Karmic and collective soul links – My own story.

Life on this planet has always had a will and unfolding of its own. It has been different from the other planets in this solar system, in that it was an EXPERIMENT, to which 866 000 souls aspired to, and to which they did sign soul contracts. In this they pledged themselves to be volunteers to see how human and human-like beings from other star systems and galaxies would adjust to such a dense and physical planet as this – although in the beginning she was in the 7TH dimension.

In the meantime, through various reasons, she, through the misdoings of human kind, is the only planet in the whole solar system who has managed to fall from the 7th dimensional state into the 3rd. It is this error, or rather deliberate misjudgement which needs to be rectified now, and is in the process of being adjusted as we are collectively evolving into the 5th and back into the 7th dimensional state.

Most of the souls, barring a handful who have never incarnated onto this planet ever before and have no links with it, have been involved with this planet in one form or another, have incarnated here at one stage, and thus, during those lifetimes, have added karmic personal soul links and then also COLLECTIVE karmic links to this planet.

Most of karma is accumulated via the breaking of the Divine Cosmic Laws and the most important of all of these, then is Law of CAUSE and Effect. It is basically – what you sow … you reap. Thus is you murder someone, in the next life you are the one who will get murdered. That is how it is supposed to be under the baser understanding of the law, yet the Law of Grace and under forgiveness and unconditional Love, a lot of the karmic ties and links may be resolved.

At this time, particularly the karmic ties and links from other lifetimes will come to haunt us. As we are moving up in the dimensional scale, these links are pulling and tugging at us, and we cannot move forward into a higher state of evolvement and being, if we are being pulled back by unresolved issues which have come over lifetimes.

There are TWO aspects coming to the fore now: The one is the PERSONAL LOVE RELATIONSHIPS, which involved SEXUAL ties, and then family cords and ties. The second is then the COLLECTIVE ties, which involved the TRIBAL connections, or the people of a country or region. If these ties link us to a place where mass exterminations and crimes to humanity were committed, then these now need to be COLLECTIVELY cleared and let go of.

I will relate my own story to you today, and it is the first time ever that I am sharing this. However, as I am picking up more and more souls in my own soul readings, who are going through similar experiences and have to cut and confront these karmic links, I will now speak openly about what has happened to me in the past 4 to 7 years and what I have had to deal with, in order to be free to truly step up into the higher states of consciousness and to find inner peace, serenity and contentment.

As long as I can remember, (even when working in the Library) I have had a fascination for France. Yet, having been born in Africa, and coming from German Pedigree Stock (nor quite that, for via my mother Celtic), I had little to do with the French and France. Later on, working in the Library, I found that for some or other reason, though; I shuddered when I picked up picture books of France…. Indeed, I could quite happily look at pictures of Paris, but the minute I got to a certain part of France, cold shivers would have me fleeing – literally running away.

It so happened that during these last years, a man, much younger than me, wanted to have a love relationship with me. I was okay with his friendship – albeit luke-warm, but I was not interested in the way he wished this to be. It so happened, that one day, we had an argument, in that instant he attacked me – and as he did so, his face changed, and something deep inside of me was triggered. For some reason, as he had taken my car keys, I remained calm, calling in my Angels, and then he backed off, threw me my car keys and left.

I was shaken by that incident, and that night I had a terrible dream. I saw myself, being tied to a stake with 5 Knights Templar’s, recognizing one of them as my brother in this lifetime, and then, I saw that the man who had just attacked me, in the brown habit of a Priest, standing there, with the Bishop at his side, chanting ,praying and reading from the Bible in his hands, while I and the 5 Templar’s were being burnt on the stake. This vision subsequently changed my whole life! I wanted to know what this was all about, and then, I realized that in that lifetime this same man had wanted me, and in the end fanatically burnt me, because of something that I and the others had, that the church wanted.

Slowly but surely, as vision, after vision arrived, the whole story of that lifetime started coming back to me. I have subsequently met quite a few of those with whom I was involved and family member from that lifetime and my ex-tutor and lover. That lifetime was in Languedoc, as the youngest daughter of the Raymond Roger, Count of Foix, whose sister Esclaremonde of Foix, was a pioneer – highly educated who became a Cathar Parfait and who opened up the first shelter for women, schools and boarding establishment in Dur in the Pyrenees. It was this same family who held Monsegur and had to see their own people burnt en masse at the stakes, with 22 000 people burnt alive in Bezier and at other places, by Simon de Montfort and his crusading army, while priests where cheering them on.

As memory, after memory bank was triggered, there was intense pain – pain such as I had never experienced before. I remembered how I had to safeguard the hidden secrets of my people, while the men were at war…. How I was hunted down in the end, like an animal, often having to take refuge in the high mountains of the Pyrenees…. feeling immensely lost and alone. In the process I lost my lover, my three children, and most of those I loved dearly.

With the memory banks being cleared and released, one by one, I suddenly understood why a lot of my life in this lifetime had taken a certain pattern or path. It was there, at Monsegur, in one moment of utter despair and pain, that I cursed those who did this to my people and I vowed that I would never marry, nor allow children to be born via my own womb, as long as men had forgotten who they are and wreak trauma and death in amidst my beautiful and beloved mountains and the people dear to my heart and soul.

In this lifetime, I have never married and cannot have children. I had to release those vows and curse, and I have had to extensively work at opening my heart to my ex lover, forgiving him – understanding at last that he had not forsaken me, but had seen that our children were brought to safety in his own country, in Leon and Aragon, and that our daughter got to Ireland. One son became the Count of Foix as my brother claimed him as his own son, and the other later married and became King.

My lover, with the help of the Templars, took valuable manuscripts from my father’s Library to Italy and that later became of course, the Renaissance.  The did the same, with the aid of the Templars, and often had to do some of it on my own.  However, most of it was never written down and was handed on verbally.

All of this lead me to do extensive research. I would not rest until I had proof that what I remembered, was true and fact, and then when I found the evidence, I would often burst into tears, knowing that in this lifetime I would be called upon to bring a lot of the Ancient Knowledge and Teachings back to this planet – but this time, I chose to be born in Africa, far away from the Pyrenees, but linking up with my first soul links to this Planet, and the continent of Elysium. This is essentially what my soul is doing now.

During this whole process, I have started to understand that we have to work through the trauma of past lives, especially if we died violent deaths and if there was great pain involved there. I know for instance that I felt no pain, for I had a ring with poison in it which I drank before going to the stake. It was the pain INSIDE of me, which was greater than the pain of the flames

. As I started remembering, I would write it down, research and then I would find the next would arrive. Yet, with each one, I could now release the pain, learn to let go, and learn to release the pain and let the soul free.

With my lover, this has been a journey in itself, and I have finally gotten to the stage, where I know that our love is eternal, and has been a massive lesson in unconditional love – but greater and more profound than ever before.

The strange thing though, is that I am picking up more and more souls coming to me for soul readings, who have had such karmic links, trauma and pain in their past lives and relationships. Funnily, a lot of them were Cathars and with it, the confirmation has come, that as these memory banks are now opened up and released, there were vows and prophesies make, that the Cathars would rise again and that Languedoc would be cleared.

This is certainly happening, for the collective will now have to truly work at releasing the trauma in that region, as this is region is ancient and is linked via its Pyramids, to the oldest civilization on Earth, sunk under the sea; Elysium/Avalon and Atlantis. The Ancient Ones have held the Light steady for thousands of years in the Pyrenees and they desire that this now happens and that the Divine Mother is honoured in her desire there for Love to return.

There is no easy journey through something like this. Past Life Practioners can help you, but in the end it is for you to find that deep and abiding love from within your soul, to release the souls and then to find the space of unconditional love. Most of this can only be done by asking Archangel Michael and Raphael to assist you and then to lay it upon the inner altars of the Divine Source – and ask for the trauma, pain, etc. to be transmuted and then to bring in healing love as healing balm to the soul

. What stands for the individual, stands for the collective too. When we truly desire to be healed, then healing does come and then the karmic ties and links do get lifted, because the Lords of Karma, are now willing to release these – as we have to be free to move into a totally different way of life – and cannot bring all this accumulated baggage into the higher dimensions into which we are moving.

I have found, that when I remembered, and could understand what had happened, then I could deal with the issue and then release it. However, I do not know how I will react when I ever go back to France in person, and especially to the Bishops Palace in Urgell, Andorra, where I was burnt with those 5 Knight Templar’s – men who could have gone free, but refused to, because of their loyalty to me and my family and their own higher calling.

I also do not know what could happen when I see my beloved Foix once more, the castle where I grew up in and most of all – my beloved mountains.

Such is the depth of life…… But even more so: NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF LOVE AND TRUTH TO RISE AGAIN. LOVE IS THE GREATEST POWER THERE IS!

The opening up of the Lion Portal…

The immensity of Being is upon us now, as we are stepping through the Lion Portal, 8-8-2012, and then into a new state of being.

The lion is there to remind us of dignity, honour, integrity and the loving of self – not as in arrogance, but the true belief in one’s greater soul abilities and one’s own calling to greatness.

As this year progresses, we are called upon to open up, not only the portals of the earth, but the cosmic ones are opening up as well – and then we have to step past our normal, or rather what we perceive as normal, lives, and then step into the new.

