The Magdalene and the higher Mysteries of Initiation.

Mary Magdalene is perhaps the most discussed woman in that she has been recorded in the past and present as both sinner and saint.  The underlying reason for the continued fascination with the Magdalene, is that she in so many ways epitomizes what women, as a collective have had to go through within Atlantis and then in the aftermath of Atlantis.    She stands for what has been rejected and suppressed, as well as that which has been resurrected and brought into the openness and Light she deserves to stand for.

She, in a sense is that Mystery which embraces all of life, and perhaps more than we realize the fact that with the fall came the judgments, the labeling, and therefore then most often the persecution of what one does not understand, because one is of a lower vibration, and cannot comprehend the higher pathways and calling in life.

I won’t go deeper into the mystery and revelation of Mary Magdalene here, as I was led a path since even before 2008, when my true initiations took on a much higher form, but I have found her popping up in so much of my reading and research, since I can remember, and then just being led to books in which she was mentioned.  She was but like a catalyst who brought about my own inner awakening to the Goddess energies, and the higher meaning of certain hidden things, that she, with Isis, herself became like a guiding light in my journey.

I personally could never relate to Mother Mary, as much as I could relate to these two remarkable women, and in that then immensely glad to finally have to the two put together, like I had already done, and confirmed in the book by Tom Kenyon:  “The Magdalene Manuscript”.  This is then again, as Tom himself states, not a book for those who seek quick fixes, nor do not wish to delve deeper into the mysteries, and just want to have their curiosity fixed.  It was as if finally my own initiations and my own path, and all that I had had in recalls, and knowing in the inner planes, were not only confirmed, but I started to trust my own inner guidance more, and started to trust what has happening to me in ways I could not have before.

All I can say is that there have always been women, like me, who have incarnated and purposefully chose the highest pathways and byways, and therefore had to follow the path of the highest purity.  It was a soul choice and therefore one which the uninitiated will never understand.

It is a path which will lead you into delving into the Mysteries in ways which no ordinary human being can ever understand.  My Mystery Schools were not earthly ones, but they were just as real as what people perceive as real.  There are many dimensions and forms of life existing simultaneously even within the earthly planes, and then I am not even mentioning the cosmos.

As each initiation took me ever deeper into the Mystery of Womanhood, and Goddesshood, I started to grasp an innate understanding that life here on this planet is but an illusion, and that the truth of the soul will always lead to experiencing life on many levels.  Yet, most people will never understand this, and will seek their salvation and their happiness totally in the material world.  Yet the material world is but one single strand in the immense tapestry of interwoven life within the cosmic whole!

I am often asked about sacred sex and the sacred sexual rites, and I have been initiated into the higher mysteries of these, but again, in ways which human beings will not understand.  So many people get stuck on the physical, when the sexual energy transcends just the physical, and is an energy source within itself.  It can be used in animal ways (and even animals do not abuse this energy so much as human beings do) and in higher creative ways, which transcend time and space.

The uninitiated will look at sexual performance, the size of their penis, techniques, having the adrenalin rush, become sex junkies, and all will just add to their being stuck in the denseness of the 3D world.  This is because there is the self-seeking, the self-serving factors here.  It is the “I WANT” factor which is never ever satisfied and will always look over the fence to new excitement and new ways to exploit the energy.  That is what fall of humankind was all about.

The deeper one delves into the Mystery itself, the more aware one becomes of POWER.  Any power, as energy, is like a two-edged sword: – it is neutral within itself, but it can be used in baser ways, or in the highest possible way.  The baser way always brings pain, while the higher way opens the portals to the ultimate state of transcended BEING.

In Ancient Mystery Schools, there were many ranks of initiates, and only those who passed the severest tests of inner resilience, truthfulness, character, and the highest quest for purity, ever made it into the High Priesthood.  Most never even made it to the first initiation into the priesthood, for they simply could not move past their own baser nature, their lower self, and step into their Higher Soul Self.

The Higher Soul self is always connected to the Divine Heart and Mind.  However the Divine heart and mind are EQUALLY empowered, thus the mind does not overpower or rule the heart.  Indeed, the heart is the central hub, or powerhouse of all existence, and therefore the heart brings the balance to the mind, and not the other way round.  When something is HEART-FELT, it moves in with intuition, truth, with authenticity. 

One can have all the knowledge in the world, but what use is it, if the heart-soul is not engaged?  One can only step into the higher states of consciousness, and co-creatorship if the heart and mind are equally empowered and BALANCED. 

It is the same with those higher sacred sexual rites, for here the soul connects in a million ways to the expression of the love it holds within itself COSMICALLY.  This is something which very few human beings understand, nor wish to explore, for delving deeper into themselves, and stopping the incessant chatter of the mind, scares them.  So they rather stay stuck in the baser self, and then play games of manipulation, of control, of using the baser emotions, like jealousy, degrading, etc. in order to make the other party prey to their own desires.

The higher pathways of initiations will always lead you back to your own soul, and your own inner core being.  To deny your soul, and your heart, in anything, is to deny half of your own existence. 

If your intention is true, then it will be that you will have to be willing to walk your talk, to truly be able to walk alone if need be, for most will not understand your path, for they are not able to tune into the higher pathways in life. 

What they do not understand, they ridicule or persecute.

There have always been women, like the Isis, like the Magdalene, who have followed this highest pathway and paid the highest price for it, within this world.

Yet, for those who are highly initiated into the highest Sisterhood of the Rose (and this NOT an earthly one), will always understand the meaning of the thorns, as much as the higher meaning of purity, integrity, authenticity, as well as a total heart-soul connection to the Divine Goddess herself.    She cannot sacrifice herself into the lower nature – she can only follow the highest path – for she has a vow of purity which she cannot transcend.  And therefore this path of utter purity will test her to the very core – and that is her initiation.

That is why, when one finally understands the context of the immensity of this, that it is the greatest irony that Mary Magdalene was remembered in the Bible as a prostitute and a fallen woman: when in reality she was purity itself, for she would not have ranked as she did, if she had not gone through stringent initiations, and therefore the highest rites of purity of the Rose.

Therefore in the context of the ancient sexual rites (as mentioned in Tom Kenyon’s book and in a higher sense I am referring to, but not all of it as that I know):  it demanded the highest pathways of purity and intent, and therefore the male and female both had to go through stringent initiations, in order to finally be able to stand in the total purity, and nakedness of SOUL, and therefore that union was then transcendental, and it was then that of pure love.

They therefore enhanced each other; activated immense power in both of them, and therefore the union became a fire of enlightenment, and the anchoring in of the highest forms of consciousness, which was totally transcendental.  They were as one, and therefore then able to create a greater power energy source which would add more impact onto and into the work/energy they were creating together in balance and harmony with each other.   Therefore they were working in tandem for the greater good of all. 

It  is loving sacred union infused with Divinity, which is the highest kind of love.

The negative ego and the baser animal nature, has no place there.

Let those who have understanding – understand.

Let those who seek truth – know.

Let those who hear with the inner ears – hear.

Let those who seek the higher pathways know that that the highest pathways always go through the SOUL, and therefore one cannot ever take the soul out of yourself, nor anything else.

(Judith Kusel)

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She – Fullness of Goddesshood

She is no longer looking at men to validate her worth

.She is no longer begging to be loved for her soul, and all of her being, for she understands that her soul is infinitely connected with All-that-is.

She feels deeply and profoundly, for she is that heart-felt Being, who creates with great love, and all whose lives she touches can drink from that eternal fountain and find the love that is expressed in trillions of millions of ways.

She loves what she does, and she does what she loves, and she is not waiting anymore for the approval of others, for she understands that she is unique and special, and needs to live what she is truthfully and from her heart and soul.  Whether others understand this, or not, is none of her business – her business is to live her life as best she can, with all that she is and aspiring to be.  The rest she leaves in much Higher Hands.

She embraces abundance in all its forms, and she knows there is more than enough for all and she applies the law of equal giving and receiving and counts her blessings every single day, and blesses all whom she encounters and all the earth and sky.

She is not afraid to be Other-worldly for she always knew that this planet was not her home, and that she belonged between the galaxies and stars and in infinite abodes, where earthlings have long forgotten they dwelled.

