy) and with it the Sacred Fire itself. You became the embodiment of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine as you merged into one single energy force-field, and now, with immense intricate and highest training, could direct this whole energy field to create miracles.
This was the highest of all the sacred Mystery School’s hidden Rites, and therefore then only the highest and most disciplined of the all the Initiates were ever allowed to enter these. More than this, it took total dedication and immense commitment to adhere to the Divine Alchemical Laws, and Divine Sacred Sexuality Laws, to gain this type of high degree of Mysticism.
One could enter through these means such immensely powerful Super Consciousness Energy fields, that one could experience the Divine in much highest and more profound ways, than through any other path.
Not all Initiates ever chose to do this in union with another – male and female, but some chose to do this on their own. Every soul has free will and choice, and therefore then each pathway has its own challenges and more than this stringent initiation.
The reasons why one needed to be gradually initiated and introduced to this type of the highest mysteries, was mainly because the immense potent and powerful energy forces one starts to tap into and work with. If the initiate was not yet of the same vibration and frequency as the superconscious energy fields entered, the physical body would disintegrate. Indeed, the soul would have to leave the physical vessel, and could not return to it.
The trick was to enter these potent energy fields, dissolve into them, and then be resurrected within these fields, which one could only enter via the SOUL energy, and the direct the entire in co-creative ways.
Now, if the physical body was not tuned into the higher frequency yet, it could not hold form, as said, and therefore once the Kundalini energy and Sacred Fires are ignited to a high degree, many initiates died in the process, for FEAR stepped in, as they physical form started to disintegrate and they had not learnt to anchor themselves into the physical while also traversing the heavens, so to speak.
The Kundalini opens certain channels in the physical form and energy bodies in and around the human body, but it must go into higher octaves of such. If one activates this energy too quickly, one is great danger of harming oneself, for there will be immense pain in the physical form and when blockages occur even more so. If this energy is not directed in scientific ways (remember that metaphysics is as science) then the body will disintegrate – it cannot hold form.
The same applies to the sacred fires as well.
Highly trained Initiates could literally step in very powerful and almost superhuman co-creative acts in sacred union, and then direct the super consciousness energy fields in the exact forms they wished to manifest this. This was called co-creatorship.
Remember in this that the sexual energy is not attached to the physical form at all, as is the kundalini, as is the soul. It can expand in immensely powerful ways, into Divinity and therefore the ALL, the Omni-verse itself and all contained there-in.
In truth, there are no boundaries. Human beings perceive false separation and false boundaries, were in truth there are no limitations.
All is One Unified and Superconscious and Intelligent Energy Field with sub-energy fields. In truth, all is one and the same.
One could not do this work with just anyone. No, the souls concerned we carefully chosen for this work, and most often would be Twin Flames and Soul Mates. Mainly because in the case of the Illumined One, they were created by the Divine to co-create in this way.
This must do with keys and codes as held within each soul flame and therefore when the two unite, they activated these within each other. It is one by merging as one, that they could co-create in this manner. This was by Divine Creation.
The True Mystical Partnership, was an agreement between these two souls to co-create in this mystical way, and then to do so in the highest possible service. Indeed, it is usually to co-create the extraordinary together.
In such a union, there is no place for a third party, mainly because the third party must be created between the two, and this is the Sacred Fire.
Trinity in truth means the Divine Masculine, the Divine Feminine and the Sacred Fire (sometimes referred to as the Holy Fire or Holy Spirit).
With it came Truth, Respect, Integrity.
One had to have that degree of utter trust, that when one dissolved into such fields, that the fusion of the two, would hold the rest together. Thus, not one of these two would disintegrate and out of mistrust or fear have their physical bodies disintegrate!
First, it was the fear of death which had to be overcome, and this fear can come in many forms and disguises. So often this fear is disguised in attachments, to things, to people, to places, etc. Or is can be disguised as negative ego, which wishes to be better, than the partner. Therefore, they had to be equals meaning equally soul-empowered.