The way is opening up for the UNEXPECTED and the bringing of the soul back to its TRUE PATH… to its own truth and then to LIVE that truth and bring this in immensely flowing gifts into being, here on planet Earth.

The OLD IS MAKING WAY FOR THE NEW.

A lot of people have great fear of stepping over the threshold of such openings, for they fear that doing so, will force them to leave the old and familiar paths that they are clinging to for dear life.

Have you ever been in a place where traditions hold sway – and anyone who dares question these traditions, or the status quo, is marked a rebel.  You get the old guard who love being stuck in that – the old.  That is where their own sense of security lies: “This is the way things have always been done and so it will stay!”

As much as these people will want to cling to this narrow-mindedness, and their own fears of change, they will be forced out of it, as all the world changes rapidly and the old ways have to go.

A lot of people love labelling all and sundry: – as soon as something does not fit the narrow boxes where they put all into – then it is marked as evil, or satanic, or anything else….. What they really fear is fear itself.  It is not that darkness does not have power – yet when you fear the darkness, that is when darkness has a hold over you.  WHAT YOU FEAR YOU ATTRACT!

At the moment the portals which are opening up, are forcing us, to confront our own shadows, and most of all, to stop lying to ourselves and others, and to become REAL! 

So many are hiding under masks, and living lives which are lies, and then fear of being discovered as frauds.  It often becomes a matter of keeping up with the Joneses and then to follow the herd.  “If everyone else is being corrupt, and doing these things, and it leads to success, then I will do it.  If it works for them – then it works for me.”  When the inner souls and voices start screaming at them, that they are selling their own souls into slavery, then they simply shut the windows and doors, and put up a sign:  “DO NOT DISTURB!”  Often this will carry on for ages, until one day, all that they tried to hide, starts revealing themselves and then they feel exposed to the core.  That is what lying to yourself does, and more so, lying to others.

The New Energies and the cosmic portals opening up are demanding TRUTH, INTEGRITY and LOVE. 

When we start owning up to our own lies, (and most of all lying to ourselves), and we start accepting our own shadows – that means OWING the lies, and OWING the shadows, and stop being fearful of staying naked and exposed to the very core – then something funny start happening: – We start accepting ourselves, loving ourselves, and then we find that we do like lying any more: – WE ARE GETTING REAL!

Here the opposite sides of our own core soul start marrying each other – learning to dance in harmony and being in tune.  The one does not lead the other – they dance as ONE!

It is in this marrying of the opposites within OURSELVES, when the third force starts happening – we open ourselves up to UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!  We learn to love the shadows, as much as the light – and we start dancing now to the cosmic tunes, and then WITH the DIVINE…..  We start loving life and we love authenticity, we love being truly ourselves! 

A strange thing happens then: – we start attracting like-minded people, who are authentic, and true to themselves, and have learnt to love themselves unconditionally too.

It is in truly embracing ourselves, loving ourselves and our own Creator, that we start allowing ourselves to be vulnerable, to be confused sometimes, to being not perfect… but to find the hidden blessings in the perceived imperfections and to see the perfection of life!

In those moments, we are at peace.  We start cultivating serenity, and then whatever else happens: – we are centred and anchored in LOVE. 

I am reminded her of a certain master, teaching his students the art of staying calm and serene in the midst of opposing forces.  He took up his normal meditation pose, and then challenged his students to forcefully try and remove him.  They shoved and pulled and tried everything:  the master had become an immovable object and nothing and no-one could disturb his posture, nor serenity, calmness and pose.  When asked how this is possible, he said that when the master, masters himself to such an extent, and stays in the state of peace or inner calm, then nothing and no-one can move him – because he is firmly anchored in the life-force itself!

This is what we are learning to master at this time!

When we truly wish to link up with our twin flames, then we first of all have to learn mastery of ourselves… of loving ourselves unconditional – of accepting the fact that we are made WHOLE – that the Divine does not create mistakes!

When we allow ourselves to become loving towards ourselves, and then open our hearts and souls for the Divine Love to flow in and out of us, unencumbered, then we will be reunited with our twin flames – who had to master this by themselves.  That is when we are ready for true union.

If the one is still hovering and unsure and lost within, then there is IMBALANCE.  In creation all flow in harmony and as one.  Where one is too much, and the other too little, there can be no state of balance and then love eternal cannot flow in a magnificent and glorious stream. 

The lesson of the Lion Portal is to stand in your own true majesty, dignity, integrity, mastery, truth and magnificence and to shine by being serene in the knowing, that all is perfect, whole and complete!  Nothing is missing….

 

This principle applies to ALL of life and this is the greatest of all lessons to master as 2012, starts drawing towards its final chapter in the history of mankind.

Love is the answer and here unconditional love and acceptance of self.

The Spiraling Energy and the rising of Crystal Pyramid Temples

Life is an endless cycle – the turning and returning of beginning and ends… the one always spiralling onwards, and then within itself, until it starts a totally new spiral, after reaching a type of wall.  Once it has spiralled through that wall, it then continues in higher forms… the spiralling circling movement ever going upwards and beyond what has ever been…

This planet too is was birthed within a spiral of time and thus has moved backwards and forwards within this spiralling worm-hole – with one single unique difference – and as yet it is the ONLY planet who as ever managed this: – it fell BACKWARDS and into the unknown and unchartered territory of the 3D world, and this from the upward spiralling of the 7^th – where it hit a wall.  Yet, instead of the momentum carrying it forward, at that time, because of self-destructive patterns emerging, it managed to fall back and into a black void, and thus from there hit rock-bottom, which then anchored it firmly into the physical, 3D world….

This is one of the reasons, that this planet is attracting so much attention from other highly advanced and evolved Beings at this time.  It also a reason why so many old souls have incarnated, and those attached to certain SOUL GROUPS, like the Illumined Ones, also known as the Ancient or Shining Ones, and mostly because this soul group (more than the others), has always acted as co-creators of this planet, as its guardians, and most of all, as those who held the Light steady, at that time, when all of this happened.  In a sense they are here to assist the evolvement now into higher states of consciousness and to ensure that this time round, the same does not happen – that the planet and its people manage to spurt through that wall and into the higher evolutionary spirals once more…

We are such cannot always understand this cyclic form of all life – yet, when we look at our own DNA strands within each cell of our body, this spiral repeats itself.  It is there in all geometrical patterns nature supplies in bounty – one has only to gather seashells to be reminded of this. 

The Ancient Ones used to paint the spiral everywhere, as a reminder of this – and the Celtic art reflects it everywhere.   The Serpent was often used to also symbolize this, but its deeper meaning is the kundalini, the life-force which awakens from deep within and then goes through the energy wheels (again the spiral) of the body, to awaken the quest to the higher states of consciousness…

The Ancient Crystal Pyramid Temples were built in such a way, that this kundalini, or spiralling energy would be charged, via the crystals with which the temples were built (acting as a conduit), and then connecting via the temples, to the Earths energy centres and the Web of Light and then also, via the apex, to the Cosmic Kundalini energies.  In this way, these massive Temples, then truly were powerhouses – or like massive turbines to be used in whatever way the Temples were dedicated to be used for.

Each Temple had a different colour, for it reflected the qualities of the Cosmic Ray it was working with, and mostly these came in pairs of 12, each one representing the physical bodies’ energy centres of chakras, and then the 13^th unlocked the rest. 

The first of these massive Crystal Pyramid Temples, and the spiralling energy they emitted, were built on what is now the African continent – but NOT Giza!  (Egypt was not used at all, and those pyramids only were built thousands of years later with much less advanced technology, and then because Atlantis was sinking, and the knowledge had to preserved and the pyramids in Egypt to serve as a reminder to mankind and then also for another totally different reason than most people believe they were built for).

The African continent in those days, formed the MIDDLE of what used to be ONE SINGLE CONTINENT (later the first land masses started to sink under the sea, and the continents, started separating from the African mainland….)  Thus in reality AFRICA HOLDS THE WHOLE WORLD TOGETHER and thus Africa holds the Keys for the rest of mankind – yet it is not only Africa, but also Antarctica.  And it is NOT the top part of Africa that holds the central keys,  THE SOUTH-EASTERN PARTS OF AFRICA HOLD VITAL KEYS TO THE UNDERSTANDING AND UNLOCKING OF THE ANCIENT HISTORY OF MANKIND AND THE REMEMBERING THAT WILL NOW COME TO THE FORE.

In this, this part of Africa has always been linked with South America and the Islands off shore between the two continents and Antarctica,  to the west, and then to the Islands to the east – Madagascar, Mauritius, Sri Lanka and then Australia and New Zealand. 

Yet, there is more to it.  I was made aware of something very interesting this past week, when a Parks Board Officer mentioned that scientific studies have indicated the all the eastern rivers in South Africa, are slowly shifting WEST.

What most people are not aware of is that Africa holds more secrets than any other continent, and one of the best kept secrets is that which is HIDDEN UNDERNEATH THIS PART OF THE WORLD.  Again, this has to do with certain aspects of the South-eastern part of Africa, which I will not go into here (forms part of my book) – but suffice is to say, that this is preserved in the Ancient KNOWING of the African people – but only a handpicked few ever held that knowledge, and those who did, have all faded away.  This was never written down, in any books, or in any way – yet this knowledge was hidden so well, that only when a certain evolvement in humankind happened, then the right souls would have access to these.