She converses with the Angels, Archangels and so many of the unseen worlds, for she knows that they exist just as the physical earthly denser realms exist and are just as real.  For she knows deep in her heart and soul those times when she shed quiet tears deep in her own heart and inner chambers and in her own space, which no-one has ever seen.  There were times when she depth of despair called out the deep nights of the soul, when she had nowhere to go to, nobody to confide in, nobody to share this with, but her guardian angels, God and all of the Archangels, and her higher guides were there to assist her and she will always remember this.  So she does not wait for the down times to come, she asks them every single day to be with her, to guide her every step of the way.

She knows things which men will never know nor understand, and she trusts her inner knowing, her inner seeing, hearing and intuition, for it always is right.  She has long since learnt when she ignored it; she would get herself in trouble.  Now she just trusts what is given, even if sometimes she cannot see the bigger picture as yet.

She knows things and has that insight and vision, the wisdom of All Ages deep within herself, and she has loves delving ever deeper into the mystical, the magical and infinite wonder of life and that which is beyond what is just of the earth.  She wants to know the inner workings of the all that is, and what lies beyond, and she is not afraid to explore beyond the norm, and then to trust that whatever is given her, is the truth, for she searches for her own truth, the truth of her soul and what rings true to her.

She has started loving herself, for ALL that she is, and she is learning to love every curve, every sinew, muscle, wrinkle and cell, for she is finally realizing the gift of the Sacred Temple that is God/Goddess given, and she is grateful for ALL of it.  And she gifts herself with self-pampering time, inside and out, and she is not snoop with allowing herself ME-TIME, time to just be!

She feels vibrantly alive, and filled with the very gift of life, and she stops looking at that propaganda,  the false hype, the false images of what a woman should look like, and be,  stops comparing herself with others and beating herself up, and looks rather deep into her own soul for what is truthful, authentic and real for herself and she honors her body as sacred, special and unique in its own beautiful way.  For everyone is beautiful in their own way, and all was created unique and nobody is better made than the other – God/Goddess made them all perfect, whole and complete and nothing is missing.

And when the men (and women) try to make her fall into the trap of competition with others then she quietly smiles and goes her own way.  She is the Goddess after all, she spans dimensions and outer space with her inner Being, and she knows that in all the cosmos there is enough room for everyone, and nobody has to compete for attention, for their own place under the Central Suns: – for God/Goddess created the vast firmaments of the heavens and what is even beyond all of this, and her soul knows no competition there, as everything slots in perfectly where it should be.

She is very aware now, and discerning about her own sacred space, her womb, her most treasured and most beautiful womanhood, as a sacred gift to herself and to love.  She loves herself, nurtures herself, and she does the inner healing work and releases all the emotional negative cords, hooks and ties, and she asks Archangel Michael to cut all of these, and she frees herself of all the emotional baggage, and refuses to drag the past and all the past lives, and all the ancestral baggage any longer with her.  She is learning to fly unencumbered and free.

And she knows that she loves deeply, profoundly and when she loves she gives it her all, because she can do and be no other: – but she refuses to allow anyone to use her as a doormat to wipe their feet on, and she refuses to be treated like second, or third class, or even like someone without a soul, for she has learnt that boundaries are healthy, and she has mastered the fine art of self-respect, self-worth and self-love.

Because she now honors her own soul and her inner soul radiance, and her most sacred space, she is very fussy and discerning about whom she allows into her most sacred space.  She no longer is begging for crumbs, she refuses to change and lose herself for any man, and to allow anyone into her energy fields who is not on the same wavelength and same frequency band as herself.  She has finally learnt that she is capable of walking her path alone, and with strength, rather than allow herself to become disempowered and give her power away, to someone who does not see her inner beauty, and does not wish to stand there, as she is willing to, stripped naked and vulnerable to her core soul, with her heart and soul open, nowhere to hide.  If he cannot open himself in the same manner, then there is imbalance, and she at last understands, that where one is too much, and the other too little, imbalances cause pain.

It is not that she is not willing to be in relationships: – it is just that she finally understands the fullness of her womanhood and the fullness and power of her Goddess hood.

She has been through the mill and been grinded into the finest of dust, been reassembled, reinvented and through it all, and she finally understands that her power lies in her authenticity, her truthfulness, her faith, her inner strength, her inner beauty, her loving heart, her ability to ride out the storms and still come out of it all in one piece.  There never was a time when she ever was without a roof over her head, a bed to sleep on and food on the table, for she has been carried on the wings of the angels, and she knows for sure, that she never ever is abandoned, nor alone.

Now she claims her full Goddess hood, and she claims all that she is, and she no longer shrinks away from the power of womanhood, but she embraces it all.  She stands there fearless, and stands firmly rooted in Mother Earth, as she is firmly rooted in the Divine Cosmos, and all that is, and will ever be, and she does not need to be validated for who and what she is!  SHE IS ALL.

Therefore, she will love fiercely, loyally, and with her whole heart, mind, soul, spirit, body and being the man who is fearless in loving her too.

 The man who is willing to love her totally, complete, and not shrink away from her power, but stands fully in his own manhood and power too.

She does not want a half-man, or an unconscious man, she wants him to be there fully conscious with her, whether he understands her or not.

Love needs not to be understood, but best felt and lived every moment with every single breath and beyond all of this, into the mystical where one has to chart new journeys and cleave open new ways of relating and being, and therefore true love.

When she stands in the fullness and glory of her own womanhood, yet open, vulnerable, authentic, real, honest, and in her higher soul love, and he in the fullness, glory, vulnerability, authenticity, realness, honesty, without masks, then they both are there in their innermost soul and the magnificence of their soul beauty, and then they can finally meet as equals, as partners, in balance and create something extraordinary together.

And finally they see that they are not in competition with each other, they are not at war, they are not pulling each other in different directions, not causing each other pain: – but they are finally realizing that their soul calling and purpose is greater than the sum total of all, and when they are  able to find each other on so many levels, that they are meant to work together in tandem, in partnership, outwards into the same direction, sharing the same vision to raise the consciousness of Being, and to work towards the greater good of all.

At last there is the freedom to create new and greater levels of love in relationships, without the one being overwhelmed by the other, but each one equally empowered and in love.  Walking in love, talking in love, partnering in love.  This does not mean that there will not be fireworks, thunder and lightning, and times when the rain washes away all at the seams: – rather that one is mature enough, to ride out the storms, and to truly harness that inner soul strength and then to find that in the end all has knitted one closer together and one finally understands the immense gift of TRUE LOVE.

She finally has come home to a deep resting place, deep inside herself.  She has lost all in the process, her work, her home, her family, her friends.  The old life has disintegrated at the very core.  Yet, she has found a deep inner belonging, a deep inner peace, a deep love, which spans all dimensions and forms.

She is realizing that happiness is something deep inside herself, and she no longer looks for it outside herself.  She knows that she is whole and complete, and therefore there is no neediness to find someone to fill up the void – for the void is no longer there.

Now she can love with a love deeper and more profoundly, for it is soul love. And she can be all whom she wishes to be and more.

And she is learning to fly high like an eagle and to soar even higher than that, into the galactic and cosmic spaces.  She knows no bounds.

And one day, he comes, her eagle, her mate, and they fly and soar and do the mating dance.  And she finds they are equally matched – and then, she flies high above him, and he below her, and she closes her wings and free-falls: – and he catches her with his wings, as she has trusted him to do.  Then they reverse the process and he free-falls and she catches him with her wings.

On total trust, respect, and a deep honoring of the soul in each other, they now mate on higher and greater levels before:  not because of all the scars, the dark nights of the soul, and all else, but rather in spite of them all, and because those battle scars where hard won and served their souls in immense ways, to finally be able to love on a far deeper and more profound level, and experience the transcendental, Universal love, of the Divine Male and the Divine Female, and ultimately the true state of bliss.

And then, one day, she stands there, on the high mountain, and she thanks Mother Earth for giving her life, for giving her this body for an eyewink in eternity and to experience life on planet earth.   She thanks the Goddess for teaching her to stand in her own power, and for reveling and dancing in her own beautiful and profound womanhood, and for giving her the opportunity to finally understand the immense gift of life in this form.

As she raises her hands to the heavens and lifts her face to the sun, waves and waves of love energies run through her and radiate out into the cosmic whole.

She has finally come home.

She.

All-that-is.

ONE.

(Judith Kusel)

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Twin Flame Love: Seeking the Mystical Path as a higher way of commitment and deeper love in Highest Service to the Divine.