The stringent initiations then were meant to not only allow the initiates to overcome fear, self-doubt, self-aggrandisement, etc. but also to become fully soul empowered, therefore fully standing in their own power and light, to not become overpowered by their partner.
It is only when both are whole and in balance within themselves, that they can merge fully and completely in such sacred alchemical marriage.
When these two souls then agreed to do this work together, they always held a special and very private ceremony where they committed they whole life, and physical and soul embodiment into the highest service to the Divine. It was something very sacred and private they agreed upon. This first and then only in the Presence of the Divine.
Then only they would be consecrated and anointed by the High Priest and High Priestess of this Sacred Order.
The Anointing itself was profound, for here they stood, as the Beloveds, in the face of the Divine, and those anointing them and the those witnessing this, that they would commit to their union to the highest possible service, with truth, integrity and respect, and that they were prepared to die for this, in needed. Indeed, they were vowing to commit their entire life to uplift humanity (if on this planet) and to raise its consciousness, to blaze new and higher trails and that they would be there, leading from the front, fearlessly, and with great courage and inner strength.
For delving into the deepest Mysteries and retrieving what needs to be retrieve and worked with, co-created for the highest good, is not for the faint-hearted, the half-hearted, the ones would be fly-by-nights. It is only for the those who are brave enough to dissolve and die totally onto themselves, to be resurrected into the work and then direct the work by co-creatorship.
Such is the Calling.
Such is the Sacrifice but also the Resurrection.
Such is the Truth and the All-Knowing, the All-Wise, the All-Seeing and the Omni-Being.
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We are stepping into the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and end of what has been before (since the birth of this planet and human history) and into the New Alpha and Omega, the New Beginning.
In the last weeks, I have had many things coming up which needed to be released, and a lot had to do with the COLLECTIVE Clearing and Cleansing – thus not so much my own soul’s clearing and cleansing, but that of the collective.
C.G. Jung called it the collective subconscious mind- I call it the collective cellular memory banks of humankind, since the Tree of Life was taken away from humankind.
The Tree of Live itself is often misunderstood and misinterpreted by human beings, as being a type of Tree of Knowledge or Good Evil. What is truth humanity lost, was their co-creatorship with the Divine, because they abused their powers, and they did not adhere to the Divine Cosmic Laws, on which the whole firmaments rest cosmically – indeed the whole Creation rests upon these Laws, which regulate the forms and structures of all life and life forms, indeed the WHOLE OF CREATION. There are many tiers of these Laws, but when adhered to it brings balance, harmony, order, peace.
In truth the Tree of Life, is a Cosmic Superconscious Energy Matrix Field, which does contain all Knowledge, Technology, and Wisdom all levels of Creation and it holds the 7 and 12 Sacred Fires, the Fires Letters of Amrita, the Lost Yod (Finger of God/Goddess) Fire knowledge, the knowledge of the Crystal Pyramids and Pyramid Crystalline Energy Power Grids, the Lost Knowledge of Ancient Ones pertaining to the All-Knowing, All-Seeing, and the All-trinity Triad Knowledge, with the original Adam Kadman Knowledge as held in the original cellular memory of the first volunteer races on earth, as I have recorded in my new book “Why I was born in Africa: the previously unrecorded history of Elysium and the Lion Kingdom”.
With this lost knowledge comes the Phi and PSI(Y) energies, as the Phi holds ONLY ONE COMPONENT of energy and sacred Golden Mean. The PSI Counterpart, the FEMININE aspect and all the mathematical equations and the Sacred Geometries and all knowledge contained therein was REMOVED from the Planet by the Divine Feminine, when she withdrew her knowledge and technology from the planet, with the downfall of Atlantis.