Now, coming back to this time – as the solar flares are starting to become more and more potent, the INNER Crystal Pyramid Temples, and those vast crystal deposits hidden inside the Earth, are being reactivated.  This is simultaneously affecting certain energy centres within this part of the world and others – Glastonbury Tor is one of those, and Machu Picchu another, then there are others hidden deep in the Amazon jungle and deep within the centre of Africa….

All of this is culminating to come together within a certain timeframe, when a lot of the codex’s that are held by the Native American people will be revealed, or re-membered.  The other energy centres lie in heart of Siberia, and then also in those sunken lands in North Sea and tying in with Greenland and Iceland, and the north of Scotland and Ireland.   The rest lie in the Alps, in the Pyrenees and Bosnia.   Then the next ones are hidden deep in the Himalayas and underneath Jerusalem.   Others are in those sunken lands near Japan, Honolulu, Fiji, and in New Zealand.

The Northern hemisphere is going through its own changes and this has to do with the huge energy centres in the Pacific around Hawaii.   Here the spiralling energies move clockwise.  The rest in the pacific which are attached to the Southern hemisphere move in anti-clockwise, forming vortex energies there which are going to make itself more and more felt as the ancient Crystal Pyramid Temples under the sea and on the Islands start revealing themselves.

The other area where massive vortex energies are being formed is in the South Eastern Parts of Africa, and then this is linking up, through vast underground channels to Machu Picchu and then also to the very heart of the earth.

All of this is releasing massive energy waves, which is affecting us all.  With the Solar Flares releasing AND CONNECTING TO THE EARTH’s ENERGY CENTRES INSIDE THE EARTH AND THE COSMIC ONES OUTSIDE, IT IS RE-CREATING THE PLANET AND OUR SELVES!

  It is the sensitive ones who need to waken up now, who are getting awakened and led to the right spots.  In soul readings I am finding that my own soul group are being led to me and then I seem to identify them and reconnect them with their higher calling – this by design and not accident.   I do the same for other soul groups, as a lot of them have been working closely with my soul group and with this planet – and have done so from the beginning. 

All in all this spiralling energy is now making itself felt and this is the new energy that this planet will have to relearn to use in myriad of forms in the New Age.    At the moment we are not yet advanced enough to know how to do this – as with the use of this, the mantle of responsibility comes, to use it in the correct manner and for the greater good of all.

The Immensity of BEINGNESS – THE GREATEST GIFT OF OUR TIME!

In this life and on planet Earth, we often buy into the illusion of the physical world.  We believe that we are our body, our mind and that whatever we physically have – like in possessions, and the way our body is, or the way we act or speak, is who we truly are…

NOT SO, in fact we are not at all those things, we are SOUL more than body, and whatever we express comes from deep WITHIN us, and NOT from without.

When I do Soul Readings, and the information regarding the Soul flows through my fingers as I am touch-typing, I often go, like: “WOW!  Amazing!  Is this what we are capable of being?  Is this what we are capable of becoming and expressing?”

When we are born we fall into a state of forgetfulness.  Some of us spend a whole lifetime on this planet, in the pursuit after fame and fortune, keeping up with the Jones’s, or simply living miserable lives, and never REMEMBER the TRUTH of who and what we are and what we are capable of.

We live mediocre lives, for we believe we are mediocre – when in fact we all have amazing gifts and talents, latent abilities, which we never have even tapped into – it is like living on an oil well or a gold mine, and never realizing this.

I remember at school we had to learn the story of how the first diamond was discovered in South Africa, in what is now a place called Kimberley.  The farmer on that rather arid piece of land had spent years trying to make a living on that  land.  He eventually sold it, only to have a child, picking up a diamond there – and the result became the diamond rush – and then from that farm the De Beers Company was born.

We are only using a quarter – if that – from what we are really capable of.  In soul readings this comes prominently to the fore.  I have been told by the Higher Guidance from the Divine Source that this information is now allowed to come through, as the Earth is moving into higher states of consciousness.  Before, when we were too anchored in the third dimension, this information would have been practically useless – yet now, at this time – IT IS EMPOWERING for it is allowing us to step into a HIGHER STATE of BEING and EXPRESSING.

Some of the souls now incarnated have had the most amazing abilities to CO-CREATE.  They helped settle the landmasses on this planet, brought in the life-forms, the plant and animal life (please note, this means the ALL life forms come from the Divine – yet they imported a lot of specimens from other start systems and galaxies – their own homes!) and eventually some got stuck here and decided to stay on. 

Others came during the time of the first colonies settled here:  Elysium, Lemuria, Mu and Atlantis and then, with everything starting to go haywire – as mankind seemed to a knack at destroying itself – and either assisted, when Atlantis finally sank under the sea, to bring their knowledge to the new colonies, e.g. Egypt, Peru, Mexico, etc., while other souls were bent on destructing all and sundry.

So there are karmic links that need to be cleared – old patterns of behaviour and self-service to be eliminated and truly new patterns to be birthed.

Some are highly evolved souls, who have amazing gifts and talents and these will come to the fore more and more, as their own memory banks get triggers and they are pulled into action.  When the memory banks get triggered the rest seems to simply appear and then the knowing of using and implementing all of this, returns.

I have found this certainly true for myself.  I have been on a journey of discovery these last few years, and by tapping into my own soul’s memory banks and abilities, amazing things started to happen and open up.  In fact, I am stepping more and more into the TRUTH of who and what I am, at a very deep and profound soul level.

With this has come a sense of great peace.  Because of my KNOWING who and what I am, at SOUL LEVEL, I do not have to prove myself to anyone … I not in competition with anyone… I do not have to conform and pretend – I SIMPLY AM! 

So, often we get misunderstood and misinterpreted by people stuck in the 3D world – but that is okay.  For we understand that there are simply different OCTAVES of Being – and when you move up in the evolutionary dimensional scales, you find AT-ONE-NESS, and know that you are part of everything and everything is part of you.  You simply shine and blossom and if others don’t understand this – fine!  You KNOW all is perfect, whole and complete – with or without their approval.

It is simply that you inner SEEING has expanded.  For now you start understanding that all and everything is pure ENERGY and it is in learning to tap into energy fields, and learning to READ them, that you truly start evolving into a greater expansive version of life and living life with exuberant joy, peace and contentment.

A friend of mine described me the other day as a “purring contented cat.”  I rather like this – for life is meant to be lived that way.  Life is meant to be a joyful and exuberant expression of the LIFE FORCE itself – and beautiful re-creation every single day, of LIFE and LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!

By living life this way, the gratitude banks open and simply flow out – the counting of blessings – and the more you start being grateful for life – the more life blesses you!  It is almost like the whole of creation conspires to keep you happy and well and simply FLOWING with life!

Yet, there is pain, and there are still moments of despair.  The difference now is, that you understand, that if your soul name is for example THE BRINGER OF GRACE, then you are learning to give grace to yourself, and others, and where is grace more eloquently spoken than in the ability to forgive and bestow grace?  Or is graceful living?

When one starts understanding that even pain has a blessing, and that the most challenging of relationship teach us wonderful lessons of love, or tolerance and of simply loving past the illusion – then all of life becomes a dance – a dance of waltzing with the shadow and light sides of self and life – and those of partners and CREATING a new dance of life!

We all have the POWER of our SOULS to tap into – all the knowledge, wisdom, insights, creativity, abilities that we have gathered over thousands of years.  Add to this, the POWER of our SOUL GROUP – a VAST COLLECTIVE MEMORY BANK, of SKILLS, EXPERTISE, who REFLECT OUR OWN CORE SOUL AND ITS ABILITIES AND AMPLIFIES THIS – WOW!  Imagine the POWER of that!

This is what I am so excited about:  If we all learn to do just that – and we learn to use these abilities and power FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF ALL AND FOR HIGHER SERVICE TO MANKIND – imagine how we can change the world?! 

This is simply not a time to shrink – but a time to start truly stepping out and into our own latent abilities and power and the EXPRESSIONS of our own SOUL – the abilities and empowerment our own souls are giving us at this time.  Doing this, allows us to step up in frequency, in vibrational being, and then more than this, pull all of life on this planet up with us into the Higher State of BEINGNESS – a higher state of LIFE and LIVING!

THIS IS THE GREATEST BLESSING AND GIFT OF OUR TIME!  WOW! 

Spanning dimensions: – The Crystal Pyramid Temples….

I have had the most amazing experiences these past few years… travelling a lot and simply following my inner guidance and honing system, in order to find and get reconnected with the Crystal Pyramid Temples of aeons ago, and the energy places and grids, spread all over Southern Africa.

It has in many respects become my own FOOL’S JOURNEY, for I invested all I had to reach for my dreams and inner promptings and calling of my own soul.

All of this started, by asking, in the darkest nights of the soul, I had ever experiences, as to why I had been born in Africa.  In my wildest dreams I would never have even thought about the possibility that by getting answers to this, by finding out my own soul, what soul group I belonged to, and who and what my soul REALLY was… With it the other memory banks started opening up – as I started tapping into the Ancient codes and codex that I myself, in other lifetimes, had hidden there….