The soul itself, when created as 12 flames first and foremost has been created to reflect a Divine Attribute back to the Divine.  Therefore the soul experiences this attribute or the essence, or value trait of the Divine in all its forms and expressions:  – the shadow, the light, so that the Divine can experience this through his/her Creations.

In the very beginning of time, when the first volunteer settlements occurred on the SURFACE of the planet (the inner Earth civilization AGARTHA, existed long before the outer crust of the earth was formed as a satellite civilization from the Intergalactic Fleet), there came a time when it was felt that there was a need to use the twin flames to uplift and to like co-create with the earth’s energetic fields and the cosmic Super-consciousness energy fields.

In this regard there was a specific call for specific twin flames, in a specific milieu.  Most of these had been involved with the planet from the very beginning, as scientists aboard the great Mother ships, and also because there a great love had been born for the planet.  They were then first and foremost involved on a VOLUNTEER basis, and then secondly to do SPECIFIC work.

In the Ancient Mystery schools which were established from the very beginning, and attached first of all to the first 12 Crystal Pyramid Temples of the 12 Tribal People of the first 12 Tribes that developed out of these settlements.  This happened more or less because each Temple worked on a different Cosmic RAY, and thus it had a different colour vibration and frequency, and also the inner Temple Staff worked on a specific ray which performed a specific task.  Sometimes these Temples had more than one task to fulfill, but this is neither the time nor space to go into details here.  This is covered in my book: “Why I was born in Africa – the true and untold story of the first civilization on Planet Earth…..”

SPECIFIC soul groups were involved in this whole venture, e.g. The Illumined Ones, The Loving Ones, The Graces, etc.   Those twin flames from these specific groups normally have a very high sense of CALLING.  That means from the time they were born (some of course are walk-ins, but they KNOW this and are very focused on this) with a deep and profound sense of DESTINY.  It is as if they know for sure that they have incarnated to do specific work and are normally very much SERVICE orientated.  In other words they will be drawn to professions where they can serve the community at large: – it does not matter whether this is as an engineer, architect, doctor, healer, counselor, librarian, writer, teacher, philanthropist, etc …. They will serve in all and every way they can and will often blaze new trails for humanity.

When the twin flames of these specific groups meet, it is an instant recognition of the Divine Other.  THEY JUST KNOW.  With it will come the deep knowing that their union is here to serve a GREATER PURPOSE – that is combining their souls mission and purpose their own mission will be amplified and thus with the union, and in the merging between the two flames, they ignite the third, and GREATER FLAME or FIRE, and thus will then reach a far greater scope of audience, or work-frame, or larger platform than just doing the work on their own.

It is here that the proverbial chaff is separated from the corn, for these Twin Flames, will always have a common ground of the MYSTICAL calling somewhere along the line, and it will not just be one of them – it will be BOTH of them, for they reflect this in each other.

It these Twin Flames I am addressing today: – the Twin Flames who are called on the Highest Mystical Path, and therefore called into the total dedication towards serving the three-fold flame of LOVE, POWER and WISDOM.

Not all Twin Flames fall in this category and those who follow this path, will have recognized this long before I have recorded this.

These twin flames have a long history of serving and being initiated into the Ancient Mystery Schools of Elysium, Lyra (Lion Civilization), Lemuria, Atlantis, Greece, Egypt, Balkans, Ural Mountains, and Mexico.

All of them have within their energy fields certain symbols engraved which identifies them and those who can read these will immediately identify them for who and what they are and in what capacity and under which ray they are serving. 

The higher the rank of these souls, the more these signs will be illumined within their forehead and also under their left breasts and on their upper arms. 

In the Ancient Mystery Schools in the Great White Lodge on Sirius, a record of these is kept, as well as in the Super-Consiousness Energy field of the Divine.  These cannot be faked nor can they ever be removed.  They were EARNED.

That means that these souls had to go through stringent initiations in the inner and outer planes and the Mystery Schools of the Divine Source itself, and therefore these symbols then were EARNED and they recognize these in each other.  It is a subconscious recognition of high initiates and they KNOW.

These then are those who were always and are then drawn to the mystical.  They do and be no other and there is no other pathway which appeals to them as much, as that ever delving deeper and deeper into the Mystical, the Gnostic, the Tantric,  the Trinity, the eternal three-fold flames and those attributes of God which makes it the greatest Mystery of Eternal life and love force there is.

For these Twin Flames there is a great calling then to supreme dedication on the Highest Paths.  They will then go through intense initiations into that inner seeing, that inner opening up of the heart energies, and then the 7 gateways to the Sexual energy, that meeting of male and female on a profound level.

This path is not for all Twin Flames, for if both of these, the man and woman, do not wish to be cleaved open to the very core of themselves, to be stripped totally naked in their innermost self, and become vulnerable, fragile, (in Afrikaans they have a beautiful word “BROOS” which is more than fragile) and then allow love to re-form, re-birth them, then this is not the path for them.

This is essentially the highest path of crucifixion.  It is the path where the Old Adam and the Old Eve has to die, completely die, in order for the New Adam, the New Eve to be born.  It is in dying that resurrection comes and with it the Knowledge of the Tree of Life and the portals to Eternal Life open up.

In that dying moment, the third force makes itself felt, the force of resurrection.  It is that eternal life force itself, that eternal something which is Divine.  It that force from which all life has sprung and it the eternal breath, the eternal Presence, that eternal Mystery, as deep as the deepest cosmic ocean and inexplicable, unthinkable, unknown – eternally creatively there!

It is through that intense moment of union, when one loses oneself completely in the orgasmic spasms, the woman writhing with the immense release of the serpent energy, the hovering between worlds that one experiences this inexplicable force.

If one is not opened up to the very core or all life, and has that profound yearning to become at-one with the Mystery itself, then one cannot expand into this vast energy field where one literally dissolves into Nothingness and becomes the Divine Force, only to be reassembled again.

The greater the love, the greater the flame between the Flames and there then the ever greater call to Higher Service. 

This union is not about ME – it is also not about US – it is about WE: – as one heart, one mind, one body, one soul.  It is about how we can SERVE the greater whole with our union.

How can our union then serve the greater whole?  How can our love for each other, our calling, our purpose, our serving, ignite the eternal cosmic flame in the hearts and souls of many?  How can our union make a difference to the world? 

See, how everything shifts.

This is what Christedness is all about.

It is that flame, that eternal quest of the soul to truly SERVE the Divine in all and every way it can, but through this Mystical pathway of Sacred Sexual Union.

It is a PATH.

It is a CALLING.

It is a supreme way of serving, but only if the heart and soul are Pure and the Intent is there to serve.

Ego has no place there.

It is not about how many orgasms one can reach and how much for how long.  That is getting the wrong end of the stick.

It is in this sense the deep honoring of the soul in the other, like seeing the Divine there, and in this moment of union, man is fully present in his deepest manhood, with his heart and soul, and through his beautiful manhood gifts her with all his soul-being and she opens up her whole womb, her most sacred womanhood to receive him with her whole heart and soul and being fully present there, and she gifts him in turn by enveloping him, by giving him back in equal measure the immensity of her heart, soul and being.  It is then that both sink into the Depth of the Mystery itself… dissolve into it… become it…. Experience it…..

In that moment the eternal life fire is lit, the fire of Illumination.

That is the supreme gift of the Gods.

Yet, never this to used in self-service, only in highest service.

Let those who have ears – hear.

Let those who have eyes – see.

Let those who have the inner understanding – understand.

The rest sleep the sleep of forgetfulness.

(Judith Kusel)

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The Higher Pathways of Love – the Quest for deeper and more profound Love.

Show me the depth of your own inner soul self,
that inner self that is there, where no one can see you,
nor look into you.
That is the truth of who and what you are.
It is then, and only then,
that Love reveals its true face.
(Judith Kusel)

All my life I wanted to know the very depths, the core of the Mystery that lies behind what is seen and into that which is unseen, and which holds the greater cosmic whole together.  It became a Quest in itself, for I have a natural inquisitiveness and I very deep sense of destiny which is somehow all connected to this and have had that since I can remember.

For the deeper I delve into the Mystery of life and all of Creation, the more I am being brought to the energy of Love itself, for Love, and Life are intertwined and one cannot separate the one from the Other.  It is one and the same.  For without love we wither and die, like a plant without water and too  much sun: – without love life itself loses meaning, for we were created to love what we do and do what we love, and love beyond even that.