We cannot regain the knowledge of the Pyramids and how they truly functioned, without the Psi component, for the Phi, in itself is powerless, if not balanced by the Psi, as there is always balance cosmically. When the Masculine and Feminine are balancing each other out, the THIRD AND MIGHTY FORCES COSMICALLY ARE RELEASED.
More than this with lost the Keys and Codes to unlock the Knowledge held within the 7th Sun of Illumination and we also lost our cosmic citizenship in the aftermath of all the destruction humankind wreaked.
More than this we have not regained the full use of our 12 bodies, and only now are starting to remember the use of the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual and to some extend soul bodies, but have not even touched on the activating the full 12 body system, which will enable us to teleport at will, to become visible and invisible, and to shapeshift into any energy form we wish to.
It is only when the use of the 12-body system is fully activated that we can truly step into the full co-creatorship again.
We are now stepping into the time, when the collective memory banks of intense trauma and pain, caused by the destruction of Elysium, the Lion Kingdom, Avalon, Mu, Lemuria and Atlantis left on the imprint of this the memory bank.
In as much as each one of us does the inner releasing work, practice forgiveness for ourselves and others, and expand this across societies, across seeming global divisions we cannot heal collectively.
All the souls involved with these lost continents have now returned en-masse, to finally master the collective Karmic Patterns of self-destruction, and to regain the full cosmic Mastery, of co-creatorship, where one has attained a high degree of Mastery of the SELF, before one can assist the Collective to heal.
Each one of us is as much responsible for the SELF AS WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE COLLECTIVE.
In truth there are no THEY nor THE OTHERS – we are all one and the same.
The Cosmic Divine Law of the ONE AND THE MANY apply here.
The One is the Many and the Many is the One.
We must reclaim our responsibility and heal what was collectively destructed, BEFORE we are all finally freed up to fully live in the New Golden Age.
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As planet Earth has been reborn and since the 24 May 2017, we have moved into the new Epoch of planet earth’s Being and therefore humankind, something immense is shifting deep within us and nowhere more profoundly than in our loving relationships with each other. We have to find new and higher levels of wholeness within ourselves, and then within our most intimate relationships with each other.
We are being called to step more and more into our authentic REAL, THE SOUL REAL, the truth of who and what we are: – at soul level. To me this means the return to truth and wholeness.
The veils of amnesia have been lifted and therefore at last our inner seeing, hearing, knowing returns and with it the 7 veils of the third eye may now be lifted for those who are ready to receive such a blessing and ask for it.
The deepest levels will be felt by those who are in the Twin Flame Union. More than this, with the veils of amnesia being lifted, we now have that gateway opening, where the old karmic negative patterns, hooks, ties and whatever withheld true love and union in the past, in whatever forms, now can be finally healed and put behind us.
The true Mystery of profound and total union, in the Sacred Partnership between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine is now ready to express itself through those who are willing to walk that Highest Path of Purity, and to truly seek the face of the ultimate of Union, where the Divine Masculine is fully empowered and in balance within himself, and the Divine Feminine is fully empowered and in balance within herself.
One is not more than other, nor less than the other. They are BOTH empowered from the deepest Soul Level, and therefore now can at last find each other in far higher and in the deepest levels of soul expression, than ever before.
It is a Mystic Path, it is Path only for those souls who truly seek to find this on a much higher and more intimate level and then to know, that this is not for the faint-hearted, the uninitiated, those who are too scared to delve into the deepest depths of themselves, and the very Mystery of Life itself, and all of Creation. It means willing to be vulnerable in the depths of vulnerability, open to the core heart and soul, cleaved open if need be, and then in total truth and honesty, authentic and real. No hiding anymore.