In the process I have gone through a tremendous transformation – not only being healed from the dark nights of soul and immense soul wounds, but also from being trapped in a box, to expanding, and out-of-box thinking and exploring…

I sometimes felt like one of those early pioneers who had to go and explore the unknown… the uncharted maps and then stepping past all of this and really going deeper and deeper into my own heart and soul, and then found the answers as they came up.

I had been in one of those places, living there for 6 months, when I finally was guided to right spot – which I had been seeking all along. (It is by no means the only one – for there are more, but I am using this as an example.)  After some rain, I was walking and revelling in the beauty all around me, when I was nudged to sit down in a quiet spot and simply let myself go into a higher state of consciousness – which I find quite easy to do, for I do have the ability to span dimensions and to tap into ancient memory banks (not the Akashic Records – but a higher level of records kept in a different form, which, as said, I have encoded myself)……..

As I did that, I could see it the Temple – and there was such joy to be reunited at soul level with the Crystal Pyramid Temple that I have long soul connections to.

I will not elaborate on all of this – for it is far too complicated for a short piece like this…. It is merely to pin-point one of the amazing experiences I have had.

Through my travels, I suddenly could see what this part of world looked like in ancient times… and the history of the planet would simply flow like a stream as I was travelling along…

I was called upon to open up a massive portal during this journey – again being led to do so….. And then being aided by the invisible Higher Guidance and the presence of the Unicorns …..

I am merely sharing this – just to give you a glimpse of the way of life we are stepping into.  The higher your frequency rises, the higher you soul vibration and the Earth’s vibrational field, the thinner the veils between the dimension get…

This is because of the HIGHER SOUL FREQUENCIES – and then assuming a lighter – crystalline body, or form.  Your aura tends to become brighter, yet with the softer ethereal colours, and then your chakras, or energy systems within and without your body (if your 12^th chakra of STELLAR GATEWAY) is fully activated.  The faster these spin, the higher your frequency becomes, the more Light you emit…

The other day, I experienced the Higher Masters, working with the energy system, which are held in each vertebra of my spinal cord.  It was the most amazing experience.  I could literally sense, feel and see how each vertebra was cleared out, and then how the COLOUR CHANGED… as the colour changed the SOUND one which each vertebrae vibrates, then become crystal clear – the nearest I can come to a sound which resembles this – are the crystal bowls.

This is SUPERSONIC sounds, and dolphins and whales emit these high frequency sounds… so it simply kind-of resembles this.

When you truly start to CONSCIOUSLY ACKNOWLEDGE AND WORK with these higher frequencies, and truly allow them to start working with your own body and its energy fields, then you start to open up your own inner hearing, seeing, sensing and transmitting frequencies – so you suddenly find that you can step into higher dimensions and you can easily step up or down into the various states of BEING.

What really is happening is that the new chakras, like the Stellar Gateway, have the high frequency Cosmic Light pouring through them.  6^th Dimensional chakras have a silver pearlescence pouring through them.  7^th Dimensional chakras have a gold essence.

At present humanity is interconnected, like cogs on a wheel, so if one wheel is ready to go faster and emit higher frequencies, they have to push all the others faster too. 

When more and more of us, start vibrating at high frequencies, we pull up the others – as they will sense your Light and be encouraged to rise to where you are.  They may not understand but they will follow your path.

In fact the affirmations of the 7^th Dimensional Beings, affirm the following:   I witness. I decree.  I love. I empower. I enfold. I support.  I AM.

The 6^th dimensional Beings affirm the following:  I AM one with the Cosmos.  I AM the Voice of the Cosmos.  I AM the Cosmic Heart.  I AM cosmic wisdom.  I AM love and wisdom in perfect balance.  I AM love.

When we reach these dimensional states, then we shimmer – literally shimmer and shine all our chakras glorious…. We purify our light bodies for greater service in the Cosmic Whole.     We then have access to the 7^th dimension where our light bodies are completely activated and we vibrate at very high and potent frequencies.  This is when we almost become invisible to the naked eye – or we can, do just that, if we so desire.

As the Crystal Pyramid temples are rising from the seabed, and the ones on land get reactivated (most are still hidden as they have been – under shrub and earth), and inside the earth, they will lift our frequencies even more. 

You may, in meditation, ask to be taken to the Crystal Pyramid Temple that you soul is connected to.  For each of these, vibrate at a certain frequency and emit certain vibrations, of colour and sound.  You may sit under the apex of the Temple and simply see the tremendously high frequency light, twirling and swirling around you, reactivating your own energy centres that you own soul vibrates to. (That is why it is quite necessary at this state to find out your soul name, soul group name, your tonal cord, for all combines AS ONE and this is the Higher Healing of yourself, stepping through.)

 The colour of the Pyramid will immediately resonate deeply with you – as you recognize the colour or colours that your own soul vibrates on.  (One of reasons I love doing soul readings, is that I can reconnect you to remembering all of this).

I do this regularly, and I find it works in myriad of ways to awake our latent talents and abilities and our way of SEEING and SENSING.

Just a word of caution here:  IF YOU WISH YOU RAISE YOUR OWN FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS, THEN KNOW THAT THE OLDER AND DENSER FREQUENCIES THAT YOU ARE STILL HOLDING ONTO, AND THE ALL THE HURT, PAIN AND ACCUMULATED MUCK, ALL THOSE THINGS AND RELATIONSHIPS THAT NO LONGER SERVE YOUR HIGHER SOUL GROWTH, WILL START DISINTEGRATING.

YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE RITES OF PURIFICATION – YOU CANNOT STEP UP IN DIMENSIONS AS LONG AS YOUR ESSENCE IS NOT PURIFIED….

For this is when your initiation into the higher dimensions truly starts.  It can be excruciatingly uncomfortable and painful at times – mostly when you cling onto the old life and lifestyle with fear.  It is mostly fear of unknown, which stops most people from moving higher up in the evolutionary scale.

As the Crystal Pyramid Temples rise, more and more information will be released, to empower humanity into the next raising phases of the consciousness shift.  With it the energy centres INSIDE the earth and just under surface will get more and more unclogged – the result will be earthquakes, tsunamis, etc. as the earth is cleansing her, inside and out!

I find that the more I work on rediscovering the Ancient Knowledge and then write it down… that the more I am reconnecting to my soul and soul essence, my heart centre and to the Cosmic heart.  The more I do this, the more I can span the dimensions and the more I do this, the more I realize, how much of this planet and life on it, is simply ILLUSIONARY!

Changes, changes and more changes….

T At this time we are being challenged to simply find the middle point – the equilibrium point in ALL AND EVERYTHING… within and around us…. As the giant scales of life and love are tipping back and forth, there simply IS no middle ground, as all is in flux and flow….

With the tipping of the scales… this way and that…. we are being challenged to the very core to find some kind of equilibrium – firstly within ourselves…. our own lives and the way we lived it and then finding the equilibrium deep in our inner selves and hearts… and the going outward and finding this in relationships – whether these be intimate ones or friends, family, and further afield…

Note here that I did not use the WORDS: MIND, BRAIN, or anything PHYSICAL…. The only term I used was HEART – yet, not the PHYSICAL HEART as one would understand this… but the SPIRITUAL HEART, THE SOUL HEART – the FEELING CENTRE of all…

In the last few thousand years, mankind has slowly strayed from the heart-centred and balanced way of life – to the ruling of the MIND and the MASCULINE way of thinking, relating and being. That endless wars resulted, is no accident. For with the mind, comes the ego-based living, where all is about ME and US and what I can get out of it!

With the shifting of consciousness, which started in the 1960’s with the hippie movement, was that people started to question this. They started to understand that something needed to the changed and gradually the dawning and understanding came that what has to change, was the HEART and living had to become HEART-CENTERED…. (although that still was but a SEARCH – and some searched for the opening up of the third eyes chakra, via drugs – which in a sense, still did not open the HEART).

Gradually people started to open up – those who were conscious, and with the new children being born, those souls who volunteered to anchor in the HEART-centred living, since the early 1950’s, they literally started causing the INWARD REVOLUTION, and with it helped to bring about the CHANGING CONSCIOUSNESS from the mental and mind/the rational thinking to move to HEART-CENTRED LIVING….

When mankind is at threshold of drastic changes, then all the old, that which is struggling to keep alive, will resist all changes… especially if the changes are occurring on the INSIDE… for it loves the old patterns of destructive living and relating…. Old patterns repeated ingrained in the human psyche and in the human WAY OF DOING….

The old way is the of FEAR and FEAR-BASED EXISTENCE…. When fear is there for expressing feelings, for being and relating – for simply living life consciously and to the full…. then it feels threatened. It feels threatened in all and every way. It will resist anything that pushes it out of its comfort zone and out of existence…

Another issue was CONTROL – if one could control the MINDS of masses, and had control over their finances etc. then one literally had control over the world…

All of this is slipping away, as the new is being born – for now we are moving into the Higher States of Consciousness, where the vastness of your bank balance, is less important than the vastness of your own soul and its Divine connections…

Yet, a lot of people tend to not WANT nor WISH change – for it scares them – perhaps more than the idea of the planet blowing itself up….. For change in uncomfortable, and when all start falling apart at the seams, the first gut reaction is to consolidate one’s losses, and then see the way the wind is blowing… Yet, there-in lies the hidden blessing!