It is love more than anything else that gives meaning and purpose to life.

Then how is it that we human beings are having such great difficulty to love ourselves and all of life?

In 2009 I went on the journey, a Quest to find out why I was had been born in Africa, which became an inner and outer journey of discovery itself.  It taught me things about life and love which I never set out to find, and yet it gave the core meaning to the new life being formed within me.  In itself it became a journey of initiations into the higher realms and into the Mystery itself.

At the very same time, then my inner memory bank started triggering, which intimately was linked to meeting my Twin Flame again, and then just having memory bank, after memory bank cleaved open, and with it intense pain.  That pain came from this lifetime, and the dark nights of the soul which I had been plunged in before meeting him, but then kind of triggered more on finally meeting him, whom I yearned for all my life, and of whom I had vivid dreams when I was 17 years old.

So, off I went, leaving all behind and in this I wanted to heal, and I wanted to find the truth in all, and I knew that I could not shrink away, and that somehow my soul took this onto itself and I had no other option.  I had to delve into the Mystery that was unfolding for me, not only because I started tapping into vast energy fields, and into immense information never before accessed by man (as in now), and at the same time, having to delve deeper and deeper into my own soul memory banks, and start releasing the anger, the pain, and whatever baggage there was – not only from this lifetime but from what came before – more than this a deep distrust and fear for the very man I loved.  Where did that come from and what did it mean?

I am sharing this with you today, for in a sense I know now that ultimately the Higher Pathways of Love will demand this from all and every single one of you.  Not going on Quests or journeys like I did, but rather being prepared to delve into the very depths of yourself and then to go and release all the pain, the hurts, the anger of yore. 

For a lot of the souls who incarnated since World War II and who then volunteered to assist this whole evolutionary process, had karmic links, ties and patterns with this planet, and this comes from long before Mu and Lemuria, and then to those first civilizations beyond those.  This I have recorded in my book “Why I was born in Africa” which I hope to complete this year.

It was in these first ever civilizations that the seeds were sown for what later became the karmic patterns of man, of the collective, and then also the individual souls.  As some of the soul groups have been involved with the planet from the very beginning, in co-creative roles, they have returned now to finally put the old to rest, to dissolve and release all the karmic patterns, the links, and all that still needs to be done – so that can move on in the evolutionary process of soul groups and souls and do not have to return here again.  We on planetary level cannot evolve unless we have finally cleared and brought the imbalances into balance once more.

We have not all been angels – and we all have the shadow, the light and every human trait within us.

For the whole cosmos evolves – ever evolves and expands upon itself continuously and so it is with souls and soul groups as well, for they are then moving into the higher dimensions and the higher evolutionary states of existence and work in the greater cosmic realms.

We all had soul contracts that we drew up, under the guidance and the great loving care of the Lords of Karma, so that we could meet up with them again in this lifetime at a given time in our journey through life.  With some we have karmic debts to clear, old negative patterns to clear, and therefore they will show up in our lives as those who challenge us most, but also those whom we love the most.  Some will come in for just a short time, and some for a whole lifetime, and some for just a period of time, but all bring with them immense lessons of love.

So often we resent these lessons of love, for they challenge us to the very core.  For hate is very much akin to love, and with some souls more than any other.  Yet, behind all the pain, anger, love, and whatever else, there is fear.

Fear to love, fear to truly love and more fear to open to love. Fear of being hurt.

For love is the greatest power there is.

As long as we can point fingers at others, we do not need to delve into the heart and into the realms of love, for we close off the heart, and we refuse to love.  Yet, in doing just that, we make ourselves ill and bitterness, resentment, emotional baggage result which smothers our very life force and removes the joy of life and the miracle of living a soul-full, love-full life!

Whatever the other reflects back to us, are but parts we have not owned nor loved about ourselves and most often whatever we see is something which has come over more than one lifetime and needs to be resolved once and for all.  Otherwise we will be bonded to that soul for all eternity – until we finally learn the lesson of Grace.

I have found that the more the soul memory banks got triggered, and I could release that old baggage, the pain and karmic links and patterns, the more my heart and soul could open to love.  I have healed in so many ways, and my fears have dissipated like mist before the sun.  For the first time in my life I am able to love, totally, unconditionally, and to completely.  I could not do that before.

I can finally love my Twin Flame for who and what he is, for the soul memory banks have been cleared, and with immense loving Grace.  Now I can see the immense Love, the caliber of the man himself, and I can love to the depths of my being and trust with all my heart, soul and the rest.

For pain is a great teacher.  It teaches us that something is not kosher, that something is amiss, and most of all, that somewhere there are dragons to learn to love, to tame and befriend.  Most often those dragons are not in the person pushing our buttons and challenging us to the very core, but those dragons lie there INSIDE of ourselves, and all that we have not loved nor acknowledged before.

I am standing today in great respect for the cosmic laws, which are eternally there, and once one starts understanding them, it is like the whole cosmic order reveals itself in a few simple words.

Nowhere is this more truth than in this law:  WHAT IS WITHIN IS WITHOUT.

What is WITHIN ourselves will reflect on the outside and what is there that is not resolved and churning inside will manifest in form on the outside.  What we fear we attract.  What we reject, rejects us.  What we do not love about ourselves, others will not love about us.

With all my heart, soul, mind and might I want to delve ever deeper into the Mystery of Love itself, and into the Mystery of Life itself.

I want to feel, to experience, to know the depths and breadth and the whole cosmic Being of Love and become that Love with all that I AM.

I don’t want to lose out on the depths of Being – that living my inner truth to the core.

It is not easy, yes, and it pushes me way beyond the norm and always has.  But I cannot be true to other than what is there inside my soul and what is there for me to learn and more than this, this lies in the realms of the soul, love and life.

I am tired of walls, fortresses, of all hurts and pain.

I want to live life in pure love and stand naked and stripped to the core.

I am tired of pretend – it never served me.

I am tired of nursing hurts – all it did was hurt me more in the end.

I wish to embrace life and life more abundantly.

I wish to embrace love and love more abundantly.

I wish to delve into the depths of Love and let that ocean of Love carry me wherever it wills.

I wish to love more deeply, more profoundly and love with all my heart and soul.

I wish to embrace my Beloved, with all that he is, and delve into the depths of his heart, mind, body and soul, and then to find that Love is everywhere, in every atom, energy, cell, being, for it is there in the Mystery of what makes him the man, the soul, he is.

I don’t want to shrink in this Quest.

I don’t want to move through life not experiencing Love in all its myriad of forms and disguises.

More than this, I want to open my heart to more and more Love, and Love infinitely and eternally and then even beyond that.

There is a huge sign in the heavens and it reads:  NO SHRINKING ALLOWED!

(Judith Kusel)

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Becoming consciously aware

Expanded consciousness comes through constant awareness.  To whatever we bring our awareness and focus, that is where we will charge ourselves the most.

Awareness essentially means that we become more aware of what is going on within us – our thoughts, our feelings, our values, that which makes our spirits soar and fly.  That which inspires us, which moves us to tears of awe, that which brings us peace and harmony.

If we constantly focus on what makes us angry, agitated, stressed etc. then that is where our awareness will focus on.

Whatever we now are aware of the most, is what we will attract more of into our lives.

None more so than in our human relationships, which these are in the microcosm of our inner own selves, or in the macrocosm and what is going on around us in society and in the world at large.

For instance:  If you constantly are bombarded with bad news, with sensational bad news, and how bad people are, then you start believing that, and when you start believing that, you will attract exactly that into your life which will reinforce your belief system.

If you however chose to focus on the goodness, the harmony, the balance in life, and what you can be grateful for, like the simple everyday life around you, that you can truly feel happy about.  Most of that which bring inner harmony and happiness, is meditation, nature, a smile, an uplifting message from a dear one, a phone call, a good news story, the caring kindnesses that never make the headlines, for the bad news sells, and good news does not.

I call this tweaking: – I consciously chose to tweak my seeing, and I choose to see the balance in everything.  I choose to choose love over fear; I choose to choose harmony over discontentment, I to open myself to the endless possibilities of life to bring more goodness and abundance into my life, and to teach more and more lessons to love myself and others more.  I choose to appreciate the little mundane things, and I choose to be grateful for all the blessings in my life.