If the Divine Masculine is willing to truly delve into the very deepest Mystery, he must learn to dissolve himself into the very essence of what it means to be the Divine Masculine in all its myriad of forms and expressions. This man is not afraid to face himself, and all his own inner dragons, and more than this, all the Mysteries of forms the structures of the cosmos, and what makes it work and tick, and in the process, FEEL into his heart, and soul, as much as into his magnificent mind. At last he has learnt to marry his own heart and feelings, with his mind. More than this he is in touch with the feminine side of himself, and knows it is there deep inside of himself, just as much as the Masculine is there. The Masculine is MORE than the feminine within himself, but it is there all right. He is not in denial of this anymore, he OWNS it and he is happy in his own skin.
The Empowered Masculine is now truly open to experience his deepest soul connection with the Omni verse from the heart and mind. He is going to asked to break new frontiers open for humanity in the fields of science where he married the metaphysical with the core sciences, and where he finally understands the inner music of mathematics, the immense harmonic frequencies held within them, where he starts remembering how to work with the crystalline Liquid Energy as expressed through the spiralling, coiling energy, and remember how to tap into the Ancient Energy Fields which have always been there, and now are being reactivated. His beautiful mind, is now fully employed to lift humanity into the realms of the 5th to 7th dimensional state, as he is the one who invents the structures, the forms, the mathematical equations, the sacred geometrical patterns, which now starts to understand at a much higher level. What never made sense, now starts making sense, as his third eye opens more and more, and he can at last see BEYOND the physical only, and into the realms of Infinite space.
The Superconscious Energy fields are there open and ready for him to finally understand and grasp with his heart/soul/mind, and he can only do that via the Feminine, for she is what gives him the keys and codes to do so. More than this she unlocks within him, what he could not access before, when he was totally in his mind, and cut her out of the equation.
The masculine is now moving more and more into this Higher Soul Self, fearlessly, in pioneering ways, and he is willing to give it his all to blaze new trails for humanity, but this time, he is balanced WITHIN himself, through heart and mind, in touch with the feeling side of himself, as much as the brilliance of his own mind.
With it comes the great healing of all he invented in all the past lives and existences on earth, which was destructive, which went against the Divine Cosmic Laws, and in truth, against himself.
The Divine Feminine, feels, yes, she feels, but she is also now seeking to marry the Divine Masculine within herself, with the Divine Feminine within herself. She is more Divine Feminine, but she also has that Masculine within herself as well. She is not afraid to delve into the deepest parts of her soul, and to bring about the deepest emotional healing for herself and the rest of humanity.
She is not afraid to break loose of all the shackles and restraints which were placed upon her for so many thousands of years, she is now out there with him, breaking open new frontiers for humanity, and she is teaching him to feel and express, as much as he is teaching her to use her own beautiful mind.
She is not shrinking herself anymore, and she not thinking herself less than him. Indeed, she is finally stepping up in soul empowerment, so that she can at last take her place next to him, equally soul empowered, equally blessed, and therefore she is not allowing herself to be overshadowed by him.
She dances the dance of life, the spiralling coiling dance of creation, for SHE IS THAT. SHE HOLDS THAT ENERGY, and she is loves it. She knows no beginning nor end, for she knows that the wheels are forever reinventing themselves, and therefore there is a great Omni verse of inner mystical knowledge she must return to humanity, which the Divine Feminine sealed off and took away with her, when she withdrew from the planet.
She is not getting past her own neediness. She is finally understanding the truth, that in Ancient Times, the Women were out there, fully empowered and working alongside him. She was not there JUST TO BE A WIFE AND HAVE CHILDREN. NO! If she was in her highest empowerment, she often chose not to have children and to fully be there in her highest empowerment and she was out there, blazing new trails along with him.
She only chose to have children, if she could fully co-create with him, for the highest and best of both concerned, and if they BOTH chose this, and then she mated for life with him, because BOTH were dedicated to the same highest calling and soul purpose, looking outward in the same direction, and then fully conscious of what a type of child they wished to co-create and how they would BOTH look after the child and nurture it into being, as it was a co-responsibility. Indeed, they would only have a child, if they both were in the highest and deepest alignment with each other, and their love for each other had taken on the deepest meaning, knowing that in the moment the child was created, it would take that energy of the creative act WITHIN it, from the moment of conception, and therefore then, know whether it was conceived in utter love, or not! Henceforth they would both nurture that unborn child into Beingness with great love, careful not to project anything onto the unborn, which was not in highest alignment with their love for each other, and what they in truth are within.