When I had this happening to me about four years ago, in FACT I decided to take a leap of faith TO THE EXACT MONTH, in 2008, I literally had to take a huge leap of faith. I had asked myself the question: “WHY HAD I BEEN BORN IN AFRICA?” I am white pedigree German South African, and why had all what had happened to me? Why was I not born in Europe for instance, or America for that matter?

It was when I started asking the RIGHT questions, that the answers started to appear – in fact sometimes in such a way, that I literally was falling over them!

Yet, still, change was darn uncomfortable and some part of me was still clinging on for dear life to the old… I remember one day very clearly. I, in those early days, had found the answers to my question LITERALLY under my very feet – and then, when I had the inner prompting to go and take my car and drive up mountains or hills, then I did so. I had just had the most amazing experience in the Drakensberg, while on holiday there, and there had been massive thunder storms in the last few afternoons – breaking the drought. There I stood – on top of the mountain, surrounded by masses of veldt flowers, which had just sprung out of nothing, overnight, and I was scanning the horizon, and the valley below, for the clues that I had been given, and was now searching for… When, as from no-where, a herd of Zebras, came galloping past – it was just so beautiful, to see these creatures running past and then one of them suddenly stopped, right in front of me, and we simply stood gazing at each other… Yet, this was EXACTLY the sign I had been looking for – for I had just asked a question and asked for confirmation. This WAS the confirmation…. and sure enough, when that Zebra left too – I simply stood on the spot and I SAW WHAT I NEEDED TO TAKE NOTE OF!

The Zebra running past, had helped to simply break my concentration for a few minutes, and then – I COULD SEE MORE CLEARLY WHAT I HAD TO SEE and take note of…

What I saw, suddenly made a lot of sense to me, and the jigsaw puzzle pieces of the information I had gathered, started falling into place – albeit still not complete – but there. And then I KNEW, I SIMPLY KNEW, that this was going to have a profound impact on my life and what I would be teaching, writing about and sharing later in my life….

In that very moment, when that occurred, I could see that I had to let go completely of my old life – my lifestyle and my old way of thinking, and being – and that I had to change at the core. For I could not discover the rest of why I had been born on the African continent, if I would not allow myself to reborn at the very core…. I picked some wild flowers that day and took them home with me, as a reminder of this and there and then I made the commitment – that no matter where this Higher Road of Discovery was leading me,

I would not rest, until I had the answers and I could help others to see this too… Yet, even that, was like a huge mountain range looming up and which I had to conquer…

Since then, I have been reborn – literally! And with the re-birthing has come more and more understanding – yet, my journey is not complete yet. For there is more and more to discover and to understand about Planet Earth and energy centres and energies within myself, that I have to learn to acknowledge and re-learn how to use… Not, only that, but why Africa is considered holy and why Africa keeps its secrets so very close to her chest…

All of this has not been a ride into heaven – it has come with a lot of pain and releasing thereof – for all journeys of initiation are immensely painful at times – but ultimately so rewarding – just as much joy – and simply exuberance of living – so they go hand-in-hand…

I see this time, in mankind’s history, like the time of the great seafarers, who went out and re-discovered America and Africa…. The Great Explorers, for now the Exploring is INWARD and not OUTWARD and it is reconnecting us to our ROOTS- our CORE-ROOTS, our very SOULS…. and the SOUL of the Planet….

It is a journey into extended BEINGNESS and then INTO THE HEART…

For the Earth has a HEART-CENTER too, and it is a living being… just we tend to forget all of this and we suffered because of it!

So think of this time as a huge adventure – when the old making way for the new – is paving a new path for you to expand in mind, body, spirit and soul and to BECOME more of who and what you truly are!

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To be….or not to be….

To Be…. or not to Be?

There are a thousand whispers and nuances in life that we often fail to hear in our search for life and life more abundantly on this planet…

The more the searches for love becomes an occupational hazard for some, the more they seek it outside themselves…. outside validation: acknowledgement, acclaim, wishing to be completed by another, etc.

The strange thing that happens, is the more we look OUTSIDE of us, for validation, or completeness, of the filling of that void, that never-ending something, the more we will end up feeling in-complete…. un-whole…

I have found that a lot of people expect their partners to fill that hole, the emptiness and when they don’t they simply go on to the next one… until that one too, leaves the hole unfilled…. and then the next and the next…

I often ask people what they are searching for in the Love of their lives…. Now the lists come out:  long lists of what they want…. and most often that list will contain somewhere:-  “I want him or her to love me – so that I feel at last I am home – complete…”

The funny thing is that once the infatuation stage disappears and with it sometimes the passion, then the eyes are already on the next one, who can bring that self-same rush of adrenaline back.   Casanova was a classical example… the more the merrier, and never getting enough…. Always searching… searching… searching…

What exactly IS the SEARCH all about?

I am going back to that:  FEELING COMPLETE….

As long as you are looking for someone to complete you, then you are setting yourself up for disappointment. ….  For the only person who can complete him or herself is: – YOU!

You cannot expect another person to make you happy, for you as about as happy as you choose to be!

The fact is, that your Creator, the Divine, CREATED YOU AS WHOLE.  He/she does not create imperfections!  In the greater Cosmic Whole, there are no half-made, incomplete, or flawed creations!  ALL IS PERFECT, WHOLE AND COMPLETE…

So, where does this void, this whole, this longing for completeness stem from?

It mostly stems from our own beliefs IN BEING SEPARATED FROM THE DIVINE AND FROM ALL THAT IS!

The fact is that most people run away from pain – they don’t want to experience pain, and they don’t want to experience a-lone-ness, or having to path their path a-l-one.

If you go back to the moment that your soul chose to incarnate onto planet, you will see that it discussed your whole life, in fine details, with your Guardian Angels, those Beings who guide you through your life, and the Divine.  Together you look at your DIVINE BLUEPRINT, which is yours, and yours alone.  This of it as a kaleidoscope pattern…. it has its very own geometrical shape.  That synchronizes perfectly with your SOUL NAME, AND YOUR SOUL GROUP NAME.  SO THE THREE ARE IN HARMONY WITH EACH OTHER, AND TO COMPLETE THE TRIANGLE THERE IS A COMPLETE CIRCLE, THAT IS THE DIVINE MOTHER, who holds you in your womb.

You then, look AT WHAT SOUL LESSONS YOU NEED TO EXPRESS, as you UNIQUE GIFTS, TALENTS AND ABILITIES, and what lessons you wish to LEARN OR TO MASTER, and WHAT YOU WISH TO EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU HAVE INCARNATED ON PLANET EARTH, TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGHT, ABILITIES AND SOUL EXPRESSIONS…. FOR THIS IS THE GREATEST SCHOOL THERE IS! 

This Planet is one of the most popular planets to incarnate on, to hone one’s inner strengths and abilities – for IT CHALLENGES YOU TO CORE!

WHEN YOU ARE THUS BORN, TO THE PARENTS YOU CHOSE YOURSELF, (because of the soul lessons they bring you) YOU ARE PERFECTLY MADE: – YOUR WINGS ARE SHAPED PERFECTLY FOR YOU TO FLY!

It is just, that as we grow, from baby and into adulthood, we forget this, and then we wish to take on the wings of sparrows, and then wonder why we cannot master the art of flying…. when all along we have the wings of an eagle – and an eagle cannot fly with the wings of a sparrow!

In the process of growing up, we assume that other’s wish to bring us pain…. often we withdraw from this… or later on in life, we truly run from one relationship to the other, in order to find someone who will truly validate us.

The funny part of this is, that you TEND TO DRAW OR ATTRACT TO YOURSELF, SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THE OPPOSITE OF YOU AND MIRROR ALL THOSE ASPECTS OF YOURSELF BACK TO YOU THAT YOU HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH, OR ARE TRYING TO RUN AWAY FROM.

 Sometimes, because we assume the wings of a sparrow, we are too timid to set healthy boundaries for ourselves, or too overbearing, because we demand too much….

For see, there ARE THE SOUL LESSONS that YOU CHOSE TO MASTER THIS LIFETIME, COMING TO HAUNT YOU: – THOSE DRAGONS THAT YOU ARE SO SCARED TO FACE, THAT BRING YOU PERCEIVED PAIN AND DIS-COMFORT AND STRIFE…

There is a lovely children’s film that I watched recently:  “HOW TO TAME A DRAGON”…. That about says it all.

As long as we are scared of those dragons, as long as we are at-war with them, as long as we FEAR them – they will PERSIST.  We can change partners as much as we like: – they will grow again and again and become BIGGER and BIGGER, UNTIL WE LEARN TO SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH THEM AND ASK THEM WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TEACH US!

One of the dragons we have that loves tormenting us is:  IF ONLY.

IF ONLY likes your weak spot, in fact hones in on it.  (Please note dragons, as I will name them, have NO GENDER.  THEY MERELY ARE!  So if I use HIM or HER, the TWO ARE INTERCHANGABLE FOR THEY HAVE NO GENDER!).  IF ONLY likes to tell you that if you get rid of Mr. or Mrs. So and so, you will have a much more peaceful and complete life.  So, you start looking over the fence…. Hmmmm…. that one looks so juicy… Hmmm…. no bad hair days…. no nagging…. no screaming….. Hmmmm, IF ONLY….