When so-called bad things come into my life, I immediately choose to look for the opposite for there is always an upside to a downside.  To every sorrow there is a hidden blessing – everything that happens in life always will have its central opposite somewhere because the cosmos is in balance and never out of balance.

This is essentially what conscious living is all about: one becomes consciously aware of what one is creation INSIDE.

You can choose to harp on all that is imperfect in your Beloved, on his or her bad habits that are driving you crazy, etc. or you can focus on how his or her behavior is leading you back to yourself, and to facing the same shadow side you see in him or her inside of yourself.  For deep down you know that you cannot change your partner – you can only change yourself.

If you choose to love, and keep your heart open no matter what you choose to see the love in the other – no matter what.  That does not mean that you let him or her walk all over you, it means that you will not close your heart and will find that worthiness inside yourself and then choose to find ways of finding the blessing in all and everything.  That also means standing up for yourself and putting boundaries down is necessary, walking away, but never ever closing your heart.

More than this you can only raise your consciousness, by doing the inner work.  We all have energy bodies which are far more potent than our physical bodies are.  Although they work in tandem with our physical bodies, they have much larger energy fields and when these are activated, if will force us to cleanse and clear all emotional baggage and all which tends to clog up our energy systems.

The collapsing of emotional chargest raises our vibrational frequencies and it brings that inner harmony which essentially assists us to stay in that inner loving space, no matter how the storms rage around us.

A lot of people never get round to even acknowledging their own souls and are so lost in the dense and physical world that they cannot see past the veils of illusion and see the immensity of cosmic life, and living which is vaster than all this dense physical world will ever be able to give us.

With soul relationships especially we tend to draw into our lives those souls we have loved and known through many lifetimes.  However, the old patterns which were negative so often repeat themselves, and we have to learn to create new and healthier patterns.

When I do my Twin Flame Soul Readings, which focus on relationships, whether Twin Flame of not, most people come back to me, after the crux of where the pattern started are revealed and say:  “Deep down I have always known this, but I ignored this.”  “Or now I finally understand why I have these feelings and why I cannot open myself up totally sexually.”

Whatever, there dawns an understanding that the pattern has repeated itself and they need to do the inner work now, in order to heal the emotional pain and let go of all the baggage.  When this inner work is done, then the old patterns dissolve and new patterns can be created which are more loving and positive.

I have had to do immense inner releasing work in these last few years, and all I can say it is infinitely worthwhile.

Whatever you collapse in emotional pain and baggage makes space for more love and greater ability to love in your life.  You start loving with an open heart and you start trusting again – in deep and profound levels.

When you break through all the dross, all the negative clouds and warped seeing, thinking, acting and being and see the immense beauty of the Beloved – the immense beauty and love of the soul, then you change.  Something deep inside of your shifts and then you can embrace the Beloved totally – because you come from the place of total love deep inside of yourself!  You become appreciative of the Beloved in ways you could never do before and you expand in loving – even your sexual self opens up in higher and more profound ways to embrace the other, because your whole energy fields are now positively charged and not negatively programmed.

Again, this is a conscious shift INSIDE, in the inner chambers of the heart and soul, and the mind then shifts its thinking, for the heart has shifted.

Such is the immensity of Being in this time, that we now have the opportunity to create new and more loving relationships, as we open ourselves to be re-created into WHOLENESS once more – the wholeness that is there deep within our souls, and then when we embrace our own wholeness we can finally embrace the wholeness in the other and indeed in all creation!

(Judith Kusel)

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Twin Flame Love: Tending the Rose Gardens of the heart ….

Trust is a gift that comes from deep within the heart and soul.

There is perhaps no greater trust than that of an open and loving heart.

In that one then wishes to embrace the other totally – and utterly, and then trust that the other will honor the sacred space within, and not break that trust.

For within each of us there are sacred sanctuaries – the innermost gardens of our hearts.

It is here that we cultivate our deepest wishes, our deepest dreams, and highest aspirations.  It is here that we can sit quietly and think things through.  It is here that our inner seeing, hearing, knowing, and gut feelings have room to guide us forever onto the pathways of the heart and soul.

It is where we tend the rose gardens of the heart.  It is here that we lovingly nurture ourselves, and often retire here when we have been hurt, or are bewildered at the turn of events.  It is here that we find our inner strength and resilience – our deepest joy, our most profound feelings and experiences.  It is here that we remember bliss.

When we invite another into these most sacred spaces, and more importantly those inner sanctuaries also situated within our sacral chakra, we need to feel secure, validated and loved.  We need to know that we can share our deepest joys, and fears, our most longed-for dreams with the other, and not get ridiculed or laughed at.

We wish the other to embrace us in totality as we embrace the other in totality.

When the outside world tries to come in with its incessant chatter, and tries to bring discordant sounds and feelings, it is wise, to retreat here for a while and to get back into the heart and soul – to reconnect what truly matters most, and then to know that it is okay to love deeply, utterly, completely and to allow the other in.

Other people might not understand the breadth of our love, but we do.  Other people might want to come between us, and sow those discordant notes, but here in our private sanctuaries, we allow nobody else in, for this is between you and me – and nobody else.

And as I open up to receive ALL of you into my most innermost Being, I want you to know, that you are welcome here – a long-awaited soul whom I have loved for all eternity.  I want you to know that I open myself so much, that I want you and I to become as one – one heart, one breath, and one BEING.

Perhaps the greatest love comes when I have seen the depth of your shadow and mine, when we both have been to underworld of Hades, and emerged into a new spring, a new life and a new beginning, and then have come to the state, where love is all there is – truly, completely, and beyond norm.

It does not matter anymore what yesterday brought – or what tomorrow may bring.

Here is in this moment there is just Love.

Love in all its expression, nuances, the life force itself.

No end and no beginning….

All is One…

One LOVE

One Heart

One Soul….

Let the rest take care of itself…..

We have loved.

The Gods have blessed us.

It is enough….

Ad infinitum….

(Judith Kusel)

Diving into the Abyss of Love…..

We are all transformed at some profound level, when what we have been programmed to believe as the truth, dissolves before the very flames of Divine Truth and whatever is hindering our higher soul selves from seeing the truth has been removed.

In no other timeframe in human history is this more applicable than now.

For many thousands of years the truth has been severely repressed.  It forced a lot of those who were the custodians of the truth to go underground and to try and hide the truth in sacred geometry, in architecture, or in hidden lore. 

Often the truth was embroidered into stories, into legends, into a masked type of storytelling which had many multiple levels of meaning – you literally had to un-wrap the whole, in order to find understand what was being told and if you were not an initiate you would not even bother to dig deeper.

It is therefore then no accident that  when we become awakened at some level, and seek to become an initiate of the higher teaching and learning, and even higher healing, that we have to go through an intense deprogramming.

  It literally means that the programs in our subconscious hard drive, which has been programmed into us from the moment we were born on this planet, via our parents, grandparents, teachers, education systems, etc. will have to smashed and scattered at some level.  The original Divine hard drive, the original Divine blueprint, has to be reintroduced and with the Divine programming.

We will often be led to the truth only once we start questioning.  At some level we will find that we start awakening, because we feel that there is more to life than meets the eye, we feel a deep longing, a wanting to truly know why we were born on this planet, and why things seem to happen in our lives.  We have a yearning to go and delve deeper and deeper, until we find whatever we are looking for: –  deep down we know that what we are looking for is not going to be found in the status quo, but somewhere else.

In itself this becomes a journey.  It becomes a journey of rediscovering ourselves and find our truth on multiple levels.  

The moment that awakening dawns, the inner journey will start on many levels.  The deeper we delve within, the more we have to release – for there are many things which happened to us during lifetimes which we have deeply buried in our soul memory banks, and in order for us to raise our consciousness at this time, we will have to release all of these, for they no longer serve our higher soul growth.

Nowhere is this more applicable than in the field of loving relationships.

In lifetimes before this we might have created negative patterns with souls whom we were married to, had as lovers, and some of us were forced into sexual slavery or some kind of abuse, and will attract the same souls into our lives – for we have old soul patterns to dissolve and to heal, to bring into higher alignment with, so that we can heal on many levels.