When the Divine Masculine is fully empowered, and whole, the Divine Feminine is fully empowered and whole, something profound happens. If they both are on the Mystical path, and deeply soul empowered, and deeply and profoundly seeking that union with each other, with truth, respect and integrity, and love, then they can seek the sacred sexual union.
It is not a path for everyone. So many romanticize over such a union, when in truth such a union will cleave both open to the core, for the fires ignited between them will bring out the best and the worst within both, singe and burn away all impurities.
First, there must be a deep soul connection for such a union to last, and to bring about ever deeper and deeper levels of love and union.
So often the emotional baggage will come up, from deep within – the false programming of this lifetime, that little boy and little girl within, and then all the past lives on this planet which often turned into warzones between a man and woman and all in between. If the emotional baggage is not released, if will come to the surface as separation, as alienation, as neediness, and wanting – wanting the other to complete one, wanting the other to be the saviour or the Knight in Shining Armour, and dreaming false dreams of love, which will not manifest, until the INNER work has been done and wholeness within returns. For often the old past life memory banks will trigger when one is with the beloved, and those old ghosts need to be laid to rest.
In my Twin Flame Soul Readings, this comes the fore time and again. I, myself experienced this profound when I was in France, and I had to release memory bank after memory bank of intense and unspeakable things which happened in those lifetime, even to remembering myself being shackled and chained as a Queen of my people, and then having my Beloved’s head (which had just been chopped off), being shown me on a platter! This went into Egypt and wherever else, but release it all I had. I also understood then why I had difficulty in speaking out in this lifetime, and more than that to finally break loose of those shackles and the unspeakable, which happened during those lifetimes.
Remember that your soul has had many lifetimes, and many existences, and what you are now, is a sum of what you have been before!
True Love, is the love which has stood the test of time – and then emerges ever deeper and stronger than ever before, therefore brings the souls together in ever deeper, highest and more profound love and union. Indeed, they both go through a type of inner death, in order to be reborn into ever higher states of true love and union!
It is when on finally forgives the Twin and the soul one has been involved with for so long, in the deepest most soul-filled way, that one starts seeing the SOUL in its first innocence, when it was first born alongside of you, for in truth you are one soul. IT goes beyond words, such a revelation. You finally see your innocence and his innocence – there in truth are no divisions, there is no separation. The floodgates of the heart and soul open, and love pours through – beautiful, unconditional love, and deep acceptance where before the barriers sometimes seemed unsurmountable.
True Love and True Sacred Mystical Union, bring that deep innocence to the fore which was there at the beginning and is now finally allowed to come to the fore again, indeed to exuberantly allow the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine to express THROUGH you, like you are but a vessel, but an empty chalice, now being filled to overflowing.
It is in truth a LOVE AFFAIR with the profound DIVINITY within you and the honouring the DIVINITY of the DIVINE OTHER, WITHIN THE SACRED AND DIVINE EXPRESSION THROUGH BOTH OF YOU.
Such union ignites the kundalini (serpent coiling energy) plus the sacred eternal flame/fire, which is a cosmic creative energy force, that spirals/coils up from deep inside within our souls, our being.
The Sexual energy is NOT attached to the physical body, although the physical body is but ONE channel for expression. Indeed, when the SEXUAL ENERGY MERGES WITH THE SOUL ENERGIES AND THE DIVINE ENERGIES AMPLIFY this, it merges together complementary OPPOSITE energy forces, which in merging together, create wholeness.
It is in fact in the highest sense, the further one delves into the mystery, a deep alchemical TRANSMUTATION from one state or level of Christed Consciousness into the Higher Realms of the Sublime Divinity’s most potent force.