IF ONLY loves telling you, that the grass is greener on the other side…. IF ONLY has a companion called REGRET….  REGRET comes in and tells you that you should have done things this way or that way…. REGRET loves honing into all your weak or troubled spots and then in comes dragon number three:  BLAME.  Because, of the inherent fires the others are now blazing into Beingness, blame loves finding something or someone to blame for the pain and unhappiness:  parents, siblings, spouses, governments, conspiracies, bankruptcy, war, calamities, etc.

These three love dancing in tune, and then they use their ability to stir fires and before you know it there is this raging fire deep inside of you, causing you more and more pain.

The fact is these dragons, are actually very peaceful, loving and lovable souls.  All they ask of you is to sit down and talk to them.  To ask them, what it is they are trying to teach you.

IF ONLY, says she is there to teach you, that the grass is not greener on the other side.  IF ONLY, says she wants to show you, that all the answers to all your pain, all the questions you ever had, LIE WITHIN.  

REGRET jumps up and down, and says he is there to teach you, that past is past, and gone is gone.  You cannot do anything about it, except to release it, so that the past can no longer hold you chained up, but if you take out your sword and start cutting yourself free, you will find that a lot of what you regret has long served its purpose….

Now BLAME is joining the conversation:  See, he/she says, the longer you go and blame everyone, the longer you will battle to set yourself free.  For, know this, these people, places, events, all show up in your SOUL CHART, and the SOUL CONTRACT you made BEFORE YOU WERE BORN…. AND YOU AGREED TO IT TO HONE YOUR INNER STRENGTH… AND YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL OF THAT!  The longer you blame everyone, INCLUDING YOURSELF, the longer you will have all of us for company, and then made war against us…. WE DON’T WANT WAR – WE ARE TIRED OF WAR:  WE WANT PEACE!  WE WANT TO SPREAD OUR WINGS AND TEACH YOU TO FLY!

When all three have finally convinced you that you have let go of all of this, then Dragon number FOUR arrives:  PAIN.  Pain, looks fierce some….. You look at him, and you want to run away…. Yet, go and look into his eyes and you will find great love and compassion there…. FOR PAIN IS A GREAT TEACHER.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE FOREVER, THE TIME IS NOW.  HE TEACHES YOU THAT DEATH IS A GREAT TEACHER – IT TEACHES YOU THAT YOU HAVE ONLY SO MUCH TIME ON THIS PLANET – USE YOUR TIME TO LEARN TO UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS.  PAIN TEACHES YOU THAT THE LONGER YOU HOLD ONTO TO GRUDGES, SELF-BLAME,  BLAME OTHERS, IF ONLY, AND REGRET TO LONGER YOU ARE TAKING TO HEAL AT A DEEP SOUL LEVEL AND TO MASTER YOUR LESSONS.

PAIN SERVES YOU!  PAIN HONES YOUR INNER STRENGTH AND RESILIENCE.  ONCE YOU LET PAIN SOOTHE YOUR SOUL WOUNDS AND HELP YOU TO HEAL, YOU CAN MOVE ON AND INTO LIFE WITH GREATHER STRENGHT, RESILIENCE, SOUL GROWTH AND THAN HELP OTHERS WHO ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME PROCESS.

YOU CAN TEACH THEM TO CONFRONT THESE DRAGONS AND TO LEARN TO EMBRACE AND LOVE THEM FOR THEY ARE GREAT TEACHERS!

The more you learnt TO LOVE YOURSELF, TO FIND COMPLETENESS WITHIN YOURSELF, TO LOVE YOUR OWN COMPANY, AND BE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN SKIN, and AURA, IN ALL YOUR BODIES – THE MORE YOUR WINGS START GROWING … EAGLE’S WINGS AND ONE DAY YOU FIND YORSELF ABLE TO FLY LIKE AN EAGLE AND NOT LIKE A SPARROW ANY MORE!

The only thing is, and I am warning you now, it the minute that you start soaring higher and higher, the more others will start taking notice, because YOU SHINE!  YOU RAISE OUT AND ABOVE ALL THE OTHERS!

So then, what happens?  Guess who start appearing?  Hello, Dragon number five:  JEALOUSY/INSECURITY/ENVY.   Lucky for you, this is not your dragon, but those who cannot stand your flying high and free…. Yet, this dragon, loves testing you…. She loves finding your resilience to keep on learning to fly higher and higher, and not be distracted nor deterred by the opinion of others, nor the arrows they tend to shoot at you.  For the more you shine you light, the more your spot-light is going to fall on all the other FOUR DRAGONS IN THEIR LIVES THEY HAVE NOT MADE PEACE WITH…

So, you see:  LIFE IS A NEVER-ENDING CIRCLE….. What goes around comes around…. The trick is, is to develop A NEW AND GREATER CIRCLE and then TO OURFLY THE OTHERS!

It might be a tat lonely up there, with no company…. But guess what, by you flying higher and higher, and discovering new worlds, vistas, etc. suddenly others want to follow and see for themselves…. For you are the pioneer, the trail blazer and when you allow yourself to blaze a new trail – others will follow!

Then one day, you see that there is another eagle flying with you, and you start frolicking, dancing and having a ball.  And then you start talking to that eagle…. you start sharing stories, comparing notes…. and you find, that both of you had to confront the same dragons, both of you have scars to show it…. BUT FUNNILY ENOUGH YOU ARE NOW BOTH ABLE TO FLY AT THE SAME HEIGHTS AND VIBRATE AT THE SAME FREQUENCY.  YOU RECOGNIZE A SOUL MATE, A KINDRED SPIRIT AND THEN, SUDDENLY, WITHOUT YOU WISHING FOR IT (FOR YOU WERE HAPPY WITH YOUR OWN COMPANY AND WITH WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE!) YOU FIND TRUE LOVE!

And you find, then that by ADDING YOUR WHOLENESS TO HIS OR HER WHOLENESS, ANOTHER CIRCLE FORMS AROUND YOU:  THE CIRCLE OF AT-ONE-NESS, THE SACRED DIVINE!

THIS IS THE TRUE MEANING OF ALCHEMY AND THE ALCHEMICAL DANCE…. THE SACRED DANCE OF AT-ONE-NESS and finding the ultimate KEYS TO MASTERY – YET ONLY THE FIRST OCTAVE OF THIS!

What happens there-after is a story for another time…. another space….

Love – learning to make beautiful music together

The greatest music that has ever been written, has come from the heart and soul of composers like Mozart, Bach, Handel etc.   Mozart for instance openly admitted that he simply would wake up with a melody, or the theme of a concerto or symphony playing in his head and he would simply be compelled to write it down…

I was once listening to a friend of mine playing the most beautiful and haunting piece on the organ.   As I sat listening to her, I was so moved that tears were rolling down my cheeks.  I then asked her, what she was playing…..” That was not Bach or Mozart?”  She simply smiled and said, no, it was something that she had woken up with herself, and had simply quickly jotted it down and then proceeded to play it so beautifully that morning…

We are all in the process of creating MASTERPIECES in our lives… whether these come in the form of books, of music, of art, of some kind of genius we are sharing with the world… most of all it comes in our RELATIONSHIPS, and in the WAY WE VIEW THE WORLD, OUR REACTIONS TO THIS…. WHATEVER WE DO FROM OUR HEART AND SOULS IS WHAT WE CREATE!

I was asked yesterday, how does one CREATE LOVING relationships that reflect the HIGHER STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS?

As with all CREATIVE ART, it first of all starts FROM DEEP WITHIN US….  My whole life is a WORK OF ART, a MASTERPIECE… It has been so from the very moment I have been born and with each and every single breath I take, with each emotion I experience, with each thing I do… how I act, react and AM…. My Masterpiece takes on new forms, whispers and nuances of BEING!

The Masterpieces of our lives are simply CREATED BY WHAT WE EXPRESS, WHAT WE CREATE AND WHAT WE SEEK TO KNOW AND EXPERIENCE IN OUR LIVES….

The Quest for Higher States of Consciousness is never a journey for the faint-hearted and those who wish to cling to the STATUS QUO… For it is in a sense a JOURNEY OF INITIATION and it will strip all those unwanted, unnecessary and un-used parts of you off… It will ask you take off all the baggage that you have created, in the way of emotions like anger, hurt, hatred, fear, etc.  It will demand a NEW WAY of LIFE and strip off the OLD LIFE and LIFESTYLES WHICH NO LONGER SERVE YOU!

The Higher your AWARENESS of the DIVINE SOURCE becomes, the more you tune into the Vast REALMS of SPIRIT AND SOUL, where the mind is ruled by the HEART and not the MIND ruling the HEART…. You tend to FEEL MORE INTENSELY than before, but now your feelings become aligned to the fact THAT YOU ARE PART AND PARTICLE OF ALL- THAT- IS AND TO HARM ANYONE IS TO SIMPLY HARM YOURSELF….

For your soul is now learning to MAKE BEAUTIFUL MUSIC! 

I read an amazing account once where a man was make to listen to EXACTLY THE SAME PIECE OF MUSIC by Beethoven, (the 9^th Symphony, the ODE to JOY), yet played by two DIFFERENT orchestras.   To his amazement, he found he could listen to the one recording over and over again, and felt uplifted and simply transported into another world by the music… whilst in with other, there was a jarring feeling, and he immediately wanted to switch the recording off.