The deeper the love, the deeper the delving into those patterns will be.  For our souls are energetically linked through time and space.  Higher healing can only come, when we are prepared to delve ever deeper into the patterns and into the pain.  Where did the pain start?  Where did the distrust start?  Where the blocks, the hindrances?  Why am I allowing myself to react like this to the other?  Why do I allow this to happen time and again?  What is hindering me from delving deeper into this relationship?  What are my deepest fears and why do I fear? 

I have found that when I had the guts to face my own shadows, and delve ever deeper into my soul wounds and the pain, that I was always led back to LOVE. 

Love for myself – Love for the other – Love for the Divine.

In intimate and especially Twin-flame relationships, those patterns and soul wounds can go very deep.  Don’t think that the pain will go away, the blocks, the hindrances, the challenges, unless you are willing to delve ever deeper into the pain, and find the truth about where the feelings and emotions, the reaction come from.  For the triggers are there buried deep inside of you.

It brings one into the higher states of LOVE.

The realization dawns, that when I move into the immense depth of love that I have for another, and especially a Twin-flame, there comes a moment when you feel, I cannot love more, I cannot love more deeply and more profoundly.  Being reunited on any level, is sublime but beyond words.  Yet, it also moves deeply, so deeply into the core depth of our souls, that it is excruciatingly painful – because of the depth and breadth of love. 

Maybe the ultimate state of Love is where one is so cleaved open to the very core that one can do no other than LOVE in its ultimate and most exulted form.

It is RAW love, pure Love – it the intense feeling, energy, and BEING which goes back to the first of Creation.  PURE LOVE.  LOVE AS IT IS IN PURE MOVING ENERGY.

It the energy of love without scope, without form – it is moving into a formless abyss.

Maybe in order to truly experience the ultimate and sublime love with another, is to allow yourself to be pushed into this formless and endless abyss and overcome your own fear of being drowned in it or to lose yourself totally within it.

One is not just a particle within this vast abyss and energy – ONE IS LOVE – ad infinitum!

There is not one particle held within the abyss not filled with love, and LOVE. 

YOU ARE LOVE.

When we allow ourselves to dissolve into abyss of love we find that we can never be separated from LOVE.  WE ARE LOVE.  We are the abyss we delved deeper into and we are ONE.

It is only through dissolving totally into abyss of LOVE that we can transcend the ordinary consciousness state and span dimensions.  We enter the Super-consciousness fields – the cosmic consciousness fields, the Divine consciousness fields.

It is only by having come through this abyss, that you can truly love the other, beyond what is humanly possible – for you are now ONE with LOVE and in that ONENESS the other is ONE with you.  You have entered the supreme state of Love, beyond all possibilities and the impossible, where all you can see and find in the other is LOVE, the same Love which is you and the same Love which is held within all of Creation.  ONE.

LOVE BEYOND UNDERSTANDING.

LOVE SUBLIME.

Karmic Links and Ties in Relationship Patterns

A marriage is God’s gift to a man and woman.

It is a gift that should then be given back to Him.

A marriage can be a blessing on to the world, because it is a context in which two people might become more than they would have been alone.

(Marianne Williamson)

In my Twin Flame soul readings, which mainly deal with relationships, and in my own life, I have come across certain karmic patterns which have been created over many lifetimes here on earth.

In essence this is not about Twin flame relationships per se but rather about patterns that were created between two souls in context of a relationship – whether they were married in a past life, or lovers, or in whatever form.

There are positive and negative patterns.

I was shown today, that positive cords and patterns created have a beautiful and profound spectrum of pure love and light.  Within these sacred geometrical patterns created, the flower of life itself looks like it has been lit up from deep within, and it looks like a star-filled galaxy with all the color spectrum of light beaming through it.  These are loving cords and loving ties, which were form in moments of pure and utter love.  Moments when the ego disappeared and true oneness made itself felt, on multiple levels.  Such pattern can be uplifting and eternally there, for they were created from the purity and essence of Love, in its most beautiful Divine essence.

However, dark patterns, and those infused with trauma and pain, betrayal, jealousy, lust, control, ownership patterns, are filled with dark strands.  Some of those cords and ties are slimy black things, and some look like dark tentacles hooked into some area of the body, and then tie two people together for lifetimes.  Some look like spider’s webs and are filled with this dark and sticky matter.  That is how I have seen and sensed them in myself and others.

To me these patterns between two souls reflect the collective consciousness of mankind, since the balance between the masculine and feminine was distorted, and ownership became the norm.  Often marriage was a matter of dowry, so someone was literally sold to another party, because of political and property alliances and had nothing to do with love.  Others were enslaved and used as concubines, or eunuchs, or merely were seen as possessions with no feelings and no soul.

The problem with such relationships which were formed is that because of karmic links and ties two souls will be drawn together, for those marriage vows, those sale contracts, or political alliances etc. are still in place in the ethers.  So soul meets soul and still feels they OWN the soul and therefore can demand the right of ownership in this regard.  Unless these vows and contracts are released, the angels administering these vows will keep them in place.

Often because of soul contracts these soul will be drawn into relationships, even if negative patterns were created, for they now have a window of opportunity to release these outdated vows and pacts etc. and finally dissolve these unhealthy patterns.  Yet, some souls get so caught up in a love/hate relationship that they tend to repeat this pattern.

This pattern is exasperated when the man in question had a harem at some time in his lifetime.  So now he has this ego of owning more than one woman, and they might appear in his lifetime.  So, there is this idea that he owns more than one, and then wonders that the women concerned are not very amused by all of this – indeed in some lifetimes these same women might have been very jealous of each other, for there was a lot of intrigue in such harems, as a lot of the alliances again were political.

If you think of your soul therefore as having had multiple existences and in various forms, then you will realize that you might not only have had relationships with one soul, but with many souls, and at some time in this lifetime you will meet up with them.  Then there is that instant attraction, and that sense of familiarity – because of what happened in past lives.

Yet all relationships at the very core have amazing lessons to impart, and maybe the greatest lesson of all is to never give one’s power away to anyone nor anything.

To me this just is one of the most amazing things which is happening now: – as the feminine Divine returned to the planet, women now have at last the opportunity to step out of that slave, that political or property pawn stage, and enslavement and claim their birthright.  That means that we now have the opportunity to cut those negative cords and attachments and free ourselves up from old vows, contracts, enslavement etc. and become free in more than one aspect.

This does not mean that we have to throw the baby out with the bathwater – rather to we take our own power back, and grow in love and a loving state.  When we do the inner house cleaning, the collective consciousness rises, and the new woman emerges, who is not allowing herself to become a pawn nor a slave anymore.  Yet, she does not go overboard and then returns like with like by enslaving men – rather she moves into the heart of compassion, where she forgives the past and lets go of the pain and trauma and empowers herself on all fronts.

Her power is different from a man, for it is heart-centered and at core compassionate.

This does not mean that men were never enslaved nor owned – of course they were and a lot of men are embracing the feminine side of themselves, which is leading to more balance.

I am merely here pinpointing to something which going to come to the fore more and more, as the higher energies come in and more cleansing and clearing happens, and nowhere will this happen more obviously then in the relationship framework.

I see this as stepping into the powerful role of CO-CREATOR, where we now have the opportunity to dissolve old unhealthy patterns and create positive and uplifting new ones, which will be the foundation of the new way of life now emerging and the higher states of consciousness.

What a beautiful and profound gift this is!  Wow!