Yet there should be that deepest soul desire, the deepest soul commitment and understanding to connect and merge ever deeper and more profoundly at SOUL level with the Divine Other.
This itself brings about profound experiences of unknown realms of Love, which truly only available to the purest seekers and those who truly wish to to dissolve into the deepest Mysteries of Creation, and allow themselves to be transformed into the highest soul expression of the Highest Service they can render TOGETHER.
For true sacred union, is not selfish. It will always serve the higher good, and therefore in merging their energy forces together, these two SERVE – they will be out there blazing new trails for humanity together, and not shrink from doing that.
The ALPHA AND OMEGA OF LIFE WORKS AND CREATES THROUGH THEM.
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The Eternal and restless search for wholeness and unity in loving relationships, is in truth the greatest search for meaning and purpose in our lives. It is the search for something greater than the sum total of ourselves, which brings us into wholeness again.
One of the greatest reasons why human loving relationships fail, and often turn into war zones, is that we want the Other to fill the deep void inside of ourselves up, so that we can finally be WHOLE.
We sometimes can glimpse that eternal wholeness in a moment of profound, loving, deep union with our Divine Other, in those moments of ecstasy, bliss, euphoria. But that stage is short-lived, as everyday life encroaches upon us, and the little jackals, those little things, which irritate, which jar, then grow into monsters, which tend to sow division, fights, bickering.
Interestingly, it is that UNWHOLENESS in the partner, which most reflects our inner un-wholeness, brokenness, separation, for in truth the partner is reflecting all unloved, unacknowledged parts of ourselves, back to us.
So many people flit from one partner to another, one love to another, like adrenalin junkies. As soon as the infatuation wears off (which was mistaken as the THE LOVE, THE ONE AND ONLY), and reality sets in, the flaws of the partner become too much. Whereas once one loved those flaws and found them interesting, or even cute, or lovable, now become a source of immense irritation. The seeming flaws remind us of our own brokenness, our own un-wholeness, of the void, deep inside of us, which is so longing for unity, oneness, and then being whole again.
Interestingly the more we seek wholeness, and unity OUTSIDE of ourselves, the more we will find our own void, our own brokenness reflected everywhere.
I was reminded of this, when I was going through a stage where I was critical of my Divine Other, and only saw what I wanted to see. More than this, I had my own ideas, fantasies and whatever about the how, when, where.
It took me one day, of intensely missing him, of feeling that if I did not go deep inside myself, and felt into my WHOLENESS and LOVED MYSELF INTO THAT WHOLENESS again, I would not be able to love him into his wholeness. I decided there and then, that I would seek wholeness within and without myself, wholeness within him and wholeness in our relationship. I also decided that I would live in the here and now, and allow the past to dissolved. All of it. All the past lives, and parallel lives and whatever else.
I asked God and Goddess to show me his soul, in its highest truth, and innocence, that soul which was created as my own soul, as in the beginning, when we were first born as souls.
When I finally saw this, something deep within me shifted. I started sobbing. Not tears of woe, or sadness, but rather tears of awe and wonder. I could not find words. I could not find expression for what I was witnessing at SOUL level. I just saw the PERFECTION of God/Goddess’s creation, and realized, nothing was ever missing, nor wrong. For God/Goddess does not create imperfections. All was ONE unity, one symphony of perfection embodied in soul and creation.
My heart and soul opened up, and my body, mind, spirit, soul. My emotional body just released something immense.
I was then shown was true love was all about. How the Divine Love, and Divine Sexuality, could flow through the souls, with joy, delight, exultation, creation, and ultimate wonder of unity, in the highest and most profound sense, when there was NO-thing to distort, nothing to separate, nothing to break the illusion of ONENESS. It was a light-heart-ted-ness, a profound awesome gift of Love, which had no boundaries, no bounds, was infinite and was always present.