He asked his friend, what was happening here… The friend simply smiled, and said that the jarring piece was recorded by an orchestra which FEARED its conductor, as the man was a perfectionist, and never was satisfied with anything his musicians could produce…

Whilst the other recording, the one he wanted to listen to over and over again, was made by an orchestra where the conductor encouraged the musicians to FEEL the music from the HEART AND SOUL and then simply FLOW with whatever EXPRESSIONS CAME….

SO THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THESE TWO RECORDINGS SIMPLY CAME IN THE EXPRESSIONS FROM THE HEART – THE ONE FROM THE SPACE OF FEAR AND ANXIETY AND TO OTHER FROM THE SPACE OF TOTAL INSPIRATION AND THE HEART/SOUL EXPRESSION!

When we start living from our heart space we simply cannot go back to living our old lives because we have inherently CHANGED….

The more we open our hearts and simply let the Power of Love flow through us, our fears and our inhibitions seem to take flight for the Power of Love flows where it wills…

I know, for instance, when I am in a creative flow, I will simply find myself in a different world…. it is a time-frame only I can access and then I literally don’t mind if the world goes down…. the CREATIVE FORCE AND I ARE ONE!

It is the same with LOVE and LOVING…. when we truly love from the heart and soul, and add to this MIND and SPIRIT then that love become TOTAL….

The strange thing is THAT WE CULTIVATE THE OPENING OF OUR HEARTS, OUR SOULS, and BRING THEM IN ALIGNMENT WITH SPIRIT AND MIND…. then we tend to ATTRACT LIKE-MINDED SOULS…

This is because of our FREQUENCIES AND VIBRATIONS GOING UP IN OCTAVES OF CONSCIOUSNESS…..

It is like a BEACON OF LIGHT AND LOVE IS EMITTING CERTAIN CODES FROM WITHIN US AND OUR SOUL VIBRATION AND WE WILL ATTRACT THOSE WHO ARE ON THE SELF-SAME PATH AND ON THE SAME SOUL VIBRATION AND FREQUENCY…

Think of it like this… I love listening classical music and soothing music that speaks to my soul, for instance.  Now someone who does not like this type of music but loves heavy metal will simply not be able to listen to what I am listening to, BECAUSE WE ARE ON DIFFERENT WAVELENGTHS!         They will automatically withdraw into their own space!

The more you become AUTHENTIC AND TRUE AND THE MORE YOU START DANCING TO YOUR OWN INNER SOUL MUSIC, THE MORE LIKELY YOU BECOME TO ATTRACT A PERSON WHO IS IN TUNE AND IN STEP WITH YOUR OWN SOUL MUSIC!  WHEN YOU THEN START DANCING IN TUNE AND STEP YOU START CREATING BEAUTIFUL NEW MUSIC AS ONE!

YOU START PLAYING EACH OTHER, LIKE A MASTER VIOLIONIST WILL CARESS HIS VIOLIN AND HIS FINGERS WILL CARESS THOSE STRINGS, AS HIS HEART AND SOUL WISHES ONLY TO CREATE SOMETHING SO EXQUISITE, SO BEAUTIFUL, SO UNIQUE THAT THIS BECOMES THE EXPRESSION OF THE PROFOUND INNER MUSIC OF WHAT IS VERY DEEP WITHIN THE FOUNTAINS OF HIS OWN BEING!

 A TRUE CHERISHING – A LOVING…. A DIVINE CREATION SPRINGS FORTH AND THEN TOUCHES, ENCHANTS, AND BECOME SOMETHING TRANSCENDENTAL AND MYSTICAL!

We cannot truly love another, without truly loving and cherishing ourselves first of all!  We cannot create beautiful music with another without having that BEAUTIFUL MUSIC DEEP WITHIN OURSELVES!

ALL CREATION OF LOVE AND EXPRESSION THEREOF COMES FROM VERY DEEP WITHIN OUR OWN HEARTS, SPIRITS, MINDS AND SOULS!  IT STEMS AND FLOWS FROM THE VERY CREATIVE FORCE WHICH IS THE DIVINE SOURCE AND THE MORE WE START TAPPING INTO THIS VERY SOURCE, THE MORE WE START VIBRATING AT THE SELF-SAME FREQUENCY, BUT THEN WITHIN THE FREQUENCY OF OUR UNIQUE SOUL EXPRESSION WITHIN THE SOUL GROUP VIBRATION WE BELONG TO!  THIS IS A COMBINATION OF COLOUR, SOUND AND LIGHT FREQUENCY.

WE WILL START BECOMING LIKE A MAGNET FOR THOSE SOUL COMPANIONS THAT ARE CONTRACTED TO SEEK US OUT WHEN OUR SOUL VIBRATIONS AND FREQUENCIES MATCH UP – FOR THEN WE CAN CREATE SOMETING BIGGER AND GREATER THAN THE SUM TOTAL OF OURSELVES!

This, then is the DIVINE OTHER!

THE GREAT MYSTERY, KEYS AND CODES OF LOVE AND LOVING LIE DEEP WITHIN OURSELVES, AND THEN LINK UP WITH THE ONE WHO HAS THE OTHER HALF OF THE SELF-SAME MYSTERY, KEYS AND CODES!

THIS IS TWIN FLAME LOVE!  THE HALVES OF THE SAME FIT IN AND ENHANCE EACH OTHER, YET EACH ONE IS A PERFECT WHOLE!  NOTE: NOT A HALF, BUT A WHOLE AND THEN THE TWO COMBINE OR UNITE TO FORM A GREATER WHOLE!  THIS GREATER WHOLE IS ALWAYS A CREATIVE FORCE WHICH CREATES SOMETHING TOTALLY NEW! 

THUS IT BECOMES A TRANCENDENTAL UNION IN GREATER SERVICE TO THE DIVINE SOURCE – HOLY UNION – SACRED AND CONSECRATED!

Until BOTH partners are ready for this, this union cannot occur on ALL levels, mind, body, spirit and soul…. This is both the CHALLENGE and the BLESSING OF TWIN FLAME LOVE!

As with the making of ALL music, when one instrument  is off-tune of not in-tune, there can be no created harmony……..

THEIR GREATER MISSION IN LIFE IS TO LEARN TO CREATE BEAUTIFUL AND ENCHANTING MUSIC AS ONE = A NEW MASTERPIECE!

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Karmic Clearing… Releasing old vows… etc….

The beautiful cosmic energies surrounding us now, are assisting us in the letting go phase, that transitional phase in life, when the old is busy making way for the new….

Some of us have been led in the last few years, to one of the most amazing fazes in our lives… yet somehow the most daunting ones….. We found that all that we ever held dear was somehow taken away from us… We could have clung onto the old for dear live… yet somehow something greater than ourselves, was pushing us forward and right into the unknown…

In the process we lost a lot of things, people and places, even jobs and any security we once had… yet, what we experienced in the innermost regions of our hearts and souls was so precious, so unique, that we simply cherished this, treasured this, and we wished it to one day, just sprout and blossom into extended Beingness, as our greatest gifts to the world…

As we started going ever inwards to seek answers and then go and find the Holy Grail….. those who were close to us, or who knew that person that they were comfortable with, simply were bewildered, and shook their heads.  We could not fit into their rational world any more – fact is neither could we fit into theirs: – so something had to go…

There were those souls we ended entangled with, who simply were sent on our journey of life, to teach us valuable lessons in unconditional love and acceptance…

It was during this time, since the first moment of awakening in 2004 that I suddenly had past life recalls, and met up with all the most important role players during that time…

The first glimpse of that lifetime, came, when a friend, who had simply dumped the organization of a Music Festival into my lap (some whim that he suddenly had, because he was jealous of the attention I was getting from the males I was working with…) opened up the whole can of worms, I never anticipated.  It came, at that time, by him, messing up big-time… I am a very patient person, but that day I lost my cool, when he not only proceeded to take my car keys and then attacked me (later came out because of an overdose of tablets that he had taken to alleviate stress)….

In that moment, when he attacked me, I saw his face change… and then I remembered, as clear as daylight that this had happened before.  It so happened that that remembering, helped me to cope with him that day, and with sheer super human strength (and help from my guardian angels) I had the strength to send him packing…  It came out, then, when I started searching into this vision of his face, that I remembered that he had been the Priest in that lifetime, who, with a bible cradled to his chest, had stood there and see me burn alive on a stake….

Since then, I have met nearly all the souls that had been involved at the time, in the most traumatic past life I had ever been incarnated in….  I met up with my lover from that lifetime, and the man I was forced to marry for dowry.  I have had 12 chastity belts removed from me via past life regressions, clearing the trauma and debris away….

It was with the lover that I had to work through issue and issues and layers of issues of pain… of betrayal and most of all, the loss of total way of life of my people.  It was only, when I had released every single bit of pain or resentment that I have had in that lifetime, regarding this man, that I at last could walk free and open my heart totally…

Because, somehow during this lifetime, I had been so sensitive a soul that I had simply held onto pain, and had somehow built huge fortresses around my heart…. It was my lover from that past life (with the help of the others who appeared), who helped to cleave open those walls, and to help me to heal of great trauma and pain…

So, only after I was willing to let go of all, did I meet up with the most precious of souls, that I always wanted to be reunited with: – my father, in that lifetime…

So, it is with grace and gratitude that I salute these souls, who in this lifetime pitched up, to teach me the value of releasing pain… and most of all, the ultimate act of love, to help me to heal and teach me unconditional love and acceptance….