(Judith Kusel)

Renaissance of the Heart…

When the Earth emerges from the time-warp she was in, for 72 000 years and now moves into the expanded time which is the true cosmic time, this brings about immense changes from inner core heart of the planet, and most of all the core heart of the cosmic whole.
I sometimes don’t quite know what to call this bubble of amnesia that the Earth and collective whole were in, for within our sinking deeper and deeper into the 3D and core of forgetfulness, we lost so many of our higher talents, abilities and inner seeing.
A lot of this has to do with the deliberate brain washing the collective went through, but also that phase of truly descending into the underworld, the world of Hades. The darkness, that phase where the Light hardly comes in, and there is that sense of dying and decay. It was the phase when mankind was totally ruled by the mind, without the activation of the heart, for the heart comes in conjunction with the use of right brain, the creative and feminine force, that caring, nurturing and immense open heart.
When one looks back at this time, it will be time of stagnant incubation where the intuitive side, that beautiful KNOWING side, was squashed to the core and the deep inner connectedness to Mother Earth. It was the Dark Ages, before one of the greatest Renaissance’s mankind will ever go through, which is now happening.
As that intuitive knowing side of us emerges more and more with the return of the Divine Feminine, we are changing in our whole physical form, to start accommodation the Higher Vibrations and Frequencies of ATONENESS, that totally moving at molecular levels, where our consciousness rises and we become aware, and knowing, that we cannot destroy anything, without destroying ourselves, we cannot make war, without all being at-war deep within….. we cannot live peace, with our hearts and soul are not at peace.
Descending into the Underworld, we have learnt a lot. We have learnt that if we cut ourselves off from the rest of Creation, and Love force itself, then we in reality experience the pain of separation – of not being whole. The wholeness has never left us, has always been…. But we had to experience that separateness, in order to find our way back to wholeness and completeness, in order to appreciate this.
I think of this as the Renaissance of the heart. That heart is making itself felt now. It is making itself felt most deeply and profoundly in the way our relationships are falling apart. As the suddenly realize that we cannot make another love us unconditionally, that we cannot force love from another to the extent that we love, we are finding the way back to our own hearts and souls.
There is a profound shift here: – the shift comes from the understanding that we ARE love, and that love is what we are at the core. Yet, how often does that lack of love for ourselves, trip us up in the love we share for others. The shift here is to understand that another cannot be responsible for our inner well being, our inner happiness and contentment nor the love for ourselves. If we do not honor and nurture ourselves, to the very core, then how can we honor the sacredness of the heart and soul of another?
It extends to the cosmic core heart and the Divine. When the heart expands to overflowing, when the intuitive shines through and its connection to the Divine is intense, then the feeling of separateness vanishes into the whiffs of air it truly was, and we understand that we are ONE – with all of creation. We are one with dark and light. We are one with all that is…. Every molecular, and cellular existence, in all its myriads form. We are all that is, and all that is, is us.
We start to understand that all opening up of the heart, is in reality the openness to love and trust. It is mostly dis-trust which keeps us regularly closing our hearts and buildings walls around it. It is dis-trust that makes us close even our most vital life forces. It is distrust in the Divine Love and guidance. It is dis-trust in completeness, in the wholeness of Love in its completed form.
The shift then, is the shift of the heart. It is here that I feel. If is here that I am most connected to the Soul. It is here and in the solar plexus region, that our core energy matrix, when fully activated forms the interconnectedness with all, through the channel of the kundalini and the open channels of the pineal and pituitary glands. When all are open and fully functioning, and all 12 chakras are activated, the channels are wide open for the Divine Energies to lift up and expand within us.
When the whole channels are open to the Divine and the channels are open to the core Earth heart, then we are fully activated from above and below. WE ARE ONE.

Searching of THE ONE! (Twinflames, the hype)