What that taught me, was that the negative ego distorts. The illusions we have of what partnerships should be like – and most of this is false programming which has come over many generations. Generations who often enforced marriages for dowry reasons, for political and land issues, even for tribal peace. Generations, where the un-wholeness of union, was carried over generation by generation, and therefore then more un-wholeness, rather than wholeness and unity.
To me this time is all about finding unity. Unity WITHIN oneself, the marriage between the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine WITHIN. Yes, we all have the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within ourselves. Sometimes even they are at war with themselves, like we often want to cut out the shadow, and only see and acknowledge the light within us. The more we ignore the shadow, the more it will manifest into form, and mostly in the most intimate of relationship, where that shadow often bursts out in words one slings to each other, or uses like weapons of war. Words can leave scards which are the hardest to heal, mainly because they act like daggers in our emotional bodies, and need to be removed.
When the inner soul self finally seeks the union within itself, it will find the union outside of itself, for Divine Law AS WITHIN, SO WITHOUT, is valid cosmically. More, than this, to finally allow the deepest expressions of love, to manifest in whatever form this may take, is a huge step towards empowerment at relationship level. If one is totally dedicated to express love, in its purest forms, then love will express itself, in exuberant ways, without wanting pay-off, or anything else in return, but love, itself.
It is when one finally steps past the negative ego, and into the higher soul self, that the expectations are gone, the demands, the give-me symdrome, and then one finally allows love to sprout forth unencumbered.
Love has no conditions.
Love has no boundaries.
Love has no demands.
Love does not perform nor does it seek to measure performance.
Love does not compete, for in truth, there is no competition.
Love loves the seeming flaws, and sees only the perfection of soul lessons in love to be mastered.
Love has no: “If you do that, I will…..”
Love has no “I want this and that, and I want you to…..”
Love has no “You did this and that and I can give the second, the minute, the date when this and that happened…..”:
Love has no slings for slinging and slanging matches…..
Love does not keep score.
Love does not exchange for money, status, physical control, and whatever else.
Love is not bound by legal contracts, nor by divorce laws, no by what is owed nor owned.
Love Blesses the Divine Other.
Love is grateful. Love is grateful for small and little things, for the small and big gestures, tokens, expressions of love, and love in all its myriad of forms and disguises. Love is grateful for the blessings of love, and blesses love, and through the blessings, love multiplies.
When we finally step into full maturity as souls, as will work at finding unity within ourselves, before we seek union anywhere else. It is a process. It means having the guts to face the woundedness, the un-wholeness within, and therefore to seek that profound unity with the Divine, before this can manifest in true union with one’s Beloved.
Love asks the Beloved for an anointment of Blessings and Love, and then to understand, that each union, each coming together, has its own blessings, and its own love-in-expression-feeling-and-Being.
Sometimes one moves heaven and earth, and it is earth-shaking.
Sometimes it is pure tenderness and that deep soul connection that goes beyond words.
Sometimes it is pure comfort of feeling each other, being there for each other, in so many ways.
Sometimes it is delightful, playful, joyful and sometimes steeped in tears.
Sometimes one can span dimensions, and one can literally melt into the Infinite wonder of All-that-is.
Sometimes it is fiery and charged.
Sometimes it is a gently lapping brook, tranquil, peaceful and steeped and flowing with love.
Embrace Love, in all its forms and expressions.
And one day, you will find that love has gently been set alight in your heart, soul, and Being, and has found a nesting place there, and indeed, that nesting place, has always been there with the Divine Other, for it is a deep homecoming, and UNION, and deep feeling of safety, of ONENESS, which has never left.
It has always been there, eternally, and will always be there eternally.
And then the Divine Other, in a moment of great love and tenderness says: “Only with you. Only with you.”
And you smile.
Yes, only with you, my Beloved. For you are home to me, and I am home to you, and we both a Athome with the Divine, where we eternally belong.