Why am I sharing this?  For, we often have a series of patterns, which our souls repeat lifetime after lifetime, and with the same set of souls… Your ex-lover might be your father in this lifetime and vice versa… your sister who pushes your buttons might well be someone you have issues with from a past life… so the same patterns of behaviour seem to run like a stuck record in your sub-conscious mind…

In these last few years we have had to deal with soul wounds, and to finally learn to step past all of this, and to learn unconditional love…

Once we start breaking the old patterns, and get rid of the trauma and pain, we can start moving forward and then something new can replace it… and ultimately if we learn to love ourselves with an open heart and unconditionally, then we start becoming GREAT MAGNETS and then start attracting our TRUE SOUL MATES/TWIN FLAMES… (Who have had to go through the same process, to clear their hearts and soul, so that they could meet up with us…)

I am getting so many letters from people who are having problems with their partners and then are afraid to let go…. What are  you clinging to?  What old patterns of behaviour from this life or the past, are you unwilling to let go of?  As long as you are clinging to the old patterns and lovers, you cannot allow the new to come into your life… you are smothering the life-force and you are blocking the road to a HIGHER WAY OF LIFE…

PAIN IS A GREAT TEACHER:  IT TEACHES US THAT SOMETHING IS NOT QUITE KOSHER… SOMETHING HAS TO BE DEALT WITH AND SOMETHING HAS TO BE RELEASED IN OUR LIVES….

THIS IS THE TIME OF CLEANSING…

If you have a festering wound, the doctor takes a surgical knife, opens the place up and then has to remove the entire puss and infection, before the wound can close up and heal… the same is with the collective trauma and pain of your COLLECTIVE BEING…

Some of us are old souls and have had patterns with a few hundred of souls if not more..

(Marriage vows for instance, will be valid until you consciousness ask the it to be dissolved, the cords and ties cut, and the person releasing you from that vow. Also the Angels administering those vows, have to be released from their duties.)

We are allowed to ask our guardian Angel to call in all those souls, in this lifetime or other lifetimes, all parallel lives and cosmos’, all other life forms…. to attend a karmic clearing ceremony in the Temple of KARMIC CLEARING….

Ask Archangel Michael to be there with his flashing sword of Light, and also Archangel Gabriel.  Then see how you are taken to stand in front of the congregation (and you might be surprised at whom you see there and recognize), and then with Archangel Michael at your right hand side and Gabriel at your left, as for the following clearing:

IMPORTANT NOTE: – WITH EACH VOW, PACT, OR CONTRACT YOU MAKE, THERE ARE ANGELS WHO THEN SERVE TO MAKE YOU KEEP THAT VOW, etc.  THEY NEED TO BE RELEASED FROM THEIR TASK OR OTHERWISE THE VOW ETC. WILL REMAIN VALID ….SO ASK ARCHANGEL MICHAEL AFTER CLEARING AND CUTTING OF TIES, VOWS ETC, THAT THESE ANGELS BE RELEASED AS WELL.

Ask those to step forward and let Archangel Michael cut the ties, cut out all symbols, vows, pact, implants, ties, blood ties, symbols of slavery, ceremonies, tattoos, symbols of attachment such as rings, necklaces, bracelets, crowns, etc., begging bowls, poverty vows, austerity, curses, etc. etc.

Ask that he does the same in you…. (this might be curses etc. you did in some lifetime yourself, known or unknown to you) and that he cuts all ties with the darkness once and for all…. He will put symbols in your aura that will prevent the dark from ever making contact with you ever again….

Then see these step forward and sign the Golden Book, releasing these vows, etc. through all time and space and all eternity….

Then, after all the Angels have been released, in the presence of Archangel Michael and Gabriel, sign the Golden Book of Release yourself.

Thank Archangels Michael and Gabriel…. then see how they escort you back through the cheering and celebrating congregation… your aura shining gloriously….. the angels blessings you gifts of incredible beauty…..

You might have to do these three times a week for some time….

I am amazed at what comes forth sometimes… things I did not consciously know about….

So I tend to do this whenever I get the nudge to do so from Archangel Michael…

We can do the same with the clearing of family karma.  What is written in the Bible, about the sins of the fathers going back into the fourth and fifth degree, is a TRUTH that we simply cannot get past…. Sometimes the same patterns have been in families for thousands of years…..

I have been born in Africa, and the African people talked about the Ancestral Spirits… I have learnt to respect this view, as I have been called in to clear high energy places, and have seen what happens, if the collective souls and dense energies, get stuck in the ethers around this planet and start clogging up portals…

  Here you need to ask your guardian angel to take you to meet the Lords of Karma and the Divine Director.  When meeting the meeting is granted, ask for the dispensation of family karma.  They will graciously listen to your request and will grant it, if it is for Higher Good of all.  You may then also ask for the healing of Planetary Karma, and then in a part of the world, that you would love this cleansing to occur.  This is an act of service and of immense importance at this time….

Be ready to step into a new way of life….

Octaves and Whispers of Consciousness: Assuming the Crystalline Form….

We are now stepping into a time frame where the octaves and whispers of Consciousness as expressed in the Cosmic Energies and Energy fields of this Planet, will simply be occurring in different ways… affecting people and life on this planet in different ways…

It is an amazing wave of intricate forms … geometric patterns such as I have never seen and they seem to interweave in a continuous twirling of multiple colours that are of such high frequency that we simply cannot see them or acknowledge their exquisite beauty and power on this planet….

My life was halted to a standstill last week, when I went down with acute laryngitis and I simply was pulled out of action from where I was at the time… As I was battling to get my immune system in place and with the aid of my helpers and a friend… I started to question what was happening here…

I was told that it was a revamping… a tuning up and tuning in… and I simply could not understand what the message was… Yet, somewhere, very deep in my psyche, something was triggering… It came almost like a continuous buzzing in the head … When I asked what that was, I was told to simply rest and let my body adjust and heal itself and get as much sleep as I can…  That was easy to do, since I was really drained and know that I had been ignoring my body for some time….

It was only last night, that my vision opened up and I could at last see what was happening and why.  With it I got the implicit instructions to clear out whatever I had neglected to do… or not attended to in my life and then to get ready to be cleared of all the rest… so that I would be totally open for the New to step in…

Yes, in that same week strange things had happened, and I have had to cut ties that no longer served my Highest Good and to do what I simply had never had the guts to do…

In the same moment, that I realized that, acknowledged it… an amazing energy manifested itself, in the form of an extended Merkabah cube… it was pulling something from my throat that looked like a strange object…. as it pulled my whole upper body was being pulled forward… Then, that strange object was simply consumed in the flame that became the tube, and whatever it was, disappeared…

I was then shown, that these new energies, were working on the different octaves of the consciousness awakened in individuals… Those that are unawake had the usual and known colour energy rays working with the energy systems in their bodies and auric fields… while the higher the octave of consciousness within each individual, the more potent and higher the frequency vibrational ray, that was working with and on them…

I was then shown how you tap into a certain TV station, by changing the channels and the tapping into that satellite transmission ray that this is what is happening to us.  The more we consciously awaken the energies and energy fields in our bodies, mind, spirit and souls and start reconnecting with our innate and true selves… our crystalline FORM is being activated.

The CRYSTALLINE FORM has different geometrical patterns and your crystalline body is formed from the same GEOMETRICAL PATTERN as your SOUL… the same vibration, frequency, tonal cord etc.  So, you have your own unique PATTERN appearing and this is what these rays are working on.  That is why there are so many, and why they appear in different colours and rays….

The same is happening all around us, in the plant and animal life… the planet itself…

I find this incredibly exiting… for to me, we are being reconnected TO THE HEART AND ESSENCE OF DIVINE MOTHER AS IN THE CREATIVE FORCE…

WE ARE BEING RECREATED INTO A CRYSTALLINE FORM AND WITH IT WE NOT ONLY BECOME NEW CREATIONS BUT WE WILL CREATE NEW FORMS AND WE WILL BE ABLE TO REPAIR OR RENEW OR HEAL THE OLD FORMS AND RE-CREATE AND RE-ACTIVATE THEM…

ALL IS IN FLUX AT THE MOMENT… THAT IS WHY A LOT OF OUR INTENTIONS ARE IN THE PHASE OF BEING BROUGHT INTO REALITY BUT ARE IN THE INCUBATION STAGE… UNTIL THE TRANSFORMING PERIOD OF 2012 TRULY GETS TO THE STAGE WHERE THE THRUST OF REBIRTHING IS TAKING US ALL INTO THE HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS STATES IN THE VARIOUS GEOMETRICAL AND CRYSTALLINE FORMS WE ARE ASSUMING…

So what you THINK might be best for your life and what you may want – may not be what your crystalline form can hold… for once you step into your HIGHER LIGHT BODY you desires, your vision and your TRUTH WILL FLOW FROM THE HEART and not from the mind.

THIS IS THE GIFT OF THIS TIME – THE TRANSITION OF FORM!