The Search for THE ONE! (and the current Twinflame Love hype)
The greatest search for love, starts from deep within….
Before we were born onto this planet, we had not feeling of void, nor being separated from LOVE and we were therefore in the deep and profound KNOWING, that our souls, our very existence, was made up of many particles, which combines into our soul entity, and therefore was whole and complete. We knew all our other particles and knew where they were – so if they had taken on form in another galaxy or dimensional state, we knew where they were and we knew THAT ALL WAS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE….
However, the moment when we incarnated onto this planet, we started to find that there was a void…. A deep feeling of not being complete….. of lacking something …. This might not so much have been felt as an infant (yet I have had a great fear of being abandoned all my life – until at a Breakthrough Experience seminar with Dr. John Demartini, something triggered deep inside of me, and I remembered being separated from my mother as a baby – this was because she nearly died and was absent for three months in hospital, and I was left to the care of my eldest sister, father and grandmothers) but might have come later, when school started, and with it not fitting into the norm…. which we all find at some stage or another.
What we really deep down are mourning – IS THE LOSS OF THAT FEELING, THAT DEEP KNOWING THAT WE ARE WHOLE AND COMPLETE AND THE NOTHING IS LACKING OR MISSING AND THAT ALL IS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE. IT IS THAT DEEP KNOWING THAT LOVE IS WHAT WE ARE AND THEREFORE LOVE IS ETERNALLY THERE – AND THAT WE WERE BIRTHED IN LOVE AND THIS IS THE DIVINE LOVE (GOD/GODDESS LOVE) and therefore ETERNALLY THERE AND PART AND PARITICLE OF OURSELVES – OF US.
We mourn the loss of our GREATER SOUL SELF, when in reality, these other parts of us, are ALWAYS THERE AND NEVER ABSENT.
WE CAN NEVER LOSE LOVE, NOR BE CUT OFF FROM LOVE, NOR LOSE SOMEONE FOR IN THE INFINITE WHOLE LOVE IS ETERNALLY THERE. IT IS NOT LIKE A TAP WE CAN TURN ON OR OFF – IT IS THERE.
One of the most profound moments of my life, is when at the Breakthrough Experience Dr. Demartini, takes those who have just lost a partner through death, through this process of REMEMBERING THIS. Through the whole collapsing of their emotional pain, they then start understanding that they never LOST anything – but that the LOVE MERELY CHANGED FORM. The minute that we seem to PERCEIVE LOSS – in reality, that person presence might be felt as ABSENT – but someone else will immediately step into the breach or hole and FILL IT UP – SO INSTANTLY WE ARE HELD IN THE ETERNAL AND ALLABIDING LOVE WHICH IS INFINITE – SO IN REALITY THERE CAN BE NO ABSENCE OF LOVE!
So many people these days, are yearning for the ABSOLUTE AND COMPLETE love of a partner – and so the search begins. Whoever started the whole mass consciousness rising about twinflames – had the message right, but the concept of it all has been blown out of proportion. It has left the hype, that if my current relationship is not working out as I wanted it to, or expected it to, there must be SOMEONE BETTER or SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME BETTER THAN THIS ONE!
Now, if you are in a abusive relationship – then this of course means that alarm bells are going off and you truly need to take your own power back, and refuse to be bullied into being someone less, or other than your true soul self. So, there it BECOMES A ACT OF TAKING POWER BACK and EMPOWERING yourself, to cut the ties and move out – the same goes with emotional abuse. It is better to be alone, and learn to love yourself completely, than to be in a relationship which constantly is breaking you down and taking your power away.
Yet, in all relationships, it does not matter how potent they were in the very beginning, there is bound to come the time, when the sexual flame is different from the first time, and when there is the fighting, the bickering and going off in different directions. This is natural – we need that constant push and pull in ALL relationships, in order to keep the attraction going. Electricity is produced by two opposite poles and thus it is the friction that makes the sparks. Most of us tend to attract those to us, who are OPPOSITE to ourselves, and then later on hate that opposite, instead of learning to appreciate and love this.
So, then what about twin flames and eternal love? Twin flames to exist, and there are 12 FLAMES which make up ONE SOUL. SO HEED THIS = 12 MAKE UP THE 13th AND THUS THE WHOLE.
Now, listen to this – ONLY A TINY FRACTION OF YOUR SOUL IS INCARNATED AT ONE TIME AND THE OTHER PARTS ARE WORKING ELSEWHERE IN DIFFERENT DIMENSIONS, LIFEFORMS ALL OVER THE COSMOS. So this little part of you that is here on this planet now, is but a FRACTION of the whole. So, you have 11 other parts of yourself somewhere else!
Now we meet someone we are attracted too, and our whole systems go beserk and our tiny fraction is crying out; IS THIS THE ONE?
The fact is that many get INFATUATED and this is sexual attraction – and once the sex wears off then they move onto the next one and next one and next one… ALWAYS THIS IS THE ADRENALIN RUSH – THE EXCITEMENT WHICH BECOMES LIKE A DRUG JUNKIE AND ONE IS NEVER SATISFIED. WHAT IS NOT SATISFIED? THE LUST FACTOR!
Others sit there and they yearn for THE ONE – and then lose out on all of life, because they believe THE ONE will FILL THEM UP AND MAKE THEM COMPLETE!
Where is all of this leading too?
All of life and your soul is ENERGY. THE ENERGY YOU ARE PUTTING OUT THERE IS WHAT YOU ARE LIKELY TO ATTRACT! So if your energy is always crying out for the LACK of what you perceive within yourself, you will attract SOME MORE OF THE SAME. SO YOU WILL ATTRACT A PARTNER WHO WILL TEACH YOU TO LOVE THOSE UNLOVED PARTS OF YOURSELF!
When you start LOVING AND NURTURING AND CARING FOR YOURSELF, YOU RAISE YOUR VIBRATION! WHEN YOU ARE SEEING AND BELIEVING YOURSELF AND LOVING YOURSELF TOTALLY YOU ARE VIBRATING AT A MUCH HIGHER AND FASTER FREQUENCY AND THUS STEPPING UP IN DIMENSIONS AND THEN YOU WILL ATTRACT TO YOURSELF SOMEONE WHO IS ALSO WHOLE AND COMPLETE AND ON THE SAME FREQUENCY AND HIGHER DIMENSIONAL SCALE AS YOURSELF AND THIS MAKES FOR COMPLETE AND BLISSFUL UNION = TWO WHOLES MAKING ONE GREATER WHOLE AND THUS EVER EXPANDING THAT WHOLE TO ENFOLD THE COSMIC WHOLE!
It all comes down to SOUL EMPOWERMENT!
Some of those who have incarnated here onto this planet, as HIGHLY EVOLVED MASTER SOULS – the more they are empowered from deep within, the more their own frequencies and vibrations go up and they then attract LIKE WISE! However, because of being so high a frequency, they will have a hard time of it to find ANYONE matching that and SOME ARE NOT MEANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP, FOR THEY CAN BE FREE TO OPERATE ON A MUCH GREATER SCALE BY BEING FREE AND UNENCUMBERED!
My soul readings point this out time and again!
This does not mean that one cannot have relationships – it just takes the pressure off one to always seek THE ONE AND ONLY!
When we nurture our souls and our whole being, we start shining from deep within, we become radiant, and when we become radiant, we start attracting those to use who are radiant too – lit up from WITHIN! OUR FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS START TO MATCH AND THIS THEN MAKES FOR BLISSFUL SEXUAL UNION! TWO FREQUENCIES BECOMING ONE FLAME AND FLAME IS MADE UP OF MULTIPLE STRANDS AND THESE EXPAND OUTWARDS AND IS ESSENTIALLY THE SAME FLAME AS THE DIVINE!
Twinflames, there meet, as parts of the SAME SOUL meeting up. Now, if there 12 parts TO ONE SINGLE SOUL, then it is also true THAT MORE THAN ONE TWIN FLAME IS INCARNATED AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS TRUE FOR THIS LIFETIME BECAUSE SOME SOUL GROUPS TOOK IT UPON THEMSELVES TO BE ON SPECIAL ASSIGNMENT! This means then that the 12 REUNITED TO FORM ONE SINGLE AND POTENT FLAME WHICH HAS TRANSMUTATIONAL QUALITIES AND COLLECTIVELY PUSH UP THE WHOLE PLANET INTO A HIGHER STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS! HOWEVER, THIS IS VERY RARELY DONE – THERE MIGHT BE A HANDFUL OF THESE ON THE PLANET – IF THAT!
Others, are most in clusters of two, or three….
Mostly there is a recognizing the other VIA THE EYES! The EYES TRIGGER THE SOUL MEMORY BANKS and thus WE KNOW! WE KNOW A TRUE AND PROFOUND KNOWING THAT THIS IS ONE OF THE OTHER PARTS OF OURSELVES!
YET THERE ARE OTHER SOULS WHO MIGHT BE SOUL MATES AND SOULS WE HAVE BEEN INVOLVED WITH IN OTHER INCARNATIONS WHICH ARE NOT TWIN FLAMES, BUT WE RECOGNIZE THEM TOO – AND OTHER HAVE SOUL LESSONS AND KARMIC LINKS WE HAVE TO WORK THROUGH AND ARE SOUL CONTRACTED WITH THEM TO WORK THROUGH. IF WE TRY TO SIDE-STEP THESE LESSONS, WE WILL REPEAT THEM WITH OTHER SOULS, UNTIL WE MASTER THE LESSONS!
Sometimes, the twin we encounter and recognize, is not ready for us, and might be involved somewhere else, and his or her own soul lessons to master: – this is why we have to learn TO LOVE FREELY – THUS LET LOVE FLOW WITH AN OPEN HEART, NOT TO WANT TO OWN SOMEONE ELSE BUT TO LET THEM FREE TO FLY WITH THEIR OWN WINGS AND ON THEIR OWN STEAM. WE ARE NOT THERE TO PROP THEM UP BUT TO FLY IN UNISON WITH THEM!
THE GREATEST GIFT WE CAN GIVE ANOTHER AT THIS TIME IS THE GIFT OF OPEN-HEARTEDNESS – OF LOVING PAST THE SEEMING IMPERFECTIONS AND THEN SEEING ONLY PERFECTION – THE PERFECTION OF LOVE!
I suggest that you start reading the books of DAVID DEIDA, and then knowing that when we stay open and fully CONSCIOUS of LOVE FROM DEEP WITHIN OUR HEART SPACE, THEN WE START OPENING UP OURSELVES TO LOVE TOTALLY AND PAST THE FEARS AND INSECURITIES AND TOTALLY LOVE WITH OPEN BODIES, HEARTS AND MINDS = THEN WE EXPERIENCE THE BLISSFUL AND DIVINE UION = THE REFLECTION OF THE DIVINE WITHIN US AND THE DIVINE UNION LIKE THE FIRST UNION BETWEEN MALE AND FEMALE.
As women this means allowing the MALE PENETRATION OF THE MALE CONSCIOUSNESS TO PENETRATE AND FILL US COMPLETELY AS WE OPEN UP OURSELVES TOTALLY, WITHOUT RESERVE OR FEAR OR RESENTMENT AND ANGER – TOTALLY!
For men this means, in penetration to ALLOW THE FEMININE GIFTS OF OPENING UP AND THEN GIFTING HER WITH ALL OF YOU – YOUR WHOLE CONSCIOUSNESS AND FEEL LOVE CONSCIOUSNESS TOTALLY TRANSMIT THROUGH YOU AND INTO HER – AND THEN RECEIVING HER GIFT OF LOVE AND THEN THE TWO OF YOUR IN GIFTING AND RECEIVING START TO RAISE YOUR CONSIOUSNESS BY MERGING YOUR FLAMES AND YOU BECOME AS ONE AND IN THEN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS EXPANDS TO THE COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS AND IN THAT MOMENT OF UTTER BLISS, EUPHORIA AND ECSTASY YOU EXPERIENCE THE STATE OF DIVINE AND SACRED UNION!
Yet, SACRED UNION COMES FIRST OF ALL FROM DEEP INSIDE OF YOU! IF YOU CANNOT LOVE YOURSELF TOTALLY YOU CANNOT OPEN YOURSELF TOTALLY TO DIVINE UNION FOR PARTS OF YOU WILL ALWAYS SHRINK AWAY FROM SUCH!
IT ALL COMES DOWN TO TAKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR OWN LIFE, LOVE AND WELL-BEING, THE INNER AND OUTER AND THEN GIFTING THE WHOLE AND COMPLETE OF YOU – AND RECEIVING THE WHOLE AND GIFTED PARTS OF ANOTHER AND THIS IS THE RECIPE FOR SACRED AND DIVINE UNION!
It does not matter so much therefore, whether you are with your twin flame or not, ANY relationship is essentially about you and your own capacity to open yourself up totally to the DIVINE inside yourself and then to attract the same in the person you love or will attract into your life.
I am speaking here from experience: All my life I was seeking THE ONE, and withholding myself from relationships – looking for THE ONE to fulfill me. Since I have learnt to open my heart and soul, I have attracted those beautiful male souls into my life who have brought my beautiful lessons in love ….. I thank each and every single one, for they are teaching me beautiful lessons, in opening my heart and soul, AND EMBRACING them fully, completely and utterly and allowing myself to LET LOVE FREE AND UNENCUMBERED. For I know that they cannot make me happy – they can gift me with their presence and love – but ultimately LOVE and LOVING MYSELF – is my own responsibility and not theirs!
SO I HAVE FOUND THE ONE reveals his face in more than one form and in the reality THE ONE is never missing – but always there WITHIN ME!
(For TWINFLAME AND SOUL READINGS PLEASE CONTACT ME: (THESE WILL GIVE YOU THE VITAL UNDERSTANDING OF THE DYNAMICS INVOLVED IN CURRENT UNION, AND IF YOUR TWIN IS INCARNATED OR NOT) judithkusel@gmail.com